Im supposed to be straight, and I believe I am, and I feel I am. But unfortunately a lot of heterosexual media makes me gravitate towards the woman in the relationship, but not in the sense of wanting her. Rather its hoping I could be in her place. And looking at the man doesnt invoke the feeling of respect or admiration of trying to be like him, rather I would want him to hold me close and tight and just rightIt sucks, it all sucks, I never had anything Yet unfortunately, the growing global anti tranny sentiment is going too strong and the era of LGBT is overI never even had a chance to pursue a life I could bear content, and the gates of life are closing in on me ever so quicker than the day before Why did it have to be me, like this, Ill never experience anything I guess this is the fate of being a third worlder, by the time Ill reach anywhere safe, the safety would have long dried up by thenWhy should I not just kill myself here and now?
