>>43014907
Imagine the jeet who made this image

>>43014941
saar india full sapport bibisi saar

>>43014907
I live in my car because I neglected to figure out what I wanted to do with my life. Im in debt

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>>43014907
im a neet trapped in isolation. I have clawed at and cut my skin open so many times and my brain is in a constant foggy state. the world outside doesn't feel even remotely real.

>>43015082
> Brown, BBC thread

Am tranny saar, I cut myself saar.

>>43015089
im not an Indian you stupid fuck.

>>43014907
I am

>How do you pay for food, rent, bills?
I'm a fucking leech on family

>And why are you a neet?
Trauma, mental illness

I used to be employed and everything but then I went insane, parents allowed me home with the condition to allow them to take me to a psychiatrist then they kicked me out, I moved out to a friend's house to help them with their house, I don't get paid but I get shelter and food.

>>43015189
what did ya do when you were employed?

>>43015189
>I used to be employed and everything but then I went insane
Same here, I basically lost my marbles the minute I graduated collage.

>>43014907
i whore my self out in the streets like every latina trannie

>>43015061
omg, your life is just like kaijii, you need to gamble big and if you lose you go to the underground but no you are just here whining on 4chan

>>43016003
Am so glad, I didn't marry that latina tranny.

>>43016041
you should've you piece of shit. she probably needed you, and you fucking abandoned her. Fuck you.

>>43014907
>How many of you mtf trannies are neets?
a lot, here specifically. i know i am and have been for almost a decade

>How do you pay for food, rent, bills?
I live with my father, he supports me and my sister, while she is working hard on her education.
generally, i just live frugally so as to not burden him too much. i only really eat one meal a day so that doesn't cost too much, and mainly play games in my free time so i don't really need money for activities.

>And why are you a neet?
i don't have the emotional strength and energy to work. probably in large part due to very bad depression, i just don't feel as though my life could ever be near worth living
its effectively suicide without the actual death part :/

>>43016041
yeah you could've changed her life, latina trannies are pretty but we have horrible lives it doesn't matter if you "pass", its impossible to get a normal work here if you are a tranny, only option is sex work and night life :/

thank god people here aren't as shallow as you burger people and europeans and don't care abt body count or stupid shit like that and can set for a happy life

>>43016130
I want to hug you. I'm pretty much in the same position. it's good to know I'm not alone

>>43016137
are you also latina? im half Mexican and from America sadly. it feels so lonely.

>>43016149
can you post the barcode, the one on your arm.

>>43015082
Wow, you're underarm is worse cut than I could see at last time. Forget what I said about that part of you being fixable. Just hope no one notices too much until they're emotionally dependent on you.

>>43015082
Also piplup love

>>43016157
you don't think I'm fixable? :(

>>43016130
You are just like me. Why can I only ever relate to trannies?
t. cyclic hrt repper that stopped the estrogen again last week

>>43016177
No. At least not by yourself, you will destroy everything that gives you the agency to do so. Something very violent needs to happen from the outside, like becoming an actual slave making you feel needed.
But you love piplup so maybe I'm wrong. I totally would burn my fingers on you.

>>43016146
thanks, it really is comforting knowing its not just me like this : )

>>43016183
>t. cyclic hrt repper that stopped the estrogen again last week
felt, i haven't stopped but i do constantly end up procrastinating on injections lately
i just have to remember that if i don't, i will begin to masculinize again. that is a fate worse than anything else

>>43016340
>i do constantly end up procrastinating on injections lately
I do that too, but just for now I feel I need to poor out for a few months tho show me how much I can (not) make it as a man

>>43014907
I live with my parents who pay for the essentials
And a few years ago I had a remote job that I held for a couple of months and earned a few thousand £ before I got fired, so I use that money + gifts from relatives to pay for videogames & other luxuries occasionally

>>43014907
i inherited lots of monies and live in a 1 bd apartment with my cats i only go outside to buy food

>>43014907
i do surveys and stuff sometimes. one of the few upsides of being trans and autistic is that you can get into lots of psychiatry studies

>>43016385
Sounds like me except the inherited part

I do live alone in a two bedroom apartment with my cat.

>>43014907
Im no neet but i do work my 40 hours a week. Job pays pretty decent (39$ hour)

So it helps me get by to afford all my bills and neet snacks and viyda

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>>43016053
>>43016137

She wanted to be a transbian so badd!~ She wanted me on HRT screw everything else. She wanted to fuck that voice actress so badd! She got mad when I wanted to move on, and wasn't willing to play mind games with her. Got gonna lie, she made her own hell. Am Happy, didn't,

>>43016358
>I can (not) make it as a man
if you already started hrt, i think that ship has sailed.
its not worth taking more damage, its not worth giving up.

masculinizing is only going to make things feel worse

>>43014907
>How many of you mtf trannies are neets?
yo

>How do you pay for food, rent, bills?

live with my parents who luckily love me enough to let me live with them for free while i figure my shit out

>And why are you a neet?

completely disillusioned that the future has any sort of life worth living, cannot possibly motivate myself to work hard to create a future for myself that will inevitably be invalidated by war, poverty and environmental collapse

>>43015305
It was logistics stuff while I was researching, lost everything tho
>>43015305
Mine was last year in college, everything went to shit quickly

That image turns me on, thank you for giving it to me, anon.

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>>43014907
I'm a neet, live with my family for free. I have autism and adhd and several other mental illnesses. My mother raped me as a kid and it ruined my brain chemistry. I was never taught how to function but was constantly expected to. I can't work a job without breaking down. The place I live is such a hellhole that I can never feel safe and improve my mental health. I'm trapped and have been tortured my whole life instead of nurtured and now I'm too dysfunctional to become independent and ever get better. It's the mental equivalent of having all your limbs cut off. The most horrifying part is that no amount of self awareness or revelations save me. I get to be keenly aware of what's wrong with me and how to fix it while never having the ability to do so.

Was an mtf neet, parents forced me to get a job and slowly realized that being a neet was what was hurting my mental health and convincing me I couldn't work. Now I work 50-60 hour weeks and support myself and live alone and am generally much happier than sitting at home gaming 24/7 while thinking of myself as a burden. You are stronger than you think.

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>>43017292
>and now I'm too dysfunctional to become independent and ever get better.
ah shit this is like my life
i grew up in a cult and had a really fucked up upbringing full of abuse and then because of that when my parents divorced my mother never disciplined me properly so i was allowed to get away with tons of shit like skipping maybe 1/3 of school every year and never doing homework (i didnt graduate and had to get a ged eventually right before turning 19) and i did other shit that caused big problems. the domestic violence continued into adulthood and it was a very strange mix of abuse combined with just enough leniency for me to become stagnant and drop out of college. now i just have a shitty "job" that rarely gives me hours and am stuck dealing with current family problems. i do have to worry about paying my phone bill though but thats about it. my dad did assault and almost kill me and my mother recently though. dont know what will happen when the restraining order expires (apparently they expire)
i was thinking about it recently and i pretty much just got unlucky with the family circumstances i was born into

>>43017565
the domestic violence continued into adulthood after my father was allowed to see me again when i turned 18 because the first restraining order expired*

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>>43014907
holy shit i didnt realise there was a skinny version of this pic

>>43017565
>>43017575
as for mental health problems i have genuinely unbearably severe ocd now that definitely qualifies as disabling but im too lazy to apply for disability and might not have said enough in therapy to have it documented but its legit like:
- i cant do basic tasks without constant repetition
- i have constant magical thinking bullshit fears (if you use this picture or listen to this song x bad thing will happen etc, cant write or speak normally because of it either) but some of it has also made me notice specific things that actually do cause bad luck when i do them
- i can't even read normally if what I'm reading is important content like religious related information or training instructions for work or reading material for schoolwork
- 99% of my mental activity is trying to "counteract" disturbing intrusive thoughts by thinking "fuck off ocd" etc
probably my worst ocd theme by far is religion because it cant be proven or disproven. i also have a lot of severe religious trauma since i grew up in a particularly fanatical cult. I've also had appallingly dark and disturbing dreams

also i had to stop estrogen because it started giving me disturbing dreams and then i woke up having actual mild psychedelic visuals once (i did lsd one time in my life as a teenager) which was terrifying

also as for the magical thinking ocd it legitimately feels like this disorder alters my reality sometimes. it's a fucking nightmare

>>43017627
OCD is a fucking mood. It ruins my ability to do fucking anything. I usually have moral ocd that makes me confess my evilness to other people or check asking if I am or just avoid them and leave. Makes having connections tough.

>>43017664
>I usually have moral ocd that makes me confess my evilness to other people
this happened to me during my first big ocd episode
i don't know what to say because i did something wrong towards my ex when we were together once and then i ended up having this unrelated really bad back injury that wouldnt heal a few years later and then around that time i started talking to my ex again after months of not contacting (but we constantly would talk and then not talk for some time and then talk again) and when i worked up the courage to confess to them what i did, my back injury actually healed really quickly after maybe around a month or a few weeks of not fully recovering after the initial impact. at the moment i confessed what i did to them i even shortly had a mental visualization of a cord breaking and something being released.
i think it was objectively morally correct for me to confess what i did because it was a significant thing, but I'm shocked that it had such an impact that the guilt could have been prolonging my injury. the mind & heart & body are definitely connected. at that time i was really new agey, im not really like that anymore, but it was still an interesting thing
as i said the mind and heart and body are definitely connected it also reminded me how whenever i am really scared when writing about something controversial or intense i actually start physically shaking and feel slightly like in dreams when you try to run or hit something or move a certain way but cant. i also tried to eat things with eggs in them a few times recently (part of the religion i grew up in doesnt allow you to eat eggs) and whenever i did i got this really awful PHYSICAL discomfort in my chin and full body like shaking and slight trembling. my chin would feel like if i accidentally slammed a car door shut on my finger and then started rubbing that finger, but in my chin, and it would come with a deep sense of guilt and shame and discomfort

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>>43014907
I get NEETBUXX. I haven’t worked in all my adult life. It’s comfy at times but I’m almost 30 and I have no clue how I’m supposed to build up a future or have kids. I go outside every 2/3 weeks or so. I barely play games or watch movies
>>43015082
Are you ftm
>>43017348
Are you a glowie

>>43017627
ocd totally destroyed me in high school/college too. specifically that inability to read or write important texts without losing too much mental energy for my efforts. have you tried exposure therapy?

>>43014907
i live with my parents so i dont pay anything... i just cant ever fit in with anyone and i cant imagine starting to live a life in the wrong body

>>43016413
nice i want a job eventually too but my stress threshold is so low and i worry one of my cats will pass away soon. i’m basically his attendant until then

>>43014907
I quit my job like 7 years ago and have been a neet since then

>How do you pay for food, rent, bills?
Used all my savings until i ran out of money and since then my mom has been paying, i dont cost much so its fine but i do feel like a burden

>And why are you a neet?
I'll never be able to have a normal life so i have no reason to try really... i will never pass and im way too ugly to ever have a bf which means i'll never have kids either so everything feels pointless
Will probably try to get a job soon though to pay for electrolysis since laser wasnt enough but i'll quit and go back to being a neet when im done with that

I've always been extremely socially awkward and I still am, haven't improved my social skills since middle school lol
Going outside or actually meet people IRL makes me feel really anxious, and it's also hard to maintain my very few friendships, can't even imagine handling a romantic relationship. I just enjoy being alone or socializing online :P

>>43019774
craving real intimacy is an age thing, unless you have poor family relations

>>43019889
Maybe. I feel like I'm mostly indifferent about relationships and intimacy
I just care about not making my current friends upset, but I don't feel like I actually need company

>>43019905
yet you have this whole philosophy of being nice to everyone... and it has new age overtones, like you're somehow connecting to the universe through it. are you sure it is real you and not just a performative act? love you anyways

>>43019963
I believe the world is a beautiful place and I feel sympathy for all beings
But I just get way too anxious in IRL interactions

>>43019991
what if you were forced into these interactions? that might change your way of seeing things. right now you seem to have your chances at avoiding people, well i hope it goes for you as long as you'd like

I stopped being a NEET a year ago and it's great
I like going to work

>>43020798
Also I don't pay rent or bills so the money just sits in my account and sometimes I buy ETFs
That's probably why I like work

i guess im mtf but currently repping. not sure i want to make myself an enemy of the state.
>How do you pay for food, rent, bills?
leech off family thats too afraid of me killing myself to do anything
>And why are you a neet?
too autistic to succeed in school, wrong type of autism to be a programming tranny

>How do you pay for food, rent, bills?
live off familys money, barely get money as a tranny game dev
>And why are you a neet?
interacting with people irl is like talking to retards, its easier online

>>43022864
POST YOUR GAMES! Or are you a forever dev who never finishes a game...

>>43019381
i tried it but i wasn't committed enough i guess
the next big episode i had was during college but i dont think i was in therapy at the time
the hardest thing about exposure therapy is the luck thing. i have noticed things that legit seem to cause bad luck every time i do them, and i don't know how to handle it because my mind forms connections based on them which prevents me from doing a lot of normal activities like listening to certain songs or collecting certain pictures on pinterest or Tumblr, it's hell

>>43014941
>Imagine the jeet who made this image
That's unrelated to jeets tho

>>43014907
Everyone in this thread is retarded

>>43023715
BBC Saar!

>>43023666
unless you treat it as a delusion well tough luck. are you an orderly person? i've noticed ocd people are either extremely anal about keeping everything tidy and in check or tend to wallow in their own dirt, i'm of the later type sadly... haha

>>43023728
and wrong

>>43023732
>BBC Saar!
No, kill yourself you projecting incel

>>43023763
> No, kill yourself you projecting incel
india full sapport! BBC saar..

>>43023430
Its gonna be a crappy walking sim about a bunny getting ran over by a bus o algo...

>I went insane the thread
if you keep doing the same thing over and over...

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>>43014907
I guess I am technically. I'm a live in gf for my boyfriend, he foots the bill for everything and I like cook and shit

>>43017616
she is just like me frfrfr

>>43019065
>I get NEETBUXX. I haven’t worked in all my adult life.
how did you get that? i have very bad depression, but none of the typical neetbux illnessess

>>43014907
Increasingly I’ve come to believe neet-ism tragically is not a failure to launch like is frequently implied, but a deep and abiding inability to function in the world we have created for ourselves without assistance, having already spent every adaptive impulse genetically available. This is a sign of the times, society is so inhospitable to actual human needs and desires, that some people literally don’t leave their house.

>>43023774
>>43014992
>>43014941
BWChuds weeping

>>43015082
can i marry you holy shit

>>43024250
BWC Chuds saar

>>43024239
its also a symptom of modern life being so great that ordinary people can survive without working

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>>43023742
I'll try to do that. thanks. it's been so much worse recently so i guess there's no other choice
im not ultra orderly, im more mininalistic if that makes sense. but i do prefer to be orderly when im doing something like cooking
my own personal spaces are pretty much minimal and always the same so i dont really have issues with trying to keep EVERYTHING tidy

>Blacked in OP
Why isn't Mwahnon here yet?

>>43024301
you should really try it nona, drop the religious thinking at least, its liberating. sort your life out, wish you the best of luck! if ocd runs in the family, its the kids that inherit it that are usually averse to orderliness because they associate it with neurotic behaviour of their parents. it is not your case i guess

>>43024415
thank you </3
i think ocd does run in my family but maybe not as severely
mine got worse from trauma when i was younger and then the magical thinking theme basically made it go nuclear
fuck this shit really is mental torture
like a guy in an ocd documentary said something like "when someone sees a guy with his arm in a casket they just get it but when its a mental illness its not the same"

>>43023715
Jeets self insert as the negro

>>43025030
i don't know about you, but my problem besides magical thinking was always this 'starting anew' thing. like i always felt dirty and unclean so i had to postpone meaningful stuff in my life into the future, when i'd get right and proper, usually through some ritualistic bullshit. i was constantly robbing myself of opportunities because of it, hope you're not doing this to yourself at the very least

>>43014907
repper would never pass will never try so idk if you want me responding. My job doesn't pay enough to survive so my family helps.

>>43017627
You're literally me. I have to stop literally anything I do and compare the "left" and "right" options, if applicable, and then make an informed decision on which to choose.

>>43025058
> We hav BBC saar, india numba one export saar

how do u cope as a 25+ y/o manmoder neet?

hope is increasingly difficult to maintain, idk how much more time i have left

>>43025238
I'm delusional, I like thinking I get male attention regardless, and all indicates I do but I've had these episodes where I just imagine things so I wouldn't rule out delusion.

>>43025288
well fuck
i'm at like 3 malefails in 10 years....

>>43025379
I didn't mean malefailing, just men being extra nice to me, staring, tame stuff, it helps that I am very submissive I guess.

>>43025379
>i'm at like 3 malefails in 10 years
brutal

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>>43014907
i live w my fiance & pays for literally everything. im his housewife pretty much. i spiraled in my senior year of high school so no real college & i all but voice pass so ppl always know im a tranny at my job interviews so im shit outta luck in the job department unless we move somewhere more woke. gross image btw

>>43025387
i feel like malefailing is required for that tho
either way, im not achieving men being extra nice either

>>43025397
>brutal
yeah, i've lowkey given up, im just procrastinating on kmsing at this point

>>43025415
how do you even get a fiance in that kind of situation? maybe im just really ugly i dont even get dates

>>43025608
my situation is very lucky, we met thru a mutual friend who was playing matchmaker & that was that pretty much. it rly depends on where u are n what u like. ur best bet is probably gonna be apps tho, i think hinge is popular these days. good luck nona.

>>43024118
Just live in the first world and you get NEETbuxx for doing nothing. I’m mentally okay. Just depressed apparently

>>43026653
i'm in the united states, a decently progressive state too, but i don't think depression is covered.

i haven't heard great stories from those who are on it in the states, it seems like a constant struggle to not get it repealed

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>>43025122
i might be, thanks for helping me realize that it might be a negative thing
>>43025146
yeah i overthink the shit out of everything. and because of my inability to actually make decisions i always think every small coincidence is a sign. last night i was eating those hello panda biscuit things and ate 3 tiny bags and was gonna eat 5 before stopping (there were 8 in the box) and when i tried to open the 4th one it wouldnt tear open so i thought it was a sign to stop. i was frustrated and still wanted more so my dumb ass bought more sweets at a different store because they were on sale and then i think i got a headache because of it, but that might not have happened if i just listened to my feelings and just ate the 5 bags of hello panda biscuits normally..

i also cant write normally like if im about to use a certain word and i get an unpleasant mental image that the word reminded me of so i try to change it a lot.

>>43014907
I live with my parents
I'm a NEET because I have no qualifications or work experience and I hate being told what to do or keeping to a schedule or talking to people

>>43014907
Repping MTF here.

My parents take care of me. I don't work because I'm legitimately schizophrenic with a ton of mental issues. If left to my own devices I'd just be homeless.

>>43027758
same same, do you ever plan on doing anything or?

>>43014907
im a neet much for the same reasons im a tranny. im just kind of mentally ill, confused, not up to the task of being myself or a regular human being. the feeling of being inferior to other people starts in school and just gets worse. neetdom and being a tranny are to me pretty much caused by the same thing, just being a loser.

>>43027881
not really but desu I think it's too late even if I wanted to

>>43027881
nta but how do you even start? it feels impossible. like even taking a shower every day feels difficult. reading a book mentally exhausts me. i dont see how i could preform for 8 hours a day like normies are expected to. i'll lose it and fall apart.

>>43028043
work is actually pretty easy once you get into it. I used to work at starbucks and when I was on the bar making drinks it was like I wasn't even conscious I was just a machine for a little while. its nice because there is like a exact instruction for what to do and you just do it. Socializing and having free time is more stressful because it's so open ended. I wouldnt recommend starbs anymore tho.

>>43028043
i dont know, i feel like im the worst of the worst i barely do what you wrote and i failed in everything i ever touched
>>43028085
i cant even imagine having a job how is it easy? after neeting for to long im scared of everyone

>>43028121
idk I got thrown into doing like 3 hours of online college a week into a 50-60 hour a week job. You just get these obligations then you have to do it. ig my job was mostly doing nothing alone tho. get comfortable being uncomfortable

>>43028154
i cant even imagine starting college, i dont think i can ever do anything

Schizoid. I graduated from a top 5 school and then proceeded to do nothing with my life, for the rest of my life. Intelligence is the only reason I ever had any measure of success.

>>43028248
take ONE online class at community college. It's literally just watching YouTube videos and then answering questions about it. Sometimes you have to write an essay. a lot of them don't even have a zoom call classroom thing. its all asynchronous

>>43028712
i never completed school even, i dont think i can even get into anything like that..

>>43026653
what did you say and to whom

t. depressed and anxious and tired

>>43028804
oh well thats ok. It's mostly just for the paper. I didnt learn much. you can just focus on staying alive and taking care of yourself. thats ok. you don't have to hold yourself to society's standards of ability and its ok if you can't live independently.

>>43014907
I've been a neet for two years and a half now and a tranny for three. I'm lucky enough my mother supports me and helps me survive. If I ever need spending money I sell my old stuff, mostly records and books. My bf (afab) is a neet also, but he's more of a bloomer. I'm fully on doom mode. I've worked before, but only doing small stuff or for short periods of time. I don't see myself functioning well in a normal working environment. It is hard for me to deal with people and with myself. If my mother is out, it's over for me.

>>43028844
i hope its okay but it makes me feel so so bad, i truly cant do anything i hate this life

>>43028882
there are "people" who are 25 years old, still in diapers, will never be able to speak, and the bane of their parents existence. these children truly ruined their parents life. You are so far ahead of these "people." You have unique, intelligent, conscious thought and you deserve to be happy

>>43028900
i do not think it is a child's fault for being a burden on their parents although i do feel guilty for being a burden on my parents
perhaps they should have chosen to not have children if they could not handle the possible repercussions of this choice

nta obv...>>43028882 good luck nonny

>>43028900
i also ruined my parents life, im their single child and they hate me and wish i didnt exist / been aborted.. it would have been better if i was completely helpless
>>43028926
thank you

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>>43014907
>How do you pay for food, rent, bills?
I live with my parents
>why are you a neet
I have treatment resistant depression and can barely leave my bed most days. I also have no friends and rarely leave the house which doesn't help me either.

I've been a neet on and off (mostly on) for about 8 years I don't recommend living like this if you can avoid it.

>>43028318
Like a top 5 university?

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>>43029026
Life in adulthood is so weird when you have an abnormal life compared to your peers and people you grew up around
There's so many things I never expected and I never thought about the future at all when I was younger because I just didn't care about it. It feels like if you were watching a movie and then halfway through the movie the entire setting and plot changes but the characters are still the same

>>43029026
>>43029125
Nvm disregard that description it's not really what I meant when I think about it. I don't know how to describe it but I never would have imagined adulthood would be like this when I was younger. Not in a completely bad way, it's just strange
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=n31f5BgSXDs

>>43028926
>>43028991
they must like you enough to support you. at least you are self sufficient enough that they can live their lives

>>43029176
they only do that because i think they will feel bad kicking me out knowing ill probably die

>>43014907
>why a neet
Because doing shift work for 3 years fucked up me up and i have migraines and insomnia and a fucked-up sleep cycle.
>how afford x
savings.
>neet
Need a new job that is not shift-based and has a healthy balance of moving around and sitting behind desk.
>neet
My health is not that great, High blood pressure and migraines and anything that causes strain gives me a hell of a headache.

>>43023430
No im a loser who works on roblox games...

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>>43014907

> How do you pay for food, rent, bills?
Government Benefits, disability (Currently Applying), Food stamps, and help from parents (I Live with them).

> And why are you a neet?
I was a pretty well off, I got a good stem degree at the time. I had a good game demo too, I was almost married to a tranny who I actually loved to death. I was going to grad school to become a professor. I ended up dating the wrong person, and she basically spread nasty rumor about me with a help of some girl I met on here. I became a bit of a social pariah, when I started grad school since the rumors followed me. I ended up losing my mind in December, and decided to take a gap year. Three months later, I can't even leave the house by myself. Am planning on ending it this December if things don't work out, since I waited for along time for things to do, I did basically everything I was told. Im in misery basically. It really makes me realize that the surrounded myself with horrible people. who really care for themselves over others. Am basically, a extremely mentally ill tranny who lives on their computer.

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>>43028831
I legit just get money for being unemployed and that’s it. I think everyone on here should try to go for autismbuxx

>>43033619
ive tried and they basically refuse to diagnose me with autism or adhd bc i'm an adult

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>>43014907
God please give me a transbian neet who's as much unsociable retarded depressed and autistic as me so we can talk and play vidya and be together and support each other. I just don't click with normal people.

>>43033619
you mean that you are on unemployment and that is it

>>43033187
people are irrelevant unless they are or become family

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>>43033883
I really don't like my family.. So I hope find a better one.

>>43033619
>. I think everyone on here should try to go for autismbux
are you in the us? what program is it called?
most things i see say you need some physical disability basically

>>43033836
definitely try a different place to get tested. there is a lot of hesitation on diagnosing things like autism because often times labels can be detrimental, but if you express difficulties that require a diagnoses to get help, they will be more likely to.

if you didn't get rich yet you're just a lazy retard

>>43029084
yes

>>43034384
ive tried multiple times and they basically just railroad me into depression and ssris. apparently my state is one of the top 5 worst for disability approval as well.

>>43033836
that's so funny every medical person I meet tries to diagnose me with autism I have to keep doings tests to show them I score low

>>43035190
ah fuck, i'm so sorry

it can help to play along and get treatment for depression, simply to prove that you have issues not caused by the depression

>>43035326
thats basically what ive been trying to do but they just keep switching me to different drugs that dont really help, i was on an antipsychotic for a bit and that was horrific

>>43014907
Skinny NEET girls need to be fed

>>43033869
the only partner i've ever had wanted this and eventually gave up on me because she realized me being an unsociable depressed shut-in neet autist wasn't a bit

>>43033187
Have you considered moving to a small town in Montana

I do medical trials/studies that pay pretty well. I wouldn't be able to enter them if I admitted to being on hrt, but I just don't say. I don't pass as a guy anymore and all of the nurses/techs call me her, but I have only directly been questioned by the doctors twice.

>>43036821
No, maybe minnesota

>>43014907
>How many of you mtf trannies are neets?
I've never met one who isn't if she's in her 20s and not otherwise homeless or lucky enough to work remote

>How do you pay for food, rent, bills?
We tend to live with friends and family and leech

>And why are you a neet?
Gender dysphoria and extreme minority stress make it hard to properly integrate into cis society. Few are able to deal with the constant reinforcement of trauma

>>43014907
A lot. I dropped out of society at 14 and now I'm 23. I stay inside on my computer all day getting high. I make a small amount of money doing internet surveys to pay for weed/7oh and otherwise live expense free at home. I don't go outside or interact with society. And even though I'm suicidal and psychotically lonely, it's just too much.

I am at the moment. I still have savings because I worked for about 9 years. I get enough from the government to cover rent and not much else

I started transitioning at the start of 2022 because I was pretty sure I was going to kill myself otherwise, and I ended up attempting in 2022, 2023 and 2024 anyway. At the end of 2024 I lost my job because I just wasn't able to do it anymore and they were getting sick of all the absences (from when I was in respite or the psych ward). I was also diagnosed with autism & adhd. So I now know that when I was working full time, I was pushing myself beyond my capability and I'm pretty sure that's the biggest factor in how I ended up like this. I think I'd rather die than work again

>>43037042
This is so fucking real. Only I'm 27 and re-entered society for one full year in 2025 before returning to neetdom

>>43037042
>>43037088
heyy same except 28. feel perpetually close to death but at least i can chill and listen to music until i'm ready to make it happen

>>43037173
>>43037042

lets all be friends :D

>>43038640
We need a neet friendgen

>>43039150
yeah 100%

on the bright side i figured i would kill myself if i was still a neet when i turned 30 and then i didnt do that and now im in my 30s

government welfare comfy, and I'm too ADHD to get a job

>>43038640
hii yes i posted earlier in the thread i wish there was a neet friendgen with no expectations.. i never added from normal friendgen im to scared im boring and undeserving

i don't get how people qualify for neetbux with no physical disability. i've been mentally dysfunctional enough that it's led to homelessness and have a medical history showing it's been ongoing for many years, but still the only gibs i've ever successfully gotten is medicaid. i think i'd be in a better spot if i abused drugs and could use the resources that turn you down if you don't.

>>43040073
Mental disabilities do count nowadays, you can get a lawyer to handle the case for you or even ask a public defender to handle it if you really believe it to be so. It depends on which state you live in.

buncha leeches

>>43040587
We didn't ask to be born as men.. Alot of us didn't want to be born at all, might as well leech off uncle sam and donny.

>>43036102
she was just normie then.. I'd never abandon my neet transbian gf.

>>43041588
Need Neet wife to frot with at night..

>>43041588
need to be that.. to bad that everyoen whos says this doesnt want an actual neet wife you dont become neet if you arent in a really bad spot

>>43041588
she isn't a normie and she also said she'd never abandon me a thousand times :l

>>43014907
im an 18 year old student in a part time school i dont think being a neet boymoder is so unreasonable in these conditions

>>43040312
i'm not really even at a stage where i have a clear diagnosis of anything i can argue from that angle, though. i have (self-assessed) depression that comes and goes and (self-assessed) probable adhd, and it's when both are working together that my life goes catastrophically off the rails. would honestly just like to try adhd meds or adhd-focused therapy and make better attempts to be functional rather than try for disability but like another anon up this thread i've been unable to find any mental health providers that want to do assessments on adults for that. they all just cut it off at age 25 (and i knew that before i turned 25 but i just let the deadline pass due to the root mental dysfunction). my medical chart just has shit like "years of persistent fatigue, low mood, and difficulty concentrating" and notes that it's impacted my employment and that consequently my living situation is unstable/i've been referred to homelessness resources, but there are no actual diagnoses of any particular condition. i don't know how you get diagnosed with anything that's useful in terms of getting either good psychiatric care or disability.
thanks for reading my blog.

>>43042292
where do you live now? what do you live off of

>>43014907
I was a neet but am studying full time now and have gotten back on my feet thanks to help from my parents for pushing and getting me into therapy but I’m worried I won’t have a job in my field by the end of it all and will relapse.

>>43042362
i'm in southwest pa, right now living in a friend's spare bedroom (temporary arrangement but can make it more permanent if i can find some employment within a month or so). i get pocket change doing surveys online but it doesn't add up to a lot; an ex-bf who pities me buys me food if i have no money. ashamed of my situation but it's so much harder to get your shit together enough to appear employable if you don't have access to a shower or clean clothes or anything so right now i'm taking advantage of the people around me to the extent possible and holding on to a self-indulgent delusion that i'll repay it properly someday. fortunate that i'm not genuinely alone in the world like some people who need help and can't get any. feeling like i'm in an employable period right now but it all returns to this baseline or worse cyclically and it takes absolutely everything i have to function normally even in the best of times
thanks again for reading my blog.

>>43015082
Can you fuck off and not post this in every fucking thread?

>>43041835
i want that.. where do you live? how old are you?

>>43014907
Tons of work places will pay for hormones/surgeries in blue states. When the pandemic first hit and I lost my job I sought out employment. I had a trans coworker who was excited because Amazon was going to pay for her facial feminization surgery. She quit soon after.