Tranners, have you ever attempted suicided?I tried to hang myself like 3 or 2 years ago but pussies put because my head felt like it was gonna pop.
>>42987616no, shockingly, even though I've had plans
>>42987616any suicide method that takes longer than 1 second will be pussied out on by the vast majority of attempters. humans are hardwired to self-preserve at an instinctual level, you have to be severely depressed and on mood altering substances to continuously let yourself die. during the entire process of the method, your body is going to be screaming at you to stop whatever it is that you’re doing that is actively killing you. if you leave a path to pussy out it will be chosen as long as you’re not drunk or high. I’m glad you pussied out though, especially if white mtf.
>>42987616>my head felt like it was gonna pop.I wonder why...hoping youre doing better now
loaded gun to head a few times, reckless behaviors, etc. better now.
I took a million benadryls and my skin turned green, then my mom and dad locked me in their room and screamed at me. It was so traumatic I'm so scared of my step dad now I can't even look at him. They told me they knew I was trans and just wanted me to be happy but that energy has totally disappeared and like the one time they loved me was when I attempted. I hate myself too tho so I understand. I don't know if I can actually go through with it ever but part of me feels like I'm going to jump one day. Jumping off the golden gate always felt like a very romantic way to go, like it's a perfect textbook suicide. I think people like when troons kill ourselves, that's why normies make so many 41% jokes.
