I transitioned because I was a submissive male who couldn't get girls and now estrogen and progesterone made me crave men.
>>42965698real but then I became repulsed by men and idk what to do about it
>>42965698Is not this simpler? Is this not your natural state? It’s the unspoken truth of women that you crave subjugation. The bright lure of freedom diminishes your life’s joy in a mad scramble for power. For identity. You were made to be ruled. In the end, you will always kneel.
many such cases
congrats gynephilia is a curse
>>42965774Not OP but having Marvel quoted at me has cured me of my subiness.
>>42965811Captain America ass.
>>42965698I only crave white boys with long hair and soft voices and nice cocks.
>>42965698This is a good thing. No longer being into afabs is liberating.Lean into being a straight tranny, nona. Find love and live life.>>42965783facts
>>42965952says while every straight tranny is miserable and suicidal and every transbian is living in unaware bliss and hedonism
>>42966247PLEASE STOP TELLING THE TRUTH LIKE THAT!
>>42966247Honestly I feel better the more androphilic and less gynephilic I am. I just wish I was 100% androphile.
>>42965698You would have been forced to fuck men anyway
>>42966247>every straight tranny is miserableKeep telling yourself that. In fact it's better if more of you think that because it makes me even less clockable.>>42966303>I just wish I was 100% androphileOnly achieved that after srs.
>>42966247Transbians are just male brained
>>42966365Unfortunately idk if I can do that (blood clotting disorders make soft tissue surgery really risky). I am trying to switch from monotherapy to E + Bica to see if that kills my remaining gynephilia. Also considered hydroxyprog instead of P4 but that comes with elevated blood clot risk too. :(
>>42966438>Unfortunately idk if I can do that (blood clotting disorders make soft tissue surgery really risky)Ouch. That truly sucks.Look into orchi. Far less risky.Also long term healthier because you no longer need AAs. E+bica works when you're young, but it's not a good solution long term, especially with your conditions.>considered hydroxyprogJust don't. At best it has no effect and at worst it increases your blood clot risk profile.There's a reason it's being withdrawn from the market.
>>42965723I wanna be fucked by somebody, but at the same time I have met horrible god-awful men, who sexually harassed me insult me, degrade me, and then demand things of me. Time after time this continues to be true
>>42966484But hydroxyprog has zero androgenic potential and P4 makes me masculinize (seriously it gives me bad cystic acne and makes my body hair grow thicker, like I genuinely have gross butt hair because of it now and I can't laser it off because it's blonde)Also Bica + lower E (100-200pg/mL range) is to increase LH and improve breast growth. I have decent sized boobs but they're not well rounded.
>>42966549I think I just burned myself out with like, shitty men online. That and now I'm wormed to the point that when I see a man I haven't met before my first instinct is to figure out what kind of FFS they'd need.
