i’m almost 20 y/o but i still feel like a teenage girl because i transitioned at 16 and have c-ptsd and was hospitalized for ana and forced on psych meds. so i had a very delayed social integration and self actualization and am still in the process of those things i’m still figuring things out.. ig it’s kinda a vibe bcus ill be young and turnt 4ever but like i still feel so incomplete still and im still discovering myself. i guess ur 20s kinda basically are like ur teenage years a 2nd time over anyways thats what i heard i think but still i just wanna feel like myself already. also i still look vry boyish and im kinda just now starting to acc look more like a girl and less like a castrated moid. plssss anyone else who transitioned around the same age as me and is in or thru there 20s alr how is it im scared idw be not a teenager anymore :,)
>>42969799Stupid larp. Grow up nigga. You're a man. Act like it.
>>42969799>i’m almost 20 y/o but i still feel like a teenage girlnineTEENyou are a teenager retard
>>42969808omg kys moid what am i even larping to u? i started the whole process at 14 and staved myself to slow puberty then came out and started hrt at 16
>>42969818>moidWhy would you insult me with what you are?>came out and started hrt at 16Good for you, I guess?
>>42969799Yeah I feel like that at 39. My life up to starting my transition was just waiting for something to happen and it never did. I was still a virgin, living with my parents, never had a real job. Now I'm figuring out relationships and dating, living indenpendently, and trying to build a career. These are the life milestones you hit in your late teens and early 20s, that's the life stage I'm at. They call it queer time, and also autism time. You don't hit the milestones at the same time as the normies and you have to recognize that you're maturing at a different rate to everyone else.
>>42969808>>42969825Fuck off Jew. I cleared out three of your kind this morning, but you grow back like weeds.
>>42969817WELL YES. BUT I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD BE OLDER AND FEEL AND ACT OLDER. I FEEL SO OLD IDW BE OLD I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA BE RUINED CUS OF IT. i feel like i did when i was 16 tho honestly like thats where im at mentally before all the dissociation from the zoloft started again at 17….>>42969825troid/mtfoid****>>42969828when did u transition? like lwk i could totally get in relationships and get cracked and be more independent and stuff like soon if i wasn’t so retarded and self hating. my future career path is hopefully have a rich husband>>42969834stop larping as me i am not antisemitic.
>>42969842>when did u transition?2-ish years ago. > if i wasn’t so retarded Autism? Because that's going to slow you down. >stop larping as me i am not antisemitic.I'm not larping as you, that person calling you a man is a Jew trying to be disruptive because that's how they operate. You should be anti-semitic, Jews are the reason trans women around the world are having such a hard time at the moment, Jews are the reason this board becomes intermittently unusuable, and that's not even top ten of their crimes these days. That open transphobia shit on /tttt/ is Jews 99.9% of the time. I knew he was here because he also started the thread about black lives not mattering.
>>42969855I'm slowly becoming philosemitic because all of the worst people hate Jews now.
>>42969855>>42969857what does this even mean? i don’t care about jewish people i just want to be pretty and skinny and feel like myself and i want advice…
>>42969864>I just want to be pretty and skinnyBelieve it or not you can be both of those things as a man.
>>42969873i don’t wanna be a moid. ur not being helpful.
>>42969883Too bad nigga. You have XY chromosomes, a penis, and testicles. You were born a male, you went through puberty as a male, and you will die a male.
>>42969857The only thing you know about me is that I nooticed you. That's what you don't like about me. You want to point out that "trans women are men" I'm going to point out that you're Jewish. And slowly everyone will learn to hate you as I do. >>42969864Cool, and I gave it to you. Accept that you're going to hit life's milestones years behind your normie peers. And don't engage with Jewish trolls on 4chan. I'll sort them out, it's better to just ignore them.
>>42969883Stop engaging with the Jew sweetheart. He's just trying to hurt you for his own entertainment and maybe get a screencap out of it.
>>42969887You got me. I'm Jewish.
>>42969885ur so mean im blocking and reporting you kill yourself mossad>>42969887I DONT CARE ABOUT JEWISH PEOPLE AND I KINDA RLLY DONT WANNA BE A VIRGIN AT 38 YEARS OLD SORRY.
>>42969895I'm mean for stating an objective fact?
>>42969897mossad cia glowfag larp diddy moid
>>42969895>I DONT CARE ABOUT JEWISH PEOPLE AND I KINDA RLLY DONT WANNA BE A VIRGIN AT 38 YEARS OLD SORRY.THENIGNORE THEMAND LISTEN TO MYACTUAL ADVICEFOR YOUFucking hell be less dumb. >>42969893Like that was in any way surprising.
>>42969900brainbroken
>>42969901Yeah I'm Jewish. My real name is Shlomo Bergowitz, my nose is a perfect quarter circle, I sleep on a bed of coins, I live in Manhattan, I work in finance, I got into Yale because of family connections. Anything else to ask?
>>42969905The only thing I asked of you was to fuck off.
>>42969799so real
>>42969907I'll fuck off to my secret rabbi tunnels I've built under New York using goy slave labor. When I'm convicted of financial crimes I'll probably flee to Israel. Any more questions?
>>42969901okay like yeah what ever. like i get wym like ya im prob gonna spend my early 20s still figuring myself out and what ever but like i wanna liveeeeee why is everyone here so detached plsssss EVERYONE GET MORE HYPOMANIC NOW this board makes me feel like i have a brain lesion >>42969902diddyblud diddblud go away larp again another day>>42969910OMG COW HI
>>42969914I don't know that that means. What I do know is that the cisgender girls you started high school with have well and truly completed puberty, grown into young women for better or worse, have had relationships, jobs, some of them will be married and/or pregnant, some of them will be exploring their sexuality at college, and some of them will have fallen out of society due to their own problems. You're starting well behind. You've just gotten through puberty, you've still got a shitload of angst, you're clearly behind on your education, and you've got a lot of catching up to do.And that is just going to take time. That's all there is to it. You can't make it so it already happened, and none of it happens overnight. Today is the first day of the rest of your life, what are you going to do with it?
>>42969939ur no funok like>some of them will be exploring their sexuality at collegeTHIS IS THE VIBE FOR 2026. except ion go to collage > You've just gotten through pubertylike kind of >you've still got a shitload of angstrealness but it’s a vibe >you're clearly behind on your educationi hate school id rather be a psuedointellectual philosophy and poetry reader redscarepod listener>Today is the first day of the rest of your life, what are you going to do with it?listen to lana and look at pinterest bcus i’m sad but also im ordering hair products tn <3
>>42969961You're kinda grossing me out tbdesu. Are you sure you're old enough to be here?
>>42969914>OMG COW HIhaiiiii!!! ( ˶˘ 3˘)<333
>>42969965 do i actually come off as that retarded
>>42969981You come off as fake and gay, like you're trying to hard to be something you're not.
>>42969987maybe it’s the lack of social connection and sleep deprivation and trauma. i’m deadass 19
>>42970001I think you just need to get real with yourself and drop the "mentally ill but in a cute way" act. It's not nearly as endearing as you think.
>>42970020i’ve been this way since i was 13 tho and it gets me attention and validation and that’s how i’ve always been and how i grew up and idk how to stop. i think lana and peep and nicole dollanganger and shedtwt and all that since 12-14 fried me icl
>>42969799Transitioned as a teenager, Lana Del Rey nonpassing castrato anorexic... you are very much like me... I bet you were reblogging those female rage pink ribbon thinspo Black Swan edits on Tumblr weren't you...I'm only 23 now and I'm still like a teenage girl (insecure, hormonal, uncertain about the future, mentally ill) but I think I'm old enough to see what needs to be done:>Get on antidepressants>Get a job where you can make friends with young people (maybe hospitality, retail)>Accelerate your transition, try to get to a point where you can stealth>Stop using the internet as much as possible, read novels>Quit smoking
>>42969799>i still feel like a teenage girlThat's fucked up, because you aren't a girl, have never been a girl, and never will be a girl.
>>42971263don't do antidepressants
>>42971281Hitler's greatest mistake was mercifully letting your ancestors get away with their crimes.
>>42971263OH MY GODD THANK U FINALLY SOMEONE. nah no tumblr but i should get on it tho... pinterest thinspo toxic insta girlblogger more like. ur prob right abt the internet desu im wasting time on it but i was gonna start reading poetry and stuff. antidepressants were evil for me tho made everything all worse. like everything i have to do is lowkey easy it’s just i feel deeply unable to do ANYTHING still. cus they had me on antipsychotics too and i got off them at 17 but like still god. it’s like when i try to do the things i want to i feel all wrong. and the physical ptsd symptoms are stronger than the estrogen>>42971281fed
