I'm trying really hard not to drink right now. It's not going well.
>>42771137drinking is misery desu it just feels like a waste once you start feeling sober and are considering buying more alcohol just to keep the buzz going
Do you have booze in your home?
>>42771205Yes. And money for doordash. >>42771148I've been on a bender for a month because life is traumatic for me right now. If I stop drinking I'm going to get withdrawals, and I don't think I can handle that AND my feelings at the same time. Drunk means I don't have to feel my own feelings at all. It's really bad for me, but it's not even noon and I'm already not handling the day well. Knowing that the anxiety from alcohol withdrawal is in the mail isn't helping.
>>42771250Pour it down the drain and delete your whoredash account
>>42771283No.
>>42771137ok and?
>>42771312Fail to prepare prepare to fail
>>42771137I was a horrible addict for a long time, coke, booze, xans whatever. Been sober from everything hard for a year now, just quit weed 150 days ago. The only way out is through, you have to want to be sober more than you want to get high. You have to want to be sober more than you want the cravings to stop. Take it day by day, it gets easier to deal with over time.
>>42771567adding onto this, try and find other things to occupy your time. Exercise, video games, cooking, spending time with friends, starting new hobbies. Draw, read books, paint something, write something.
