I feel like I'm a genuine case of mtf rogd. At 20 I decided to buy hrt on a whim and only since then did I start experiencing dysphoria. It really does suck, and while I'd much rather not be dysphoric, I don't regret starting hrt at all.Did anyone else just suddenly develop dysphoria?
>>42775823either you were previously dissociated from your dysphoriaor you're just a retard
>>42775850I genuinely can't tell whether I was dissociated in any way at all
>>42775823Same only it wasnt in a whim and I waited years before actually buying hrt but I think my “dysphoria” did start after/at 20A decade later Im still injecting and still trying to pass(note Im not actually trying becayse Im comfortable in my misery abd passivity)Start doing things you like nothing matters we will all die with regrets
>>42775823I bought hrt at 20 tried it for a bit and stoppedWish I didn’t stop
>>42775972Same. I feel like if you ever seriously consider hrt, then it's already over
>>42775823Me. My dysphoria went from 0 to 10 in less than 6 months' time. My bomb went off at 31 after a lifetime of giving off signs.
>>42775823How the fuck does one research and buy grey market hrt and starts regularly taking it "on a whim"? There is no way you didn't have an inkling of dysphoria beforehand
>>42775823You're experiencing a hormone imbalance, you fool.
>>42776208I don't know. I genuinely have no memories of ever wanting to be a woman, and prior to learning about diy hrt, I was even proud of being a handsome man. Although, after learning about it, my very first thought was "I need this.", so I bought it, and now I'm constantly agonizing over not being a woman>>42776235My levels are fine
>>42775823I didn't start hrt until I was 29 and I started knowing I was trans in my early 20s. after I started my dysphoria did get a lot worse or maybe it became more apparent to me. Personally I'm not upset about the results or what's happened to me as accepting myself has helped a lot.
>>42776345Did you have signs growing up?
>>42776283>Starts taking cross-sex hormones>"My hormone levels are fine"Are you retarded? HRT is an artificially induced hormone imbalance by definition. That's... that's the whole point. To disrupt the body's natural hormone balance.
I postponed for a year because I fell for the meme that if you're not "trutrans" you'd get "reverse dysphoria" or w/e if you take estrogen as a dude.Eventually still got on it for the hrtwink esthetics. No regrets, except now I look too much as a foid and might have to start living as one socially even though it wasn't my goal.I truly think a lot of people confuse mood swings (a common and known side effect of hrt) with dysphoria. I didn't hate being a "cis" fag and don't hate being a heavily estrogenized fag either. I am low-key amused I ended up quasi-passoid despite not wanting that while many troons who want this are ngmi.
>>42776345sort of ya, I've always been respectful of my family members spaces so I never took any of their things but I always remember being at peace in my sisters room and not liking my own room. Up until I got hrt I always felt envious of women, it really screwed me up in a lot of ways. I acted out a lot and had a hard time working with my dad.
>>42776734>natural hormone balancelol, lmao even
>>42776895Retard
>>42776762giwtwm. instead I'm just a man with gyno and pale skin now
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>>42775823oh hey i remember this art from over a decade ago. it's made with real blood and i knew the artist that made it through deviantart furry stuff. i ran a group for art made with real blood and may or may not have accidentally encouraged a bunch of weird autistic deviantart wolf/lion king afabs like this to make edgy art with their self harm/period blood just by hosting that group in the 2000s to early 2010s. oops.
>>42780688based i miss deviantart so much
>>42780688
rogd isn't real dumbshit
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