hey.a few months ago i had this bizarre encounter with a Peruvian boy in my college dorm. idk where the thread is now, maybe someone who read it back then will know what I'm talking about. thinking about it man. it really has been half a year. a lot has changed.there's been some updates but I'll give a gist of the last thread.I met this pushover boy in my college dorms. I guess I developed some fascination with how much of a pushover he was, and I made him do a lot of things I'm not too proud to admit. he ended up moving back to peru and that's the last i saw of him. I remember the last few posts in that thread, some people asked me to update if anything happened. well, shit happened. >new classes start>am able to get all of them at a location much closer to my home, so I don't move into a dorm this time>some of these classes were online>think about him a lot, especially during the threads>keep rereading threads wondering what i should've/could've done>thread expires and i cant read it anymore>along with that, i begin to forget about peruvian boy>life goes on>feel very bittersweet for a good while>meet some women during that time, but everything fizzles out>at one point, i was in the car with one of the girls and things were starting to get frisky>once her hand got into my pants and i saw her face near my cock, i was reminded of peruvian boy >even had the chacne to fuck her, but I just couldnt. seeing her naked reminded me of him, and for some reason I found his body cuter.>couldnt get his image out of my head>i blew my load in her mouth instead, but i was thinking about him the whole time>why the fuck am i thinking about a faggot instead of a pretty girl with me>maybe she sensed smth cuz we broke up shortly after that >be at a local gym one time>doing some pendulum squats>see a glimpse of a certain person from the corner of my eye>i jerk my head over but they're too far to see clearly
> idk where the thread is nowhttps://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/40900209/#40900209
>>42894545text limit. i split it up.>I try to rerack and get out under the machine so i can see who tf I just saw>fall down and almost bust my face doing so>turns out it was just some random girl with a ponytail >why did i wanna know who that was so bad? did i really wanna see this fucking loser that much?>my mind is in a twist about it>college has counselling services for free, think maybe i should go there and talk to them about it>book an appointment>go into college building and into that area >never been here before>hallways in this area are relatively empty even though the college always has a ton of people in it>go to counselling office, but then I see a familiar face>girl from 7/11 is there>she recognizes meOh, hi anon. what brings you here! I didn't know you were going to this college also>the way she talks, its like every sentence ends with a smile>maybe its not intentional, maybe it is. but i see that smug smile on her face too>tell her I took a wrong turn and i leave>she beckons out to me and starts talking asking there's nothing else down this hallway, and there's signs that only the counselling offices are here>she starts tells me about how she also lived in this area, she just went to a dorm for some courses but now she's back here>And whole bunch of other BS, i had forgotten how talkative this girl is>eventually she asks about Peruvian boy>"So what happened with that? He stopped coming to the gas station and u stopped coming."I realize y'all dont know who the girl is. i cant be bothered to explain that egh. she was just some girl who knew peruvian boy and wanted to know my relationship with him.>>42894589wtf, this shit stays? i thought it disappeared once thread is gone.
>>42894623the thread disappears here but other websites archive threads from here before they're gone
>I tell her nothing happened. he was just some random dude in the dorm and I moved back home>"mmm yeah. you knowww, I've actually been here for a few months and I'm doing realllly well. I can search up ANY student I want. I can see you're doing XYZ courses, your name">she rattles off more shit i cant remember>I don't know why she's telling me this so I tell her good for her, and I turn away to leave>as I'm leaving, she tells me I forgot my phone at the counter. I feel my pockets, nah shit is in my pockets. >she follows up and says "oh wait, I meant your wallet">I turn around confused and say wtf are u on about my wallet is in my pocket>she clicks her tongue and then says more shit quickly>she says I have to sign off on the appointment>fuck, forgot about that>"If you wanna leave, go ahead. but you have to sign and say that you decided to leave after showing">go back to the counter and get the paper>start scratching in some shit>as I sign off and leave, she quickly tells me in a low tone>"Just thought I'd let you know.">let me know what?>"take a guess!">i sign off on the paper and say "no thanks" and leave>she throws the pen at my back and i turn around to say wtf>she waves me closer and tells me in a low tone>"youre so dense. I wanted to tell you that Peruvian boy (she uses his name) is back, and he's enrolled for in person classes right now. Have a good day" >and waves me away>I stood there for a moment>ive never been one to show or wear emotions on my face, so my face is normal>but in my mind im frozen for a moment>she starts saying "shoo, shoo" >I walk away with so many thoughts in my mind: He's back? since when? is he in this specific campus?>at the same time, other questions pile up: why the fuck should I care if he's back? all i care is getting my shit done and leaving. why did she tell me that?this text limit is fucking annoying
>>42894545this is like christmas!!! >~<
>>42894589This some lynchian yaoi bruw
>>42894545Omfg I remember you anonhttps://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/40900209/#40900209
>get home>spend the day doing bullshit>go to sleep thinking about what she told me>dream about getting head from my ex. but midway through she transforms into peruvian boy>jolt up at 4am>fuck is wrong with me man>go back>see I got an email from the counseller himself"hey anon, saw you cancelled. no worries, studies can make people busy. Wanted to let you know that you still have a mandatory meeting with an advisor to discuss your future course selection, and I can advise on that. I see you haven't done that yet, and you only got a week left.">I recall getting spammed by the school for doing that, Just never got around to it. I continue reading the emailLucky for you, 2 spots opened up. one is already reserved, so you better book the last one quick. it's in a few hours. best of luck">well shit. I gotta do this thing then.>quickly book it, and a few hours later I'm at the counselling office again>walk down the same hallway>see 7/11 girl, bitch is grinning ear to ear this time>as im signing in. she tells me "you know, you must have the greatest luck I've ever seen. I REALLY wish I could be in there">why does this chick always say the dumbest shit that makes no sense>before I go in, i ask her>"why did u tell me whether he's back or not? what does it matter to you whether I know him.">"oh, no reason anon. but you know what's funny? back when I was working at 7/11, Peruvian boy would come in often. but he was soooo gloomy. i thought he was really depressed. there was this specific shift though. after that he started seeming a lot happier">Im half paying attention and half waiting for the advisor to just call me in already, so I bite>"yeah? what shift">Im wondering what she means by that, he was happy? He never seemed happy with me. so maybe he was seeing someone else at the time.>as im standing there pondering, she continues>"all im saying is I don't think gas station sushi is what makes someone happy in that way".>>42894844whats that
Seeing an update to this story is wild
>I dont quite get what she's trying to say, but I can understand the meaning behind it: >this bitch is taunting me now, and It's made me a bit angry. I want to leave that place so bad, but I have to stay to get my stupid ass mandatory advisor thing done>I ask her tersely>"my appointment is supposed to be right now, why am i still out here waiting. there's no one else sitting here except me">she smiles widely again. why the fuck does she always do that>"well, there's another student inside obviously. you both booked last minute. sometimes mr. advisor overbooks but he usually handles it. he might call you in any second to just sit there while he finishes up with the last student>I go back to sit down. I try to recap the events in my mind.>Peruvian boy was happy when he was buying my food? He was never that happy when he was with me. and it's not like he'd eat my food>sure, sometimes he'd take a piece or two but i'd eat most of it. >I start thinking about his size again>how small and pale he was compared to me. >I imagine him sitting on the chair next to mine. he was always so compact and wouldn't take up space, like a fox.>i recall his medium length hair, it was a bit shiny but dark. ngl it was nice to run my hands through it.>I remember picking him up, taking his shirt off, and seeing how different his slim pale frame was compared to mine>im jolted out of my imagination by the girl>"yea, he was real cute wasn't he">tf? what is this bitch saying>"what are you talkin about.">"I don't know if you're trying to play a game with me anon. we just spoke about him and now youre smiling. are you thinking about him?">she caught me. and it was true, I was. but hell if im gonna admit that>"hell no. Yo call the advisor, my apt was supposed to be 15 mins ago">she laughs a bit again. "I can send you in right now but he'll just make you sit there with whoever else is in right now." I gotta get some work done. So I'll post the next one and be busy for a while
Wtf is this wattpad larp bro
>>42895015why?>if i can go in right now, I'd rather just do that. maybe me being there will speed along whoever is next. >So I tell her that. >"oh sure, sure. you can go in. but I think it's better if you wait outside, might not get a chance in there you know?">uh. this bitch is definitely lost in the head. how did she even get a job here being this retarded>i walk past her and go into the room. The advisor's office is actually a bit long, but not super wide. there's a few chairs lined up against the wall, but in front of him are those big office chairs. I can see he's talking to someone but they're not visible from where I'm at. >"Ah, Anon. You're in early">No, actually. I am in late. I was supposed to start 20 mins ago>he checks his computer>Oh, you are so right. That's my bad, I always end up overbooking. but I'm right about done with this student. You can take a seat wherever you want. >I sit down and wait. >he's asking the students some final questions, but this student is oddly quiet>"Sorry what was that? I couldn't hear you buddy.">The advisor is trying to be nice, but I can tell he is getting impatient from this student shutting his mouth. whoever this is, they're so quiet I can't even hear them from where I'm sitting. >10 more minutes go by, and finally everything is all done.>Alright looks like we're all set. If you ever have any questions, be sure to email or call me! Have a good day Peruvian boy!>what>what>who's name did he just use?>I immediately whip my head to the chair, and I see the student getting up. Our eyes meet for just a split second, but it wouldnt matter even if our eyes didnt meet. I knew who it was instantly. >no wonder that bitch at the front desk kept smiling. Did she somehow schedule this? >his hair was longer, his clothes were different. but it was still him. after nearly half a year, Peruvian boy was standing right in front of me. I couldn't mistake it for anyone else. Those cateyes, those lips, the soft skin.
>>42894545>>42894623>>42894686>>42894975I can't stand when someone larps as a "straight" "normalfag" and then posts highly specific faggot shit like this, at least try to make it believable.
>bully falls for his weak and pathetic victimI don't think this genuinely happens in real life
>>42895128it's kino, kys
>>42895351dgaf don't be a fag abt it
>>42895347Post proof or fake
>>42895368My 9th-10th grade bully (jock stoner) kissed me in 12th grade after we became friends in 11th grade while skipping class for taco bell. 7 years later he asked me out again (mtf) and I said no because its been 7 years. This DOES happen
come back nigga
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>>42895843>I said nowhy
>>42896396Because its been 7 years and he got in trouble for cocaine in college. I moved on with my life. Plus he's still far right and generally shitty to gays and trannies.
>>42894545Oh my fucking GOD this is like Christmas I'm so glad you're back op, I hope you apologised to him...
>>42895368its not like that. i aint gonna type all of it out again, someone posted the archive thing. you can read that.I wanted to finish my work before I began writing this, but it is all I could think about. Man that day was so bizarre. I guess I was not expecting to ever see him again, and if I did it would've been some arranged thing with the expectancy of meeting him. To just randomly run into him was. something else.>only get to see him for a few seconds>advisor ushers him out and tells me to sit down in the seat>after the door closes, i hear laughing outside. the chick's voice>advisor meeting goes through like a blur>his outfit was all black. a black turtle neck with black trousers>who tf wears those kinds of fashion fancy ass clothes in this day and age>its so dorky and so dumb. but it was cute. it fit him well. >im not some fashion guy and I dress pretty plainly. but he looked so adorable in that outfit.>and i catch myself again thinking "What am i doing, calling some faggot adorable. who cares.">I want to see him again>but at the same time, i don't want to see him again.>at the end of the day, what was our whole relationship even? me forcing him to suck me off? to give me handjobs?>its better for him if I stay away>finish up my meeting with the advisor>as im leaving, I pause for a moment. >am I hoping hes waiting outside? why would he be?>I try to think about it from his perspective>to him, I was a bully who just used him sexually. >he gave in because of his timid nature and because he didnt want any trouble>i sigh again. fucking hell, man. what am I doing>I step outside and I see no one>no one except that girl with the shit eating grin>"hiiiiiii">I say nothing back. >"isn't he so.. dapper? hahahaha. he dresses real nice when he isnt at school">I don't see what's so damn funny. I turn to leave but i'm beckoned back by her>"hold on, you gotta sign out">as I'm signing out she tells me that she can give me his new phone number
>>42895347well don't edge us OP I wanna jerk my shit to this
I forgot how slow you type, fuck. If this doesn't end with you being nice to him for ONCE in your life I will go insane.
>>42896621>i think about it for a good minute. I really wanna say yes. >fuck.>"nah, i dont want it.">I leave the campus and start walking to my car.>the way the campus is built, there's the parking lot followed by a relatively large strip of walkways and greenery with benches and whatnot. and then the building.>On the way to the car, I see him sitting on a bench>he doesnt see me, but I can see him. I'm not too close, probably like 40 feet away and he's facing away from me>his hair is way longer now. it's a lot more luscious looking. >never seen a dude have that kind of hair before. >i legit stood there for a minute contemplating if I should approach him or not. >I decide to leave it up to fate. I flip a coin and tell myself "if this lands on heads, I am gonna go sit next to him or say something to him.">if it lands tails, I'll just walk the route I'm walking now and he won't see me. and then I'll leave.>data is hella spotty in the area, so I spend a good min waiting. >google finally loads up>coin flip>as Im flipping it, I remember something my sister told me: the best way to know what outcome you want is to just flip it. In that brief moment where it hasn't landed, the answer you want will pop in your head.>in my mind, i hoped for heads>it lands on tails.>I let out a deep sigh. >I decide to do best of 3>I flip it again, heads this time. >I flip it for the final time, and it's tails. >fuckin hell. I guess that's that.>I decide to look at Peruvian boy one last time. >its not like I'll never see him again. since hes at this campus, he probably is living in the area or goes to classes here. >but unlike the dorm, there's nothing keeping us in close proximity. so I decide that I'll just intentioanlly avoid him whenever I can >I look up only to see that little shit staring right at me>Idk why i did this, usually when people look at me I'll just blankly look>when our eyes met, I couldn't help but smile. >fuck the coin. I have to meet him
>>42896944I'm not gonna pretend like I don't use the internet. after he moved away, I lowkey read some gay stuff online and found it hilarious how there were some similarities in what happened with me and him and what was online. minus the awkwardness.>when our eyes met, he looked away almost instantly. >dunno if he even saw me smile>I decided to walk up to him>it's a weird feeling. I've walked up and down this campus path so many times before. yet for the first time im noticing every single small detail.>the sun filtering through the trees. >the stray leaves on the rock path>the shitty grass that's got brown spots>it pissed me off. was i really viewing life differently because of a little faggot? >I am the one who controls my own emotions, not some little small loser.>I go up to him and sit down next to him. >he's at the complete end of the bench.>"yo.">he sheepishly responds "hello">"its hot as hell for a sweater">"no its uhm. its a uh. its a ribknit turtleneck sweater">"so still a sweater">"yeah yeah. youre right">even just a few sentences took forever with him because he spoke with so many stammers and slowly. >I realize I never asked. maybe he had a speech impediment>"you have a speech problem?">"what? no, no i dont have a... uhh. speech issue.">"why're you always stuttering when we talk then. I don't think ive never heard you finish a full sentence before">he stays silent. >I take this moment to get a proper look at him. He's just laser focused on his shoes, but I can see his face. >god, how is he even a dude? I mean, sure up close you can see he's male. but the most girly male ive ever seen.>why the fuck are his lips so plump and almost glossy. >even his skin is pale and smooth. Reminds me of those "glass skin" influencers I see online>I think about how well put together he is. >he's so prim and proper and clean. I hate that.>who does he think he is? some squeaky clean little bitch.>"when did you get back."
