the exact opposite for me

>>42967842
why do you think it changed for you?

>>42967821
kinda yeah lol. sometimes i think about death a lot for days on end but then end up forgetting about it for a while.

>>42968462
are you religious? personally im an atheist so it makes the whole idea of dying scarier

>>42968249
I was passively suicidal but hated suicide, I wanted to die and was obsessed with death and afterlife. after starting E it was like if I couldnt feel anything extreme in general, so I stopped caring about death, suicide, afterlife, etc
I think its a direct HRT effect (for me) rather than a change in thought

>>42967821
not exactly but yeah

>>42967821
yes
death is overrated

>>42967821
>since I fixed what was wrong with me I've decided I want to live after all, how does this work?
Mystery.

>>42967821
so for the first three years on HRT my health/death anxiety basically disappeared completely and I was so relieved
but now it's back with a vengeance somehow and idk how to deal with that anymore lol it's been too long

>>42969494
How come it's back?

>>42969494
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3crnZelTpE4
t. gabba

>>42969508
I wish I knew no clue, post-srs too so I doubt it's hormonal but idk

Yes, but death isn't a necessity, and humanity advances exponentially, it's not implausible to solve aging at the least

>>42968496
I grew up in a really religious environment, but it's not like I'm scared of hell or anything like that. I think there's no afterlife although that makes me angry sometimes because my only chance at conscious life is going quite shitty.

>>42969656
you have no way of knowing if youll make it to that point. you could die of some random bullshit the day before they cure death

bump

yeah I care more about my life and suffering now