Anybody else feel trans but can’t be bothered to transition? I like being male and wearing masculine clothes and hate being feminized.However, I used to cross dress as a child and I feel like it has left me permanently ontologically trans due to the euphoria that came with it. Anybody else feel trans despite having no desire to transition?
>>42974906No. Not even a little bit. In fact I have no idea what you're talking about with "feel trans". Gender Dysphoria is the overwhelming desire to live as the other gender, to have the physical characteristics of the other gender, and to be treated as the other gender. You don't have any of that, and you're otherwise completely fine. So you don't "feel trans" at all, you're just a larping idiot who's never met a trans person.
If i looked good in womens clothing i would wear them more often. Thats why i manmode. If you felt trans you would want to take hrt
I'm trans but i had to stop taking estrogen because it made me start having psychedelic visuals once when i woke up and someone told me it could be because lsd (i did one time as a teenager) that stayed in my body fat was being metabolized by the fat burning. It was really terrifying I also seemingly started getting bad luck whenever i decided to take estrogen and on top of that i had a really bad mini ocd episode that caused me to throw out my vial so that's that It wouldn't be good with my current life situation anyway. I don't wanna be homeless..
>>42974959The only thing I like about being male is wearing male clothes, being seen as male and having straight passing speech patterns/gestures/vibe. My psychology is basically female. 0 spatial skills, 0 typical male interests and emotionally sensitive to the point I can’t tolerate being around men because of how confrontative they are. I also feel safer around women. Nothing about that is a male gender experience. I feel like it makes me have a trans gender experience. Expressing femininity as a man makes me dysphoric mainly because it’s unaesthetic/incoherent and out of harmony with my sex/oppressing my sex based integrity. However, I get jealous at trans women for getting to express female energies and have them aligned with their identity and feminized bodies. So I have dysphoria and euphoria about transgenderism at the same time.
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>>42974906I had a similar situation I liked cross dressing at home since I was like 11 and kinda wished I were a woman but I always thought it was just a fetish thing I never felt like I was actually trans. But then in my mid twenties I had a sort of existential crisis due to being isolated and depressed and I started to think how crossdressing was the only true visceral desire I’ve ever had, the only thing not influenced by others or society. So I took estrogen but then the desire kinda went away and now I regret the whole thing
>>42975518Did you feel also feel non-sexual euphoria about cross dressing?Cross dressing was never erotic to me, only euphoric. and I was kind of disturbed when I found out that 95% of trans women are straight men in disguise
>>42975590I guess so tho I’m not really sure what the difference is. It was something I did just to feel good not necessarily to coom if that’s what you mean. I’ve definitely always seen myself as a straight male I just have trouble living up to that identity due to self hate and anxiety and other mental issues. and I’m definitely less sexual than the average male which prob makes things worse
