Legit took all the joy out of my formative years>watch porn once a day usually, sometimes twice>struggle from awful anxiety all the time, even when not consciously worrying I feel shaky and sickly>Have gross sexualized thoughts about people i don't even like>Feel immense amounts of guilt from weird, disgusting hentai + pornos that I've watched>Conscious that I need to stop but have no will to>Become an adult and realize that I have almost nothing filling up my life cause of how much time and energy I've wasted on this, underdeveloped socially too>Decide to really commit to stopping>Life becomes 1000x brighter whenever I'm a few days out from having done it, able to feel emotions more fully in general too>Where I am now, firmly committed in cutting this out of my life with mixed results, doing pretty well this year >Whenever I give in to watching again, I feel physically sick afterwards, able to realize how awful it really is without rose-tinted glasses>Despite feeling physically better I still have a heavy cloud of guilt hanging over my head, hoping it will pass with timeSo I ask you, why do you still torture yourself with this stuff? You're only making life harder for yourself. Quit. And become a fuller, happier version of yourself today.
>>42789923no. goonmax. stop going outside. eat garbage and drink pop until your teeth fall out. have unprotected sex with strangers. do heroin. actually enjoy your life.
>>42789923skill issue
>>42789980>"pop"
>>42789923Mate im pretty sure your "symptoms" are just anxiety from crippling catholic guilt. You know what i feel if i jerk off twice a day? A sore arm
>>42790069Nah, I wasn't raised religious at all, atheist family
>>42790069one time i got a sore cock
>>42790105Okay let me help you out a bit. You guys always try to do this false flag missionary thing, but you somehow dont realize that guilt about being gay or jerking off or whatever only exists where a moral imperative and/or social pressure not to also exists. This is only a problem for you because of your specific indoctrination. If you want to try to make non-christians live according to christian values you need to either convert them, or find reasons applicable to them and their own self interest. >>42790110Well, my daddy taught me a few things, like how not to rip the skin by using someone else's mouth instead of your own hand
>>42789923>watching porn once or twice a dayThat's not gooning retard, that's a porn habit.>>42789980>have unprotected sex with strangersThat's not gooning retard that's casual sex.Holy fuck, get a grip. Gooning is an incredibly niche hobby/fetish, you're just practicing your sexuality.
>>42789923Bruh it’s not your gooning that’s ruining your life, it’s your guilt. Once per day isn’t even that much. Just accept that you like jacking off to weird/gay shit. I usually do it once before going to bed, so to me it’s just a nice way to end the day.
>>42790280Literally not even religious nor did I mention religion even oncePlus besides the guilt there are a million other reasons not to watch porn, the intensely high pleasures lead to you feeling sluggish and cranky all the time when you're not watching, you're bound to have some form of early-onset erectile dysfunction at some point in your life from it. Plus when you view stuff that pleasurable so often it creates a brain-rotting effect that makes regular things seem less fun, all you have to do is take a break from it to see that one. Not watching it also makes your cognition and memory sharper, makes it easier to do hard things etc.
>>42790341watching porn once a day is bad huh...
>>42790475It's bad like smoking or drinking is bad.
>>42790435>i feel guilty >im shaky and sickly>Literally not even religious nor did I mention religion even oncewho else would even care? The entire rest of the world jerks off just fine, its literally just tradcaths who get this psychosomatic shit. And since you'd obviously lie about that, it stands to reason you'd also lie about the rest too. >bro if you use your dick it will fall off bro seriously just trust me broAnd ill go blind and get hairy palms too? Cmon.
>>42790280Also calling me a missionary over this is hilarious... all I'm saying is people should stop watching porn and all of the sudden I'm the morality police lmaoAlso jerk off and be gay as much as you like, no problem there, I just advise that people shouldn't waste their lives watching porn when they could be doing so much better things like fostering real connections and interests or talking to their loved ones, getting outside, literally ANYTHING else!Also porn involving actors and actresses more often than not involves a lot of inherent coercion and many people regret joining the industryp.s. watching porn once a day is bad and thinking anything else is just cope :)
>>42790363Incel tier post.
