Why is being heterosexual so hard?I'm a 36 y/o bisexual male. I'm not quite a virgin, but close. I did receive oral sex from a guy 12+ years ago.My only ambition in life is to get married, have some kids, and make my parents proud of me. Just be normal, that should be easy, right? I have no girl and have never had one. I know of no way to ever get a ciswoman. I have a decent job, a college degree, my house will by paid off in a few years, and I have a garage full of cool old cars. But I'm worthless. I come home every night to a big, dark, empty house, and just sit in one corner and drink, because I honestly don't knwow what else to do. I have no friends in my town, and I know of no way to ever make any new friends outside of joining a cult. I'm locked into complete isolation.I signed up for a dating app, paid for the monthly subscibtion for four months. The search was set only for women. In the first month, I got one real date that didn't work out, and two other matches who ghosted me after I put in the effort to plan two full dinner dates in their respective towns, they agreed to times, places, etc., then poof-- gone. Then, nothing, for months. Am I just disgusting? Am I an awful, horrible person? Why else would women as a bloc decide that I was a pointless waste of time? Is the app even showing my profile to anyone?Then I set the profile from "women" to "show me everyone." I threw my phone on my bedside table and left the house for a while. When I got back I had jumped to 120 new likes-- all gay dudes.Why is it so hard for a man to be with a woman? Why are ciswomen only heterosexual for the top 5% of men, and default to asexuality if they can't get that? Gay bottoms and trans chicks have personalities and interests far more intellectually stimulating than 95% of women. It would be SO fucking easy to just be gay. Romance, affection, tons of amazing sex-- it's all RIGHT THERE, all you have to do is reach out and take it. If you're straight-- impossible.
