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you've met with a terrible fate, haven't you?
>>42848449...herpes
Thoughts on JG Thirlwell's cheekbones?
>>42848449bisexuality
>>42848463the way he holds his neck accentuates the asymmetries in his face
>>42848467Disgusting thing
God I'm such a cumslut
>>42848463like an older cillian murphy
twinks that ai misgenders without assistance
>>42848504in what way
Awake and mad.And I haven't even watched the news yet.
life is about quality, not quantity.
my quality sucks
What language is this?https://youtu.be/XW3aaEL0OVc?si=yg3I_FCL8OyqUk5B
squeak
>>42848635sounds african
Fat.
Who called?
>>42848821Gay fat bitch.
penis
White teenage lifters-!Stop trying to build muscle!You are too young to trainYou are ruining your bodyYour parents are bad for allowing itYou have body dysmorphiaIt's vaguely gayIt's toxic masculinityWait until you are an adult to begin these habitsEat the soi, watch the porn, buy games, worship blacks and get the vax instead
butthole
i hate that bear = fat fuck. bear should = hairy muscle guy, not average american
>>42849004>>42849073now kiss
why do people think I'm autistic :(>>42848351yes
y thread ded
>>42849378i don’t feel like posting because i turned my life into a hell that i can’t escape
>>42849378tripfags kill it deaddelta has been posting nothing here for over a decaderest of the site is troons, keeps gays away
>>42849447that's why I post>>42849462sad
>>42849447post thru it for us
I remember when nighttime gaygen was down to just slayer desperately replying to pancakes spam for a week, both of them cluelessly wondering why the thread was empty. Hilarious.
>>42849535that at least was entertaining
was grocery shopping last night looking around the cheeses and this hetfag couple rounded the corner of the display at the same time i didliterally had to squish myself up against it to make space as they walked side by sidesometimes it feels like i don't even exist
>>42849573It's not your fault others are rude.
>>42849573you have to get loud with people like that or they don’t learn
shoulda hit em with a rogeresque EXCUSE me
>>42849551no it wasn't
>>42849551tsucker and mr pancakes were the worst posters to ever do it i would rather read timur’s neuroleptic induced ramblings about dumb fucking commie raccoons
Why do you think hooters failed?
>>42849709having to treat women like people
>>42849709needs shirtless femboys desu
>>42849721>shirtlessBut where would it say "femboy hooters?"
>>42849709Too many fat chicks. Kind of how gay strip clubs are always balding d-list 36 year old slobs.
>>42849750on the butt
>>42849751you should be legally obligated to berate any fat person you see
>>42849775Maybe the second o in hooters could be the butthole? Paige we need a quick draft of this thx
>>42849607:( thank you anon>>42849610i talk back to people when i feel like it's safe like if they're in a car or something but in situations like that im way too scared of getting beaten up
>>42849781I'd cum then eat more out of shame
>>42849795Post height and weight. I'm guessing diminutive
>>42849818Post hole. I'm guessing quite blown out
>>42849818no i'm 180cm tall and 70kg
>>42849836Where was this sassiness when that bitch moved in on your cheese?
>>42849781I don't think that would be helpful. I do think they should be afforded inpatient institutional treatment options like any other addiction rehab though. They symptoms are physical but the disorder is emotional or mental. Over indulgence is a stress reaction. The obesity causes more stress, so it becomes a spiral. Some people just need to get smart about diet choices. Others need full immersive rehab. Women approaching middle age seem to be the most at-risk. It's just a fact that most people are trained to eat poorly from the culture. Then they become parents and it gets even worse in the next generation. People tend to think fitness is for someone else and that its exclusionary. Or they form adversarial relationships with food. Most commonly, they are both working and simply don't know how to prepare meals that are both tasty and nutritious. So time spent on preparation becomes a factor too. This seems especially true for families where both parents are working.
>>42849700Hey hey hey tsucker I get but mr pancakes is handsome intelligent and entertaining and a barrel of laughs and is a humble queen who keeps the party going.
>>42849873>5'9" 150lbs>not diminutiveCouldn't stand between me and my cheese
https://x.com/i/status/2029193162267213965
>>42849886
does cuddling actually feel so good, or have I just built it up in my mind as something fantastic such that when I actually experience it again, it'll feel underwhelming and I'll switch to wanting to sleep by myself
>>42849920>Cigar smoking daddy sits back as his suck buddy gives him a hot slurping hard and fast blowjob. FUCKING HOT! Like and RT?Cringe. Xitters are either hot or good at captions. Never both
>>42849939mix of both like sometimes it’s just too hot
Need anemic bf with cold extremities I can warm with my genital heat
Why the hell would I want to unconscious around anyone?
>>42849913180cm is 5'10 and right along the average male height if not above it actually so bleh
>>42850066Awfully defensive for such a little guy
Might cave and get a big arch
You know its really not my job to be the only fucking one to keep this thread running all the time. Learn some goddam communication skills.
Get a life
>>42850226What do you want to talk about?
Video games were best when the entire plot was just one paragraph.
>>42850264But the best video game of all time, CODMW2, had a relatively complex plot with a lot going on. Would be one hell of a long paragraph.
>>42850264>g-word picture>shit opinion goes together like rights on whites
>>42850280MW2 had a plot? I only played the multiplayer
>>42850293Yeah it was sick>no Russians>red dawn sequence>defending a fucking applebees>favella bits>creeping through the blizzard>SOOOOOOAP
Forgot about the dope ass snowmobile shit too
These pretzels are making me thirsty
isn't jerry seinfeld a pedophile
These shotas are making me thirsty
>>42850478He dated a 17 yo when he was 39
what is that a crime now
>>42850540It is in my stateBut not in new york
My mother won’t stop watching AI generated videos on YouTube :-/
>>42850574Same here. 16-17yos can sleep with whomever they want as long as they're not a student and the partner isn't their coach or teacher and 21+.
>>42850606https://youtu.be/c1aHYOyRphE
>>42850606Bless her for finding anything online she can enjoy at her age in these times. If I was an old lady today I would think the internet was Satan's monument to his conquest over humanity and every screen a portal to demons. Let the poor woman enjoy her new toy. The world doesn't have much else left to offer the old dear.
>>42850624I think here there is some law that you can't even sleep with a student if they are 18 just because they are a student. I mean I get it but its strange. There was a case where the girl was a day from turning 18 the last day of school and they still tried to throw the book at him. The girl pleaded for his dismissal.I have really had it with these dickless chuds who want to act like boys are girls when some ditzy 26 year old woman teacher sleeps with some 11th grade teenager as some smart ass tit-for-tat response to "equality". Yes she's stupid and needs to be fired but for fucks sake get a grip. She didn't "ruin" the boys life. She gave him a story for a lifetime. Sharia for women makes more sense every day. Feminism turns men into the same whiny pussies. "That 'poor' boy'." Gimme a fuckn break.
Excuse me goddammit I am speaking.
>>42850688women should at least have to test in to society this shit isn’t working on any level
I have a middle aged Iraqi friend who went full degenerate with one of the Call of War games, Idr which one. Totally fell into it. To be fair, he did have to plot his escape from Iraq during Saddam. Maybe that had something to do with it.
there are women who are equal but it’s a lot rarer than we pretend
>>42850786I think women should be treated with decency and respect. But I still maintain that they more closely resemble a primate mammal product than the species itself. I think they seem like underdeveloped retards because they basically were selected to be. They don't survive unless men bring them food and give them safe shelter. Basically an egg with an attached vestigial nervous system and limbs. To be fair, they have to be irrational to accept life under men as a wife. Its a feature, not a flaw.And I still fundamentally believe men are responsible for everything because only men can be. So I have no patience for men who accept the brainwashing that women are essentially male brains inside a body with tits and a vagina. If you are a man that believes women think- actually think- the way men do and then act confused when they behave like children, the man is as much of an idiot as any woman. First accept that it is a child at best for life, and then figure it out from there.
>>42850794Even if that were true, a woman who is equal to a man is a defective woman by definition.Being deserving of equal protection from abuse as men does not actually make them the same as men. It does not mean they are entitled to be given the same responsibilities or role as men because they are not men. Children deserve equal protection from abuse as adults but we don't make them airline pilots or let them buy real estate.Idw argue about it though. Everyone deserves their view. You either get it or you don't. If you don't, it's not a judgment. Having some idealism isn't a sin.
If someone doesn't give me something to be mad about pretty soon I'm gonna be pissed.
Bros slay the spire 2 comes out tomorrow and I'm still only on the first part of act 3 in mewgenics :(
women are whores
>>42850920I didn't know you were such a vidya enthusiast. I'm glad you have a hobby to enjoy. I should look into that Mewgenics. You showed it before with the soundtrack and it looks like a lot of fun.
>>42850906the last QR codes are gonna get used up by june and there's no replacement for them yet
>>42850998Well that's disturbing. I guess that's a start. Fear not; if it gets in the way of someone making money, they will surely find a solution.
>>42850998Myth bustedhttps://tech.yahoo.com/general/articles/no-were-not-running-qr-150016798.html
>>42850967I only play league of legends and roguelikes and I haven't played league in monthsMewgenics is kino tho
God I wish I looked like this.
>>42851089I can tell you know a lot more about vidya than me. I have a lot of fun modding just one game and have played others, but I don't consider myself a real gamer. I watch some streams about one though. I always wanted to play others more but never have the time or attention for it anymore. I was big into them once, but once I got into modding, that became my bigger pass time.I thought you mentioned something called Factorio I was just looking at. I might be mistaken though; it may have been someone else.
Hello, good evening! I had a long day of doing errands and fell asleep, but I'm awake now.>>42844525Anon nooo>>42845633>Thank you Marina. It's not just you, many people have difficulty relating. I find more often than not, thats not a bad thing, because I would not want to relate to most people today. You just have the disadvantage of coming from better people than most.You're welcome, and yes, sometimes I do find it hard to relate. My family usually attributes it to my autism, but I sometimes wonder how different I would be if I was raised in a different environment with different circumstances.>It sounds like you had a perfect cat indeed. It sounds like my mother's cat, which was crazy friendly and loved pets. Most cats are snobbish towards me. I always figured they clocked that I am actually much more stupid than most people realize. They surely act that way towards me lol.I do wonder what it is about us that animals find appealing and why one might get attached to one person more than another. Some people say it's whoever feeds them but I feel it goes deeper than that. And you seem pretty smart to me. :)>I am very sorry for his passing. I had pets that passed, one in particular from very long ago when I was a kid that I still think about every day. That is, I remember playing with her right before I fall asleep. I don't even know why, but I do.Thank you, and I'm sorry for yours too. I believe there's always a part of them that stays with us even when they're no longer around, like something in our brains that expects them to show up any day even if it doesn't make sense.>Be blessed and be well, Marina.Thank you, and you too, Anon <3
1am. I'm having coffee and pie. Watching Twin Peaks.
>>42851117I was talking about it with an anon the other night. It's basically a logistics simulator.You might like it on account of the autism factor.
>>42851119Thank you Marina, you are very kind. I really do think you come from better people than most. Consider, its harder to be good people, so there are fewer of them. So people who come from good families are naturally, as a matter of math, going to find it harder to relate to most other people. There are a lot of people in your situation, so you should not consider it such a disadvantage. It just means you have a better built in filter. If you related to most people, it would mean you relate to their character weaknesses more too.You say you are autistic, but they say that about a lot of people for a lot of things, so much so that it doesn't really explain anything anymore if it ever did. If you were raised differently in a different environment, you wouldn't be you, and I think that would be a loss.I think for a lot of animals, there is probably some truth to that idea about feeding them, but it clearly is not all of them. Animals not only have personality as a species, but specifically for the individuals. And of course you know cats have all sorts of personalities. So it sounds as though you had one of the best. I would agree that in your case, there was certainly more to it than food. I think it was clear that he was a product of a very loving home, and probably sensed that he was blessed to have you and share yours. And besides, its just a fact some animals are smarter than others of the same species...
>>42851107if you looked like that I wouldn't have left
>>42851321... I don't think I am especially smart. I have some education, I am hyper-literate, have some eloquence or articulation and diction. I abstract somewhat well, and am marginally above average. But that's not quite the same thing as being smart.One thing is certain, I have gotten a lot dumber from age. Mostly just hopelessly neurotic. Now I am more informed on specific things, but don't place any especial importance on it. Being full of trivia isn't actually all that useful. So I probably seem smart to some people, but I don't organize information especially well, and am not particularly pragmatic.And that's a much better test of "smart". People can be a lot more basic in their thinking, much less educated and a lot smarter. I was reminded of that when I met kids from the rural country areas in the south. They didn't have a lot of education or big words but were exceptionally skilled in practical things that actually mattered more than academic conversations. Put succinctly, they were effective with much less.My point being cats seem to have a Zen-like ability to see right through me lol. All they see is a gawking baboon trying to interest them in some string like a child, are not impressed, and make no effort to hide their contempt. It's like, "Just give me the damn tuna or f***off, loser" lol> I believe there's always a part of them that stays with us even when they're no longer aroundYeah the one I mentioned stuck with me. Maybe because it was a part of my developing years. So now, looking back, I can see my flaws more clearly, and gave me the chance to learn about myself, as well as learn about the people around me, many years after the fact, because others interacted with her too. Like that one person said, "Animals are what make us human."Sorry for rambling so much. It was just a lot of food for my thoughts. I hope you are well and rested from your errands, and have a bright day ahead. Be well.
>>42851261>You might like it on account of the autism factor.lolI would be mad except that frankly makes sense. After all, I did say I spent a lot of time in Sim City. Idk if thats autistic but its close enough to being a spaz.
>>42849939I'm like this and then remember I have trouble sleeping just having someone breathing in the same room as me
>>42851350I assumed that you meant vice city
>>42851372lol no but that was a fave too. I'm sure you've heard me ramble about it and boasting about staying in the real life Vercetti hotel. Despite being full of memes it was disturbingly realistic. Several of the GTA games are like time travel for someone my age, which I assume was intentional.I still don't know what to think of VI yet. Supposedly its going to revolutionize the entire idea of gaming with the advent of a new matrix with a universe that just keeps growing. Idk if thats your sort of thing though. I sense you are more about gameplay like a normal gamer than world building like me.
I like playing Disgaea and Path of Exile, but there's so much to do; I get tired thinking about it. The min-max is fun though. All super technical. But I have to plan what I do ahead of time to make progress. Otherwise I spend the whole time in menus thinking about what to do.
>I have to plan what I do ahead of timenice try, we know blacks cant do this
In 2021, Texas State Representative James Talarico, a Democrat representing District 50, argued during a Public Education Committee hearing that there are "six really common biological sexes" based on chromosomal variations, rather than just the binary of XX (female) and XY (male). Talarico argued that sex is a spectrum, not a rigid binary. The Six Types: Talarico stated that beyond XX and XY, there are variations including single X, XXY, XYY, and XXXY.
>>42851411I'll definitely play the new gta when it comes out. I doubt it will be much different than previous games though. I have a feeling that they are going to more heavily focus on the multiplayer skinner box stuff (which completely disinterests me) than actual cool features, but just the engine will make it pretty fun to fuck around in for a while.
>>42851494I would say those are chromosomal anomalies, and that they are still based in binary outcomes. If someone is born with a tail, we don't call them a new species. It's understood that they have a defect. Likewise, people with chromosomal disorders still express a gender and typically live by it.There's been an effort to deliberately conflate transgenders with intersexed, sort of a medical nutshell game, suggesting that if people can be born with sex ambiguity physically, then trans are physical ambiguities, and therefore ??? have no medical choice, which is the same crap they tried to pull with gays in the early nineties using the same misinterpreted sloppy studies, just to bolster legal arguments, effectively declaring gays as some sort of mutant race because the "choice" aspect was considered an obstacle to legal sympathies.If there really were a biological cause for trans and it could be tested to discern them from psychotics, no one would take it and would instead form a class action against whoever created the test.
Big cock. Big brain.Too bad you can't say the same.
>>42851520I am expecting big things from the graphics and mechanics. But I also expect they intend to monetize the heck out of it.I like gameplay and missions, but have always been more of a free-roamer. That's why I fell in so deep with San Andreas and modding, because it gave me all the material to work with.My hope is that VI is so diverse that one doesn't need a lot of mods. I never played RD2 either; I think Delta is the local expert on that. Its said to be quite something. I just mention it because VI is said to take a lot of the tech from RD2 and then some, naturally.I really like to explore and customize though, thats the appeal to me. I am more of a tourist, really. I could never bear the stress that people who are constantly on missions online put up with. I would crack up from the constant pressure. I've seen what it does to people and Idw end up like that.
>>42851541https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC8955456/https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC10068286/
>Focusing on RSFC, we demonstrated for the first time, that a simple 5-min resting-state scan of the human brain may provide a sufficiently strong basis to predict sexual orientation in healthy participants with high accuracy. Adding to the corpus of previous neuroimaging studies, our results are compatible with the interpretation that sexual orientation is linked to certain patterns of RSFC which can be used for the prediction of this highly complex human trait. This observation potentially supports a neurobiological component of sexual orientation: Such an accurate prediction of homo- versus heterosexual orientation is only plausible if RSFC allowed extracting predictive rules to tell apart the 2 sexual orientations.
>>42851613I only scanned them as they are very long and evolved. I think I take your point though. I am certainly not saying people don't have different brains that could theoretically, if arbitrarily, be profiled against gender. Which is kind of the point; to say someone is more female than male in some way is to imply what female and male are. And if you do that, then you are simultaneously saying what a female brain "should" be. Or perhaps you are alluding to the tests, and that is the context.I guess it's all been said before.For example, lets say we have an objective description of what a female brain is, and it appears in a male body. It's not clear to me how useful it is for that person to identify as a woman anymore than a man with gynecomastia.Likewise, its a paradox, because what if the person has a typical male brain but still "feels" like a woman? If so, then of what use is a medical diagnosis of differentiation? Are we saying he has less right to identify as a female? And where is the value of choice in all this? You would immediately set off a competition between "true" trans and those who identify for other reasons. Eventually you end up going down the rabbit hole of legitimacy and definitions, and it just becomes an endless argument.Ultimately, this is all about ego and money. There is money to be made and egos seeking recognition. And I don't think its a very rewarding endeavor to legitimize, especially under the guise of "treatment".And even putting aside all that, you still have the issue of authorities and competence. If this is the foundation for batshit females to claim their son wants his nuts chemically removed and the law insists she has a right to authorize it, is that really some benefit?And all of this attempts to disguise what this is all about: obsession with sex and, worse, children. Nothing good can come from legitimizing these obsessions, whether it is the individual or the crackpot parent glomming on to a fad.
>>42851680If it is true, then it will be undeniable and everyone will know it. But more likely, this funded project for some academics will fade into obscurity like every other attempt to link "sexual orientation" to some medical definition.You can find correlations between anything and then claim there is some murky causation. But until it is definitive, its just claptrap for the laity. I have seen some version of this research bonanza for decades in essentialist queer theory, and it always ALWAYS ends with some loose ended question that no one bothers following up on once the money runs out and some tard gets published, and its discarded a year later.And then there's the question of what is it worth, and to who?If you have a predictive test, then predict. If it is so self evident, then there should be no question and it can be employed. Somehow, it never makes it that far, and just ends up fading away as another argument for its own sake that never goes anywhere.Which is sort of what we are doing now, and why I'd rather abstain from it. Ultimately all we end up doing is proving that a theory is a theory. We never get to any practical application, just suggestions that never realize.
are we team destiny or team pisco here?
>>42851793who the fuck is pisco
>>42851541>>42851613>>42851680>>42851714tldr of the studies:Brain structure differences exist between different sexualities and can be measured. Sufficiently advanced methods of measuring these differences (machine learning) are able to predict the sexuality of a person from a non invasive brain scan. There really is a biological cause for sexuality and it is predictive with a high degree of certainty. (92% accuracy albeit in a small sample size. Accuracy will improve as methods improve)Non tldr: (don't read unless you are boomeranon)>lets say we have an objective description of what a female brain is, and it appears in a male bodyThere is no such thing as an objective description of a female brain unless you are talking about an individual female. What does exist is a distribution of all female brains and all male brains. The same is true for trans brains, gay brains, and probably the brains of people whose favorite color is orange.While you could make the argument that someone has the "choice" of saying that their favorite color is blue, despite their brain indicating with a high degree of certainty that their favorite color is orange, that person would exist as an outlier within the distribution.Ironically, the people that have a "choice" of preference are the real outliers.>Likewise, its a paradox, because what if the person has a typical male brain but still "feels" like a woman?They are an outlier>then of what use is a medical diagnosis of differentiation?It's useful for the vast majority of people who are not outliers>Are we saying he has less right to identify as a female?The question of rights is completely separate from the discussion of biological reality. I think that everyone should have every right that doesn't infringe on the rights of others.>You would immediately set off a competition between "true" trans and those who identify for other reasonsSure, this happens with literally everything though.
>>42848463Looks like tumor
not often do i find a gay dude who is genuinely cute enough to want as my bf. i dont quite understand the formula for it though. attraction. it's an inexplicable feeling, like, a natural instinct or something. to yearn for a male in such a way
the men i date vs me x3
>>42851714>this is all about ego and moneyI think this is just your own ego and cynicism talking>If this is the foundation for batshit females to claim their son wants his nuts chemically removed and the law insists she has a right to authorize it, is that really some benefit?What if we had a brain scan that we could do as a requirement before transition and we didn't allow people who didn't "pass" the scan to transition before the age of 18? This would benefit the vast majority of "real" trans people and also exclude the outliers who really are just hapless victims of social contagion.>Is that really some benefit?It absolutely would be for the people that are not outliers.>all of this attempts to disguise what this is all about: obsession with sex and, worse, childrenSex and children are biological imperatives>>42851759>If it is true, then it will be undeniable and everyone will know itThat isn't true and you know it. There are many true things that a lot of people don't believe.>If you have a predictive test, then predict. If it is so self evident, then there should be no question and it can be employedGive it 20 years or so
>>42851793will never be team destiny, i feel bad for his kidsimagine having to go to school with everyone knowing your dad is a cocksucker
>>42851952as if being "destiny's child" wasn't bad enough!
>>42851881pisco is destinys ghost writer. has been for years, destiny doesnt come up with his own ideas but takes them from other people. they recently had a falling out when destiny was found guilty of possessing CSAM. and pisco has been growing on youtube getting tons of collabs with bigger people in left wing media. >>42851952yeah destiny is a massive piece of shit. his own son turned into a groyper and is constantly calling him out on twitter lmao. also destiny is a confirmed pedophile as he possessed CSAM as proven by his court documents and he admitted it on a youtube interview in which he sent a screenshot of CSAM to the interviewer, who then proceeded to call the police and file a report on destiny.
Beans
>>42852028kawaii
>>42852022ok idc abt this left wing bubble im a chud
>>42851900>>42851951Did read and you make valid points and, moreover, valid ideas, although I don't know how you would implement them legally. I think maybe we are talking past each other; that is, I am trying to see an endpoint where it becomes physically useful *by way of being deployed/utilized*. That is to say, where it survives scientific scrutiny and peer review enough to be put into use. To me, it appears to veer disturbingly close to modern day phrenology. Describing a thing we imagine based on what we see does not mean the description proves something is real. That is how superstition and religion start. And I still don't understand what merit there is or who is served by proposing these things.It's just not black or white. People go through sexuality phases. People experiment. People choose to reject their sexual options for fidelity and family. People change identities. I feel choice matters and nothing is deterministic, and what is deterministic is not a mandate. Which brings me back to "who is this for and why?"That is not to say that I condone being a luddite either. I just think we should take our time before enabling eugenicists, especially if it turns out to be another mirage. I have seen so many, so naturally I look at essentialism with a lot of caution...
>>42852103... You have to remember, all this essentialist stuff came out previously from Nazi's before it had a name, and I was in my youth right at the turning point when the fight for choice was crucified, the agenda changed, and for the benefit of people who did not have the interests of common people in mind when they upended the whole civil rights direction based on such claims. I spent an enormous amount of time studying to become qualified in the debate and gave the other side endless fair hearings. Not with homophobes, mind you, but fellow sexual minority academics. It was a constant battle between "These are the facts we know" vs. "But what if...?". And apparently "what if" won and we never legitimized choice ever again.Anyways, I do appreciate it but I ask to retire the topic, from my end at least, for now. I feel like I crapped up the thread too much as it is. All I meant to do was respond to anons chromosome interpretation.But I appreciate you taking the time to support your views, and I feel they are valid points to make.Many thanks again for good discussion and, of course, its worthwhile food for thought. Be well.
>>42852111Hi Boomy. Hope you're good today and not being naughty
>>42852111Also, thank you for the orange analogy. It was helpful and resonated.
>>42852117Here. This post is me
>>42852117Hi! I was hoping to see you. I'm sorry I missed your post earlier with White's wee pink beans lolI was looking up your pain condition earlier. I was wondering if its ok to discuss, I understand if you would rather not.I guess all I wanted to say was that it was sort of heartbreaking to read about, and scary for some people. I know I wont say anything you don't already know, but it would rid me of the anxiety of not knowing.It said that there are some pain medications, but its not obvious to me that they would help, like Gabapentin, which is pretty hit and miss, and Flexeril for flare ups. And Celebrex.It also heavily emphasized *specialized* physical therapy as being the most effective treatment. It kept mentioning the "Schroth Method" though I do not know what that means.To me, steroid epidural injections seemed like a good option.Of course, this all assumes you have a quality specialist that can help direct you.What I mean to say is that for solutions, you have to aggressively vet medical professionals. People put too much faith in one or two doctors and do not learn of all their treatment options. One has to be very aggressive when vetting their caregiver options.Sorry for babbling. But it was concerning to read. It said that it can get worse over time for people with significant misalignment. So I just wanted to be absolutely certain that I could convey as many as I could find.I hope you are well too. I don't know how long I will be around yet. It is still sort of the middle of the night for me. I think my nap put me off rhythm, and I am stuffed on Chinese food. I don't know what I will get into today, but hopefully, its not much. Just naps, clown-posting and podcasts if all holds well.
>>42852175You can talk about anything to meIt's very sweet you read up on this stuff. I forget if I mention it already: I'm seeing a different chiropractor soon. If it dosent work out I look into physical therapy. My bf got me a icepack for my back that stays on me. It doesn't help so far but I try.He surprised me with chickens too. Not real lol but so cute. He knows I wanting chickens. I sleep with them 1 at a time.I nap a lot lately. I feel like useless bum.
>>42852203Thank you. I was just reading about that Schroth Method. It seems to get a lot of positive feedback. I would again advise specialized physical therapy and steroid injections. Even if the condition does not worsen, the pain very well could, and I surely don't want that to happen.I am glad bf gave you ice pack. I don't know if lanocaine would help, a salve. I have not seen anything suggesting it, so I assume not. I am really hoping you attack it so you can get it under control. Pain and discomfort can be very demoralizing and demotivating, and it becomes a spiral.Anyways, I will shut up about it now, but I will probably ask about treatments again. I hope not to nag about it though.lol at the chickens. He sounds very sweet, I am glad you have each other. He is very lucky indeed.Someday, perhaps. It would be great if you can get a little rural land someday and have chickens. Good rural land is peaceful. I hope it is in reach someday.Anyways. I nap a lot. I am not sure why. Bad "sleep hygiene" most would probably say. That is, not enough structure.cute panda lol
>>42852103>Describing a thing we imagine based on what we see does not mean the description proves something is real.Do you think gravity is real?Why or why not?>That is how superstition and religion start.I would argue that superstition and religion start when people imagine things without testing them which is the opposite of what I am saying we should do>It's just not black or white>(sexuality) isn't just black or white>therefore, it exists on a non-binary spectrumWoops you accidentally conceded there>I feel choice matters and nothing is deterministic, and what is deterministic is not a mandate.I feel that choice is an illusion and that probably everything is deterministic if you analyze it enough>what is deterministic is not a mandateSomething being deterministic means that there is no alternative. If something is deterministically true then it doesn't need a mandate because it just is that thing.>who is this for and whyFor people who have an intellectual interest in understanding how the universe works it's just observationFor people who will be affected by the conclusions of those observations it could be any number of things. A probalistically conclusive answer to the question "what is this individual's sexuality?" could be used to identify people as likely being a sexuality (obviously). What society does with that identification is up to society, but it doesn't change what base reality is, which is ironic since the people who are most against it tend to make the strongest and least evidenced claims of what reality and truth actually are.I can relate to not wanting to enable eugenicists but that doesn't mean that genetics isn't real.
Why is smoking so bad, but so good.
stop writing so much and using so many enters for fucks sake
I hate dieting but I hate being fat even more
>>42852111No need to respond again I'm probably going to tap out here tooDeterminism is actually an ancient greek philosophy and it's regrettable that Nazi chud larpers like to pretend to be greco roman philosophers.
cock is an addiction
>>428522644 u maybe
>>42852235Did read, ty. As I said, I would like to retire from the topic, but appreciate your thoughts. I was a little confused that you somehow construed that I thought sexuality is binary. I have been saying otherwise for eons. I don't even think "sexuality" is a legitimate field of study or useful concept, and mostly a contrivance of labeling and identity. Whether sex is binary or not depends on how you frame it. I think it is for practical medical scientific purposes. One can invent a third or 58th gender. I just don't see how it is useful for the discussion of actual sex/reproduction.Your gravity analogy is good but I think maybe overreaches. I guess my safe answer would be that there is something real we call gravity. But thus far our definition and description of it is lacking. Which then opens a rabbit hole of "what is real" and I don't think either of us want to fall down that topic. At least not on a Thursday morning and sober. I am not awake enough to start babbling about my armchair astrophysics.Its kind of like making the term "deterministic" relative. Or predestination, for that matter. As you probably know, I am a big nerd on language, and I've discovered that it's often inadequate for all concepts. I think this is one of those topics that takes eons to get through with words, so I will spare us both and leave it to smarter people who get paid to spend time on it lolI don't want to diminish the relevance of what you are advocating though. I do think there is merit in science and study, even when there is no apparent point.But I really do need to leave it there. Thank you again for the thoughtful discussion and food for thought.
>>42851321>Thank you Marina, you are very kind. I really do think you come from better people than most. Consider, its harder to be good people, so there are fewer of them. So people who come from good families are naturally, as a matter of math, going to find it harder to relate to most other people. There are a lot of people in your situation, so you should not consider it such a disadvantage. It just means you have a better built in filter. If you related to most people, it would mean you relate to their character weaknesses more too.You're welcome and thank you. I think I understand. One time I was crying and saying I wish I was normal, because I was feeling sad at how unrelatable I felt to others. My sister told me everyone has a different normal and that I only need to find my normal, and that just because mine is different than everyone else's doesn't mean there's something wrong with me. It helped me make sense of things and I think about it from time to time.>You say you are autistic, but they say that about a lot of people for a lot of things, so much so that it doesn't really explain anything anymore if it ever did. If you were raised differently in a different environment, you wouldn't be you, and I think that would be a loss.Thank you. I believe we are made up of some things that are innate but also our environment. It's what makes us unique. :)(I didn't have room for the quote) Yes, I think animals are capable of deeper emotional connections than many people give them credit for. I think there's a lot of people who simply never had that emotional connection so they think it doesn't exist.
>>42852203why do you keep talking to yourselfyour clearly biboomer
>>42852233You don't have to shut up it's OKIt's a big dream to own a bigger house but not huge, and with good size property. But land and houses so fucking expensive now even though I saved up and worked hard for money for this.Here is my new chickens. I really love them.Was it you that said to me the good reasons to buy farm chicken eggs vs store bought? Because the reasons stick with me. Lately I only buy from local eggs
>>42852339you both should shut up if were being honest
>>42852284Hi Marina!Thank you also for the thoughtful post. I don't think I ever met anyone who considered me normal lol, so I can relate. I remember a period when people correctly thought I was weird, and so I thought about what exactly they were trying to tell me. I concluded that it meant that I said or did something that made them feel suddenly uncomfortable, like a weird sense of humor, that sort of thing. When people suddenly feel like they can't relate, it makes them feel confused and therefore a bit unsafe, like they don't know what they are interacting with. It was good feedback and taught me to learn to empathize more and be more self aware of how I was causing others to feel instead of voicing every fool thought in my head.Anyways, I think animals are almost purely emotional; what else could they be, really? Emotions have a lot of purposes that I could ramble about for hours. They are sort of the evolutionary precursor for thinking. Which is not to say animals do not think of course. But I think its obvious that they are very emotional.I was just now thinking of that video that goes around of the octopus sleeping and dreaming, and randomly changing colors as he does lol.I am one of those oddballs that have more patience with animals than people, which is probably not a good thing. I wondered the other day if I would be that way if I had to live in the jungle 5000 years ago. Perhaps not. But even primitive people had a lot of awe and respect for animals, even if not especially ones they hunted. They made them into gods almost instinctively.Since I have such a bad relationship with my own species, I wonder sometimes if helping animals, even bugs might be my only redeeming contribution to the universe and life. It would be nice to think there was more, but I think I can be satisfied with just that lolBe well.
>wordsgeneral
>>42852351even worst it's all AI generated responses
>>42852346yeah that's true. how sad and lonely and egotistical either one can be to try that hard failing at being interesting and putting that much effort and characters into a reply with all that spacing. either it's not a real human or someone with a debilitating mental disease.
>>42851941Is your country in the midst of a famine?
>>42852339lol those are great XDIkwym. I could rant forever about what a crime against humanity the government is responsible for by making it so ridiculously hard for young people to put down roots with the stability of a home. We have not even begun to see the consequences of such a disastrous situation, and there will be endless, interminable pain and suffering for millions of innocent people forced to drift through life from rental to rental. There just is no substitute for a stable home.Anyways... that's what /an/ told me and it made sense. That over a not very long period, that it is cheaper to own chickens than not to if you eat eggs. Presumably because they make so many and the feed is cheap. You have to have a good shelter and space for them to roam though. They are forever at risk from numerous predators, so it has to be secure.
>>42852371and then they add the XD and lkwym to sound relatable or something in-between these long lines of drivel
>>42852282>I was a little confused that you somehow construed that I thought sexuality is binary>>42851541>There's been an effort to deliberately conflate transgenders with intersexed, sort of a medical nutshell game, suggesting that if people can be born with sex ambiguity physically, then trans are physical ambiguities, and therefore ??? have no medical choice, which is the same crap they tried to pull with gays in the early nineties using the same misinterpreted sloppy studiesYea to be fair I guess that you only explicitly said that sex is binary rather than sexuality being binary but then you conflated it with sexuality yourself when you said that it was the same thing that was pulled on gays.I'm fine with being done with this but the last thing I want to say that you should maybe consider without necessarily replying to is:Do you choose to assign moral weight to someone making a choice or is that innate to your observations?
>>42852381You don't even have to buy feed if you grow what they eat. And they'll lay way more eggs than you need.
Imagine complaining about people being friendly discussions
Its disturbing to see the American political left seemingly deliberately passing up a chance to nail the GOP to the wall over this Iran business.This is an easy golden chance to crush the right for a decade and it's obvious. Yet they are pulling the punch. I guess that's how deep the AIPAC corruption is. Even the left wont go too hard on Trump to re-take power when it's that easy because of the risk of pissing off Zionist money.Which suggests they calculate that there is a better chance to hold power by letting Israel slide than exposing the foreign lobby corruption. The corollary conclusion being they are running cover and corrupted too. Horrifying.
>>42852495the left has learned they don't have to do anything, the GOP does a good enough job of destroying themselves
>>42852509Yeah but it still begs the question of why are they leaving that much money on the table.
i wish a guy would fuck my butt and put his foot on my face right now
>>42852128The men i date vs me :3
Lana del rey's new song makes me feel like she's going to be thrown into a swamp and eaten by an alligator if she tries to get out of her marriage. lol
>>42852379No im just a skinny legend luv and very tight btw
>>42852538Post huge skinny twink dom top cock
>>42852551you first
>>42851344Maybe it's not what people typically think of as smart, but I think having the ability to know and express one's feelings in a healthy way is a very good skill to have. Maybe I'm just not as good at it myself so I put a greater amount of importance in it...I know someone who's like the people you described. He has a high level of skill in practical applications but he lacks some of the more emotional expression I mentioned before. I don't think one is inherently better than the other and shouldn't discourage someone who has one but lacks the other, or maybe they have neither but are intelligent in other ways.>My point being cats seem to have a Zen-like ability to see right through me lol. All they see is a gawking baboon trying to interest them in some string like a child, are not impressed, and make no effort to hide their contempt. It's like, "Just give me the damn tuna or f***off, loser" lolHaha, I think cats and other pets do have the ability to see things within people that even we aren't aware of. We might never know why they like us but maybe it doesn't matter. I often find myself coming to that conclusion with a lot of things, that ultimately the reasoning behind why things are the way they are doesn't matter. I think we preoccupy ourselves with concepts that animals don't, and that's what gives them the ability to see things from a unique perspective, free of our baggage.I'm glad you got to have that experience with your kitty. Mine was something similar. I was a teenager and young adult going through a lot of emotional growth. I don't think I would be the same person I am now without him.>Sorry for rambling so much. It was just a lot of food for my thoughts. I hope you are well and rested from your errands, and have a bright day ahead. Be well.It's okay. I appreciate the conversation. And thank you! I hope yours goes well too. ^-^
love is blind
>>42852572She wants to be white trash so bad
>>42852520post hole
>>42852566>I often find myself coming to that conclusion with a lot of things, that ultimately the reasoning behind why things are the way they are doesn't matter.lolI said the exact same thing last night about an unrelated matter. I got enraged about something petty and stupid and went into a rant saying the exact same thing.Be well, Marina<3
>>42852581Ethel Cain would look so much better with him
god debaser is so fucking FAT
>>42852481It's to be expected and predictable. Anyways, I was looking closer at your chickens @ >>42852339 >>42852381 and realized how well made they were. They look expensive. What a great bf you have.
Someday I will be a good chicken dad like I'm a good cat dad.I feel extra paternal lately
>>42852616maybe you should stop being a woman
>>42852611They are not cheepHahaha ha (get it?)I am extremely blessed to be loved by him.
>>42852601hes not a homosexuah
Even you become a "dad", you will always be like mother to them because you can't impregnate, just carry the child. And the chicken and cat know you're an odd looking woman.Fuck you poon.
>>42852634lana del rey looks more trans than ethel cain does
>>42852642shiza del whore
>>42852642that's a bastard lie when she got fat a couple years back she looked like an actual fertility goddess
need a bottom bf to carry plate for me cause I worked arms too much
i love feetsies so much~~
i love fatsies so much~~
>>42852702I like many parts. Eyes, lips, armpits, hands, feet, tummies, nipples, belly buttons...
Balls...... mmmm
>>42852700wow so masc im boivaries are melting >.<
>>42852616>>42852633lolfwiw, these are some of my favorite chicken videoshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpZyDSnZ6VMhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yfp2jPgcu_4https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ToGnsOCduBIJust junk food for the brain. You will notice they are all very old. I still sometimes watch them to relax like other videos I post sometimes like the capybaras bathing and such.You don't have to watch of course. But I find them relaxing.I knew many people who kept chickens. The one thing I always noticed is how calming it is when a chicken is relaxed. It means everything nearby is peaceful. Everyone seems to go into a calm trance when they are holding their peaceful chicken.They are really smarter than people realize, and very compassionate. And there are so many beautiful breeds too.Some places it is illegal to keep them, believe it or not. I know some foreigners will keep chickens in small rental yards. Chickens don't need so much but still prefer a lot of safe space. Roosters are more of a problem for urban settings, being much noisier.Might be gone for a bit while I make coffee or whatever brown crap I can manage.
>>42852748Timur! Language! You're doing too much.
>>42852677literally a virgin but ok
>>42852769she gave many many men many many blowies but ok just her coochie is intact
>>42852731Will you shove the chicken eggs up your coochie and shit them out into your husbands mouth on camera for boomy chan
Do you guys go 1 day without thinking fantasies about me?
>>42852348If it means anything, I don't think you're weird. Or maybe we're a similar kind of weird so it seems not weird to me, haha. I read an article that suggested that all decision making comes from emotion, even ones we think are logical. I thought that was interesting.I think I might have seen that video too, I can't remember. I often wonder what life is like from the perspective of other species, like how much do they understand us? How aware are they of our awareness of them?I think there's lots of people who find a greater connection to animals than people and your idea of helping animals sounds like a good one. I don't know if mine is quantifiable but I definitely do feel something unique with animals that I don't get with people. I feel both relationships compliment each other. I wouldn't want it any other way.And thank you! I hope you are well too.>>42852598It does seem to circle back to that often, at least for me. Thank you again. :)
>>42852749I like the sounds they make. Mmhmm
>>42852825how many times did your dildo daddy make u cum yesterday
>>42852782one guy
>>42852896shes not going to sit on ur face
>>42852904dumb ass nigga
Leon has a wedding ring in re9Hope it's claire.
>>42852933It's probably Ada, which goes against Leon's "strong lone wolf" type, which is also stupid because 20 years is enough to move one and be done with their chasing game. And I don't give a fuck that you insert yourself again in the game because you used to look like Claire before T, poonjoshi.
I wonder what happens if Oman, Qatar, Yemen, Syria, Iraq, Bahrain, UAE, Lebanon, Palestine, Saudi Arabia, Jordan and Turkey realize hosting US bases is worthless for defense and all decide just to glass Tel Aviv.Or if Trump realizes its easier just to let the yids get nuked once they waste all their interceptors on toy rockets and send them some flowers and a card.
>>42852923omg, ur back!
squatted 110kg x5 today feels good man
>>42852923hey wb sis
>>42852983itd be kinda funny if iran sunk a us aircraft carrier. surely its not that hard right like 1 well placed missile
>>42852990gg
>>42852990Hi fatty mctrexthighs
in love with the thought of having a bf, not having a bf
>>42853008agp but gay and cisgendered
>>42852993Either Iran is playing 3d chess by sending warning shots to the other countries and letting the allies waste missiles on throwawaysOr they can't hid the broad side of a barn if they are standing in it with the doors closed. Not sure yet.
>>42853001i wish, my legs are kinda mid, my bf likes them at least though
>>42853046Post fatty mctrexthighs
Caesar didn't even respond to me, how will I ever cope.
Cancelled plans with ppl at the last minute cuz neither of the ppl I can actually strike a conversation with ended up going... twice... Reached pussy faggot levels this week that I never considered possible, and I don't know how to live with myself now. I need to stop being retarded and force myself into social gatherings that make me uncomfortable
>>42853053what are you talking about religious shizo? are you larping about your roman empire again? are you talking about the Caesar that introduced barte-ring back in a narrow form?
>>42853053leave cezary alone, you stupid pdf file >:(
>>42851107i like the outfit, not the haircut
>>42852022you know he won his lawsuit right?you know the plaintif lost?
I still feel like being mad about something. Why can't this war in the mid-east be angrier? Who would've thought WW3 was going to be such a bore. Russia could at least chip in already. Where are the mushroom clouds in Tel Aviv I was promised?Pic unrelated
>>42853072Its a polish thing you wouldn't understand amerifat.>>42853084I can't help it she sounds 12 and it turns me on.
>>42853053would tell you to kys abt it but the blacks u live among dont deserve the net positive that would bring
>>42853105>pic related how it feels when you see a nuclear bomb go off outside your companies window
>>42853116I need that neetbux bitch. And I need to leech off the state of south afruca.
i might have fumbled hard, i think i was too needy and clingy over text towards this guy :C
>>42853127Confess about it. Tell him you went a bit too far. Explain it. Maybe he'll understand and come again.
>>42853123lol
>>42853127I'm needy and clingy as fuck.How did he react?
>>42853131yea this is what i was thinking of doing. i am not sure if i should ask to see him irl today to explain it or wait until he invites me out or over too his house.
idk why you guys wanna sleep in the bed with me.i get night terrors and thrash around.i get hot flashes that make me all sweaty.i sleep naked.
me on the battlefield of ww3: "BESTIES I NEED BACKUP KYAAAA DIVA DOWN DIVA DOWN"
>>42853135he has just been texting less day after day. i must add for context aswell that he got out of a long ass relationship recently so its understandable and im not taking it super harsh
>>42853141So us sis fr fr.
>>42853135post your clingy paws
https://youtu.be/Sbt-N9IOPfc
went outside to take a piss barefoot and stepped on a slug
>>42853169
would you let your top permanently mark you?
>>42853205SHOVE THAT COMMIE RACCOON UP YOUR FREAKIN ASS!!!!!!!
>>42853210genuine mental illness and as a top if my bf wanted this id leave him
>>42853210>>42853219i got nothing to add
>>42853219based same
>>42853205those are your real paws?? 6_6
>>42853141wtf is a kyaaaa?
>>42853210the inclusion of the tag jfc dude
>>42853156Yasss lets btfo some straggots sis ijboll and rape their corpses teehee
>>42853210You almost have to be in awe at the level of egoism and self delusion that it would take to be that gross with skin that bad and still think removing one of dozens of shit tattoos is somehow an improvement and meaningful. Its like when obese women take time to paint their nails.
>>42853246anime sound
>>42853251shiza looks good in this pic
>>42853232Are you a feet guy?
Good. I think I finally had enough coffee and am mad enough to get to sleep.
>>42853283yes. i have always been
>>42853256i thought that was dattebayo
Trump gets 25A'd Calling it now.
>>42853290what would you do if timur peed in your yard?
>>42853329What is 25A?
>>42853138Because I want to lay with my partner. I don't mind if I wake up 37 times in a night. I'll just git gud at going back to sleep fast.
>>42853339president is ruled incompetent and vp takes over
>>42853335Tell her that men don't always do that and she should stop grunting about how manly and euphoric she feel when she pees from her packer.
>>42853251do you have that pic of Robby at the shooting range where he's the manliest dude there
>>42853339Pretending they can depose the president.It has literally never worked. The one time someone was at risk of it working they preemptively resigned.It hinges on a president bad enough to kick out respecting the law.
>>42853355shiza looks bad in this pic
>>4285333925th amendment to the US constitution. Per the amendment, presidents can be removed from office if they're deemed no longer capable, like if they have a stroke or go into a coma.
>>42853355I wish i was this masc my shoulders are so tiny an useless
>>42853384post dom top BWC twink shoulders and bulge
>>42853355why was xhe at the premiere for the 2018 movie Upgrade anyway
>>42853411
i have a bmi of 16.5>>42853384why would anyone want broad shoulders
>>42853426you would looks amazing with skinny twink broad shoulder. are you a tranny?
how is it so hard for some of you to spot the trannies is it just wishful thinking getting in the way or what
>>42853433yes i am a trannyhttps://files.catbox.moe/7d1g9q.jpeg this is me 3 kilos heavier iirc
>>42853444i mean im not on estrogen i just have tranny thoughts, i still have a flat chest
>>42853453cutemy bmi is 25.2 but its ok because i lift weights right its muscle and water weight from creatine i swear
>>42853426>bmi of 16.5https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7bzwk1jPMto
>>42853453please stop being a tranny and be a gay bwc dom top twink i beg you
>>42853466i only have 6 inch penis + topping sounds scary…i am 5’10 tho so i feel like no one will ever fuck me
>>42853453ur perfect for a tall masc top like myself dont listen to them qt i need to cuddle you and stroke your head while you rest it on my chest RIGHT NOW
>>42853355what is this and why does it stand like that
>>42853453>child birthing hipsare you sure youre not a tranny
>>42853477your penis is amazing and you need a 6'5 tall bottom fucking the man in you again
>>42853479:] ty anon, that sounds nice
>>42853453where the hell did you find that raggedy ann wig
>>42853490i was born with hips like that, its not because of hormones>>42853492fucking the man in me?
no offense to rexie but holy fucking desperate> a tall masc top like myself oh now I get itGood morning Modesto
>>42853492lmfao
>>42853501my hair sucks ik
>>42853506>i was born with hips like thatits ok its kinda cute desu i dont mind
Rexie looked disgusting with her aboriginal curls in her messy room before gaygen, very very disrespectful
>>42853530ty :>
>>42853507modesto's not masc, he's non binaryrly ugly and you can find women that look bad like him
>>42853506you're the perfect man to ride his cock until his tranny thoughts go away
>>42853544he thinks he’s the pinnacle of masculinity and health lol really hes balding old and scrawny
>>42853538You looked horrible at movie "Upgrade" premiere >>42853355 but we didn't call you out. You're not the only tranny in this gen, be decent give some room for your sister.
>>42853453Rape
>>42853507Mind boggling to think more than one guy wants to cum inside of rexie isn't it you unfuckable troll
How do you stop being terrified and just do shit? I want to get a boyfriend but I’m still stuck in a rut and don’t know if it’s even worth it. I just feel ugly as fuck all the time man i don’t even know what box I’m supposed to fit into i just feel gross. I’m not masculine enough Honestly considered trooning out or roping it feels impossible to find a good guy.
>>42853564wdym i was fish tilapia that day!!! you raggedy jealous bitch!!!
>>42853582okay methy we believe you (not)
>>42853585first thing you gotta do is stop equating your self-worth with having a bf
>>42853582I don't want to cum inside rexie. I want him/her to cum inside me.
>>42853585it is hard, i was similar but unironically grindr was a good experience for me. yeah theres weirdos on there but i met a few decent guys who were happy to chat and i ended up meeting and having a good time. not ideal to find a real long term bf maybe but it can help you get out there and build some confidence,
new:>>42853636
One time there was a man in a dress I fell for because I thought he would let me role play as a man and convince myself.But when we started talking about ex gfs it turned out he had a lot and I had none, so I quietly slinked away when I realized I couldn't even fool a man in a dress that I had an ounce of manhood in me if we compared ex gf count and he would know I was a total sissy fraud of a mandom top masc here btw
>>42853582um i want to cum inside him and also cuddle and kiss and love him actually
>>42853624people love to say shit like this and the only thing it results in is years wasted trying and failing to be in the supposed "right state" before putting yourself out there as if humans in all of history up to modernity weren't getting together and fuckin to stop feeling sad
>>42853650yeah even primitives start families young. Try again degenerate
>>42853650he's not putting himself out there though obviously - he needs to take a shower, hit the weights, and get a clue for like 3 months and see how he feels then
>>42853589>wdym i was fish tilapia that day!!! you raggedy jealous bitch!!!
I like tilapia tho
>>42853644Can you slink back?The aversion to making a fool of yourself is the real enemy.
>>42853507Yucko the fatty seething with jealousy>SLAYER SLAYER SLAYER SLAYER SLAYER SLAYER SLAYERMINDBROKEN
a while agohad a few dates with this guyfirst date I fingered and ate his ass and we blew eachotherso then a few dates later, i even meet his girl friendlater, just us at a lakewe're kissing, talking whatevi am pretty drunk and talk like a retard (im a dl and not coming out, also might have made a cost benefit analysis of being with him vs going to hookers which his retard 19yo brain cant grasp)he's nervousdespite that he gets hornytakes me to a tree and i suck him off, he shoots ropes and says its the best head everso he goes home, says im a red flag but he's interested in meeting me once againi sperg out a little at the mention of me being a red flaglater i get gay horny again, im bi, so i hit him uphe berates the fuck out of me, blocks memonths passim sending him desperate messages againwhats a top to do with these sex negative faggot gen-z freaksgod I hate themwhy am i attracted to femininity but only get instant boners when the feminine isnt a tranny or girl but a guythx for listening to my blog