testicular torsion Tuesday don't get it twistedprev >>42957765
how are you fine ladies enjoying the new mascots
The "manmode" general is a hospice ward for people who have already given up.
you know what fuck this i'm going to go be a woman
>>42969152What is it about these hideous designs that is so repulsive?
>>42969163what's so wrong with that?>>42969168bye! good luck!
>>42969168hell yeah, now leave this thread
>>42969168I believe in you
>>42969177No they can stay
>>42969174everything is wrong with it. you're just waiting for the clock to run out while your bones masculine-ize further. you're a midwit hider who's too scared to live and too lazy to die. stay in the hospice, brick.
might start taking hrt at 30
>>42969152why are the legs always so massive?
>>42969195>while your bones masculine-ize furtherhey buddy, repgen is two doors down. my bones will stay exactly as they are until i die and they rot in the ground.
>>42969190no the fuck they can't, this is MANmoder general
>>42969168see you tomorrow
>>42969213It's unlikely they're going to immediately womanmode full time
>>42969212receding hairline and coarse skin say hi. you're not "safe," you're just rotting slower than the repgens. have fun being a 50yo "manmoder" with a walker and a 3XL hoodie.
>>42969235go back to the sharty nigga, or at least get better b8
I'm exited to see what the 50yo hrt femboys will turn out like
what's worse being a loser in losergen or coming into losergen with bad bait
>>42969252calling reality "b8" is the ultimate manmoder cope. every day you don't live is just another day closer to being a middle-aged man with gyno and a 3XL hoodie. stay in the hospice ward and rot, brick. it's already over.
>>42969206decet. 27 club
>>42969265I can't stand needles though how much worse is oral
>>42969206worked on my machine
>>42969381hello fellow /g/tard
>>42969283shitass country that would steal diy whatsoever.did oral for long it was decent at first but eventually likely part of what messed my stomach, in conjonction with being old and sedentary (fuck the outside world, for the most part).patches gave me skin rashesbrick4lyfe but i've seen vague progress on gel in the last few years, for sure, fave form doable on no-money here.
the plan: lose 15 pounds, get ffs, get on pioglitazone, get 360 lipo bbl + pelvic plasty + rib remodeling. the goal: looking like a guy still idk i dont think im gmi
i will never be able to afford surgery :D
i will realistically have to manmode for another 3 years
i hope all you moders are wearing green this st patrick’s day
>>42969381can anyone here claim hrt worked for them?
day 3 of HRT, this is like my 5th attempt to stay on my hormones. wish me luck
>>42969137lost one of my nuts to this as a kid because "it's just a fall, toughen up". my family wonder's why i'm on hrt....
saw a 10 year old youngshit and my day is ruined
straight up shaking my head at my desk to not fall asleep at work
has not showered in 4 days award
that's a rather short period of time to go without showering, no?
prison transbian
timothee chalamet should have trooned out b4 twink death
I need a mastectomy after ffs so i can live my life as a nonbinary hrtrepper
mocking me
blocking me :(
>>42970261dam gl
>>42970779clean yersellt. does whenever p**p
>>42970915nta at my most dep and rep sure, i won't contradict thatbut it was in the heisei eradoesn't mean i go outside much regardless
>>42971148he was always chopped
bruh imagine voting
>>42971932updoot
>>42971966erm you should vote blue no matter who
not now sweety mommy is doing an id face scan to get our monthly quota of breathable air
>>42969163Manmoding is just painkillers for terminal GD. It’s no cure but it’s a prognosis treatment.
>>42971966bruh imagine dooting
finna voot for Hitler 2
don't look at me, i voted for jeb bush.
moo
milk-a-moder moosday
>>42970126Estrogen hit me like a freight train
>>42969152"we have clone high at home"clone high at home:
>>42969283I did sublingual for about 5 years, about 4 of it monotherapy.I was pretty happy with how things were going and my levels were good but I switched to injections a couple months ago and there have already been noticeable changes. Labs pretty similar--no explanation for this shit.But I mean sublingual did work, and it gave me time to get over the fear of needles, or at least decide to push through it.
>>42970126I set my sights very low (wanting to die less, maybe growing boobies, soft skin, stopping the balding) and was pleasantly surprised but also caught off guard by how hard and early the effects kicked in
i look-a like a man
hrt works but when you start off as a total short chad you will not transition well regardless
>>42972720motherfucking scooby-doo? on this motherfucking plane? it's more likely than you think
>>42972640
im going to detransition but idk if i should do it before of after ffs
>>42972960maybe you should overthink it and do it after brain correction surgery
>>42969152why
i had a dream about you
teehee
>>42973000>or anythingdamn now i gotta lie
>>42972977you voted for thisit cannot be undone
i er uh
>>42973026literally what the fuck are you talking aboutwhy do you spam this weird deviantart shit here of all places
like holy fuck dudehttps://archiveofsins.com/lgbt/search/image/E4PR7rq2wCe_JQAdBQ7_Uw/are you just trying to get us to hate this artist or what
>>42973026anything can be undone with enough morally incorrect actions
very autistic and cringe gimmick
>>42973038i don’t need to make people hate himhe’s done that all by himself
>>42973061weirdgo away
>>42973026can we just get smormu instead?
Ok even though I hate it pretty sure I’m gonna detransition for a second time. Quite literally IWNBAW and no one has ever looked as masculine as me before. Every attempt to make my face look more feminine or pretty simply highlights how innately disgusting and masculine it is. My hair is getting long enough to be more feminine and all it does is hang down so my massive moid skull and long face and huge brow and giant jaw and Neanderthal nose are all front and center. God never intended me to transition and doing so is like a fish living outside of water. I was given a brain that can only be happy as a woman and a body that can never be a woman. I hate that I feel like I have to do this but my options at this point are delusional honmode and feel disgusted with myself at every waking moment, detroon and just try and make myself look like a decent man and workaholic my way into not thinking about how IWNBAW, or suicide. Not even HRT at 16 saved me I quite literally was designed to kill myself>>42972960Why would you detransition after getting ffs? Kinda seems like a waste desu
>>42972960in during
>>42973102please don’t detrans, jellyfishmoder
I hate youngshits so fucking much
i hate shits so fucking much
dubs and i jack off
>>42973170I have no reason to not, I’m gonna despise how I look regardless but me trying to present femme just makes me so much more acutely aware of how I’m built. Might as well just give up and present as a guy since that way I can disassociate from having a body altogether
blood
>>42973245rerollin for you sis i mean bro
>>42973102>Why would you detransition after getting ffs?my hips are small in a way that can't be compensated for. i would be an attractive man but i hate my male face and want ffs and i got laser now so i want to keep the aesthetic i have basically i will just stop hrt for long enough to get a mastectomy and then be an hrt repper
dubs and I shave my legs
>>42973285guess i'm buying a flat cage :/
>>42973278i’m donating some in a few minutes :) it’s so nice continually confirming i’m a male
>>42973299yay! i won’t be the only smoothmoder
i love jeremy
thank god our lawmakers are focusing on the issues that matterdoesn't this make you feel safer, fellow men?
is that normal? to take hrt and be a man still
>>42973297Yeah I also hate my male face so that’s fair enough ig. Just would be worried about looking uncanny after ig. I don’t think you should detransition just cuz ur hips are too small tho>>42973299Go shave ‘em Nona <3 always makes me feel a bit better to have them shaved so hopefully helps u too
it should be
>>42973348and you shouldnt detransition because youre too tall
ate cookies award
there have been over 1000 mmgs and i have posted in most of them
always feeling needy award
>>42973427I know it was tried before 2020, or at least the term was, but was this the first mmg as we know it today? >>15763846
>>42973382>>42973382Honestly I could be happy with my height if I just had a feminine body and face but instead I have a freakish ogre face that is unsaveable even with FFS so not rlly anything to be done. Also my shoulders are absurdly broad
>>42973473
Horrible day to day. Can someone console.me.somehow? Im insanely derealized and like weird and uncofmortable. Just keep pacing around and cant rly get comfort from anything.
>take the makes you needy hormone>feels needywhy would jews do this
started at 16 and still manmoding award
youngshits pls go you are not manmoding and you know it
i look at my old id photos and I don't recognize that person
>>42973510lol same
they’re harvesting my manmoder blood
cute
>>42973510Honestly I could be happy if I was with my girlfriend instead of being a nurse with suicidal tendencies
are manmoders into bloodplay
>>42973431>>42973527it's probably the one thing I dislike most about hrt
im not into anything mentally ill
>>42973553gay people shouldn't donate blood
bitches niggas honkeys crackas 4chandykes faggots trannies queers san franpolycules seattle portland
forcibly detrans every pnw tranny and ship them off to the iranian frontlines
>>42973553do you think this will create more moders? a moder factory?
asian girlslos angeles
>>42973601DIY
>>42973592i get 0 play, plus i’m only gay if you count me as a woman anyway
dubs and i learn healthy coping methods instead of killing myself
>>42973534Omg bestie same, except I detrooned at 17 and retrooned at 23>>42973580Random question but how do u even have a girlfriend? I’ve been wanting a bf for a while just to have someone to dote on and cook for and cuddle against but I hate my dumb body so much it feels impossible to even put myself out there
>be me>man>man hips>could probably get a bf>troon instead>still a man>man hips>could probably not get a bf>also ugly breastshmph
>>42973603god i hope not. in case they haven’t noticed, we’re a pretty miserable group of people
twins
i need ketchup
i hate my body i hate my face (only half of it the other half is very nice) what do i do
>>42973717what half? top half, bottom half, left side, right side?
>>42973746all of it. i will be getting ffs
I love my body and I'm okay with my face even though I'm a fat piece of shit with moidly proportions and a dysgenic uggo phenotypeEsTrOgEn Is MaGiC
is it morally wrong to invest in raytheon and boeing stock?
Not eating all day to punish myself for being born wrong
>>42973787Same. i cant wait to remove my breasts in a theyfab nonbinary sort of way
>>42973787>vaporwaveaunc pls
>>42973795they gonna bomb those kids anyways sis don't live in poverty
#FreedomIsntFree #WWG1WGA #TheStorm
Im going crazy
>>42973586why
i want to be held so bad
gay prople like you fucking disgust me
>>42973632get a spine bitch + I'm pretty darn cute
>>42974056
>>42974056Yeah fair enough lol. Doubt I’ll ever get any self worth so probs just gonna be alone til I die. Also I’m ugly
>>42974152Aaaa:-:Dude it feels so bad that i will never ever feel good abt myself or content orYeah dorry for posting im just so sad
>>42974045uwu
https://strawpoll.com/e2naX6oVAyB
i was a needy little bitch before hrt
Ms lia could you indulge my little crybaby bad day mood or should i just fuck off and go to bed.
>>42974538my levels are fine but i have whatever brain disease it is that makes it so that meaningful connections just never happen
waaah waaah moders i'm sad waaah MAN UP, BITCH
i was pretty needy when i was younger but not anymore>>42973245rerollan 4 anon>>42974648i dont think i could get anymore tuff
>>42974648Not even.
what are some TV shows
Sanford and SonDallasLittle House on the PrairieDynastyHappy DaysThe Six Million Dollar Man
you broke my heart
you toke my fart
ew no i did not
heh
Is it all.going to be fine in the end?
Can someone tell me it'll be alright even if its a lie or something.
crungus
>>42973328fisher?
ruthty thpoons
linken prk rlz!!
Please
did everyone have a nice weekend?
spending the whole day filling up my room with fart and sweat smells, then opening the door and letting them leave. i'm something of a parent
that's lovely nona
>>42975106sniiiiiiiiiiffa
everything will be better if you take your HRT, retard
>>42975133I appreciate the tough love. Still unsure if im the right person to take it but yeah.I've had an okay weekend. I just got super fucked up today for no reason. Just like anxiety stricken 24/7
>>42972518concerning?!
>>42973173youngshits dont deserve it, passoids who transitioned as adults do
muskymoders >>>>
>>42974922>>42974938I like your mouthwords
>>42974904he drew salad fingers once
yall fw ranfren
Ok but when i say 21 is too old i get shat on
>>42975339!!
>>42975063it was fine, but i spent it more alone than usual :/
i'm diarrheamaxxed and loosestoolpilled
yummy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JKm9rGgm_Zs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yp8o35zahgo
coalgem
>>42975503coal>>42975530COAL
>>42975503
my name is the fucking mimic oh yeah
you don't look like that DOE
hey why does no one love me
>>42975557why are you so mad, asaposter?
cuz her manga blows ass i'd be mad too
the only thing you'll be blowing is my dick
i [spoiler]enjoy[/spoiler] chainsaw mani haven't read part 2 tho
>>42975641newfug
>>42975641Same.P1 was really fun. I love Fire Punch the most.Might reread Grappler Baki desu.
i think chainsaw man SUCKS
>>42975647i've been here for 13 years i just have no taste or discernment of any kind
>>42975673Who's your favourite csm waifu
>>42975673spoilers have never been a thing on this board...
>>42975699[spoiler]that's the joke[/spoiler]
newmoders cannot triple triangle
you don't look like that, doe
I wish i looked like Asa Mitaka.I need to book therapy or something. I'm so miserable. I'm actually getting up to suicidal thoughts. It isn't good. I want to do better.
would you be mad at me if put your penis in my mouth without asking? not in a sexual way just messing around being silly
i wish i looked like this
i look like that
>>42975903can we make eye contact while your limp penis sits in my mouth and i do nothing
>>42975919no you don’t my husband is one in a krillion
yeah i fucked him
>>42975921i could probably get hard and bust from that desuit would take a while tho
why does my earring hurt if all i did was sleep on it for 10 hours for multiple months
>>42975948okay sounds good i'm trusting no cum will get in my mouth?
>>42975962a very small amount of very thin cum will be involved
I'm hopeless. It will never get better. I don't know what to do. I just feel awful.I'm gonna skip classes tomorrow and just stay in bed.
>>42975912basically me but also mogs me
after several weeks of veganism i've decided this is kinda gay and i'm not gonna do it anymore. i do like the s-y milk and tofu thobeit
whats a moder up to this evening>>42975919same
>>42976074i still cant figure out how to fry tofu rightwhats the thecret
>>42976094deep fry them bitches, pan frying is for pussies
>>42976167im def not one of those so..
I need to lose a bajillion pounds and get hotter
asaposters are racist af do not interact
everyone in this gen is racist but me
racist white women general
>>42975950P E R M A N E N T D A M A G E
how to cope with knowing you don't fit in with women and never will honestly biggest thing that makes me want to detrans i should zippertitsmode have a bio family and not die alone
smell like Dick, Weed, and Chocolate
rate this character design
sub cal arts tier
>>42975950I need to work on not doing this with my piercings
Ok so I looked into what I need do before I kill myself and it’s actually fairly achievable. Would basically just need to cancel my therapy appointments and cancel some doctor stuff I have coming up, write some messages so people I talk to don’t think I’ve just ghosted them, and also just go through with the suicide. Exit bag might be the easiest solution outside of firearm, but firearm requires me to wait and go through California back ground checks which just would take more effort than I have honestly. Exit bag stuff is scary but easiest seeming ig, just hope it isn’t painful. If anyone else has better advice on how to have a painless rope lemme know, would be rlly appreciated. Otherwise gonna try and find some nice vistas nearby so I can at least have a somewhat nice view when I go, preferably somewhere remote so I don’t traumatize anyone
don't do it, faggot
do it faggot
>>42969137me :3
>>42976801ftm
>>42976995please don’t go through with it :(
>>42976995nooo don't kill yourself your so sexy aha
>>42977000>>42977146>>42977166Erm no sorry I am horrifically deformed and have no energy to even exist anymore my dumb worthless tranny face is unfixable so I am either detrooning and becoming a husk or suicide. Preferably suicide honestlyAlso this isn’t advice in committing suicide would prefer that desu
>>42977570take 10 grams of acetaminophen if you ain't pussy
PSA: NEVER trust ansurEvery measurement is in female range here (except hips). Still looks like a man. 3 years hrt
you made me hard
>>42978241You must be attracted to men then. Cover up the gyno and it's clearly a man body.
idk i'm only ever attracted to women i don't really like men
i like men and i would noti also like women and trannies but nonetheless would not
ahem SEXO oh wait > >
it's real sadfag hours
i simply have to get ffs and a mastectomy but stay on hrt. I simply have to
>>42978485Yeah. This is my body. I'm just gonna be stuck with it.
for two to three minutes your body will be mine
>>42978498ngl this almost made me go vegan
>>42978513mocking me but in my real vegan true moder opinion this pig is ethical to eat
missionary and lack of aftercare with that body
my back looks much worse than my front and i dont rightly know why
>>42978528i've never mocked you my heart is full of love for you
im so chum is fum for you
yep those are butterflies in my stomach
my bodh is like if you took a guy and blended him all up and then made him into a guy but his brain was all blended up right so he thought he was a woman but he was not and he will never be a lady ever because he’s a man and he’s a man in the worst possible way he’s a man without hips which makes his shape incompatible with being good or happy ever forever basically
im dimorphic in the bad way (big back) when i should be androgynous in the good way (big hips)
>>42978112Exercise
>>42977027cute
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HxjDeYz1tgY
how do i tell the difference between my actual thoughts and feelings that have been brought up to the surface and stuff i only think because i'm under the influence of estrogen
>>42979841ask me and i'll decide for you
luv brown tranners simple as
i will be getting as many surgeries as possible while not ever transitioning
srs reppers are valid
>>42978112bbgirl i luv ur cum gutters
>>42978112boobie mogs me
why am i here
to mode
im starting to want to be a gay man because taking estrogen feels like acclimation to cishet society but because im a hon that lives as a gay man it isnt really it's actually just weird asf
my gay bf asked if i'm a tranny again
>>42980630I feel sorry for you.
only a month in and i’ve already got a coworker telling me to find a woman to marry
>>42981079felt
Still suicidal, do I cancel my appointment with planned parenthood today? It’s just a refill on prescriptions and bloodwork but counterpoint is I’m too disgusting to deserve to transition and I don’t want to make anyone there uncomfortable by having to think of me as trans
If people saw me topless I think they'd straight up kill me for being such a honnish abomination
>>42981759don’t cancel. keep getting your meds if nothing else
>>42981270i feel boobie from you
>>42981759hang in there jellyfishmoder <3 you specifically deserve to transition
IwnbawI’m horny af for older twinks Slightly depressed older twinks >>>>
I’ve done nothing in two years of hrt
>>42982206I've done nothing in 21 years no hrt.
I've some thing which are probably not worthy of any note in some amount of time
>>42982206sounds like you should probably do something
>>42981845>>42981996I just no showed so oops. Not sure if I’ll reschedule trying to be pretty is pain>>42982189Hello hi that’s me
>>42982189how old and how twinkish? >_>
>>42982596Over 25 at least and very twinkish>>42982576Show pecs
im an victim
>>42982575I don’t know howEvery day repeatsI’m too moided to change
>>42982621damn, jellyfishmoder and i are both out, i’m 24 and she’s younger than me
that 29 yo moder that still calls herself a twink
>>42982621I have B-cups and I’m 24 and a half (hag) if that’s okay. I have actually been meaning to attention whore face post since it’s been a quarter since I’ve done that and I want to show u all what a trvemoder looks like
cup mogs me
>I’m 24 and a half (hag)this is the kinda shit that has 30 year olds getting called milfs
Miffed by the young shit again in my moder thread…Also no Im the only real moder I still have facial hair from laser abd my bidy is disgusting you are all foids
>>42982733>>42982735I am not nearly young anymore I am absolutely mortified of turning 25
>>42982744so i should kill myself right
>>42982630dude, go to a fucking salon, get someone to do your makeup for you, you need a little help getting started and that's ok, you were just never taught the things cis girls were as a kid, of course you don't know how yet, get somebody to show you and I dont wanna hear "awawwawaawwa im tooo moided" you'd literally be paying them to do it, they could not care less
her thing is too big ngl
>>42982751Absolutely not. My concerns with ageing are solely my own and I don’t think anyone else should feel that way. Nothing wrong with that at all it’s a natural part of life it’s just something I am terrified of for myself specifically
>>42982751yes
>>42982762I’d rather kill myself than humiliate myself in front of others like the moid fetishist fat ugly bastard I am invading women spaces like thatI’m already humiliating myself for the court and I’d change and army dodging shit cause I’m registered as naked and have to somehow convince 5 people Im femsle(ensouled) to avoid getting send in a camp barracks. that’s enough humilation
I'm super old and basically its over.
>>42982804hell yeah
lateshit at 20 award
Had a dream i was a cute twinkhon and had friends and now im considering suicide.I've scheduled when to drink and how much as to not spiral but its p bad as is.
people should die at 28 honestly
>>42982963wow 7 more days left to live! im so excited to waste it :)
>>42982733to be fair people shouldn't reproduce after 30, that's what causes autism
laser was orders of magnitude quicker than i expected. my appointment was for 10 minutes ago, i didn’t get there early, and i’m already done and set my next appointment
>>42982963I'd have been ok with my life ending by 28. Everything since then has just been time washing by too fast to really absorb anything new.
i hate being reminded of my birthday so much
imagine starting hrt at 30
>>42983628That will be me one day kek.
i will never be sexually satisfied because im a coward and ruined my body with my cowardice. btw
>>42983628wdym imagine
i have so much love to give
i want to make a cute man fat but the only man im fattening up is MYSELF
>>4298362836 for me after trying it at 28
isnt so bad being old
my gf is 32 and im 29 which means im basically being groomed
can she groom me next?
>>42984136yes actually this age gap is problematic
she will eventually leave me for a cis girl anyway this sucks
flirting through metaphors this is gay asf :skull:
cis man more likely
i can never be happy until they free tay k
>>42984247I seriously doubt that
When do i get to marry a man
i look like a guy in an ugly way
if a war really happens will I have to kill my gf too? shes technically not white but shes very white passing
>>42984066omg twin...
>>42984341i meant race war
>>42984267oh ok
>>42984066How do you not fall into complete misery over what could have been at that point?
Is 21 too old to be cute
oh my god bruh get out of here
i wish i were a cute twinkhon
>>42984819SAME
my cisf coworker has a beard shadow
>>42969137new >>42984976
>>42984577I try not to think about it...
