prev: >>42807512qott: why don't you have a boymoder / manmoder gf / bf?
>>42818067>qott: why don't you have a boymoder / manmoder gf / bf?I don't even have friends and I most likely never will. what makes you think anyone would want me?
>>42818067because i like men and will only entertain the idea of a ltr with someone i really love aka men
>>42818067i have a wife
im so hungry
omg what the fuck is wrong with me?? im being a fucking easy target for chasers on purpose for sexual pleasure. I'm fucking losing it
>>42818116i mean what if hes a really ngmi manmoder
>>42818120can i have a wife
>>42818162order a borga from your mcdonald
>>42818192no she's mine i own the wife
>>42818067im so fucking touch starved. im so close to making a fucking Grindr just to be held lovingly by someone
>>42818206NEED
>>42818067>why don't you have a boymoder / manmoder gf / bf? Because I'm busy working, and there is to much drama having a bf.
>>42818193with what money
>>42818191don't like misgendering or making someone a man for my own benefit she deserves better
>>42818206could be us
im makin beanz
>>42818236toze
pokemon is just nintendos call of duty
why are lesbians reinventing hanky code and acting like its not just the hankey code?
whats hanky codeis that like rules about cum socks
i exclusively cum into my own mouth
i exclusively cum into my sisters food
>>42818302you should migrate to exclusively cumming in your sister's pussy
I have no bf because I’m a disgusting freakish moid faced tranny who will never have love because I don’t deserve it iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw i have to kill myself i have to kill myself I have to kill myself I don’t deserve to be loved or have any sort of comforts in my life I will go to hell and be tortured for all of eternity just like my current life is torture I need to stab myself with nails and make myself hurt and be in pain I deserve it
>>42818291gay men would wear handkerchiefs in their back pockets advertising what kind of gay sex they wanted to have back when being gay was illegal.
>>42818067https://strawpoll.com/w4nWW74kJnA/results>There won't be another meltdown (just trust me bro)is it really over this time?
have you ever just tried being attractive
just jerked off with obscene amounts of lube and lotion and now my dick is smooth and supple as hell who want me
beanz wont be ready for like 20 hrs tho wats for din..>>42818340im writing in `3 hours`>>42818335whoa i bet i could find a really cute silk scarf to show that im a top>>42818351i mean i tried but
>>42818379ur pretty but not a top
tops don't brag about being tops btw
>>42818388>>42818393wth youre saying untrue thing
if lia tops does her wife bottom
>>42818399yes definitely and im gonna put a bunny tail on her
top not by choice but because im dating a cis girl :(
>>42818067Is this the thread for gay men who like looking Macho?
is lias wife hot or twinkmoder
>>42818427hey brother let's do each other's estrogen shots together HH
>>42818427no its for gay men who like taking estrogen
gay men who aren't misogynists turn into fem4fem transbians
i wish i was a twink with tits
>>42818424cis girls can be mean with the strap anon>>42818427im a straight man who looks macho achewally>>42818429she hot :3 im v lucky idk how i pulled it off
i wish my tits would stop growing i dont wanna have to buy 32ee's when i only bought a new set just 6 months ago
Finished my bimonthly catchup call with my mom and once again she managed to point out that I have broad shoulders like 3 different times, like I could ever forget that I have an 18" bideltoid. Qott: That sounds like a disaster waiting to happen.
>>42818459suffering from success
>putting plastic on your holes to simulate a dicksurely you aren't doing this. dildos are lowk pathetic, use the real thing or nothing at all periodt
>>42818442>>42818443I don't understand it? Why would you want to be feminine? Can't you be gay and accept yourself and like masculine looking guys?
>>42818490i fucking hate men though
>>42818496Then why are you on a gay board?>>42818456You too why are you on a keyboard if you're a straight guy?
>>42818490im not gay i just take estrogen like a a faggot
>>42818490its a mental illness called gender dysphoria which causes us to want to be women
>>42818513well my keeb is pretty gay desu have you seen it
>>42818523I don't understand it. I come on here thinking it's a gay bored and I can talk to some gay guys and all I get is this crazy shit
>>42818513shut up and gtfo faggot
>>42818513its the tranny board havent you heard
im like if a gay man was a lesbian pretending to be a man
>>42818549im like if a bisexual man was a bisexual man pretending to be a man
>>42818535Faggots are effeminate. Gay men are not necessarily faggots
bisexuals more like cheaters
>>42818571literally do not care they're all disease spreaders
>>42818527You should get therapy in that case cuz it's very not worth it please to know your time trying to be something you're not when you could be out having sex with guys
its ok to be bi
>while I was being homophobic my ex texted mewhat could this mean. also dubs and I ignore her
its been awesome ngl do recommend transition its a great time
are you spaghetti or waffle?
>>42818589the treatment of gender dysphoria involves taking hrt and transitioning
transitioned because I wanted to
im like a cold soup
being gay male is a mental illness the treatment is hrt
im like the last few drops of congealed cum on the inside of a trannies dog bowl
im hungry and the treatment is gentle fullness from a rice bowl i think
dubs and I post ass
im a woman lowk
I'm sick and the treatment is my girlfriend on top of me awkwardly pretending she didn't get an erection
>>42818634rollin for butt post
pit pics punday
>>42818634rollan
>>42818654>>42818660that was a test and you failed
>>42818670ugh never was a very good student
>>42818670i didnt have enough time to study!
>>42818490C- on the bait back to the workshop chud
im just sad he didnt want to see my keeb
ngl my gf talking how her dick before hrt was 21cm seems like bs but considering that she's still freakish big and is god's most bottom dysphoric soldier im inclined to believe, real question is what exactly were you doing with all of that
i hide like 90% of threads on this board what does it mean
is a 5" gock too small?
>>42818728the fog is coming bro
>>42818474but real dick comes with a scary man attached to it
dick not small enough to be funny dick to small to be funny
>>42818724rolling it up>>42818743whats that mean
>>4281872421cm is absurd and def a lie bc theyve set up literal rewards for over 20cm penises which is how we know no one has that(bc no one claimed said rewards yet.)Though average peen size increases over time in populace because WOMEN ARE WHORES and literally its brutal genetic determinism out of cuckporn where people with big penises have kids more often.Makes me want to cut mine off even tho its kinda big. I just fucking hate this genetic determinism lord of flies Cormack McCarthy The Road you just roll the dice wrong snd arent seen as human EVER paradigm.Kill foids with rocks.
am i going to get sent to jail and raped forever by a man named bubba and why do i want that to be the case really really bad also i want to be stabbed in a dark corner and as i die i want a guard to stumble upon me, look for a second, and then turn his back
im so lonely i want to rob a convenience store just to get v coded !!!
>>42818792Dont look up V-coding.
i'm bi and i love cheatingcan't live without it
im a guard and i wouldn't look at you
>>42818740perfect size desu, no one needs more than this
can't believe clavicular os suppose to be attractive. that guy looks like if unsalted mayonnaise was a person
>>42818848Hes my crushie
made a ridiculous slop bowl this time hah its disgusting
>>42818927Could you post a pic? I ate takeout and boiled eggs.Might do chicken tendies(homecooked) tmmvr
no this ones too shameful fri put rao's butternut squash soup + half cup of rice+ microwaved leftover chicken + a spoonful of ricotta cheesesalt and pep on topit looks real gross but its p yummy
IMG YOURE MOCKIN MEE
Having a manmoder gf would be nice but i think i would paint my ceiling red as soon as she starts passing better than me...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pt21dU5Pu8g
post more i dont want thred to be dead pls ty
>>42819030r u bored lia
how to juggle having sex halfway through a movie if u like the movie? bent over facing the screen?
>>42819039im super entertained atm but id like to be semisocial a little tonite >>42819043hmm maybe laying on your side with her behind so both have a view of the screen
>>42819079im bored
>>42819079what entertaining?
>>42819083shud cause some mischief anon thats always fun>>42819086am watching super cute show with elfi while i eat my slopshow has dinos and i like dinos :3
>>42819030sorry too busy crying because my fp is ignoring me while I ignore my ex
>>42819095im very well behaved tho i wudnt kno how
>>42819095whos the prey/predator
>>42819099how have you still not got a new one
Skipping PE tomorrow
>>42819099ugh sounds tuff being a bpdemon :\>>42819109i bet you could be mischievous if you put your mind to it>>42819114well the dinos i think are predators but the people have guns and fire and so onso its kinda balanced ig
ive been realizing lately that i will never be a woman and its getting really hard to cope
>>42819120i love her and no one else wants me
>>42819174Yeah. I fw that.I think you need doubledigit IQ or an really strong optimidtic outlook to svtually say shit like "i am a woman in a man's body."Like nah bro youre a weird subspecies of moid nothing can be done here.I think trannies mostly say it for comfort,/to dupe cissoids
mirror next to the bed fun or suifuel
>>42819156i aint go no mind my head empty
na she hates you come be with me :(
we're dating but she doesn't know yet
ahh sloppa consumed delicious>>42819292brap
crayons have never tasted the same since they went non toxic
Old italian mobster voice: You fuckin' cocksucker, you think we're boymoders here? Huh? Repressors? Ha-ptheeew spiiit. Well get it through your thick fuckin' skull and blow it outts your asshole, we're cis males on hrt, and if i ever catch you sayin' otherwise oh- lets just say you wont have to schedule an orchi no more.
woo did my injection and it didnt hurt and only a little leaked!!!
why does cm hate us so much
>>42819378the demons we've been manifesting and sending after them
reppers deserve less rights tbdesu
i want a bearded man to take my dick all the way to the base i want to feel his beard tickling my balls. not in a weird way but like in a very feminine hsts trutrans way
im fat and retarded
I'm just retarded
>>42819512reppers dont take estrogen
im gay and ugly
me too
i want a bearded man to strangle me to death. not in a feminine hsts trutrans way but like in a very weird way.
I want to be fed Dino nuggies before having my feet rubbed. Then my cute wife to pin me down and bully me
>>42819611autistic straight male coded
i want my cute wife to beat me to death
>>42819632autistic lesbian coded
>>42819630How could you tell?
>>42818927they've always looked disgusting lol
>>42818067What about B4B/M4M?
western civilization is rape
>>42818067i'm a rizzless unfuckable chud
i just want to watch dumb movies with her
honestly i think she's making a good choice. im proud of her
>>42819765genuinely kill yourself
she should probably ignore you
she's not ignoring me anymore you jealous fucking whores
>>42819701peak :3
get rekt idiot
you people are so hateful
that's rich coming from you
my cock is fat, im a copycat, stick my face in a ass crack
>>42818067Should I cut myself rn?
Nooo omg dont hurt yourself sweetie im here for you
>>42819923yes please cut a bit
>getting my GIRL DICK sucked until i spasm and my FEMALE PROSTATE meagerly produces a few drops of WOMAN JIZZ now thats what i call LESBIAN SEX am i right ladies?
can a manmoder have lesbian sex with a cisgay bear?
all sex is lesbian sex when im inolved
Cutting myself to make my body look even more fucking disgusting holy fuck I hate myself I neeed to kill myself it’s gods plan for me I deserve to be scarred forever I have disgusting moid body and gay effeminate faggy brain god hates me god hates me god hates me god hates me
its weird being a straight man with tranners disease
should I cut on my arms or stomach?
cut your hair
>>42820207please dont cut
cutting my face since my long midface is the part of my disgusting freak body I hate the most. iwnbaw and I will never look cute or remotely pretty im a disgusting freak demonhon i have to kill myself
I like how every time I see some animated or person playing a villain they almost always have incredibly long midfaces just to reinforce that I was born wrong and I’m not normal and I should be glad that I get to kill myself and hurt myself for being such a disgusting freak. I will genuinely never be a woman or be remotely content in my appearance I will always hate myself and that’s a good thing it’s natural and what I deserve cuz I’m defective I had a defective birth that led some part of my horrid brain to feel so discomforted at the fact that even as a guy I can never look pretty or cute let alone as a woman I deserve to burn in hell for my sins on being born iwnbaw god hates me and I should simply give up and learn to appreciate the fact that a disgusting fucking freak like myself should be tortured and eventually commit suicide because that’s what I’m gonna doMarch is my month to kill myself
not permitted
>>42820277same, except I'm probably gonna just cut my fat fucking stomach. I fucking hate how pudgy and ugly I'm getting and I deserve to cut my fat pig stomach.
>>42820539I'm sorry you're feeling so awful. do you want to be friends? I can give you my discord if you need someone to talk to.
I tried weight gain stuff to help with stuff and my boobs did grow but my stomach looks so fat and disgusting now and my hips and ass haven’t changed at all cuz I was literally never meant to be a woman I am a man I’m an overweight obese freak of a man
>>42820563That’s very nice of u but I’ll say no. Won’t really do any good and I think I’m content having given up at this point since I’ve mostly just accepted I need to kill myself like it’s my purpose in life and the path god laid out for me. Probably gonna cancel my therapy appointment tmrrw since it’s just be a waste of money when I plan to kill myself and I could use that for something else ig. I do have to think of a method now tho, maybe painkillers and cutting since I know my parents are gone for a few days this upcoming week so I’ll have a pretty free space to set everything up to kill myself
trying to kill yourself with any other method than a gun or sn is a little retarded tbhon you'll just end up even more fuckedmaybe just be bitter instead
>>42820632how long have you been transitioning/on hrt etc
>midfacehave you seen cher
>>42820659I’m in cali so not like I can get a gun soon enough to end it>>42820676Long story but doesn’t really matter at this point. I’m 6’3, have a masculine face with a long midface, small hips, and broad shoulders. Doesn’t matter how long I’m on HRT for or what surgeries I get I’m fucked regardless and I can’t focus on my friends or hobbies or work or myself without feeling empty and like I’m rotting and that won’t change regardless of how long I’m in HRT for or what surgeries I get unless something radical comes out soon
>>42820696so have you taken hrt yet
>>42820716Started at 16 for 2 years (hondose, was effectively puberty blockers), went off for a while to try and rep and be a guy, back on at 23, been about 8ish months at a proper dose now
>>42820725is it making you feel a little better at least? helped my depression quite a bit just having good levels
i wish i were a cute twinkhon
estrogen as a narcotic
I had my first hormone check up and my doc said my estrogen was too low. Asked me to send pic of what shot amount i was taking.
sigh
I think my problem was drawing air like the instructions say prior to putting it in the viel. And when I push the air out later I end up with less E in the syringe
thats cool. you should show the doctor your clitty
jerk off circle when
some of you motherfuckers are dumb and bad at reading instructions. but I guess we need people who flip burgers and mop floors and shit after all
>>42821753keep going i'm close
my bf starting calling me dad while i was furiously jerking him off :/
should have killed him to teach him a lesson
that's what you get for having a boyfriend dummy, lol. stupid straggots
Forgot I pinky promised a friend I would t kill myself for a while so I have to wait until April to finally end my fucking worthless demonhon life cuz I’m not breaking a pinky promise. Unfortunate since there’s literally no point to me living so it’s a waste of oxygen and food and electricity and whatever else so I’m sorry to everyone else on earth for that in addition to being trans and disgusting genuinely am sorry and feel ashamed because of it me wanting to transition is morally wrong because I am just a horrific freak I hate myself and deserve eternal torture and pain and suffering in sorry for being ugly and trans I’m sorry for being tall and trans I’m sorry for having a male body and being trans I’m sorry for having a horrific disgusting moided face and being trans I genuinely do not deserve to be a woman or happy or find any sort of peace or comfort I should some psychopath online and voluntarily offer myself up to be chained in hose basement and have my teeth and skin pulled out with pliers and be carved and burned and have my throat slit just enough to make it hard to breath but not enough to die all of that would be an ontological good since I am simply that disgusting of a person god wants me to kill myself my suicide is a good thing my suicide is a natural thing it’s just a normal cause of death for me it’s what’s expected it’s what’s deserved pouring iodine into my eyes to ruin them painfully flaying my skin and forcing me to eat all of it bit by bit raw until I’m forced to throw it up rotting my feet and hands and letting maggots eat away at my rotting body while I’m still alive and bound unable to do anything but sit in agony getting tortured this will happen to me
>>42822284Theres like a billion indian ppl dont worry about wasting resources. We have way more than we need and its all getting hogged by 1%ers who should literally be curbstomped by a gorilla on steroids.
Maybe a stupid thing to ask for but I wish people cared about me less. I don’t have any future or will or drive in my life any more I’ve just given up but I don’t want to talk about any of this to my friends since they’ll just worry over it and that’s just me being a burden to them I wish I could kill my self and they’d just not care but assuming they’re not lying to me it’d upset them way too much I should try and make them hate me so my suicide isn’t bad for them. I hate being forced to live for them since my life is so fucking hopeless and awful every time they say it’d hurt them if I killed myself and I feel so trapped because of it like I’m stuck in this life I hate. I don’t want to be a side character in my own life that no one even likes I just want it to be over and get my horrific tranny life ended please please please please please god just kill me I deserve it so please just end it for me
>>42822317You should live life for your own sake
veltail vs cm, battle to the death and last one standing gets a bullet to the temple
>>42819752who?
>114cm hips two months ago now 109cmit's over.
oh my god bruh
>>42822659my fp :3
>84cm waist>109cm hipsI miss being pear shaped
>>42818067I work on an oil rig and don't have time for relationships
>>42822760how's the salary
ugh im an ugly hiplet Q.Q
would you be able to forgive me if you found out i was a big RHCP fan?
>>42823088only if you play bass
>>42823108im vegan, i dont play with fish
>>42823127an amount of 0 people read the word bass and think about fish btw
>>42823137did you just make a joke? grrr Im going to arrest u now
>>42823137its a joke retar
>>42823142>>42823144be nice
unironically kill all men
i saw this and started sobbingwhyplease no more moder wars
flirting with people online isnt cheating but I dont do it because gf is in every group chat im in
bunnies are best
what about couws :(
>>42823201Misogynistic freak image
got my first "is she a man or a woman" of the year :D
>>42818067>qottGod, needi am a manmoder in the market for a fellow moder of sorts. But i am fundamentally undesirable which is no-one's fault but my own.
flirting isnt cheating when your girl a cuck
>>42823534>marketstop being an incel
>>42822700is my result good or bad?
>>42823580you're a fakemoder
>>42823591its sjust the 32ee's i grew the rest is manmoder
>>42823595>32ee I don't believe you, post unsee immediately
>>42823608unsee cc/album#gapra6BYN12c
>>42823634can you put on cowkini please
>>42823634nice tits foid, but i dont think the are EE
>>42823634oh it's you
also im going to kill myself why was i cursed with being flat and having comically small nipples
>>42823651Well its sort of straddling E and F right now cos theresr no EE measurement so i calling it EE cos my e cups i bought recently no longer fit correctly>>42823646mooooo
>>42823634boobies boobies heh
why am I not pear shaped
>>42823781yer a man harry
>>42823786>harry pooper references in 2026ngmiand im not a man, I need to gain tummy fat again theb I'll be back to my pear shaped status
Im a crossdresser posted my image on 4chan and got very few if not 0 horny comments. Shit sucks I've gotten old :/. I suppose I have to make ammends with engaging with crossdressing from a man's bodies' perspective and focus less on some kind of aesthetic perfection and more on the fun of it or something like that. Like maybe a 50 year old guy who plays baseball: he ain't playing because he wants to make it into the leagues but because he's just trying to have some fun on the weekends.
>>42823793avadacdevra!!!
had a patient in her 40s wearing harry pooter few days ago, shit's lowk embarrassing worse than zoomers in their 20s watching shit like bluey
>>42823800ur cock is tiny
i crossdressed one time but everybody bullied me so i wont do it again
>>42823800ok but why is it so thin
>>42823810whats this larp? you're literally married to another woman
>>42823814are you calling me an it or are you refering to XD
>>42823828ya shes the wife
dubs and I cut a bit
eughhh i feel sick i need a strong man to make me soup and feed meee
>>42823837I was talking about your dick but if you want me to use she/her to your dick I'm down
>>42823838forced meme lowk
Lia did you hear that cringe maiq audio where he is jacking off to trannies
>>42823862yeah the pic is a bit graphic, i dont know im i n a weird spot where im more sociable on 4chan but im not completely sure how to post
i see you
>>42823878precum pearls
>>42823907
>>42823878wait what no i never heard about this
>>42823878literally who
>>42823941https://voca.ro/15fRoFCNZIwn
>>42823960kek is there a transcription thats p long
pebre con palta y almendras y picante, buen desayuno y le saludable xd
>>42823960how do we know this is maiq? He's not asking inane questions such as "How was your day?" or "How did that make you feel?"
i'm so fucking hideous i need to KILL MYSELF
:(((
anyways whats a good tachiyomi port for linux
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvqlt7OWTOk
>>42823891dw about that
>>42824188tachidesk-sorayomi ig
>dollar market value free falling for a month>suddenly goes up 2.8% after bombing iranaight bro
im betting we see an interest rate drop soon
i will gladly die for israel and the petrodollar
i think i was put on this earth to absorb the mass suffering of everyone else and then die miserable
>>42824778how come
>>42824778implying you feel even a fraction of the suffering I feel on an average day
should i get some smokes or take a bromazepam and eat until my stomach's so full it hurts
should i kill myself or continue being useless
>>42824905https://youtu.be/CTtfd-woUfg
Mat i vent a bit? V sad today...
nick land's meltdown predicted this btw
>>42824840broma
i love vrisrezi
https://youtu.be/4OIAiVIN8Ck
quick shoutout to the moder at uni who i almost ran over on my bike and did a faggoty little run out of my way
moder on moder violence
violence breeds violencebutmoder doesnt breed modercurious
looking into moder breeding...
modegenics
it is safe to cross until the music stops.
stop acting cute if you are manmoding
don't worry i'm ugly and masculine in my mannerisms
moderemoval
>>42825302Hey lia could i vent a lil.and would you hear me out or are you busy living life and bein cool...
lia DON'T DO IT
>>42818322wish you were here so I could hold you lovingly
dont put that evil on me motherfucker
mmg was more fun over christmas when everyone was ignoring their families
It is ridiculous how horny I am right now
>>42825782Yes maam
im not smart enough or alt enough or pretty enough or feminine enough to be a tranny :( fuck my midwit mid moid life
>>42825942you seem dumb enough to be a tranny
So basically we need to find some broad with no self worth to let cismoid dump his narcissistic self-pity on so he doesn't do it in the gen
im so gay and ugly guys when do i get a boyfriendd
hopefully never
>>42823570I was trying to use it in an antiquated sort of way, i disavow incel stuff
>>42826005what did i do
>>42825949trannies are smart tho
>>42826010be into men
>>42826029oh youre just a bitter old dyke
>>42825897chrimmis time was nice time :3iv just been super busy recently mb anon ill be more active if i can this week
im so uglyy and gay
>>42826089be kind to yourself nonayou're not that gay
I haven’t taken my spiro today or eaten today yet and it’s fine because I’m a disgusting freakish man iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw iwnbaw i need to cut to scar my body and ruin it permanently and i would say go off HRT so i can finish masculinizing but i finished puberty at 15 years old genuinely stopped growing at that point and my face was already done masculinizing with my dads hypermasculine genetics and my moms Germanic genes means I was just permanently fucked creatures like me should never be human I am not human I am not human I am not human I am a hon and I don’t deserve human rights people should be allowed to cut me or stab me or spit on me in public or burn me because that’s what I deserve I’m genuinely not a human and I don’t have a soul I have to kill myself in April
oh
i need to ventilate my head
>>42826127mogs me
i need a fub husband
>>42826144mocks me
Genuinely I think I could cope with being 6’3 and broad shouldered and small hipped if I didn’t have such an awful horrible demonic honbeast face. I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I have the worlds most masculine face every time I see someone on tv who’s supposed to be super masculine or evil they have a face like mine genuinely I was never meant to find happiness or joy because I was born wrong my face looks profoundly disgusting and I don’t know how strangers in public don’t turn away I’m a fucking horrific freak no one will ever love me and I’ll never pass how am I supposed to get a boyfriend when I look so monstrously disgusting I am Medusa in that I am not a human and gazing on my face would kill someone if I ever tried to present fem I have to worlds most masculine face I fucking hate myself so much and I need to for the good of humanity blow my fucking brains outHow easy is it to get a gun in California as a tranny currently in therapy? I feel like they’d check for that
>>42823515Story please!
>>42826172bitch can you sit down and do some fucking breathing exercises and meditation or something
>>42826172there’s no way it’s that bad
>>42823800Here is not a place for you fuck off
>>42826179there's not much to say it was a 5 year old girl, she just turned to her mom and asked if I was a man or a woman
>>42825969Ive had a romantic opportunity at age 15 and declined. Im way worse off mentally now than i was then so its over and i would decline oncemore.
>>42826189Not really any point, I don’t feel sad and I’m not panicking just feel empty and clear about my situation and mostly posting on here to grieve my thoughts out a bit >>42826193Even the most supportive friends I’m out to routinely say shit like “you have a very non-traditional face” and “you’d make such a good gay guy” this is coming from trans masc people so idk how I’m supposed to take it beyond my face is genuinely perma fucked even from other trans people and I cannot stand looking at myself in the mirror
>>42826226>negged by transmascsim so sorry nona, men are worthless
>>42826226>this is coming from trans masc peoplewhy would you EVER listen to a trans masc person about this
>>42826242True but he’s nice he’s my friend>>42826243He talks with a bunch of trans people and as stated above he’s my friend and nice and it’s not like he’s lying. I can see my face and see how disgusting and masculine it is so why would I assume anything they’re lying or fucking with me cuz I fucking despise my face and can’t stand it it looks deformed for a woman and ugly for a manAlso turns out just being in therapy shouldn’t get me outright blocked on a background check in Cali so going to try and buy a gun this week if I can get off my ass and stop bedrotting and it should be in my hands with all the hoops jumped through before my pinky promise ends and then I can finally fulfill my purpose
how many moders down by self-inflicted gunshot now?
does anyone want to kiss and touch at me for 2-3 hours while i dont say anything
giwtwm
my apartment smells like old miso
https://voca.ro/1l4iSUCg935j
i am going to fucking kill myself. i hate being alive. this is so gay dude.
did chuddy do it
Just looked at my face in the mirror again and yeah it’s completely fucked. There’s no saving me I have to kill myself I have to kill my self I deserve torture and pain and suffering slicing a knife across my stomach until my guts spill out and I have to lay there in pain shooting nails into my jaw until I can’t open or close it anymore cutting off all my fingers and toes and reattaching. Them in the wrong spots so even more about my body feels wrong pouring hydrogen peroxide in my eyes to watch them bubble and fizz all of these are morally good things that I deserve
Torture and detransition or torture and suicide?
>>42826474Have you tried just not being trans
>>42826522Yeah actually. Trooned at 16 the detransed at 17 for a few years until I retransitioned again. Sadly detransitioning just doesn’t work for me as much as I’d like it to
been taking some massive moder dumps lately
>>42826474Same
i love spaghetti
What if cismoid was BETRAYED and TRAPPED in the hyperbolic transition chamber for 100 years.
i've been bowl movement free for two months
I love white girl assI mean ice cream
white women are disgusting pig creatures
>>42826612why isn't your bowl moving :^)
>>42826474i beg to differ
>>42826627white women are kinda awesome actually
>>42826617fuck yesss
>>42826648Not rlly anything to differ with, even the few times I’ve posted my face on here I’ve been unanimously told it’s over
>>42826694i doubt i ever said thatffs will probably save it i'm sure
I feel like even if I transitioned at 12 before puberty it would’ve been over for me regardless I would’ve been one of the young shit honestly but I don’t even get that oh well I need to torture and kill myself still havent eaten today and it’s starting to hurt and give me a headache which I deserve
>>42826726i made faux carbonara with silken tofu
I never got the didnt get to be youngshit regret.There isnt an alt reality where you got everything you wanted. Your locked into this timeline until the end.
>>42826752I’m happy for u anon, I wish I deserved to eat it since it sound good>>42826710Nope, I have the long midface curse and everything I’ve seen about LeFort is that it does basically nothing so I’m just screwed to be demonic forever and hate myself
black women > all the other kinds of women >>>>>>>> white women
caught maiq posting racist memes in chasergen award
Literallywho award
>>42826879a chaser who pretends to be a skyrim character
i wish i was attractive or feminine enough for anyone other than gay men
we should burn women for fuel
why are white women so attractive?
im attractive and feminine enough for bi men!!! Wooooo im so happy!!!!! Yay the worst demographic of porn addicts that cant get off unless youre strangling their dick with you maximum estrogenized grip strength woooooo
>>42826781there are women with long midfaces
can't believe she's dead
chudette and meth schizo were among the four us soldiers martyred by the ayatollah and his evil regime :(
i lk hate living in a place that accepting to trannies because whenever i see one they just stare at me like how you would stare at a crippled hobo on the side of the road
>>42826888chasers are odd fellas ain't they
>>42826918bcuz white women are for breeding
>>42827000trips of truth!!!!!!!
>>42826918is this a joke lol
>>42827047why would it be
>>42826888he spent years in mtfg constantly restating that he wasn't attracted to trannies and he was only there to make friends. In reality he was collecting pics of trannies and generally being an unwelcome presence. He got ran out of the thread and started anon posting in chasergen and now he is full on horny posting and talking about how he wants to throat gock and fuck masc trannies
im a white woman and i don't like this talk
>>42827090why not? you're being praised
>>42827084he was always a weird dude was obsessed with my feet
>>42826918idk why are brown women so attractive?>>42827084ngl that's hot(for him)
I'm kinda white and I feel nothing
i'm a white woman and i like this talk keep going
>>42827106:(
>>42827084he was hornyposting even before did you miss my picrel
>>42827125because of their rich and chocolatey skin tones that look like burnished bronze in the sun
>>42827084wonder if hes the gardener
>mfw I'm realizing no cis man is going to want to fuck me without being incredibly cringe about it
>>42827146i guess you're correct you bringer of truth
>>42827139yeah he would take his trip off to horny post in mtfg he slipped up several times and he got banned once and a bunch of anon posts harassing Julia Grendel for nudes got clapped at the same time >>42827107yeah he asked me for ankle sock pics before I hate him so much
i've posted about feet pics too but were never seriousjust let the man have some room already?
>>42827126what needs to be done to help you queen
i posted my feet in mmg and nobody even cared :(
>>42827207I mean he could have stayed in chasergen and it would be different. But it's weird that a moid lurked in an mtf space for years claiming he was just there for friends
>>42827137what's the matter...
maiq recommended my wife get to know me so whilst he may have wanted to sniff my toes i cant hate too hard
>>42827181kek gotta keep it on the dl in your broton email account maiq baka
can a twiggy white boy ever become a pawg
>>42827236yeah that's weird and everyone always knew he were a weirdo, probably a sicko, right?
>>42827293yes increase daily calorie intake by 1000 calories NOW
>>42827293take e get fat as fuck and do hella squats
cut my lower lip with my nails :/
>>42827325i cant eat that much anon. >>42827326wont i be loosing weight doing squats?
>>42827367eat more calories than you burn while exercising, then you'll gain weight. and you won't "loose" any weight.>i cant eat that much anonyes you fucking can
>>42827252true he did recommend i talk to elfi when i first joined mtfgcant fault him for taste :p>>42827293idk i have no butt
now look at this, ok?https://x.com/sukenomike/status/2027993557819384254
>>42827465obese piggy
>>42827551cow actually
mooo
should i get a cute bunny outfit or a cowkini to wear for my wife
>>42827578Capybara
I wish I had a wife to dress up for/with but I am fundamentally incompatible with other people and dying alone
Still haven’t eaten yet and still unsurprisingly despise my disgusting demonic honbeast troonoid body Can u people all call me slurs and insults and tell me I deserve abuse please it’s what I need rn
>>42827578reddit yes obv
>>42827646I love you
>>42827646nobody deserves anything
>>42827732you're adolf hitler
I am literally evil and a monster and a fucking hideous freak demonhon I have to kill myself please just push me over the edge
cool it
>>42827820adolf hitler is getting pineapples shoved up his ass in hellI'm nobody and nothing, just a bitter angry ghost
>>42827829suicide can be an indulgent and appealing idea but it's really the absence of a solution
>could be traveling around the world with her>lack of money and borders won't allow itwestern society is a rape institution
dubs and i leave mmg
godammit
>>42827917rolling
rolling for you nona
should i get a tail plug?
>>42827465bricked again
>>42827917take my energy
>>42827917rollan
>>42827955does this mean you leave or anona
>>42827865Yeah pretty sure that’s obvious. I fucking despise myself and can barely function knowing how moided I am and how there’s nothing I can do about it. At the very least if I could turn into a pretty twinkhon I could keep hope that way when things are bad that there’s some sort of path for me to go down and work towards but there isn’t. I will look like this forever despite what I do, HRT and FFS won’t fix me or make my face look not monstrous and disgusting or make me not 6’3 despite starting HRT when I was 16 or make my shoulders less broad or make my puberty not start and finish so early or make my hips not tiny I am literally stuck like this forever and that’s why I want to kill myself. Because my life paths rn are end it all or never feel comfortable and have an absurd level of self loathing for myself and any actions I do. I can barely engage with friends without feeling out of place or do my hobbies I have quite literally no future so why not just end it already instead of suffer more
>>42827971nobody leaves this place dont be silly
>>42827955good enough
https://strawpoll.com/2ayLQLWXen4
oh my god oil crisis pleaseeee im gonna cum
he's just normal looking
>>42828031she's pretty and androgynous and makes me jealous physically but that's not the primary reason I'm into hernot that it matters anymore
>>42827852nta but i deserve a hug from you, i'm sure.
>>42828125for what?
>>42828050i dont really drive much actually now that i thinka bout it the gas in my car might be going bad
>>42828134at least its not having bits fall off when you break too hard that then smash into your gfs lap
>>42827974I'm not really pushing one way or the other here like you do you but the way I'm working through this problem right now for myself is trying to imagine possible changes and experiences that could occur in my life which might make it suck less or at least be entertaining enough to not tap out early, even if some things are always going to be fucked
lmao nobody here likes ugly people
>>42828157trvke
>>42828157be real, if you're into someone you're not going to think they're ugly even if others might
>>42828133for being a nice guy or something?ngl i've hugged ppl for less
>>42828170what makes you such a nice guy?
>>42828157something something eyes of the beholder
>>42828191... i don't bite? :/ idk...ppl invariably say i'm so nice comfy and all...but i guess they lie
>>42828157i like personality, but yeah, really ugly people need a really good personality to go with it facts of life.
>>42828165>>42828196idk like i can recognize my crush is a little chopped so thats a skill issue imo
>>42828203I stand by statement
>>42828165one character here called her gf ugly multiple times
>>42828227i'm sorry nona
it's been transactional!
>>42828240who?
>>42828148that was an aftermarket screen and i just hadn't done the permanent fastener yet kuz i was only testing it out!!!!
us bombed a giirls school killing 150 and no gaf
Ok the headache is still there but sadly the pain in my stomach is going away now cuz it’s been so long since I ate almost 24 hours but it’s fine I need to hurt myself beyond the stomach punching if I was smart I would’ve starved myself to stunt my growth and look cute but I didn’t and now I’m fucking disgusting and I have to punish myself for it
nobody cares about girls, not islamic weirdos neither rightwing amerikkkans
>>42828264>da both sidescorny asf get an original opinion
>>42828262i heard neck slitting is the thing, haven't tried it myself so... kinda hearsay thing?>>42828276i have no opinion except fuck you!also why should i care more about girls than anyone else? humans are humans.
>>42828293Not sure I have the guts to pull off neck slitting I think, could probably find some freak online to do it to me tho ya think?
>>42828311it would be easy nowadays, just get an islamic freak hooked and you'll get a 12 yo retard with a knife right at your ass (= neck)
>>42828335I do live in LA so I could probably find someone like that or a crack headed schizo to kill me, can’t until April tho since I made a pinky promise to a friend but I’ll keep it in mind. Thanks
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>>42828233for what? nobody deserves anything, no big deal
