Taking psychedelics or ket/dxm makes me not want to rep anymore and takes my soul back in time to when I still had hopehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qqMxcydQmxI
>>42789102I think a person can only to a point convince themselves that they are only larping as a faggot https://youtu.be/rc2aKrmVNv8?list=RDMM
Psychedelics does the opposite, it made me self hating to the point that I see myself as antisocial whenever I think about being a homosexual transexual
>>42789266they did nothing to meonly the ketamine and dxm made me feel something
you people feel things?i want to experience something more than despair
>>42789422go outside and yell shitty jokes at peoplethrow water balloons at people and run awaydo something to wake yourself up.
>>42789725i cant wake up
>>42789102Psychedelics only point out where to go.They don't get you there, you have to do that yourself (or with friends but for some it's better alone)
>>42789751You are already awake.You know the problem is repression, you just need to figure out why you're repping, then address those issues.Get some college or wide-ruled paper and write down why you think you might be repressing, write down pros and cons of following through transitioning.Figuring those out is going to take some meditation in a dark room to figure out.No psychedelic bullshit, just you, a pen, and some fucking paper. Some Mac DeMarco in the background helps ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y_KLjGEQTgY )Ask yourself how long you have been repressing.Do you want to do it forever?Whether you follow through on transition or not, it's what's holding you back.What self-reflection methods works for me, might not work for you, I apologize for that.If you have thoughts of hurting yourself or suicide, please don't. There's enough pain and hurt in the world, it doesn't need any more.Let me know if you need someone to talk to.
>>42789102>>42790298cont.You look like you need a hug, I hope you get one.I know you'll be happy in this life, I just wish for it to come sooner.
Bitch stop being fucking cringe. "I LIVE IN SPAIN WITHOUT THE S" level cringe, holy fuck. I say this as someone who avoids leaving the house because I'm a fat fucking chud, go touch grass and stop being such a fucking loser.
>>42789102>>42789183>>42789339the blogpost combined with unironic sewerslvt is actually so funny i cant take it seriously omfg
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