*retard blogpost I feel absolutely repulsive and disgusting for whoring myself out on this website, debasing myself. i feel dirty and like I could take a million showers and it wouldnt go away. I am aware it is my fault. I just wish I hadn't. So i could get clicks and replies and attention. I feel too ashamed of myself to even talk to anyone. Just disgusting and revolting all around. That said it has taught me an incredibly valuable lesson, never attention whore. Very classy of me to have my ugly disgusting self posted. Safe to say any future relationship, if there were one, is ruined, and the image i painted while whoring myself out was incredibly inaccurate to who I actually am and has really hurt my ego and making me lose my identity ?Its all good doe But if anyone has any genuine advice I would appreciate it, i feel awful.
>>42987581People did egg me on to do it though
>>42987581I don’t have any advice OP, but I’m sorry you’re feeling down on yourself. Hope you can find inner peace with yourself and someone who loves you <3
>>42987672Thank you so much :(
>>42987581And, the way I presented myself i sat myself up to be misgendered over and over which I thought I didnt care about but it has made me extremely dysphoric.
>>42987581Currently doing this, I think it's hot. Hopefully I won't regret it in the future.
>>42987758v_v im happy for you I hope ur having fun you may not regret it like I do I just cant get the thought out of my mind that I was misconstrued as some crazy sex freak when in fact I was just seeking attention (and found it hot, in the moment)
>>42987775I mean I've always gotten off on showing my naked body to ppl, super big exhibitionist. So hopefully I'm good.Worse comes to worse I have nudes/vids out there wtv. I'll just leave it behind.I mean regardless of what you did, if your not a crazy sex freak then what's it matter what random anon thinks. Your future relationships aren't ruined of you don't get doxxed the chances of them being found are low. Your identity shouldn't be defined by your past actions but who you are now.
>>42987803:( doesnt it un-nerve you a little to have your nudes and pics out there? It makes me feel weird. I dont like that there is a part of me that is this degenerate even if they weren't found i know I did it and I dont like lying so it eats at my soul.Thank you for your reply though I really appreciate it
>>42987581post barcode arm
>>42987835I actually do not cut surprisingly enough
>>42987831Nah idc in the slightest, its who I am IMO I do it bc I like it so like wtv. If somone finds it they just know I'm a whore fr. I'm perfectly ok with being a perv.You aren't lying to anyone unless you actually lie. Just accept it was a regrettable decision. Everyone makes them people will be understanding if you explain that you regret it and it's not who you are now.
