>be me>soft twink, ultra straight>not interested in women that much tho so asexual>be at a friend's house>there is one guy he seems to like me>he is noticably more gentle with me>he switches to a soft voice when speaking to me, and he likes to hug me>one moment just randomly stand there>he says, "i think i can pick you up">i say, "try it">he picks me up effortlessly like i am a princess>we look each other deep in the eye>he puts me down>i felt something weird in my body and my heart raced >spend the rest of party mostly talking to him>go home>in my bed>think about him fucking me>goon>post-nut clarity hits me>"no no i can't be a faggot">this happened a week ago and still worried that i am gayam i gay? this was the only time, it will never happen again. i am not attracted to him anymore it was just a moment of weakness.i do not wish to take part of homosexuality because i think it is immoral. i also started obsessing about starting hrt because of him.i don't think just because of a one time action, i can be defined as gay. i also think i had an altered state of mind because i was tired from university and work, and it gave me some obsession to think about.
I wish that happened to me :(Idk maybe just go for it, why not? I guess thats also just the easiest way to find out if youre gay lol. Also why are you thinking about taking hrt?
>>42786780it's nice to be treated with tenderness. maybe youre bi, but if i were you, I'd not worry about it and accept things as they come
Take girl hormones and be his faggot girlfriend
