i had gay sex for the first time on the weekend but i still don't know how i feel about itit wasn't bad but i didn't feel about emotional about it eitherhas anyone experienced similar?
>>42966972i think this is the experience for all gay men
>>42966972It's called 'processing the loss'
>>42966972What were you expecting?
>>42966972Same, I feel like I'm so emotionally numb from hating myself my entire life that I couldnt really feel any emotional connection to what I was doing even though I 'wanted' to have sex.
I mean if it was just with some random, yea a lot of time it will feel kinda flat like that. Its when you're with someone you really like, someone special, that it will be more emotionally overwhelming.
>>42966972I was apprehensive about my first time since I had post-nut clarity after masturbating to gay fantasies. Met up with the guy, made out, got naked and played with each other. Keep in mind this was the first sexual activity I ever had, first time naked with someone else. When we were finished I wished I had tried it sooner. It was great.
>>42969694something similar to how i feel with men
