/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.The gen, like the rest of this abandoned site, is usually trash, full of spam and trolling. Our server has actual discussion, yuri & yearning. Maybe there will come a time when that also returns to this gen…QOTTQuestion from Tiffany: Would you give your partner your heart? Literally and figuratively?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>42798670
THAT FEELING WHEN… YOU DON’T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND… i told myself i was going to study today and instead i did fuck-all. trust me sis i’m real smart i just need to actuate on my POTENTIAL…
>>42819331twin just like me
>>42819173>QOTT>Question from Tiffany: Would you give your partner your heart? Literally and figuratively?Yes I would and I know it would hurt a lot.
>>42819067I asked my friend to clarify the "life partner" comment from the other night and the response... well... it was good. I am a puddle. Blip bloop. It is no surprise that Im such an major part of her life, but actually hearing it put to words just evaporated all of my worries for the night. I have someone I trust in my corner - like, for real. And Im very happy about it.>>42819173Qott: Yes and yes. I care about the people important to me more than anything and want to give them my heart and the whole world with it.
>>42819824That's nice Seraph
>>42819173>Would you give your partner your heart? Literally and figuratively?depends on the right girl <3
Ensalada
>>42820417And what qualities would the "right girl" have? This is important nona!
>>42820588um she has to be strange. ideally in a position of power over me. weirdly clingy. that sort of thing, yknow, the ideal woman.
>>42820631Mhmmm I like that, that's good. I love being obsessive and having power over people :D
>>42820636maybe one day you’ll be my off-putting but competent boss who makes passing inappropriate comments to me when she knows nobody can hear. until then a girl can dream.
>>42820631At least Im somebody's ideal! xD
>>42820714I'll be the head nurse and you'll be my underling! That sounds like such an interesting dynamic... I'm yearning hard for that...
>>42819173I hope I die in my sleep lol.
>>42821302Same
>>42821302relatable
>>42821302>>42821414>>42821452We're all gonna make it out of this... together! Stronger! Don't give up hope!
>>42821302same. I like seeing images i post spread
>>42819173yes and yes
>>42821519
>>42821568You can be tired, that's perfectly reasonable. What matters most is that you find the energy to get back up again and keep pushing. I know you can do it
>>42821302Why is everyone fucking depressed
I have a new crush on a friend of a friend who made me fucking fold hard today in front of my other friends
>>42821302what happened, lestie?
>>42821584It's lesbian breakup season.
>>42821612Giwtwm
>>42819173should I cut my arm tonight?
>>42821803NO!
>>42821803Preferably not
>>42821819That's not just "A girl" that's Mamimi!
>>42821835Yeah i know :pI just have a file sorting system where if i don't have a lot of images of a character i put them in a 'general' file with generic names
>>42821835L-LARNvm I won't say it
>>42822127I will kick you in the shin wearing heels.
>>42822133I've had worse done to me, bring it on
>>42822193Is that a challenge?
>>42822195I could flatten you with one punch
>>42822205I don't think you could...
>>42822209are u tuff tiff?
>>42822225Yeah!
>>42822228I thought u were American why are u awake at like 3am
>>42822228dont you have school today or something?
i love my gf even though she has hiv
>>42822931Thats heartbreaking. :[
>>42822726me and who
>>42819173>Question from Tiffany: Would you give your partner your heart? Literally and figuratively?who the hell is tiffany. idk mmaybe a year ago kind of entering my love isnt real/will neverfind me phase right now
>>42819173no... when I die, everything about me must be destroyed, like I never even existedunfortunately that means no organs for other people
>>42819173Literally, yes, i signed up to be an organ donor but idk if im registered yetFiguratively, also yes it would be cool to bonded by the heart
>>42819331OMG SAME, i stayed up all night and got literally the same amount of work if i had just studied for a few hours straight and slept
>>42820512Inshallah
>>42823103Thats pretty normal. Also, being sleep deprived makes info retention harder. Better to get your sleep than to cram overnight. I usually just study the morning before the test if I need to memorize some shit.
>>42821302Sameee, altho, when/how would you know your dead? A forever dream might be cool until you realize you cant wake up, maybe im not deathpilled enough to accept a forever dream
>>42819173Bro this op pic is so ironic cause if anyone remembers this artist was a terf and it was this whole fucking drama
>>42821584Im not depressed(kinda) i just wanna die
>>42823076One part of me wants to donate my organs, the other part wants my family to build a big bonfire and burn me to my bones
why is it that I find men so ugly that it actually offends me somewhat when anyone (male, female, or any other gender) says they like men and aren't interested in womensomething's fucked up in my head or something, I shouldn't be like this
>>42823123yeh that's pretty relatable ... sometimes I have thought of ways I could make my body disintegrate when I die, so there is no chance that anyone will find my remains, but not like cause a dangerous fire...weird I know...
>>42823118terfs are basedt. ranny
remembered that lil uzi is nonbinary
>>42823169Ummm>>42823339Who?
Why can't I just kill myself
>>42821302Oh noes lagosama! I hope you cheer up soon! The thread needs your super cool yuri! ^_^
>>42823554Can you stop posting in this thread? Make a transbiangen and keep your drama there.
Yuri
Oh to be a feisty dragon maid for a whimsical fairy princess~~~
Oki thats enough from me for now. I promised bestie Id do a lot of cleaning today so she wouldnt feel bad about me coming over to help her with her place. Gotta have my own ducks together before I can help someone else line theirs up, yk?
>>42823109Its too late... class is in an hour.., my original plan was to do that, but bleh i think its like a self destructive tendency of mine to do this right before a big test
>>42823143Its not the same, but ive thought of wearing myself down in a deep lake or ocean, so it would be like i just disappeared, and theyd think i went missing before they finally realized, like a cat wandering off before they pass
>>42823737Thank you for the yuri seraph! Your contributions will not go unrewarded
>>42823737>>42823777are you two friends now? I thought you hated each other
>>42823803Yea we made up ^_^We bonded over trauma and i gave her some tips for improving her family life
>>42823378>Who?Zoomers dont know how to google they only know chatgpt and be retarded
>>42823803>>42823820If this is true I’m extremely disappointed in Seraph. I liked her.
there is a person like 4-5 doors down the hall that blasts their music every day for hours... I wonder what makes someone like that ngl>>42823766oh yeh, but then ppl could still find a body, so it wouldn't be like totally deleted y'know??
>>42823803>>42823832Is that Office? Im not her friend, but I dont hate her (or anyone on this thread), I just ignore her posts when I can ID them because I dont like getting yelled at. And I dont like 2/3 of the thread being dramagen, which I think is understandable.Err, on topic, found out someone Im flirty with is near me. Dom top trans butch girlie with a sadist streak. I may be in danger! :D
>>42823832office is just making shit up. no way seraph is friends with the person who called lago a spic
>>42823863>Err, on topic, found out someone Im flirty with is near me. Dom top trans butch girlie with a sadist streak.Lucky you. Top trans girls are rare
>>42823876Yea I dont fuck with racists or bigots in general. If I could define "evil", bigotry and narcissism would be the first two things Id say, in order.>>42823888Trips! No kidding. Im a service top ig but in the sense of "im surrounded by bottoms (throughout my entire life) and would be a virgin if I was adamant on not doing that" way. Plus, yk, expectations of "males" to always be dominant tops. :')
>>42823910Did you start transitioning recently?>im surrounded by bottoms (throughout my entire life)Yeah that is probs true for most people. Especially trans women seem to be mostly bottoms.
>>42823910>If I could define "evil", bigotry and narcissism would be the first two things Id say, in order.that describes office pretty well
i love my gf even though i havent met her yet
>>42824071v based i hope u meet her soon :3
>>42824071Are you sure you haven't met her yet? Maybe you passed her on the street just a few days ago.
>>42824079she's watching...waiting...
>>42823876Shut up luz
>>42821302fuck off with your off topic feelings this isnt dramagen
>>42824115>>42824140Shut up office
I want good morning and good evening kisses. :'[>>42823979Yea thats no bueno. You have to be legitimately both an idiot and evil to be a bigot. Idk maybe I shouldnt ride the fence. I just want to yearn for pretty women.
*norm macdonald voice*I dunno about you guys... but when I think of evil... serial killers and rapists come up preeeety far up the list... loooooong before narcissism and bigotry.. *crowd laughs*... i dont know ... some guy looking into the mirror a bit too intensely or a VIOLENT RAPIST SERIAL KILLER *motions weighing hands as scales* eeeh i dunno... those narcissism guys dont sound so bad in comparison.... But thats just me! Now you guys would probably say narcissism is worse.
shut up retard
>>42824079I hope she comes out and kills me then x-x So I don't have to do this job interview next week
>>42824312What kind of mindset do you think is necessary to rape someone or murder innocent people?Only caring about your own desires and satisfaction (or as you like to call it "dopamine") and not caring about how that will affect other people. That's narcissism and it's exactly what you've been doing.
>>42824312You just said in way too many words "whats worse, narcissism or narcissism". Please go reevaluate your life
>>42823910>>42824376So where does your bpd come up on the associated with evil list? Does it make the top 10?
Just ignore office turd he's a well known troll who tries to ruin this board.
>>42824397Bpd is just emotional dysregulation. Very big emotions, very little learned coping mechanisms. BPDs who dont seek treatment and abuse others are evil. Those who do get treatment and get better are not. Shrimple as.And yes, I consider myself to be an abhorrent and awful person. You cant harm me by implying Im evil, I call myself 10x worse every hour.
>>42824425If you are evil then there is no reason to care about your opinions on morality. Fuck off.
>>42824474Shut up office turd and pick up a book
>>42824477What have you been reading lately luz?
You girls r really funny......Also pic related is mfw everytime i get blamed for the world's evils Also a bit unrelated, i think the fact harlot is still banned really lends credence to my theory that one of the jannies is actually crushing on me.. maybe even a mod? Do u think its possible?......if so im like misa from death note and my jannie is like rem..but the twist is im actually more like kira.... dun dun duuuun... *evil emote*(I'm working on finding a good evil emote to add to my repertoire brb)Also i stg people think im a pseud because i use words like credence
ladies ladieshave you considered:GIRLSEX with girlBOOBIES??!?!?!?!GOOBIES!!?!??!
>>42824581Just kill yourself already and stop shitting up this thread with your constant drama
>>42824591next scene is pussy eating on the bike
>>42824581is dm’ing harlot not giving you enough dopamine again?
>>42824604>>42824609Okay i got it( ｡ •̀ ᴗ •́ ｡)Thoughts? I like it and its a lil cute even >_<
I'm so tired of this drama
>>42824617kill yourself
>>42824474An arsonist would be able to tell you how to start a fire the best. Kys
>>42824617single chopsticknon euclidian noodleponytail looks like the hunter from bloodborne after they turn into a squidthis is ai generated isnt it?
>>42824636Are you really surprised office turd is pro-ai? Stop replying to him.
>>42824635Seraph you're so based.
>>42824635Dude you need to relax. Keep that evil demon within under control before somebody here gets hurt.
>>42824619i love yuri keep posting it anon
>>42824697As you command
>>42824635Seraphsama why were you not at the meeting for evil transbians??( ｡ •̀ ᴗ •́ ｡)
>>42824721kill yourself
constantly having to evade my gf trying to give me hickies all the time
>>42824738Sounds horrible, I'm sure you'll find lots of people here who would be willing to sacrifice themselves and swap places with you
>>42824750i have a job!!!
>>42824763just say you tripped and fell
>>42824763say you were attacked by a vicious and relentless animal :3hickeys look kinda like bruises
Disregarding worthless bigots, acquiring yearning>>42824738Waiter waiter my steak is too juicy and my lobster too buttery!>>42824763Hickies happen. Unless youre in the military where you can get charged for damaging gov property (real talk, I havent had a hickie in over a decade cuz of this), I think most well adjusted adults would understand someone having a sex life.
>>42824886>you can get charged for damaging gov propertyWhat? No way that is so silly lmao
>>42824893why do you think suicide is illegal?
>lago hasnt posted in 12 hoursdid she really die in her sleep?
>>42824948pretty sure she has a job
>>42824948Office turd murdered her
>>42824958please nona.. youre hurting all of us. you have to let her go... her death was never your fault..
>>42824886youre in the military????? ewww
>>42824972this post >>42823554 cursed her
>>42824980hehehehdeath?should i be so kind as to grant her such a mercyno, now she toils endlessly in the binds of 'employment'nyahahah MWAHHAHHHAAHAH
>>42824972>>42824988( ｡ •̀ ᴗ •́ ｡)....Btw small update frens.. i uhh.. im over the beatles.... i dont vibe with them much anymore tbqh.... i feel like bob dylan mogs themAlso john lennon was a phony with a good voice but his character was despicable and as an artist he is overrated.
>>42825006kill yourself
i wish goku was real
>>42825035Ouch hahaha dadcrusher get off me im talking to luz noo stop licking me dadcrusher luz is gonna get mad xDDDD
>>42825055kill yourself
Does office have imaginary friends or are those real people?
>>42825097I absolutely do have friends... Everyone who replies to THIS post is my friend.Lets see how many frens i got *excited*
>>42824981Not anymore, lol. Got discharged for being a tranny, kekeke
Yuri...
>>42825116okay this is my good deed for the day
I love yuri
>>42825211assuming you aren't office, how exactly is replying to a racist narc a good deed?
>>42825195>>42825233I love you for this anon
>>42825211Omgaaaaasssshhhhhhhhhhhhh... thamk u vwru much kind lady *blushes*..... >_>...<_<...( ｡ •̀ ᴗ •́ ｡)
Yuri for the yuri general
>>42825285kill yourself
Yuri.......
>>42825247Friendship is stronger than evil. If I become her friend she will realize that bigotry and individualism is wrong.
Yuri!?
twinkhon frotting compilation 2026
>>42824948kekNo, just work and sad. Seems like many can relate. Hope things get better for everyone feeling similarly.
>>42825315You can't befriend and change someone who is this far gone. This might not even be fixable with a decade of therapy or ever. Some people are just genuinely evil and you need to accept that to function in this world.
>>42825362( ｡ •̀ ᴗ •́ ｡) heheheheh....
>>42825355hope ur ok lago, queen of lesgen ;~;
>>42825450kill yourself
>>42825362>Some people are just genuinely evillike you luz
Why does this moid even come here? None of his posts are relevant to lesgen
>>42825490office turd just wants to ruin lesgen
>>42825490Im a transbian......( ｡ •̀ ᴗ •́ ｡)Me likey oder trannies
>>42825510You are a narcissistic moid who does not belong here
Harlot has requested i redact my statement about being over the beatles..... i will come to a compromise here and temporarily lift the statement's validity for a span of 30 days, but after that grace period the statement goes back into full effect. Im only doing this because she is so cute..... sigh..women...( ｡ •̀ ᴗ •́ ｡)
>>42825554kill yourself
>>42825554Why bring up harlot? You’re just trying to start drama with her in this thread again.
Why is Lago sad wait I don't care?
>>42825554ew why is she talking to you again? im starting to see why lago doesnt like harlot either
>>42825575No she requested a public statement from me cuz she really likes da beatles...... i used to like the Beatles too to be fairh-i mean, i still do..(for 30 days)
>>42825575Harlot is apparently banned and hopefully it stays that way.
This thread is so ass ever since office turd started posting again.
these previous threads are making me wish I was cis so I could post in clg instead of having to read this shit
Spouse gets mad if I dont clean.Spouse gets mad if I clean too much.Can't winBut my friend? She cleans with me and it's really fucking nice. I try not to think about how maybe I could have found someone to have a functional relationship with if I hadn't jumped for the first person to give me any attention. In any case, cleaned a lot today. Ill count the win.Yuri
Dolls are something Im weird about. Picrel...
Think thats enough for me for today.
my milks? shakedthe girl? yarded
thinking about boobs. not sure if i prefer big or small. thoughts?
>>42825996i like the ones with the nerpsthey good :3
>>42825996All boobs are good boobs. <3Small boobs? Closer hugs, less back pain, can listen to heart easierBig boobs? Softer hugs, fun to play with, booba
>>42825669Let me tell you how it will beThere's one for you, nineteen for meCos I'm the taxwoman, yeah, I'm the taxwomanShould five per cent appear too smallBe thankful I don't take it allCos I'm the taxwoman, yeah I'm the taxwomanIf you drive a car, I'll tax the streetIf you try to sit, I'll tax your seatIf you get too cold I'll tax the heatIf you take a walk, I'll tax your feettaxwoman!Cos I'm the taxwoman, yeah I'm the taxwomanDon't ask me what I want it for (Aahh Mr. Wilson)If you don't want to pay some more (Aahh Mr. Heath)Cos I'm the taxwoman, yeah, I'm the taxwomanNow my advice for those who dieDeclare the pennies on your eyesCos I'm the taxwoman, yeah, I'm the taxwomanAnd you're working for no one but metaxwoman!
Doomed yuri
Now we're cooking with gas :))
I want to die
Radiohead fucking sucks
>>42826378why did you take the photo like you're going to use it for your dark net listing
>>42826491Nah its great
got permabanned from reddit for opposing the war on iran lmao these next few months are gonna be rough
>>42826593>redditGo backOh wait you can't LMAO
I cannot get over the fact that the one who got the bpd baddie the gen was simping over for weeks was office autist of all people im done
>>42826698>luz legitimately thinks he had a shot with harlotEL EM AY OH
>>42826692i dont even like reddit its just that after deleting my twitter and discord in a bpd induced suicidal meltdown 2 years ago(long story) i have been scared of making a new social media again. ig i have a tumblr but im too scared to try and get mutuals there. with reddit i dont have to worry about that stuff and im able to get the newest news about the stuff i like. the website and the community itself sucks ass though. also i have been a 4channer way longer than ive been on reddit i only started using it a year ago. idk what to do now though..
>>42826715So is luz frieren or is luz a different person?
>>42826698give it a week or two and office turd will get bored and start abusing harlot again. enjoy the peace while it lasts. soon this general will be drama only again.
play
newwww sal jiang thing on dynastyscans yay
>>42826698>bpd baddie you mean the clocky straightoid?
>>42826945>judging based on pretransition picsEven for luzian horror this is patheticHer recent pics are 100% passoid
>>42826971no I was judging from the recent ones (I think). she’s obviously anglefrauding
>>42826715>>42826812Is frieren actually luz ??
>>42826988and you've spent your whole life blackfrauding because you're embarrassed about your punjabi heritage and wish you were like the cool rappers you live vicariously through
>>42826998luz wishes he was frieren lol fucking skinwalker
>>42826988Luz is so mad at office they're attacking harlot now kekmao
>>42826999your love for racism is outing you office retard.i dunno what you see in her. she looks very cocky to me. but i guess a manmoder wouldnt be able to tell if someone passes
i am going to hell holy fuck
>>42827027Why nona? Whatever you did it can't be worse than what office has done.
>>42826531Because it looks so cool
>>42826988how can you call office tard evil but in the same breath attack her supposed victim's looks/passability with lies?Make it make sense
>>428270171. not office2. last i checked, it's racist to hate your own race so much that you pretend to be another race
>>42827040Two words: Luzian horrors
>>42827040I wasn’t calling office evil lol I was just commenting on harlot
>>42827077So office isnt evil now?
Office tard is either having a complete mental breakdown and accusing everyone of being Luz or this is all just to stir up drama again. Wouldn't be surprised if >>42826698 was office too
>>42826988Speak for yourself. Creep.
Okay seriously I think harlot is office and all of this is just office playing multiple characters to turn lesgen into dramagen because he hates cis women and especially lago so much
Why do you hate Lucy so much you misgender her and call her a skin walker? I hope it's not because she's an Italian Catholic because I thought our society progressed past that nonsense prejudice
>>42827148If harlot is a real person I feel sorry for her because office retard is using her for drama
Fuck office and harlot, the thread always goes to shit immediately after either of them arrives
>>42827257amen
>>42827150Is Lucy what Luz asks you to call him even tho he hasnt transitioned in any real way?
>>42826838spoke too soon its already dramagen again
>>42827371>he hasnt transitioned in any real wayOhhhhh so luz is actually office?
It's 2026. You can't just misgender Lucy because she's an Italian Catholic member of the Green Party.
>>42822239Because I can be>>42822254No?>>42823023I am>>42823098Nice!>>42823118Really?
>>42827257Yeh i have to agree desu. They have been ruining this general for too long now
Is there a way to get the jannies to permaban office retard and harlot if we collect enough signatures? I would even pay for the privilege of not having to see their drama any more
Harlot is beautiful v_vInside and outBut being pretty on the outside is something many can really do with basic human effort. Being cute and pretty on the inside is the thing that gets me. My standards r very high mhm, u have to be a passoid AND beautiful on the inside. I judge people by the quality of their soul... she has A LOT of potential. And im sorry to say it.. many people here dont have that kinda potential.... sorry.. but i havent found any worthy apprentices other than her here.. she is a genius.. a natural... sigh...women...Good nite frens!
>>42827561Unfortunately she is a harlot and will just leave you for another office man or woman down the line. Oh well enjoy your illusions of love while it lasts.
>>42827617what no dadcrusher does to a mf
If harlot is really falling for the same spiel again then she's retarded. I mean legally speaking mentally retarded and needing assistance and such things. This isn't normal.
>>42827632oh right I forgot office is already cheating on harlot with dadcrusher. They really are meant for each other.
I will sacrifice my first born child to moot if the jannies permanently ban office and harlot I'm so sick of it
>>42827632Thats not lucy. I recognize that poster. I believe they are one of the officesama posters. Regardless >>42827617 there is a fair point to be made that all love is an illusion. There is also a point to be made that perhaps reality is a lie and our dreams are the truth. Life takes place within the mind but the mind is boundless, where as physical reality is limited. With our thoughts we shape the world. Love is born from illusion, delusion. Before we existed, we were just thoughts too, dreams within god's mind, maybe even now we are just dreams experiencing ourselves....... How many of you would understand this intuitively?Probably none, but harlot would.
>>42827666>I will sacrifice my first born child to moot>666This is a sign
>>42827693This is the pseudo intellectual wish wash that 14 year olds think is deep
>>42827693man its so obvious what a manipulative little shit you are its too bad harlot is too dumb to see it
>>42827693Yeah you are just waxing philologically to dodge the truth which is that your soul is already in the depths of Sheol.
>>42827721Yea i am pretty manipulative.. its kinda gross isnt it?... sorry.... its just nature to me for some reason....... sorry... genuinely sorry... so sorry...... but that post? That was my absolute honesty. >>42827708>>42827724Not my tempo!
>>42827752>but that post? That was my absolute honesty. You have never said a single honest thing, especially not to harlot.
>>42827752heh nice whiplash(2014) reference
>>42827752Can you just kill yourself. You sound exactly like some cringy 14 year old edgelord who thinks he's hot shit because he is able to trick a toddler into giving him their lollipop.
>>42827693disk-demon, cycle-creature, what you think is ascension is only the deserved punishment you inflict upon yourself. and you will awaken from the dream in frightened sweat forever. but i have ascended from the disk and the loop, and overmounted all becoming. solo chi pensa presto ha diritto al tempo
>>42827836>>42827836>>42827752Office is right in that you can say anything you want on the internet. That's the only "power" you turds have
>>42827901Sure but that doesn't change the fact that what office is doing is bad.
>>42823863gushing over magical girls!! :D
Mercury retrogirl
Please god let an Iranian missile hit offices home
>office turd
fucken hate this gen so muchi'm expected to memorize 1000s of character details about a bunch of annoying loser trips, many of whom don't even seem to use a tripcode? am i really supposed to give a fuck???
>>42828509We hate them all too
>>42828509no. the only rule to remember is that if a post seems like a retard wrote it, click hide post and ignore.
>>42827978Wha?>>42828509Just ignore shit that isnt about wlw and engage in good-faith conversation about loving women. Ez lyfe
>when she sends you a photo of her gock and its circumcisedew
>>42828509Am I annoying?
CIS guy here, some lesbians use androgynous FTM guys as replacements for the butch they want. Y/N?
>>42829882they can do whatever the fuck they want WHO CARES
>>42829753it's annoying that you named yourself after a terf slur
>>42829974Really? I just like the name because it's the name of Jennifer Tilly's character in the Chucky movies.
>>42825454I don’t know why I only manage to love people who treat me coldly, pretend I don’t exist. I do so much, ask for so little. Can’t even get that.I guess I set that expectation. Should I be too much from the beginning? I don’t know what I’m saying. I don’t even know what I’ve done wrong. lmao
>>42830099i know you're talking about olive but does bnuy do it too? i was under the impression that she was very loving and not a cold type of person at all
>>42830131the thread lore seems to be that she rots/sleeps/isolates more than interacting with lago and won't get her shit together to move out and be with her or even visit often
>>42829980tif is a terf slur but you more seem annoying due to insecurity
>>42830151I'm insecure? How so?
You ever just take your clothes off, curl up into a ball and cry in the shower? It’s actually quite nice. Especially with cold water. And talking to a coworker, she said she had done the same too, so at least I’m not the only crazy one.It’s quite literally effective because le science says it resets your fucking system or some shit. My DBT therapist taught me that. My emotional regulation is still dogshit when shit hits the fan. But this helped last night. So I didn’t have to go to a psych ward which seems smelly and gross. Anyway, would recommend to anyone in a similar scenario, being made to feel like you’re a piece of shit for ???? reasons???? unknown even to the woman telling you you’re a terrible person.
>>42830144oh...
>>42830144Bnuy has actually gotten better about that. We had a nice time in PEI and went out plenty. Sadly it was too fucking cold to do much!!!
>>42830222Oh and not her fault we don’t live together. I need to finish university and save money so I am to blame there. It’s hard though. I think the other person is hurt I am not moving there because I have to stay behind to pay rent. My mom is physically disabled and unemployed. We recently moved bc our building was demolished and went from paying $700 a month to $2300. Love my life. xDJust when you think there’s an escape from poverty, something happens to drag you back down!
>>42830158you lead with "am i annoying?" do you really need me to answer this?
>>42830252That doesn't mean I'm insecure... I was just asking a question?
I just don’t get it.She opened my film camera and destroyed the film I had inside because she was impulsively playing with it. Zoomers, amirite? I knew it was a mistake but I tried so hard to hide my pain. It was full of photos I worked so hard on. Showa era buildings in a secluded part of Tokyo where I quietly picked the best spots and angles.I’ll never get to see those shots. She realized I was about to cry and ran off to cry in her own room out of guilt. Afterwards I held her and pet her head, told her it was okay. Why would the same person do this to me which is a million times more hurtful? I think the red flag was no apology from her. Just assumed one from her sniffling. I think if you are in the same position, it should worry you if you’re the one saying sorry. Sounds obvious in hindsight. kek
>>42830296Are you talking about your sister?
>>42830317LMAO
i love newfriends its like watching a baby giraffe take its first wobbly steps :)
>>42830296narcissists are most driven to manipulate when they know they're in the wrong. i miss celluloid
>>42830328Was I right?
>>42830317No, haha.I got annoyed earlier because she said she pulled away from our kisses because I’m ugly and fat. She’s like a teenager when she wants to insult, it’s just funny and WRONG. Like a barking dog.I, not her, mostly pushed away from kisses! Our first kiss I was overstimulated and felt woozy like I’d actually faint. I have low blood pressure, kek. So I stopped and sat back down.Another time, and I’ve posted about this anonymously, she pushed me up against the wall to kiss me loudly in her kitchen. Which her girlfriend(?) had just exited. Right next to her gf’s room. It was the thirstiest make out session on her part the whole trip. And I pushed her away after a minute because I didn’t want to get killed by her (ex?) gf! LOLFucking telling me she pulled away was INSANE.
>>42830349Who is celluloid…I know, rationally, I did nothing wrong. She is claiming that I only pity her, that I think of her as a sad tranny baby bird I can fix. It’s so idiotic. She knows I look up to her accomplishments. I’ve told her plenty about the stuff I like about her. I’m too grown and have my own actual baby bunnies to raise. I liked her for her.I hate this fucking website for rotting her brain.
>pouring one out for the Tokyo film I’ll never develop
Anyone else’s gf look like this?
>>42830163thanks for the advice I might need it
>>42830507Helped me get some sleep and stop sobbing in front of my family at least. I was genuinely wondering if I should check myself into a psych ward because I’m not killing myself when I have bunnies to feed. Glad I avoided the padded rooms. For now.
>>42830399>Who is celluloidshe's what goes in your camera?
>>42830553Holy shit I’m stupid. LOL I thought it might be a reference to the image like the artist name. My brain is so fucked from all this. I’m a complete novice, calling myself a photographer seems wrong. But I worked so hard on those silly little images.
>>42830296is this about bnuy..
>>42830581ruining film like that is senseless. nothing to do with your skill. just philistinism
I'm confused... all this vague posting is hurting my brain. And I'm the bitch who knows and remembers all the office, harlot, and frieren drama.
>>42830762No! Bnuy wouldn’t have done that in the first place.>>42830784Sorry lol, I’ll message you about it later. The person I’m talking about gets furious when I mention her here, but what else am I supposed to do when I’m given the silent treatment. I feel like I’m going crazy and y’all understand somewhat. I think because we all meet similar people here.
>>42830820Okay! Just let me know!
>>42830820>>42830857why don't you two date? this is the lesbian general, after all
>>42830820>wont message you so you have to do here imagine giving others so much shit about this then doing it yourself
>>42830820it's clearly olive isn't it
Bruh this chat is actually making me feel bad for lago. The notion of destroying the camera film and then crying about it in your room instead of owning up to the mistake is enraging just to read. Ill never understand why people put up with such abusive behavior. Even if it was from autists. Like jeez there must be more fish in the sea.If i had accidentally destroyed harlot's film I would be profusely apologizing and I try and find a way to restore it (I would probably succeed because tyranny of will) and then even in the worst case scenario where I couldnt fix it Id at least get her something she likes i dunno what straightoids like uhh barbie lego i guess..
>>42830930compassion is ethics
>>42830926no, it's acorn, lago's secret gf
>>42830930nah dont feel bad for her. we've told her multiple times that olive is an abusive weirdo but she always keeps coming back to her. she did that on purpose and lago knows it. her relationship with olive is similar to yours and harlots in that regard
>>42830953Mhm mhmYou seem like a really good person and a great judge of character v_v
this is a good reminder to examine and reconsider the abuse I put up with from people who say they care or that I might be dealing out to others
>>42830868Tiffany is like a little sibling to me. She keeps being a little shit, but I know she can be nice. I hope.>>42830953Okay but I have actually met her irl and been physically intimate with her, in my defense. Killing myself due to being compared to shartfice drama now. Ritual seppuku style.Idk she was doing better but I think her chaser moid got bored of his novelty broken bird so she thinks I’m the same as him since we also met on 4chan. I’m guessing. She won’t tell me the actual reason she suddenly decided I’m horrible and why she only messages me animal gifs and insults and weird allusions to disappearing or doing illegal activities against glowies. It’s just REALLY confusing and bizarre.
>>42831051tbf harlots also in a much more desperate difficult position then you and is she is put in a position where office publicly humiliates and gets shamed by you and everyone
>>42831051damn i was feeling bad for lago and she immediately ruins it. harlots also still nice pretty much everyone who is mean to her
>>42831085It isn’t trying to shame, it’s more screaming into the void. Do you think I don’t wish I could scream at myself back then? She doesn’t even know this person. But she is deeply emotionally vulnerable, yeah. I do agree her situation is worse.>>42831105Sorry, that was mean. I was trying to be light in the wrong moment. Mind you, the situation is shit. Not her. The people harassing her by feigning concern are the shit sticking up the thread. I’m not doing the right thing poking fun like that, though. It’s infuriating and I’m directing my anger at the wrong person. Because shes the only person I think will listen since I can understand a bit.I’m just like olive. lolGod I hate myself.
>shartlet
>hUrT pEoPLe hUrT pEoPle
>>42830099yeah some ppl can be difficult to get through toshamefully theres not much that can be doneand setting expectations is not good imo, when it comes to mental health one of the worst things you can do is set expectations, especially for someone else
having a cis gf who acts like a transbian, has transbian coded hobbies, and mostly has mtf friends would be hot...
>>42831152>The people harassing her by feigning concern are the shit sticking up the thread.So true lago people caring about someone getting abused are the problem in this thread. I guess no one should give a fuck about you too and tell you to leave.
>>42831204Not everyone, it’s obvs who is trolling.>>42831197I wonder if this exists… where the cis women at??
>>42831197cis transwoman x trans ciswoman
>>42831160Ahhh, I think maybe it is not a good idea to have said I’d drag her to therapy myself and force feed her meds. More than half serious.It’s hard to walk the line between being an encouraging friend and not being overbearing. For me, at least.
>>42831241encourage positive actions and forgive bad daysrecovery isnt linear, bad days happen but that doesnt make them permenant, just try to make her happy whenever you canthats how you properly support someoneexpectations can feel like a contract, like being an object or an investment, very dehumanising
>>42830953Yep sounds exactly like harlot and office. Both of them can go to hell.
>>42831275Oh yeah, I try to do that. I can be pushy when it comes to therapy/meds but it’s frustrating when she says it doesn’t work and refuses to go/take.I guess that is the moment I choose either putting up with it (which is detrimental to myself) or ending it. But easier said than done. Can’t change anyone else’s actions but it hurts so much watching them choose to continue suffering. Why humans do this…>>42831285picrel
>>42831329speaking from experience therapy and meds arent some magical cure allmy last therapist basically threatened me last time i was having a meltdown and my medication is woefully insufficientI found that cutting out the negative relationships in my life (my family) and focusing on the good (my gf) helped way more than therapy or pills ever did for meI dont see that therapist anymore and im doing better because of it
>>42831329You can say the same thing about harlot and yourself. Why do you do this yourselves? Why don’t you listen to what people are telling you? I’m sure there are others who would date you and not treat you like shit
>>42830222at least there are some positive notes in the lagosaga
test…
>>42825886That’s a sweet moment. I love doing those things, little chores and errands with my gf become enjoyable. Grocery shopping together too. I feel so adult yet playful, if that makes sense. Like we’re being real humans but it’s fun. Fuck lol I sound autistic.
If I dress slutty in GTA online women players never say hi to me. But once I cosplay as a redneck they are very interested in me and even sending me friend requests. What are the implications of this /lesgen/?>pic related
>>42826916Goddd i wish I wasn’t too deppresso and had given your post attention. Thank u for sharing, anon!
womp womp i’m out the brig and ppl still talk about me even though i was basically banned for 4 days.. it’s like it’s not exactly my fault the gen is shit.. jk it is partly ummm wish everyone well sorry lagos going through it n everyone too. also sorry to those i’ve hurt. sorry i’m back… also i deserve the hate and stuff stop defending me doesn’t matter>>42831285this.. well not office but ik do
>>42831329>trying to make your friend to take meds that stop her from orgasming that's cruel... just because you have an orgasm denial fetish doesn't mean you should force it on your friends
>>42831399its your girlfriend’s fault the gen is shit
>>42830502my friend i'm in love with looks like that
>>42831407this gen’s looking like the bible with its verses lost in time lost in meaning on the poeple who surround you it’s a crying shame you know it’s a crying shame
>>42831399I was really hoping you would be permanently banned please take your drama back to discord
>>42831437erm actually it has been scientifically proven me posting or not the shit lingers on soo maybe stop stinking up too baby buddy luv
>>42831353There are so many horrible therapists out there. I almost got committed to a psych ward for merely admitting to suicidal ideation (NOT a plan). Dumbass new therapist. They locked me in a room and demanded i go to the hospital or have the police called on me. Absolutely retarded escalation. I almost never went back and only did because I got an apology weeks later from a different therapist assigned to me.She sucked too because she was annoyingly Christian and tried to get me to say I’m only a lesbian due to trauma. But anyway, yes, you are right.The reason I get upset with this woman is because it *has* helped her up to a certain point, but she is terrified of admitting to suicidal ideation and being committed and she has a whole bunch of other therapist related trauma. I just feel helpless. I don’t know what else to say/do. It’s always the wrong thing to her. I wish she understood how much I care about her. I’m scared she’s pushing me away as a form of self harm. She’s been insulting me now and it just makes me sad because I know she doesn’t mean it. She’s doing it so I hate her. Thats why she used to post awful shit here. It’s her method of self harm. Sorry I’m starting to lose my train of thought. lol
>>42831444This thread was fine before your retard boyfriend arrived and it’s most likely going to get much worse now
>>42831399why were you banned?
>>42831445its ok it sounds messy, i get it too i also used to push my gf away when I wasnt feeling ok, she still stuck with me idk whyhopefully she can still find the energy to speak to her therapist at some point then, but yeah from what Ive heard getting locked up in america is pretty bad, cant blame her for being scared
>>42831406Sex is icky! picrel >>42831360To be fair to myself, I know I deserve better.It just hurts to watch someone you love choose to destroy themself. Like being tied up but not in sexy way.It kills me that everyone I know in real life plus people online tell me to “cut that bitch out” of my life. It hurts hearing people speak of someone you love and know like that. I’ve interacted with her in person and I know how she can be when she’s stable and happy.But those times are rare, I guess.
>I insulted and pushed away a girl who loved me because I was afraid she hated me and now she actually hates me and I'll never get her back how could this happen to me
Harlottta channnnn ur so cute when ur free.... out of the brig ur so cool pilled... youve been through it rough...Can i have a kiss plz ( ｡ •̀ ᴗ •́ ｡)
>>42831466when did lago insult her? did I miss something?
>>42831471no, I'm relating to the other side of things...
>>42831459I’ve gone through this with my gf… she set the expectation that it can work out… ;___;My gf was… something else when we were younger.
>>42831451hm hm yes it’s almost like you are the stinky one>>42831456uhhh i made a lesgen offshoot thread(real dramagen) devolved into ppl posting sp*ders saying my greatest fear since earliest memories is going to happen and is deserved, so i started suicide posting with face and ended up doxxing info about myself idk. i didn’t know that was illegal. now for the deliberation by the poeple at home watching on their teles don’t self dox… and i was banned a day before that for cam whore ummmmm but i have done hard time and am a reformed anon excited to cumtribute or something
>>42831467hi hi sure in dms only… pda is weird and kinda awkward…
>>42831492Awwwww..but i like bragging >_>....... We can work on that *fletcher voice*
kek frieren cucked once again
>>42831478my gf didnt set any expectations and I didnt for her, we both met at very bad places in our lives, but she's been more supportive of me than anyone else in my life and from what i've heard and seen I have been for her too, even when i acted outidk your relationship well enough to really be able to compare but i do know that i would do literally anything to help her, its been tough but things have gotten better
>>42831495lol i figured but… idk i am probably going to try and post less and be less crazy. i have calmed down a lot.. as you can tell not fully shitting up your dms(though i still kinda am) ummmm but yeh some pda ig is nice ummm.. *pats you on the back* see isn’t that nice
>>42831495sigh okay fine…. *licks your face all over* okay that is nice *licks my hands and rubs them on the back of your neck* hm i like that too ^_^ *kisses corners of your mouth* *tries to lick in your nose*
>>42831497nah but fr office and harlot are both horrible for what they did to her
>>42831501>i am probably going to try and post less and be less crazy>>42831522>immediately falls back into the same old public humiliation ritual
>>42831522lady get a grip mygod
someone get the spiders
RIP lesgen it was nice to have at least half the threads not be drama for a day or two
>>42831497>>42831529these are both frieren(maybe prolly)and i got caught same fagging defending myself about her when i was banned and i apologize for that because i was being unnecessarily mean about it.. however even though it is easier to defend and advocate for myself in third person i will try and do it some now. i was extremely limerent and self destructive over someone else when she got involved, i told her every step of me and her flirting to exercise caution because im clearly a mess, i was checking in regularly if she was comfortable in confusing circumstances, she guilt trips me regularly over difficult things in dms though ik she cares it just sucks especially knowing she hopes i drop everything and dates her, she is definitely a majority of anons who bring her up to further guilting me knowing im genuinely hoping still all this ends in my death somewhat, she is the sp*der poster she admitted this and has told me multiple times as anon i deserve spider rape dimension a place i’ve had visions of since childhood and wish i never shared here. i don’t think she has said as bad of things as office but is approaching it tbhon. i still care about her a lot and hope she readds me. i was being genuine about polly(ridiculous ik)and i like her a lot and even love her as a person and friend. i hate myself a lot over hurting her but yeah idk crucify me random anons(mostly frieren)
>>42831570its a bit narcissistic to assume all of these are friren being in love with you. youve been shitting up this gen for weeks do you think everyone here likes you?
new bread>>42831602
>>42831522WTHAT THE HECCKKKKKKKL ARGJJJJ IM GETTING OVER STIMULATED ;_;
>>42831378No no, youre right. Like, there is a sense of playfulness added to any activity done with someone you love. Things like cleaning and grocery runs are solemn and boring tasks with my spouse - often stressful... but with my friend, its literally just another chance to hang out. I LOVE co-working. I dont work well on my own.>>42831570Hm, that makes some things make sense.
