Is escorting a viable strategy to save up money for surgeries? I don't think I'm particularly attractive, but I get swarmed by chasers when I go out, so I think it might be possible. Does anyone here have experience with this?

>>42769151
sounds dangerous and it'll probably follow you forever

>>42769161
I'm sure it is and it would, but I'm not going to be in a good financial place for several more years and I don't want to wait much longer with bottom surgery

I cannot define or moralize you, because I don't know what's driving that engine. I think it's some combination of brain damage or parental neglect rather than anything malicious.

You are extremely good at mesmerizing others and your very real fear of abandonment makes the lie truthful. You subconsciously want people to fall in love with you and are doing all the semi-conscious cues and courtship rituals but you're conscious enough to know that you are not willing or don't love them back.

I am slower on the uptake compared to the rest of them. There is no realistic endstate with you and that the explicit should be prioritized over the much more frequent contradictory implicit.

It's a fascinating loophole, it allows you to have the moral prerogative regardless of what happens. Like making the famished sign obscure legalese terms and conditions before force-feeding them to the point of a stomach burst.

hello computer people

lily simpson looks closer to passing ever video

>>42769735
It doesn't matter, she's still annoying

>>42769913
I don't find her annoying, why do you find her annoying?

>>42769936
The way she talks, moves and looks. I just don't like her vibe

>>42769359
>tldr im a cowardly vagueposter who’s too scared to reveal my identity or who im talking about

>>42770006
That's ok, clearly nobody is interested anyway

>>42769995
oh

>>42770123
Are you her?

>>42770239
no

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>>42769359
decent vague post

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I vagueposted.
On February 21st, 22nd and 23rd and 24th I was vagueposting.
I vagueposted on all those days.
posted to excess.
I vagueposted.
I'm vagueposting right now.
I'm vagueposting now, because...
Because I'm a vagueposter

>>42770311
ok good. I would have felt bad if you were. I should not be so critical towards other trans women like I was in that post. I just don't vibe with her videos and that's it

qott coconut sry

>>42770589
what do you have it with?

>>42770599
the light sort with canned jackfruit and tody palm and whatever nuts there's around's quite peak, i'm due.

too lazy and a sparse consoomer to have coffee home, but i've had it out in ice coffee and that's also something i v much want to repeat.

>>42770311
>>42770599
checked btw

gender dysphoria is kill

>>42770747
interesting

>>42769151
who would fuck you pretransition

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I had considered making a thread myself it was gone so long. I didn't cause I wanted to see if it would be gone for good tho. How're yall this fine navy day?

Pic is the screen swap I did in my test gba

>>42769359
Like sands through the hourglass :^)

>>42769126
whole milk

>>42770006
it's probably nomi the pedophile

>>42770968
it's never gone for good, ppl just need to learn to have fun and enjoy each other's nuisance or something iunno
ur phone looks very retro ngl

>>42771625
wholemilk is gross and enables the horrible abuse of animals. I will stuck with Oatmilk

I know u know who u are, and u know that I know too
but I just wanted u to know despite the fact that u thought nobody else would know, everybody knows about it
we're just going to be vagueing all day, but lets be honest... it is specifically about that...
u know what I'm talking about, and u thought nobody would know but we all do
if u get back in touch I won't hold it against u
you know what I mean???

I'm honestly just waiting for another passgen because I need more validation

>>42773776
what happened to ppl posting their pics in this thread and saying hi hru, or blogging their daily nonsense???
or do u specifically need to be rated by raters???

Was getting ready for bed when I looked up into the mirror. Don’t know if it was the way my hair was or the lighting or what, but I felt I looked pretty feminine and it genuinely made me really happy

>>42770968
was it difficult? I love the form factor and have the same glacier model

>>42769359
its obvious for anyone not fucking retarded

>>42774034
you must've been really exhausted and out of it

>>42774698
I mean don’t get me wrong I’m babytrans so still a long way to go, I just think I have a naturally more feminine waste. Also my hair had lots of nice volume because I just blow dried it, usually it lays pretty flat. It just gives me hope that I’ll only get better from here :)

ya'll niggas kinda lowkey miss jackin off sometimes? i do

>>42774935
No

>>42774935
I’m hoping I can retain the ability to because I like it and I like having a dick actually

Stop taking about your dicks jesus christ you're so embarrassing

>>42775035
you just know this nigga lowlowkey misses jackin off ong fr fr

Hate it here

>>42775061
lock in nigga post some good shit then or stop crying like a bitchass nigga

Oat milk tastes nicer, onions milk is healthier

>>42775098
What about rice and pea milk?

i like cow milk. it's cool

cows milk tastes better than any other ive tried, i love milk so much

>>42775131
It involves so much suffering tho

>>42775136
too yummy dont care.

if i had a cow i wouldnt hurt it tho

vegans are gay. who cares out of sight out of mind

>>42775150
Don't have a cow man

>>42775162
i wont, the only cow i need in my life is me
(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

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I'm in awe of my HRTitties being prominent even when I'm wearing this female compression shapewear.

>>42775169
take pic from a better angle bc boobies look miniscule here

nigga got them a-cuppers with his nipples pointing out sideways tryin to flex on them bruh i'm weakkkkkkkk a f

>>42775178
omg are you black? ive never met a blackie before haiii

bro doesnt know his luck

I fall, into this darkness that I call my home.

I feel, touched by an angel I know isn't real.

They say, god will come back and free us from this place.

And we, live till we die how we die, it's so, easy....

shut the fuck up K

shut the fuck up P

shut the fuck up M

shut the fuck up R

shut the fuck up N

alright quit it

>>42775104
Havent tried it. Almond milk is fucking disgusting

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>>42775176
I want them to be smaller ffs it's impossible to try hide them without the shapewear

>>42775260
in the big 26

>>42775295
almost impossible to even tell what this image is, please take a better photo

>>42775306
ltl

>>42775295
i'd be more worried about having 3 boobers

i feel ok

>>42775295
nasty moobs m8, you're just a very fat man

is there a way to make two people on the left play against each others but they both feel like there is someone on the right?

>have a cringe memory
>I must kill myself due to this
every day

>>42777245
yeah any two tenderqueers talking about anything

>>42777520
same multiple times a day
I physically cringe now too it's embarrassing

>>42777520
I do this too, what was it this time?

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qott no milks. Lotsa black coffee. Too fat, need to lose weight

>>42777560
I was in a psych ward at night, alone in my room, rubbing on a pillow thinking about a hot guy
I lost track of time and the night watch person opened my door to check on me and I made eye contact with her
the next day the therapist told me to be mindful of when I'm doing that sort of thing

>>42777542
it sucks and there are so many memories to choose from

essenceofthought looks kind of crazy recently the choker is a bold look and the blue eye filter is legit insane

>>42777759
the eyes look genuinely creepy, wtf

>>42777786
its very odd

>>42775232
Rude

>>42777809
she's always had an off putting vibe. not sure how people actually watch her videos

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28 is too late to start HRT and pass, isn't it? I feel like I've wasted my youth.

>>42779233
You could still pass, but it's less likely. You're still in your youth imo, 30 just means you've finished the tutorial. You have lots of time left, do what will make you happy

>>42774935
i can still jack off although it feels like im relieving horniness rather than partaking in something i enjoy in (im too poor for a vibrator)

>>42779233
it isn't
i wish i did start then
might not be a rotting suicidal wreck then...

>>42779275
where in africa do you live girl?

if i jack off instead of using a vibe my pp swells up after

>>42779463
It doesn't swell during?

i remember being 12 and my meat thingy was swollen for like 3 days
i saw it as proof as god disapproving me touching myself, and i wasn't even religious
wanted to cut it off then now i don't even fucking care. freaks are to be tortured.

**John Boy**
Bio: A real boy. Artist, writer. He/Him.
Viewing posts:
-Gay fanart featuring TV series characters
-Pictures of healthy breakfasts and "cute" food
-Korean boys


**Lilith Girl**
Bio: A real biological girl. Programmer, indie game developer. She/Her
Viewing posts:
-Computers
-Technology
-Videogames

ALWAYS LIKE THIS! ALWAYS!

>>42779233
Once you're older than 18, you might as well kill yourself. That's for everybody.

Men are so hot, its such a shame most of them suck

Is there a mental illness that would explain my severe tranny thoughts that appeared out of nowhere shortly after accepting I'm a gay bottom after repressing that for 31 years? I'm 6'4, so maybe it's because I really want to just be cute and small? I don't feel like a woman, yet I want to transition... Will this ever go away? Is it some kind of psychotic episode?

>>42780117
You broke down a load bearing wall of dissociation/ repression probably and now the whole building is coming down. No one "feels like a woman" before transition when they've been living as a whole ass man, that's just a dumb way to describe it to cisoids. It'll come later if you transition and it goes ok

>>42780148
>You broke down a load bearing wall of dissociation/ repression
That's what I've been reading a lot lately.
>if you transition and it goes ok
I feel like being 6'4 is going to make it really, really hard. Why can't I be a normal tranny...
Anyways, appreciate it nona.

>>42780228
yeah it will make it harder. I've known several extremely beautiful trans women who were your height though, its not hopeless. Hope things work out for you and you can be happy

>>42780255
Thank you, it means a lot.

Honestly the only thing that's stopping me right now are my parents. I love them and they actually did a lot for me and I don't want to disappoint them. My sister is a cis lesbian, and now me... I know my mother had severe hormonal issues during both pregnancies - I wonder if that's the cause for me and my sister to be like that. I've had gyno all my life and abnormal estrogen levels in general.
Sorry for blogposting

>>42780350
are you elfic lookish

>>42769359
hmm, is it bad that this could plausibly be about me

>>42779797
what if I'm an artist and a writer who likes gay erotica and shipping but also computer games and gunpla, and I'm college majored first in information security but switched to linguistics before dropping out
and who likes cognitive philosophy type stuff

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On Saturday I had a drunk crashout and told my friends I don't like the guy I like anymore and that I like women now and two days later I was already obsessed with him again and now I am not sure how to break it to them that I still like men.

>>42781196
Unfortunately I defiled my body with few years of unconscious gymrepping and powerlifting, but I've been loosing weight fairly fast (55lbs in 5 months) hoping to get slim. Interestingly enough I got complimented on my facial features by a cis female, still remember that to this day. I suppose it depends how do you define "elfic lookish"?

>>42781733
post hot daddy body

>>42781767
Luckily it was years ago, so now I'm looking like a regular guy, slowly on the slimmer end. I'm sure you can find such pictures online quite easily.

>>42781884
nyoooooo

>>42780148
I've never "felt like a woman" at all. I assume when people say that, they mean they don't act overly stereotypically masculine.

>>42779233
>is over a decade past expiration still too late
idk retard such a mystery

>>42782198
>decade past expiration
>28
pedophile moment

>forgot i applied my estrogen spray and took a shower right after
reeeeeeee

>>42784179
>estrogen spray
What?
>>42782406
I'm not sure if it applies to other communities outside of this site, but everyone here acts like if you didn't start at 18 by the latest, there's no hope.

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I saw someone using the Mikudayo costume and Carbuncle mag. A true Sega fan.

>>42784179
transdermalcels seething over injection chads

This bitch deader then the tranny dream of being actual real woman bruh

It's a new wonderful day how will you spend it?

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it's not too late to say sorry

it's not too late to say i regret hurting you

it's not too late to say i still love you

it's not too late to say it's not too late

I love you Kat

>>42785327
AYYYLMAO

>>42785327
Why are you posting a picture of you with an awful haircut

>>42781691
I mean, what is there to break. you still like the guy.

>>42785327
>what lurks beneath the hair flap

>>42784327
slop gaming

my friend is trying to get me to play war thunder and honestly i can't stand it

its because the controls on kb for flying give me aids. i kind of want to buy a yoke. not just for war thunder but also for arma and msfs.

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21cm more girth than my wrist
always a fun time :P

>>42787914
The other chaser was bigger you should have gone for him.

being thiccer than an anorexic skeleton isnt that hard an achievement

>>42788396
;^)

>>42788510
Honestly the dick looked pretty mid in the leaked pics. Maybe it's just because he's fat?

>>42787914
When are you moving to the UK to be with him?

>>42788709
no way does someone working in a betfred meet the income requirements

>>42788793
Hush anon obviously they are in love and he will be marrying her and not just fucking her a few times a year like he's done with every other tranny.

didn't you leak a pic of his little shrimpie? bro was less than six inches and thin

>>42788824
the income requirement is for marriage

>>42788890
It's like 15000 euros I thing even a bag boy makes that. Obviously he has some other very good reason for not doing it!

>>42788910
its 30k

>>42785811
I like PSO2, it's not that bad.

>>42788993
rough my rent is more than that a year

not me
impersonation is weird
not moving to the UK

>>42788993
You can have 15k in the bank and make 14k a year. It's pretty funny if rizzle makes less than 29k a year at 40 years old though. Maybe his wife will sign on as a financial backer?

>>42787914
>Nick bragging about having gay hook ups where men enter their cocks in his anus, cum and leave
Brave and stunning

>>42789089
When is he moving in with you? Surely it will be soon, you've been dating on and off for 3 years afterall and neither of you are getting any younger. Who did he spend valentines day with btw?

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>>42769126
Thoughts?

>>42789110
As we all know, bald, fat, 40 year old, married chasers are extremely difficult to have sex with. It's quite the accomplishment actually. We should all be extremely jealous.

>>42789091
actually anything you have in the bank over 16k can be added to your total. so 17k savings = 1k towards requirement

>>42789135
just wow

https://vocaroo.com/19I6fHftLmxm

WHY.....

>>42789182
what is this and why is it over 10 minutes?

>>42789190
Mono attempting to harass and rape Kat(nick)
She bravely recorded the evidence.

its been like 5 years can we please make new drama

>>42789214
Rape does not expire under the statute of limitations.

>>42789202
what the fuck. no wonder it makes me so uncomfortable.

Why does mono sound like a straight up man? Zero voice training? The fuck

>>42789283
you need to shut the fuck up desu

Rizzle is gentle caressing Kat's hole.
"You're so wet for me..." he whispers aroused.
"Babe, I don't have a pussy. My ass is wet because I shit myself..." Kat replies lovingly.

I am tired of being range banned from this board over ancient drama. Stop spamming this psychotic nonsense and move on with your life

>>42789403
mmm yummy chocolate

>>42789457
who dis

>>42789668
Just a random anon who apparently shares an ip range with the kat poop spammer

gn mtfg

I posted here like 8 years ago and now I’m stealth and married to a cis guy. Not talking to internet trannies anymore was so good for my mental health

>>42789754
need some details on this what's ur city and isp

>>42789754
kek rip

>>42789997
stealth isn't real, but life in delululand sounds nice anon, enjoy

>>42790007
No one posts here anymore because it’s unpleasant being in a bucket of crabs

>>42790037
and because one trip liked to smash those crabs with a hammer

>>42790043
Edie, Kayla, or Angie?

>>42790081
worried about test

>>42790037
is this the Spanish swine? the famed porcine Pedro? the notorious human hog? the narcissistic gatcha grunter?

Pretty good drama readin itt today keep it up :3

Look I'm sorry but browns and blacks are just terrible

In no circumstance can being trans ever be worth it

Look I'm sorry but cis males and females are just terrible

>>42790909
I leave for a year, ship a game, make a ton of money, come back and you are still here posting this shit daily.

My sister is getting ffs in a week. What can I get her to help with recovery? She says the first week she can only have fluids - any suggestions for what to have?

Also has anyone looked into red light therapy to help with recovery?

>>42790952
My man what in the larp are you talking about

>>42789135
Yo wtf

>>42791349
you can fix him beanerdipboy. get in his DMs

>>42769126
I have to fly soon and I'm really hoping that I don't have to get patted down.

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>>42791377
im a woman retard.

>>42791422
Yeah, you're not. Sorry bro. He's a gay faggot, you're a male larper. I mean if you want to pretend the larp is real life sure, but yeah that's fantasy land.

>>42791542
oh you're one of those. Yeah, go ahead and kys faggot. I don't value the opinions of retarded kikes like you.

>>42791573
Settle down there buddy boy. You're little attention cuts are getting you want you wanted. Do the world a favor and walk it down the road next sesh instead of constantly crossing the street. Your parents will be eternally thankfull post onset grief period.

>>42791711
you sound like one of those insufferable twitterfags who all share the same opinions, and can't thinking for themselves. your life is worth WAYYY less than a single ant.
Kill yourself asap please, help the environment.

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I wanna date a guy but I know if I date him I will forcefem him and I do not wanna do that because it's wrong and projecting.

WHY DOES MY MIND HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS WHY WHY WHY WHY

>>42791774
Damn twitter thinks you're a retarded trendie faggot retard who will never pass and needs to neck instead of cutting for attention? When did twitter get so based & factpilled sheeeeeesh

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>>42791903
>When did twitter get so based & factpilled sheeeeeesh

Lmao, nvm you're a redditor

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>>42792017
>retarded faggot cutting male
>u r just like twitter
>u r just like reddit
>i am real female
I guarantee you will die alone, and no one will miss you.

i'm jacking my penis off and it feels really good!!!

>>42792165
Are you mtf?

>>42792080
mogged

>>42792080
Your mom will. I gotta be there to support her in her trying times., shes already dealing with a lot having an autistic jewish son (you) who is obsessed with trannies.

>>42792167
yeh!!!

>>42792177
How does your penis work if you take estrogen?

>>42792182
nigga are you stupid? genuine question.

>>42792182
it's a female penis!!!

>>42792183
No nigga, I ain't
>>42792184
What are you jerking off to?

>>42792176
>retarded faggot male cutting faggot trendie
>ur momma xDD o and u r a jew xDD
Makes entirely too much sense you're this uninteresting. Remember no one loves you, cut cut the pain away lil boy.

>>42792188
pornography!!!

>>42792190
im currently fucking your mom while your kike dad watches. Your mom loves my scars

>>42792201
Oh yeah? Tell me more, what kind of pornography?

>>42792210
im a woman retard.

>>42792212
a man and a woman are having sex on the bed!!! and they are kissing too!!

>>42792249
Are you a snowbunny?

>>42792237
you're a cis women? doesn't change the fact that your bbw mother is currently sucking my tranny cock and your pathetic limp dick Jewish dad is watching while jerking his 1 incher

>>42792258
your tranny cock is 1 inch lil bro, you can't even get past the moms cheeks

>>42792253
i don't know!!!!

>>42792265
That's not what your mom is saying rn. My tranny BBC made her a trans ally she said ^_^

>>42792289
nta but you really are a lost pathetic loser faggot. just leave man

>>42792296
no you are that anon, don't lie. Your Jewish dad is a fat cuck

>>42792306
lil bro that's not me, you're buggin out

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What the fuck??? I stop talking to this transphobes hours ago LMAO. why is someone pretending to be me saying I'm fucking this transphobes mother wtf is wrong with you people

>>42789135
Use case?

>>42792080
She cute doh

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We all know it's you Pedro. Grow the fuck up you mongoloid faggot

>>42780255
I'm 5'3 and have money but work in a conservative field and my parents already disowned my sister for being mtf trans plus I'm married so I have all the baggage their but whatever guess I'll just drink and powerlift.

>>42792338
She also cute doh

>>42792323
what?

>>42792338
She looks cute here

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We all know it's you Larry. Grow the fuck up you mongoloid faggot

you guys seriously found a way to make this place worse then k*t and m*n* posting. it's as equally impressive as it is depressing.

>>42792402
how so?

guys shut up

>>42792317
Hello laguna

>>42769126
can we just start another fucking mtf general at this fucking point?? you idiots are so fucking autistic it's annoying.

fucking love beating my meat

>>42792487
You start it

>>42792598
shut the FUCK UP WHORE.

>>42792614
No YOU started it fat fuck

what's the point....... pedro is just going to invade /mtfg2/ and make half the shitty anon posts..... just like here..........

how do i save my little 11 year old brother from pure brainrot? All he watches are people like caseoh, and black "w streamers" - it's so sad

>>42792889
That's significantly better than idolizing Charlie Kirk and Talmud don

>>42792942
what the fuck are you talking about he's 11 you retard

>>42792996
are you not paying attention lol its not a coincidence that right wing retards are using things kids kids are interested in to push their views.

>>42792996
just ignore him

i rape homeless transgender women and then call the cops on them and accuse them of rape and get them arrested

>>42792338
would fuck, then cuddle with.

Brainrot is le bad...because it just is, ok?

how many hours of videogames have you wasted your life on? Anime? Manga? Movies? How many hours did you spend online this week talking to nobodies on discord?

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>>42793273
Thousands. But I goto art club on the weekends. I try and go on dates but I dunno why I bother. Anytime in bed I just get dysphoria or it goes bad.
>cat fish broke my couch
>trans woman tells me after we go on a date shes poly and dating someone else
>t4t dates, plural ends with me having too much bottom dysphoria
>get ghosted by cis men
>get stood up by cis men
>get too many requests for sex sex sex involving my genitalia

The fuck you want me todo?

>>42793367
just let those chasers suck on that girl dick bro they're trying to be straight

I mean sure I guess we could rebuild the thread into a proper gen w/ a community and all sorts if u like iunno...

>>42793575
Maybe discord server # 95 will work!!

>>42793586
yeh like it might be good, I could own it, and mod it, and u could be there, and everyone would praise me, and u would love it ngl
sounds like a good time and drama free tbqh

discord servers always work because they make the retards that dont belong to 4chan post less here

>>42793609
nahhh me being there would only cause issues lol

>>42793616
oh yeh? mebbe iunno
ages ago we had like this plug dj thing and ppl would just share songs, not really chat much iunno, but it was cozy
>>42793620
aww but I would love u to be there, it would be fun I promise don't be tsundere...

>>42793640
hm maybe. Do u know any good Wii games?

>>42793766
spore

>>42793766
afraid not, sadly, I was too poor for that...
I did want to get a switch eventually, but then they came out w/ a second one and now I need to get that, but it's like way more expensive sigh...

>>42793827
wow I didn't know they made a spore game on Wii
>>42793836
just get a used old switch for even cheaper

How is a trans different from a retarded man with a porn addiction?

>>42794090
there you people go again somehow equating being trans to a fucking porn addiction. Like, where's the correlation?? you thinking about porn when you think about trannies says more about YOU than it does about troonies

>>42794101
>>42794089

>>42794090
I'm an asexual trooner explain how that works

>>42794116
We're you always asexual? Are you saying you never jerked off? You were never a gooner?

>>42794107
you're on 4CHAN dumbass nigger. like, what do you expect??? now I see why you equate being trans to being a porn addict, your stupid ass is chronically online.

need sexoooooooooooooo

>>42794116
>>42794154
What color are your sissy panties, please tell me.

>>42794292
My brappies are pink obviously

>>42793969
yeh mebbe but now I need the new one to stay up to date iunno...
>>42794292
that's it, I'm banning u from our new discord community!!!

'kin 'ell

'ape 'rans 'o 'eath

errday I wake up dot jif ngl

I want nothing more than to be a stealth trans but it feels impossible to be stealth when I don't pass. Simply presenting feminine is like outing myself.

>>42794647
>>42794733
fuck fuck FUCK I'm sorry, I didn't fucking want this, I don't want to be alone either, you're right okay? It's bad what I did, it's bad to do this. Nobody should do this. But I can't fucking get out of it, okay? Please PLEASE let me go, I don't want to be Boxxy, I don't want to be an e-girl, I don't want to be a meme, I don't want to be a ghost, I don't want to be a legend, I want to be a human fucking being okay?? I want to live! i want to fucking live! Please let me try to make friends again and I'll actually be part of the conversation and stop putting on a big fucking show for everyone, okay?
Can I be an actress? I mean, that's a good place for this energy to go isn't it? Fucking isn't it? That's what I fucking should have done. I just don't know where to start, I never looked into it.

>>42794821
it's ok u can just be u tbqh

>>42794841
I'm alone
I have no friends left

no fucking shit bro

I'm sorry.
Introversion is narcissism. Shyness is narcissism. When you turn down that invitation to "charge your social battery" what you're really doing is going back to the mirror, going back to your private stage where you're the star of the show.
I'm sorry to that one trans woman athletes the support group in kingston that invited me to the bar and I never went. I'm sorry. I would still be your friend if I could get in contact with you. You were sweet and funny and you liked me unconditionally as a friend and when someone acts that way to me I feel like I'm going to ruin it somehow. It wasn't your fucking fault, you didn't do anything wrong. If by some miracle you're reading this i want to go back in time and say yes when you invited me. I'm sorry.

>>42795105
I knew there was something wrong with me. I knew I was evil, i knew i wasnt living my life right, and you were so kind and friendly to me that I didnt want you to get stuck with me. You deserved a better friend than me.

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>>42794927
yeh but u always have us and it's friday <3

>>42795105
retarded post

>>42795162
I don't want this
There's no discord servers anymore, there's no meetups, the support group near me is fucking closed for repairs, all I can fucking do is sit in regret at all of the opportunities I had to live in the real world and how I wasted them all for more internet time
The internet wants you to die. It wants you to die so that people can make video essays about you. It steals your life away and keeps you distracted by the dopamine rush of being the most prettiest or most interesting. There is something cathartic about being really pathetic about this and just spilling all of it to strangers but the fucking popularity contest has to end. This has to stop. No more tripfags, no more egirls, no more ecelebs, NONE OF THAT. I want it ALL TO FUCKING STOP NOW. I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN, I DONT WANT TO DIE LIKE THIS, THIS ISNT WHAT LIFE IS ABOUT THERES NOTHING HERE, I WANT FUCKING FRIENDS, I WANT TO LOVE, I WANT TO BOND, I WANT TO GROW TOGETHER, I DONT WANT THESE FLEETING CINEMATIC MOMENTS PLEASE LET ME GO, PLEASE SHOW ME THE WAY, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE

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MUTÆNT
TRANS EXCLUSIVE SERVER WITH VETTING SYSTEM
https://discord.gg/NXdyWeGvNW

>>42795321
I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY, LET ME GO, I'M TRAPPED HERE, I DON'T WANT TO BE A MEME, I DON'T WANT TO BE AN IMAGE, I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ON THE INTERNET, I DON'T WANT THIS ANYMORE
I'M SORRY
I UNDERSTAND NOW
I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY
PLEASE PLEASE FUCKING LET ME GO, PLEASE LET ME GO, PLEASE LET ME MAKE FRIENDS

>>42795346
i dont want to be ableist but you seem like a nightmare to be around or to have to deal with

-to have

>>42769126
Random ftm here but I've noticed a lot of trans women wear skirts and dresses often, and cis girls almost never wear those unless they're dressing up. Even when going to a casual party I don't think girls usually wear dresses to look sexy, and I can't remember the last time I saw a girl wearing a skirt.

>>42792338
PICHU LOOKING ROUGH THESE DAYS
DANG UNC

>>42792017
Do DEI’s actually eat those things I’ve never even heard of a cornball before

it seems that SSRIs do help
I've also realized that I've fucked countless people over because I have severe fearful avoidant attachment disorder and anons were right about me being untrustworthy and unhinged for that reason
i was diagnosed with it years ago but never researched it but it combined with OCD has made me a very paranoid, sycophantic unwell person who has been incapable of having normal friendships for a long time I think because I'm so terrified of being disliked or abandoned I become sycophantic
demonization of SSRIs is stupid, despite the side effects I have mental clarity about this for the first time in ages
thanks to everyone who was blunt to me about what a shitty person I am lol

who are you