College was a mistake. It makes me just hate myself more, i want to quit and just bed rot forever. Im not good enough to be anything and im to ugly to go outside
Facts this is why troons be roping
>be op>get into college>realize you have to actually put in effort to exist>”ummm college was a mistake!!”>decide to become a sentient pile of unwashed clothes instead
>blah blah blah based album, I love sweet trip
>>42969118drop outdid it toohad a looot of fun sinceand I'm doing just finebut you gotta be creative!
>>42969138the class work is fine its the showing up i hate, i hate being perceived, i should have boymoded but my dumbass wanted to "prove" something to my parents so now i have to honmode. Im clocky as shit despite being a year and a half on hrt.
>>42969172Do not drop out, lmao
>>42969172parents would kill me and i would then truly have no direction. Half my friends are drop outs and are doing nothing in life still living with their parents. I cant stay here for the next five years ill kill myself. To make enough for a job that can support an apartment i kind of have to get a degree unfortunately.
>>42969183honmoding after 1.5 years is just a public humiliation larp. you aren't proving anything to your parents, they just pity the clocky freak you've become. put the hoodie back on and accept the boymode life. you're a brick and you'll never pass. it's over.
>>42969191>>42969197egh right I forget normies can't think or see any other way to live than through 'carriers'.remember to always smile and say good morning to mr. bossman!!
>>42969245careerssee I don't even know how to write itand still I have my own apartment as a midwit dropout tranny in her mid 20s whoops
>>42969118I really regret going to collegeso much effort and I ended up a neet anyway bc I couldn’t handle going to work everyday
>>42969250luckshitting isn't a career path. telling a depressed 1.5yr brick to drop out is basically a murder-suicide larp. keep rotting in your "success" until reality filters you, secondary. it's over for everyone in this thread including you.
not everyone is well suited for academic work but you should genuinely try and get good at something for a career. Better life and keeps you distracted from your own mortality.
>>42969279do you work at a university or something?>everyone who doesn't have a degree gets filteredis the worst take I've heard all year. Just find a way to make money and the world's your oyster
>>42969297"world's your oyster" is the ultimate luckshit cope. for a non-passing brick, a degree is the only thing keeping them out of the sex work meat-grinder. telling them to drop out is a murder-suicide larp. enjoy your apartment until your shelf life expires, secondary. it's over for everyone here.
>>42969297Degree is very reliable. If you don't have a degree you still need to study, tradies are what come to mind and all my friends who have gone down that path still need to take classes and get mentored or learn it in the military or something. They seem to like it more than college work though so good for them but its still a lot of work.
>>42969311nah all you gotta know is how to sell and you can buy two books for twenty bucks, read them and start selling shit to people.go to a yard sale, buy something, sell it for a profit. rinse and repeat.even better, open a book, learn how to build something yourself and then sell that to other people.mentorship is for lazy people. self directed learning is 100x more effective especially when your ass is on the line.>>42969308this has nothing to do with being trans or queer or whatever. if you have something other people would like to have, sell it to them and get more of it.
>>42969311Also I don't really know if the trades are the best place for a tranny, they barely have cis women.
>>42969326i am sorry but you sound like a lazy dumbfuck. Get a real job before the world gets to you. Flipping items and self study is for retired people or wall street and you seem like neither.
>>42969220Im to short and fem looking to be a dude but to bricky to be a girl i just look like a greasy androgynous imp. I can go in either bathroom and get stares, i literally cant even rep or boymode properly its fucking over dude i wanna kms so bad but feel to fucking guilty to do it.
>>42969332huh? what world is gonna get to me?people always need things and if I can find out what they want and where to get it, I can sell it to them for a profit.Every business operates on this principle. Even the one you work for.
>>42969335The stares aren't anything bad, your just curious looking. Just make sure you have a career, as with most things it is far more tolerable if you are not broke
>>42969335you look like a random guyyou're just paranoidput on a hoodie and some slacks and nobody will notice you
>>42969326>go to a yard sale, buy something, sell it for a profit. rinse and repeat.1. as someone who loves thrifting clothes and old media because i find it fun and silly i hate you fuck you and die2. i know someone who does that and they make literally no money from it despite their efforts. Turns out in the big 2026 people arent giving away copies of earthbound to goodwill and if they are theres always a scalper whos quicker than you who gets it first.>>42969311id consider a trade desu but their 1. to male dominated2. im 5'6 and 120 pounds soaking wet im not built for physical labor and i think training myself to be equipped for that would just make me more dysphoric.
>>42969373Yeah you should get a degree in. What do you find so intolerable about college?
>>42969373>i know someone who does that and they make literally no money from it despite their efforts. Turns out in the big 2026 people arent giving away copies of earthbound to goodwill and if they are theres always a scalper whos quicker than you who gets it first.well then he's gotta be quicker to be one of the scalpers, look elsewhere or do better product research>as someone who loves thrifting clothes and old media because i find it fun and silly i hate you fuck you and diedw you'll buy it from me and I'll make good money for my vacation home
>>42969355ive malefailed multiple times in the mens room while boymoding.>inb4 "your a bdd passoid"i just straight up don't. I don't want to post a picture of myself but ive been clocked numerous times just in the past week while in girlmode.
>>42969379talking to other people and being perceived because i look like an ugly tranny and i cant stand being seen as a man.I could try online school but my parents are the ones giving me money for college and i cant imagine they'd like the idea of me going online
>>42969411Genuinely I used to be a chud and I still thought trannies seemed nice, I can't imagine most people are judging you too harshly. Your going to need to be comfortable going out in the world one way or another if your ever going to live your life, you need to get used to whatever you are.
>>42969397you will always be clocky
>>42969118just pick a better major tbhon. honest health field is very good for low motivation retards. there are lots of certifications that get you a real job and only take like 6 months, and if you don't show up to work people die so you have to go or you're evil. once you start guiltmaxxing everything changes for the better im telling you nona.
>>42969311degree doesn’t solve anything when you’re socially and intellectually retardedcan’t believe I wasted 4 years of my life
>>42969532Well you need something don't you? Man still has to fight nature for his meal, we just organized ourselves into professions but this means world will still expect you to find something. You don't seem retarded btw.
>>42969172This person doesnt sound like the creative type desu, hopefully she can be hot enough for prostitution
>>42969763I like to make music and write poetry but those arent reallt marketable skills. Creativity isnt valued in the marketplace.
>>42969279delusional redditoid kek
