when i was a kid i used to fantasize about living in a different time period (usually the 1990s) all the time. like i would be sitting in class and inside my head i would imagine a story of a different era.i'd tell myself "today is july 17th, 1997." (or some other random date) and then visualize my life and what it would be like back then. not even historical events and stuff, just mundane things like shopping at the mall/going to the pool/being on the school bus. later when i became a teenager i'd only masturbate by using my imagination and even today i don't use porn
>>42773983its all i do anymore
>>42773983reposting from yesterdays thread>I mean obsessing over the entire concept of romance, being saved/rescued, and having a "true love.">my version of this was thinking that some day a nice boy would accidentally enter my hospital room and we'd talk and fall in love>i remember one summer i was in the hospital for a couple of weeks and how the lights were off and the sun was coming through the old window>it was the first day where i was beginning to feel okay again and i remember how warm my pale skin felt>i didn't leave the house much growing because i was often weak and sick throughout the year so being able to just lay there and sunbathe felt refreshing>i was hoping that a boy would come that day and see the real me and like me for who i was>the day is a blur but i remember watching cartoons that night with the room being noticeably colder and that was the last time i had hope in a hospital of someone saving me from my loneliness>i remember that day every summer now and daydream about it ending differentlyi'm always daydreaming, picturing a million different lives
>>42773983Whenever I'm not on my computer I'm daydreaming about something, usually either being a real woman or doing narratives about fake people in my head, like cute imaginary couples doing shit completely unrelated to me in any way.
>>42773983It seems like whether it’s HSTS or AGP would make a difference. I’m AGP, and I’m basically a professional daydreamer.
>>42773983Sometimes I daydream about not feeling the need to be a manmoder but then a few seconds in I remember that can never happen
