i'm in midtown san jose, california. i have a loving partner who i want to be with forever very much. i'm only 18 and i really really love getting used by strangers. especially if they want to fetishize me for being a trans guy :(i want to take my fun and fantasy fulfillment to the next level and get raped nice and proper. either by chance in public or as an arrangement... i don't know, i feel like anything works. i've only been raped once by my father but i've been such a hypersexual whore ever since.any tips are so appreciated <3
>>42973247how about getting raped, and then being made fun of because since you don't have a dick you can't rape back to avenge yourself?
>>42973247The fantasy of being raped sounds amazing, but the reality is rape is a horrible thing to experience. No one should have to go through that pain and discomfort, it's not fun or hot. being raped is agony that will never truly leave your body.
>>42973305how to simulate the sensation of rape then? Rape is just soo hot
>>42973247You're 4 hours away you'd have to be really rapeable for that kind of trip. Or I'd need to use you a few times to make it worth my while.
>>42973247that's really fembrained of you anon yngmi
dude getting raped is not fun wouldn't recommend
>>42973247Just walk around outside with your tits out, dumbass
>>42974411Rape is so fucking hot though?
>>42973247You really can't "volunteer" to be raped. By nature its the complete robbery of your agency and sense of self. It destroys you, it completely upends your life. It's a total shattering of your sense of trust and safety and can take months to recover from.If what you want is to be fucked really aggressively and then called disgusting for it and told you asked for it, it won't really be rape but a simulation of rape.You really dont want to be raped, trust me.
>ftm>want to be rapedyou people are a fucking clown show
>>42973305It's irresponsible of you to say that rape will "never truly leave your body." All that does is perpetuate the goal of rape itself which is to "permanently ruin" someone. Rape is devastating and harmful to someone's mind but it is possible to recover from. What should be permanently done away with is the conditions that enable victims to be raped in the first place.
>>42974605nta but this bodily spoilation is effing hot tho
>>42974641Let me put it this way: is sex a very important part of your life? Does sex fulfill you, nourish you? Do you feel like life without sex would be empty and depressing?If so, you dont want to be raped.
>>42973393Imagine you're tired, not horny and uncomfortable while someone you don't know awkwardly and painfully forces his dick in you. It's unpleasant and unarousing. It's absolutely nothing like the shit you see in Sonic doujins or whatever. I suggest you do a CNC scene with someone who you trust instead.
>>42974703to be reminded of my vaginal inferiority, the victory of his body on mine as his sex destroys and penetrates me while the only thing I can do is clench around, reminding me of the hole I have and my lack of dick is hot to menot op tho.
>>42974710Yeah the defining feature of rape is that it's unsexy. It is the least sexy experience you'll ever have. It's the polar opposite of sexy. It's vomit inducing.Like I can't explain to you how disgusting it is by saying its like licking a dumpster, because maybe you want to lick a dumpster.Do you have any foods that you dislike so much it makes you throw up? Imagine eating a whole plate of that. That's what rape feels like.
anon you do not want to be raped if you ever want to have a normal love life going forwards/if you don't want your ability to enjoy sex to be permanently destroyed
>>42974895what i find sexy in rape is the unfair asymmetry of the genitals where one can fuck and the other can only get fucked and have the penis slide in and out of their powerless hole.it soon hotnot op though
>>42974941You can just do that by having consensual rough sex
Tbh OP though I do understand where you're coming from.One time a trans girl mounted me and forcibly held me down to the point where it scared me and I begged for her to stop. She did stop and the experience was pleasurable and exciting.But then I was sexually exploited by a group of guys who called me disgusting and sick afterwards and thats what gave me PTSD.
>>42974979rape or bust!
>>42973247Not helping the hypothesis that ftms are just spicy str8 women with this one
>>42973247I want this too desu. I’m stealth but occasionally I’ll use fetlife to meet up with guys(most of whom consider themselves straight) just to try to make it happen.
>>42973247sauce?
>noncon ftm in my area>no dick to rape him withFuck my chudcel pooner life
