We are the same age, she started HRT later than me and i genuenly couldnt recognize her after not seeing her for months. Ive known her since very early into her transition. How is this possible, why cant it be me why cant anything good ever happen to me? This has me considering to detransition and stop presenting female altogether. Ive already had these thoughts for a while now but every day they grow stronger the later i am into transitioning. Its getting harder and harder to ignore my facial feautres and my broad shoulders, wherever i go wheter it be IRL or online, i cant stop comparing myself to them. Maybe I should just jump off the bridge thats near my home. My life sucks anyways and I wont ever be happy with myself or with what i achieved in life.
>>42774986put effort in, shes not that special
>>42774989this but unironically bc a clear face and some makeup can do a lot of lifting
>>42774991real. i benefit so greatly of praise from troons because somehow passing and looking pretty is some mythical thing noone can achieve until, they just do some basic makeup.most 'passing' troons on here would just be hons if they didnt put in effort. just like all the 'hons' here
>>42774997all 3 of you are retards, makeup wont change my broad shoulders or the shape of my nose and jawline. I "pass" to 90% of the board, i know this because i posted myself before. The problem is not that i dont pass, i get gendered female like 95% of the time in public by people and i work in customer service. The problem is that I dont pass in terms of my standards. I cant stop seeing the tiny flaws that most people dont notice and i cant stop thinking about bigger flaws that i have no control over.
>>42775059transitioning alleviates gender dysphoria. sounds like you have other issues
>>42775059>the shape of my nose and jawlineyou can always get ffs to fix that>problem is that I dont pass in terms of my standardsyou have bdd desu, seek treatment for that
You losers don't even use tretinoids and lactic acid and hydroquinone and whatnot. Look it up, ciswomen get awesome skin on these creams. You can't just take HRT and expect to look great without putting in OTHER WORK
I genuinely don't know how people live with themselves knowing they don't look like women if their makeup is off
>>42775059you say all this shit and i bet you mog me to death and im still here suffering, you dont get to die
>>42775164both tretinoids and hydroquinone are literally prescription only and they wont give it to you unless they think you actually need them. what the fuck are you saying, and the closest thing which is retinol or whatever i already use.
>>42775341Forge it
>>42774986ngl this is exactly how i felt watching the latest ghostpop video. we started hrt at basically the same time and she's a gigapassoid living in an accepting environment while i'm still a manmoder hon living in the fucking balkans. i know it's stupid but it fucked me up for a few days seeing what could've been if i was just slightly luckier
>>42774986She takes cum on her face?
>>42774989>wearing a hat to conceal your hairline is effort
>>42774986idk who this is but they don't pass
>>42775164i use all that shit and my skin sucks
>>42775059shit like this is why trannies need therapy not girl pills
>>42775059Well were you always getting gendered correctly 95% of the time or did you get there after making changes? What other changes could you try that might improve things even more? If you can pursue them go ahead you might feel better if you gendered incorrectly less often like 1/40 or 1/50 or 1/100 or 1/1000. Aside from that make sure you have some other objectives or interests to work towards as either a simultaneous or secondary goal. It be a shame if your current feelings about your failings keep you stuck or would make things worse.
>>42775059>obsessing over the most minute details that no one else can seefembrained as fuck
>>42775059>humblebragging and self-deprecating at the same time stop being an insufferable person, you are already taking the estrogen just do literally anything else with your time than ponder your own aesthetic features. You should actually feel guilty about being so self-centered and narcissistic
>>42776980nta i DO feel guilty about how narcissistic my self obsession with my appearance is. feeling guilty and ashamed doesn't make me obsess any lessalso every shrink i've been to has stressed that you can't guilt/shame yourself into radical acceptance and body neutrality. so shut the fuck up, trannies with BDD are speaking
>>42777078Your therapist told you it can't be helped that you post photos and self-deprecate/humblebrag on 4chan?I doubt this, this isn't just BDD, this is also a personality flaw and one you can correct.
>>42777102>ntaretard
i hate youngshits
>>42774986>why cant anything good ever happen to me?have you considered that it might be related to the same brain wound that leads you to post an IRL friends face on the evil troon board for bitterhons to shit on and veltroon to folder
>>42777323not an irl friend, its just someone from twitter that i have know for a while.
>>42778189you dont "know" her if youve been following her on xitter. internet relarionships arent real human relationships
>>42775341you can buy tretinoin on the diy hrt websites. it’s a huge help. just make sure to wear sunscreen and use the 0.0025 before you do the 0.005
>>42778375yes i know her because ive known about her retard im not saying i know her personally im saying i know her and who she is. How autistic do you have to be to not be able to understand basic english
