is anyone dysphoric about how like sexual assault didn't affect them at all? I'm like surrounded by woke people who say stuff like "rape is worse than murder" but like whenever I've been in situations like that I just like go "oh I don't like this I wish it would stop" and then it eventually does like in terms of things I don't like it's not actually that hard to deal with and I usually go back to acting usual within a daywhen like cis women and performative amabs say it like ruins your lifelike it was bad but like, I think I hated having my ds taken from me as a kid more than thatit's like idk maybe afabs live more sheltered pampered lives than us and this is the closest they've got to being in displeasure
>>42970976The first time really affected me, even though in hindsight it was very mild. But the incidents since then I feel the way you do about. Probably also a severity thing though, I know of things that happened to friends that would definitely fuck with me for a while
>>42970976>>42970976It didn't really affect me until I started taking HRT.Like prior to then, I'd mostly forgotten about it.It didn't ruin my life, although idk maybe it's why I trooned out.Now it's just like I remember it, but I spend more time wishing it would happen again in a MEF / self-hating way than anything, or idk happen "properly" since I don't feel it was bad enough to justify how much time it occupies in my head, and I'm just kind of subconsciously larping as fucked up somehow
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>>42971054I was also really preoccupied with mine for years after starting hrt, even though it really wasn't bad. However you feel about it and deal with it is completely fine imo. It took having more sexual experiences, positive and negative, to really get over it. I barely think about it at all now. Hope you can get better too
>>42971414Idk I have options for hookups etc but I just can't seem to mentally get myself over the barrier of actually going to hookup with someone.Like I've not slept with someone since I started HRT.It sounds stupid but I half think I'd just need to be really drunk around a friend or something and not be able to stop them making a move for anything to happen.
>>42970976Also, i would say that you're feeling "dysphoric" about your reaction to it probably means that it affected you more than your realize/admit to yourself
>>42970976Yeah. It bothered me but I don't feel traumatized.
>>42970976>I'm like surrounded by woke people who say stuff like "rape is worse than murder">"rape is worse than murder" is woke tierit is worse? especially if you mean the perpetrator. there are so many things worse than murder and death. that's not woke that's just not being an npc with no wisdom. which is more likely to be some neoconservative loser but still. being overattached to ethics that have nothing to do with reality or other shallow and superfluous stuff (whatever else is usually at least in part as response to not bearing any real morals/beliefs or identity) is a 100% sheltered pampered loser trait.>performative amabsconsider not caring what chudtards say or think and not letting them infect your thinking just b/c their indian coded brains are designed to consider not bowing to popular opinion a cardinal sin. which raid this board constantly so you're just gonna get sweaty basement chuds responding itt
>>42970976>it's like idk maybe afabs live more sheltered pampered lives than us and this is the closest they've got to being in displeasureI think most everyone has somewhat sheltered/pampered lives, But women get SAd more. So that's usually their first Big Trauma. Trauma can be devastating. Its understandable to feel broken. (And men get broken by it too, it just happens less often.)When I got SAd, I already developed all the coping mechanisms that I built up on how to handle this. And I already want to die. I do not have a life to ruin or a mind to break. So it's not really that devastating comparatively haha.It sounds to me like you're jealous that they are making a big deal of something you feel is less than everything you went through. I think you're also valid in that. But don't make it into amab/afab.>TLDR: PTSD < CPSTD nothing 2 do w/ AMAB vs AFAB
It bothered me for a long time and gave me pretty bad trust issues over being friends with women but compared to what a lot of women and people on this board went through it probably wasn't too terrible.
>>42970976>get pressured to have sex with ex and end up crying the whole time>cannot touch her for months without going into fight or flight>get raped by my gf while she was on drugs to the point of bleeding after safe wording multiple times and have to create an emergency safeword after that incident>not traumatized and wanna marry her
its about boundaries being violated
>>42970976Yeah i'd love to take it less seriously if I didn't have to worry about carrying a rape baby parasite on top of everything else, even sexual assault is simpler to deal with for moidsso much for being born le easy mode gender
>>42973157>you were lucky for being raped
>>42973157>ave to worry about carrying a rape baby parasite on top of everything97% of wombyn dont have to worry about this too
