What is life of a clocky tranny like? Do you boymode or just dont care
>>42786428stopped giving a fuck the second I realized most cis people are bottom feeders
>>42786428i just wear baggy clothes and try not to look visibly trans. but i live in chicago so its not like kansas
>>42786428i care but i girlmode anyway because its more painful pretending to be a guy. its absolutely miserable and i can't stand it. people give me weird looks everywhere i go.
>>42786428While there’s a lot of boymoders on here I think the average unpassing tranny gives up and awkwardly sits inbetween after enough time, I’m 4 years hrt and kinda in that spot. I’d never really describe myself as boymoding because I’m voicetrained and pass 100% over the phone for example but I'm never gendered female without makeup so you kinda fall in a shitty purgatory. Going a bit further there’s the obvious like losing family and friends because you don’t pass or being forced to never present femininely around them, harassment in the street, still being gendered male more than female 10-to-1 by strangers, etc. It obviously helps us which is why we still do it but from an outside perspective I can see why our transitions look crappy to some.
>>42786428i dress like a man, get clocked like once or twice every year. i don't think my face passes at all but the tranny bangs seem to make most people assume i'm female anyway. i do care and it causes me immense pain and suffering and i hate my life. i don't think man/boymoding is an actual thing though, you either just pass or you don't. so i don't really consider myself a manmoder per se, i'm just an unpassing tranny. >>42786479what do you consider a weird look? so if someone passes you on the street and looks at you, how long is too long? would 3 seconds be too long? i usually look at people's faces for that long or even longer but that may be just me. i've never had anyone turn their head or do a double take though.>>42786490>harassment in the streetwhere do you live? i've never had that happen in the europe and asia, at least not in a transphobic way, some indian guy creepily followed me around in paris a year ago but i think he was just being a weirdo.>awkwardly sits inbetween after enough timeyeah i can relate, that's where i've been even after ffs, except i've been on hrt for 15 years at this point, it's absolutely brutal
>>42786490>still being gendered male more than female 10-to-1 by strangersDo they genuinely dont know youre a tranny or just being rude? Feels to me like you can usually tell if someone is trying to look fem.
>>42786459Wowww trannies are narcissists
i dont care what the average person thinks(obvious lie, to an extent) only potential friends
>>42786428i boymode with baggy clothes. i do care and cry a lot on my bedroom but i try to pretend its ok when im outside
>>42786428I never really cared since I left the closet after high school, I full girlmoded since the beginning, I just try to be as pretty and authentic I can be people don't care, mostly I just get infantilized a bit.
Based on the answers sounds pretty miserable.Some rare exceptions who dont care but im not that strong.Well at least im already miserable so worst case scenario things stay the same
