Am I secretly a femrepper?Bi cisf f. Been a tomboy my whole life. Get along with men better than women for the most part but I'm friends with both. Had a rough time going through female puberty but who doesn't. Sexually I'm very dominant. Whether it's with men or women I need to be on top. If I magically woke up tomorrow as a cis m I don't feel like much about my life would changeHowever, I've never wanted to look like a man. Even if taking T fixed my mental health I wouldn't take it because looking a pooner is worse than death.So am I secretly a femrepper or just an annoying woman wanting to be special?
Neither, you’re just you.
>>42965841You are just a masculine woman, nothing you said suggests you are trans. You could describe yourself as gender non-conforming or even non-binary though
>>42965953>You could describe yourself as gender non-conforming or even non-binary thoughCool, but I'd rather kill myself than do that.
im a cisbian and i kind of get what you mean. wouldn't mind waking up as a man one day, sometimes think of going on T, but the idea of looking trans sounds awful. i think i just wish to look more masculine/androgynous, but that's pretty much impossible with my genetics. female puberty was one of the worst times of my life. don't really mind looking fem, but hate being perceived by males as heterosexual or being perceived by males in generalhonestly i have this weird fantasy of wishing i was a clocky trans women so i could get with bi women more easily but still have men steered away from me.you sound hot though hmu
>>42966134>i have this weird fantasy of wishing i was a clocky trans women so i could get with bi women more easily but still have men steered away from melmao
>>42966134>i have this weird fantasy of wishing i was a clocky trans women so i could get with bi women more easilyIn your experience do bi women want to sleep with clocky mtfs? You'd get more male attention that way, not less.
>>42966134>sometimes think of going on T, but the idea of looking trans sounds awful.Why do you want to go on t then?
>>42966164i thought bi women love mtfs, at least that's what i've seen. a lot of the bi women ik date mtfs or the guys they've been with in the past end up coming out as mtf. i'd assume the only guys who'd really be into clocky trans women are bi men, which are less common than bi women or at least more suppressed in their sexuality. idk, the psyche of bi women confuses me.
>>42966176want to look more masculine, my ideal body goal is to have a tall and lanky build, but even the gym makes that impossible with my genetics/body fat distribution, so T seems like the only option
>>42966336being a twinkhon does get you more attention from bi women, but also so much more from men, however they want to label themselves. they also get extra (sexually) aggressive after they clock you, as a bonus
>>42966134>sometimes think of going on T, but the idea of looking trans sounds awfulI come from the other end. Estrogenized faggot who looks like a pooner atp.It's really not bad, except getting used to be both she/her and he/him several times a day if you're an outgoing person. If anything, it adds a bit of mystique.
>>42965841idk did you ever deeply dislike being a female, doing feminine things, or getting categorized as a girl (like groups being sorted by girls and boys for like a class activity), before puberty? do you have any discomfort about having to be a woman now?and then this question is purely out of curiosity cause i've asked a few mtf repressors the opposite question but never ask an ftm repressor im curious what the response would be. how would you feel about dating an mtf repressor?
>>42966134how are you built? how tall are you?you likely will not look trans if you put enough effort in
>>42966449im 5'7, maybe 5'8 on a good day, c cup, kind of chubby rn so losing weight would probably helpbut the biggest problem is that i got naturally wide hips and a very feminine body fat distribution
>>42966020this is my exact feeling on this as and mtf repper
>>42966416I'm not stereotypically feminine but I don't dislike being a girl, necessarily. I don't wear makeup. I've tried to learn a few times but I think I just look silly. Sometimes getting categorized as a girl is annoying when people speak about common "girl things" that I don't personally relate to. The only real "discomfort" I have around being a woman is like misogyny and shit like that.I don't know if I'd feel any sorta way about dating a male repper. I guess I'd be sad for them that they feel unfulfilled by their body, but I don't really understand the longing of wanting to transition. I'm not thrilled with my body, personally, but none of my hangups around my body really come from wishing it was male.
>>42966602Yeah. I guess I am gender nonconforming already, but making an obnoxious label out of it feels performative.
>>42966336Honestly, as op of this post, most bi women I know are just straight girls larping for attention. I mostly just hang out with lesbians for this reason.
>>42966752lmao trust me i know every bitch calls herself bi nowadayseven actual lesbians are rare now, so many "lesbians" are just bi women who label themselves as that for extra attention
>>42966783My gf is an "actual" lesbian and honestly it's a tight race as to which community is worse: lesbians or bi women. Neither have ever been welcoming or hospitable to either of us.
>>42965876this>>42965841just live ur life nona
