I guess I’m a cis guy but I don’t even know my sexuality at this point. I watch all kinds of porn and even sometimes sissy/ fpov (although not nearly my favorite or what I usually watch). All I know is I hate myself because I will never be beautiful and having hetero sex like the people on my screen. My life is just a constant reminder that nothing feels good enough in comparison to watching porn and the only thing that quells the intrusive thought is more compulsive porn consumption. I don’t even feel like pursuing sex with other people because I know we’ll just be settling for eachother since we’re the best we can do. I also don’t feel like quitting the porn because it won’t change the reality of how undesirable I am and how I can never get the things I want. I literally am trapped in a prison of my own design and just want to die.
>>42980025Retard lmao
>>42980025you can think of solutions but instead choose to expunge and trauma dumpwhy??
>>42980046Idk i feel hopeless and like I will be unfulfilled with sex no matter what. Even with my ex gf I constantly had to imagine porn instead
>>42980044Kys
>>42980059why are you trauma dumping again are you doing it compulsively? are you high or something or just retarded
>>42980083Idk I guess it’s compulsive. I want someone to say something that will fix me
