Cis dude here. If you are cis woman, trans man, straight man, whatever and wanna share, be welcome. I have a long and detailed history with masturbation. The point is recently i have been masturbating every day and I don't want to, but it is hard to resist the urge.I feel I masturbate out of anxiety rather than sincere arousal. I cum fast and I waste time searching for porn.And I even feel somewhat attached to the porn files: I used to have hundreds of drawings of Laios Touden from Dungeon Meshi and a bunch of pictures of Gattouz0 (OF/X). I feel like I am waisting time pretending to satisfy my urges rather than pursuing them IRL. OK, maybe I won't fuck Netflix actors everyday, if I could I would. But at least I'll have a more meaningful and real experience.I am not a virgin. I'm actually a whore. I used to use Grindr a lot and i frequently fuck with strangers in bathroom stalls and gay saunas. But that lost meaning in my life and I thing porn is losing meaning too. But I feel addicted. Anyone else feels the same? Have you went or is going through the same? How do you feel about it? Can you cope? How have you been dealing with it.
>>42961012> I am not a virgin. I'm actually a whore. I used to use Grindr a lot and i frequently fuck with strangers in bathroom stalls and gay saunas. But that lost meaning in my life and I thing porn is losing meaning too. >But I feel addicted How attractive are you? How good is your body? You’re unlikely to stop being a whore. Anyone over 7/10 is destined to become a whore and stay a whore and then become a jaded old person.
>>42961012> I used to have hundreds of drawings of Laios Touden from Dungeon Meshi
>>42961012Unironically, I have been considering taking a GLP-1 for this alone. It broadly curbs all addictive / compulsive behavior that plays off reward circuits, in a better way than most other drugs to date.
>>42961135I'm a six where i live. Common appearance, could be better if i improve. My body is a five. My sex game is 8: i give great blowjobs, i don't rush bottoms and i am able to take HUGE dicks in my ass.But how does that connect to anything? I even wanna keep being a whore, but i wanna have sex with hotter people than i have been doing.My immediately aim is to deal with fapping. >>42961135FUCK I NEED HIS AUTISTIC GIRTHY COCK INSIDE MY MALE PUSSY SO BAD FUCK
>>42961169Post tummy
>>42961165Where can i learn about GLP-1? If it is hormones I'm not very interested. I have no interest in become a trannie. Nothing against it, just not my gig.
>>42961173Oh common now you just wanna fap to some male tummy. >:(
>>42961012Bi future troon (mtf) here. For me, I never really felt "addicted" to jerking it but definitely there was a compulsion to in certain comfortable environments. I think part of it is/was dysphoria driven (more jerkin means less active gherkin) and I've been on fin a while and that's greatly helped with this. Before when i didn't jerk off I felt like a disgusting mongrel with a skin crawling feeling, now I just feel normal when I don't. I still jerk off a lot at home but so much less than I did and I think if I moved or got a different bed I would jerk it less
>>42961181Do you have a hairy belly
>>42961187What is gherkin? What about fin?I am feeling bad about myself when i am not jerking off. I am not trans, but i do dysphoria about my body and somw of my hambirs: is not as i would like it to be nor as manly i expected. Not saying i suffer as much as trans people, just saying i have my own, generally more simple path to go.I'm sorry you feel gender dysphoria, wish you all the best in your transition.
>>42961173>>42961207You liked them tummies hairy don't you you naughty onePlaytime is over, go to /hm/ if you wanna see some hairy bellies.
>>42961174It is a hormone in the general biochem sense, but it isn’t a sex hormone if that’s what you mean.
>this thread good luck and all with your problem,but /lgbt/ seems like a weird place for this topic
>>42961012You kinda have to masturbate constantly to keep libido. > MTF
You don't stop yourself from masturbating, you find something else to do with your time. If you've got 15 minutes and you feel like it, masturbating is a perfectly good thing to do. If you feel anxiety and cumming would relax you, you should.
>>42961012>wasting time pretendingwell done op, despite your degeneracy you actually used your brain long enough to understand the basic features of the problem. The anticipation is almost always considered equal to, if not more satisfying than the act itself. You're comforting yourself, as you think, not "satisfying sexual needs". People don't tend to "need" more than a session or two a week when they have a healthy level of engagement with their own sex. I began about where you did, asking "why?" almost every time I thought it would be a fun thing to do. Mostly I would feel bored, or anxious, and that'd be the deciding factor. "Well, it's not like i'm doing anything else"at least you haven't ruined your ability to climax
>>42961012I masturbated compulsively based on weird sensations in my genitalia and they went away for a bit on HRT but now are back and I wanna kms
>>42962221Oh, so it's all right! Thanks bro>>42962265I mean... i don't know which board to post it. And LGBT+ xp could bring more solutions to the problem, i guess. It's definitely not on /y/ or /hm/.>>42963174That makes sense, but i still don't wanna become full gooner. I don't wanna waste that much time on porn and wanking.>>42963190Is it possible to ruin the ability to climax?>>42963198I used to be SO MUCH WORSE for me. In my teenage years I was a full headed gooner junkie. I don't know what HRT is, but I hope you feel better anyways.
>>42961012the first time i jerked off was like 6 or 7 because i got told about it a lot and learned fast and it became an everyday habit for like 10 years straight until i started transitioning
>>42961174Semaglutide, you know, like ozempic.
>>42964309You aren't spending the time masturbating because it's some big draw. I'm sure you find it annoying how long it takes to cum. You sound like you're approaching this from the perspective that masturbation is *seducing* you. No. The lack of anything else more worthwhile is why this is happening to you. Find things more worthwhile and you don't find time to masturbate. If you HAVE the time and inclination, then it's fine.
>>42964309It got worse for me as I got older and quit SSRIs. I hate it so much. Sometimes it's bad again still, but other times it's in my butt instead and that's much better.
>>42961012For me it's anxious too. Reaffirming and reminding yourself of your own personal sexual attraction, in an environment where you feel like you're losing control of it.
