hi nona and anonthe future is tomorrow. the future is everyday after that. the future is scary.how is your future looking? can be lgbt related or no.as for me, im a bit scared. im in my last semester of college. it hasn't been easy. academically, its been nothing but the mental journey since i started three and a half years ago is insane. It makes sense, cause i started transitioning when I came to college so its been a whole thing. a whole thing. but its ending soon. Im excited to get out there but it seems rough. finding a job seems really really rough right now. rent..bills..fuck. my uncles been paying my rent while i was studying but hes cutting me off when i graduate. idk what im going to do. feels like a storm is brewing, yk? i am scared. but hopefully ill be ok. part of me is hoping shtf happens and i can just be a bandit or some larp shit. idk. nervous. tell me your story, friend. what will happen to you soon? or not so soon.
>>42774248I'm starting HRT soon and I'm split between hope that it'll help and the reality that it's 99% luck and bone structure, so I'm still fully in the hands of fate despite doing this to regain control of my life. Also my country might just collapse into a civil war or coup d'etat soon so I'm kinda fucked either way.
the future(long term) isn’t worth thinking about for me. in my future (tomorrow) i’m gonna start fighting my addictions
>>42774321>I'm starting HRT soon and I'm split between hope that it'll help and the reality that it's 99% luck and bone structure, so I'm still fully in the hands of fate despite doing this to regain control of my life.have hope girl! when done right hrt can be magic, its insane. my starting point at the beginning of college was so rough, its insane, but now im like, decent! i mailfail until i speak and barely worry about tranny shit these days. just keep ur levels solid and follow good advice. also, it takes time. this board will have u believe that if u dont pass in under 2 years its over. well itll be four years in october for me and im getting there. it takes time. good things take time. u cant rush it. also, this is dumb to say but get off here. i havnt been here for probably 6 months and i came to make this thread. i wont even look around at other threads while im here, its dangerous. but seriously, this place just isnt worth it. not anymore. it never really was. please, just leave. ok rant ovrrrr
>>42774248It's now 6pm and I have managed to not have a drink all day. That's the first time in nearly a month. But it means alcohol withdrawal is going to start, probably tomorrow. 2 days of intense anxietyfollowed by 3-4 days of severe depressionI don't know if I'm strong enough. I don't know if I want to be.
>>42774356hey great job! u can do it.make sure to reach out to friends/family for support if you have it. together we stand, divided we fall you know
>>42774248oh btw thread soundtrack is anything by SALEM
>>42774354thank you, you're lovely. and I'll probably have to follow your advice soon either way lol. I'm not only getting a proper job but also been picking up a few old hobbies back up.
>>42774423great! get the fuck out of here. except this thread. u must help me keep my thread alive in this hellhole.
bump before it dies
>>42774248thank you for the good thread op, and gl>>42774354also that's a lot of gun>tell me your story, friend. what will happen to you soon? or not so soon.I might be able to go back up to 40h/wk, so that I can take out a bigger mortgage. I might get lucky with the shared equity program's lottery and get a motel-like flat that at least has an elevator with that money. May be able to live in an environment that doesn't drain me of all drive before I turn 40. May be able to fix my health, the obstacles in the way of having a social life, and... idk, start living. It's not impossible.
