It's 2026 and I am forgotten

>>43016754
>quote of the day why do u post in other threads?
This one is too slow and I need attention
>why did this thread die?
It happened after the leak if that means anything
>where did all the trips go?
Most of them stopped posting and the ones in other threads are newer. Hopefully they moved on with their lives.
>why are the links dead?
Shit if I know.

I would go to jail for defending a tranny.

>>43016754
>why do u post in other threads?
i tried but its just not the same so i came back
>why did this thread die?
powertripping mod/janny with no life, here 24/7 who banned everyone he disliked for months and months
>where did all the trips go?
discord
>why are the links dead?
idk idc

>43016954
>>why did this thread die?
>It happened after the leak if that means anything


lolno, not at all

hi chat I'm soooo tired and why are there so many videos about trans lately?

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I was walking through the city yesterday and there was a psy-trance tranny in all fluffy pink neon goth stuff and then there three old blokes at the pub on a street table and they all took their hats off in disbelief simultaneously.

>>43017041
>why are there so many videos about trans lately?
because you're watching them. The algorithm knows you like that stuff so feeds it to you.

>>43016903
iktf
starting to doubt that i was ever acknowledged tbf

I’m a 33 year old tranny and my life sucks so I’m just going to kill myself. Being alive actually physically hurts. I have literally nothing to live for and no one in my life gives a fuck. They’ll just give the same excuses that I’m just being manipulative cause obviously it’s impossible that the ways they’ve hurt me might actually make me feel like this. I’ve been designated as ontologically evil so everyone feels that anything they do to me is justified.

So ask me anything while I sit by the river bank and down dexies and booze I guess?

>>43017478
when did you transition? how did it go?

>>43017493
Realised at 16, repressed until 21. Shitty UK system meant I didn’t start hrt until 26 and I was too retarded to DIY. It went about as well as you’d expect. I look basically the same except I was “blessed” with C cup tits so I can barely go outside without looking fucking stupid.

>>43017519
you aren’t girlmoding?

>>43017551
Believe me I’ve tried but there’s only so many times I can be called “sir” while wearing the most feminine outfit and makeup before I want to put a knife in myself.

>>43017478
>I have literally nothing to live for and no one in my life gives a fuck.
bf/gf? tried getting a bf/gf?

>>43017649
sorry to hear that sir

>>43017649
>sir
>UK
do people do that here?

why am i seeing articles and videos about socrates like over and over in the past couple days did something happen

>>43017478
yea being trans makes life harder, but ultimately how you move through life is just a frame of mind thing, you don't have to be so anxious and depressed. enjoy things in life and stuff

>>43016903
Kate

>>43017057
did they clap

>>43017649
men can be feminine and wear makeup and feminine outfits desu

>>43017649
ah sorry that sucks
you should post a pic of your C cup to feel better about yourself miss

>>43017692
>did they clap
i think they were in disbelife at the state of the world and how the woke mind virus has destroyed society and men think they're women and hopefully Nigel can save us from this nightmare?

>>43017652
Had a gf. Cheated on me and then got angry at me for finding out lol.

>>43017673
Literally nothing is enjoyable. I have 30+ years on this planet and nothing to show for it except a failed transition, a broken relationship and the knowledge that I’ll never be good enough for anything.

>>43017692
Okay but I am not one and I don’t want to be one but I don’t pass as a woman. That doesn’t exactly solve the issue.

>>43017657
Thanks faggot.

>Had a gf. Cheated on me and then got angry at me for finding out lol.

how is this even possible and why does it keep happening to the posters from here

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>>43017741
yeah that sounds like a frame of mind thing and not a trans thing considering a bunch of cis people feel that way too. maybe try breaking out of your thought patterns and habits and try something new you havent before, look around you and be observant. For example, do you see a big tree complaining about not enjoying anything or is it just chilling majestically and doing its thing?

MtFs should bow to their FtM kings and stay in the kitchen where they belong

>Kings
>without a COCK

ye miss me with that shit bro

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>>43017741
>Okay but I am not one and I don’t want to be one but I don’t pass as a woman. That doesn’t exactly solve the issue.
I'm just saying that expecting people to think you're a woman just because you're performing femininity is misogynistic

>>43017720
Nigel Farage? he's still around?

>>43017763
Big trees don’t need money to live and aren’t stuck competing with thousands of other people for jobs they need to live.

>>43017772
Sure if you want $6 and a transit card with $1.80 on it.

>>43017789
Oh I thought you were actually trying to say something useful.

>>43017801
you know trees and humans both die right? are you under the presumption that ur going to live forever if u dont kill urself? becuase youre making it sound like you eventually dying due to environmental reasons doesnt happen to plants and thats just not true, in fact its pretty normal

>>43017776
your girlcock will stay crushed in a cage while I grind my snail along your thigh alice

>>43017807
Are you high? I am struggling and barely scraping by to live a life I don’t want that gets worse by the day. I am not under the impression I need to kill myself out of fear of living forever, I just wish to accelerate the process.

>>43017810
If I can get a credit card in the next hour then sure.

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>>43017789
>Nigel Farage? he's still around?
still wants to be PM I think yeah.

>>43017824
ye no i dont think so dudette

>>43017837
would

>>43017828
no im not high im just educated about the different ways of living life and its pretty obvious that youre forcing yourself to be stuck in a victim focused way of life that isnt actually necessary

>>43017847
Literally nothing is necessary including my life so I don’t see why it’s a less valid solution than magical thinking my way into my life not being shit.

>>43017884
exactly, its not less or more of a solution, the point is that life is neutral and its a frame of mind thing. its not magical lol im not saying to change reality im just saying that reality is subjective

touching my penis..

https://litter.catbox.moe/rayadjkut451v320.jpg
how do you cope with having a mega dadbod
suicide?

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Hey girls(girls) I'm getting a credit card soon

>>43017911
fat and ugly, please kill yourself

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>>43017929
Be nice

>>43017996
werent you being mean to sheen recently?

>>43017062
nah I have it turned off

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>>43018100
Sheen needs to get there life together

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>>43018270
>I have it turned off

>wahh I'm bored

I'm just here smoking weed

>>43016393
They had to leave their natural habitat due to global warming

How do you feel about your male ass/sissyhole/asshole being called a boypussy?

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>>43019194
it's only natural

>>43019194
its hot if its a nigga saying it

>>43019268
trip on moap

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What's up /mtfg/

>>43019490
I'm depressed and can't focus enough to draw or write

>>43019763
Twerk your ass and post a video of it here, that'll cheer you up.

>>43019763
wash your face with cold water, drink a coffee, and open your Ming Men.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wddPSIEpvE

Do your little clitty and balls jiggle when you twerk?

If I'm not married by the end of the night I'm never leaving the house again

>>43017824
Fuck that’s hot
Wish my gf was dommy like that

Welp nopoony has made a new ftmg yet. how are my favorite girls doing

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>>43023099
I'm so tired lately, I think I had a small infection tbqh
hru friend???

>>43023238
I'm pretty sure I almost had a stroke this morning, my lips and face were blue. But otherwise Im doing okay

>>43023262
oh yeh glad u recovered tho
did u get up to anything interesting today?
I mostly snoozed and felt really hot but not feverish yet, and luckily my temperature seems to have gone down

bottom dysphoric trans girls carry the weight of hating their penis so I don't have to. It's only right that I'm not bottom dysphoric, I must carry this weight.

>>43023446
if u say so

>>43019194
I just call it a pussy. Never heard any complaints.

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getting castrated on Friday
I wonder if this is how Roman pueri delicati felt

also how bad is orchi recovery, like how bad is it

>>43024000
it sucks for a week, then you spend a week in pain but able to walk around decently enough it just tiring and painful. Then by week 3 i was fine.

For after surgery it was like an 8/10 pain without codeine but with it was down to like a 2/10, coughing hurts the most and sitting on toilet hurts a lot too at first also theres the fear of tearing your stitches open.

But it's manageable, like it hurts and sucks but all things considered its smanageable and just try to be comfortable for a week or 2 and youll be fine just dont push it too hard

>>43024107
I'm so scared lol
worried

>>43024130
idk where your incision will be, mine was down the idk what to call it the line on your scrote. Others have it inguinally. I think inguinal is supposedly easier to recover from.
Was just unable to have that way because of surgery as a kid.

Also any like severe stabbing pains in the side of your inguinal may occur which is the connection to where the spermatic cord will be after its scooped out.

Actually kinda funny is that when i had to lay on the operating table before anaesthetic i swear they just had a puppy pad on the table to catch the gunk.

>>43021609
Didn't get married but I did have a really good time

>>43024152
>the line on your scrote
perineal raphe
part of me wants to know more but party also thinks the more I know the more anxious I will be
yay OCD

>>43024205
I don't want to be on spiro anymore, it's been over a decade

>>43024241
my biggest piece of advice, ask for a preop medicine before going in. I was given a benzo and my fear went from like an 8 to a 0. They should be able to give youu something to steady your nerves too

>>43024254
that sounds tempting, I specifically asked them to not give me opiate type painkillers bc of a history of substance abuse tho so idk if they'll give me a benzo either lol

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Anyone here talk to the cat person in the screenshot? That's maiqs secret discord

Chasergen is a shit show. I just want to talk to other trans people so here I am. What's going on in this thread?

>>43024254
Are you not getting SRS?

>>43024549
Fuck you I will prove I am the most true. I only posted there because it was active.

>>43024565
>active
lol

>>43024576
Whats that supposed to mean?

>>43016968
>>43017041
>>43017673
>>43021609
>>43024107
>>43024193
Hi trips teach me your ways. How can I be a true trip like you?

>>43024614
Scarification of something you hold near and dear to your heart

>>43024488
no, not many ppl here tbqh
>>43024497
oh yeh don't talk to chasers iunno
>>43024614
well uh... have u tried just talking to ppl???

>>43024596
this place used to hit 1k posts per thread and turn over threads every few hours
the thread right now is glacial

>>43024717
this

>>43019194
Why would I care?

>>43024624
Haven't I given up enough already?
>>43024672
You're based I don't know why anon is telling you to shut up
>>43024675
No thread gets that many replies

>>43024946
To trip effectively you gotta give up some part of yourself and you clearly haven’t

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hi chat, off to get some steps in, wish me luck and pray I don't get run over tbqh
>>43024675
yeh when more than a handful of real ppl posted here lmao
>>43024946
iunno, some ppl are just weirdos ig
some have told me it's one guy, but seems like there isn't consensus if it's an old trip's ex-chaser or someone else, who cares tho lmao

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i think im about to be homeless again pretty sure im about to have my last conversation with him
onwards this last year was another waste of time
my ex is talking to me again but she wont come through and live in this shithole
fuckin life tourists n drugs

>>43025965
yeh it's good to make good choices ig, sorry things are falling thru anon, hope u can figure it out

got 11k steps done, not too bag ig
I feel like I need to do way more tho before I see more benefits... sigh...

>>43026006
That's quite impressive actually. What are you training for?

>>43025965
This doesn't make any fucking sense

keep dreaming about dating cisgirls again after being with transgirls and men for so long

it just feels different. better, i think?
im always sad when i wake up because then she is gone and her face fades from memory

farewell, brown haired girl i met in this dreams weird town...

>>43024488
thats what you get for being an annoying whiny pos

is it ok that i'm brown?

>>43025965
ur ok lilbud?

>>43026006
Mogs me i only do 3000 a day if that
>>43026132
Keep dreaming and it might turn real

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>>43026057
nothing I mean just building up stamina and losing weight ig
>>43026132
oh no, yeh dating someone that is there for u is pretty nice
>>43026370
waow, still pretty good ngl
I need to push up my daily steps so I can do like 40k a day w/o collapsing ngl

>>43016968
I would go to jail for deflowering one.

Defloring Katawina... Hmpf, I'm a bit late

Katawina Shoujo

>woke up
>nipples are starting to feel sore, general breast area is tender
It begins

good morning everybody. it's 2pm.

i overslept for my gender clinic appointment like a moron (been on hrt for years already, just signing up so i can get insurance ffs)

Hi can you stroke my penis? Like stroke the cum out of my penis with your soft sissy hands?

can you still wear a chastity cage after orchi??? worried n sobbing due to abstinence issue

Anyone else ever feel they’re not good enough or not trans enough for other transfems irl to like them or is that just my bpd

>>43027592
why would you ever want to date another tranny that's not bpd that's brain damage

>>43027605
nta but women don’t want me and some trans look like women without being as demanding

>>43027605
I’m dating a theyfab rn and it’s wonderful I just want other tranny friends

>>43027630
prison gay lol

>>43027633
congrats on the heterosexual relationship

>>43027662
That lame catty passive aggression won’t make you pass more, Celeste. Give it a rest

>>43027704
>Celeste
?

>>43027726
just pedro trying to be relevant

who is celeste tho???

>>43017649
>knife
do you have a loicense for that?

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>check account
>its all lesbian porn
checks out... why don't you people stop consuming porn? maybe your dysphoria will go away?

>Keep being called goyim and gentile by a jewish girl
>"Gentiles just don't underst-"
>Tell them I really don't like them using that word and dividing things that way
>They flip their shit on me
Why try

>>43027802
If your social media circle is all pornsick freaks that says more about you

How come trans just spend all day on discord gooning?

What's up /mtfg/

>>43028323
But it is bad for you and there are other things to do

Ok I'm getting hired soon

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do i pass?

>>43028682
Not even a little bit

>>43028682
putting the man in Marilyn manson

Look at these diamonds they shine

>>43028682
buy foundation that matches your skin type not the stuff from the clown store

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>>43028682
do i pass???

Why do trans always look so so ugly and weird? I really don't like looking at you.

>>43029065
most of them don't try but the ones that desu are hot and desu

>>43029075
What is desu?

Why transition if you ain't got the body for it

>>43029055
bait?

i miss her

>>43029257
>her
trans?

>>43029456
>trans?
big time

=/

>tfw you want to cut but have surgery in a few days

Are your sissy panties cute? Like if someone saw you strutting around in your sissy panties would they say "awww what a cute little sissy with such cute sissy panties'

sigh

>>43031450
Why are you sighing? What's wrong?

>>43032014
...
a lot

>>43032051
Did you get banned from the transbian polycule gooncord?

>>43031103
help them out by making the first incision haha jk don't cut

>>43032134
dw I haven't cut in like a week

>>43032123
i didn’t even make the cut

>>43032145
that's good :)

>>43032156
Was your clitty too big or too small?

>>43032260
not girly enough

>>43032300
So too big? Just put on a pretty pink princess dress and film yourself doing some spinnies. Remember, dress go spinny!

>>43032448
wanna see it?

>>43032516
Yes

>>43032528
i'll take a pic and post it here in a few

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>>43032123
>transbian polycule gooncord?
How do I get access to this? Asking for a friend.

>>43033002
you can

>>43033088
you can’t

>>43032591
Come on post it

>>43029075
>/lgbt/ in big 2026
dude

>>43034144
I blame my cis ex and our physical addiction to each other's genitals for my long term repression plus a lot of trauma
the bpd pussy was THAT good and apparently the softboy nine incher was too

>>43024488
no one cares about your lovers spat with zero context btw

>>43024488
think he/she would add me? i want friends

>>43034841
I want friends too rip were doomed to be alone

no one knows im full of hate

>>43035519
well we could be friends

Ariane

>>43034841
nope blobby got his info and maiq dropped off the Internet permanently

>>43033245
hon lennon

I did 22700 steps yesterday, working out so much so I can be in better shape for my partner ngl

>>43037284
That's amazing but how are your feet?

did blobby kill itself? we didnt even celebrate ffs

>>43037284
How much weight have you lost so far?

Where do you all go for vials now the cafe is down?

>>43037284
Hey Umaruchan what's up?

>>43037290
Just ask her for feet pics

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okay going to try and do a lot on tuesday and build up more stamina too...
>>43037290
>>43037537
no thanks lmao
my feet are fine tho, just a lil sore but they're fine ig
actually doing a lot better now, and somehow reversed neuropathy tbqh
>>43037396
nothing really, well not for a while, I've been kind of slacking so I need to get back on that, wish me luck anon!! <3
>>43037431
iunno, but I heard some ppl talking about that sort of thing recently too, apparently the other links work?
>>43037465
aww ty fan!

>>43037678
Did you really fall for the fatmax meme?

>>43037389
he had sepsis in the hospital and then never logged back in

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>>43037389

>>43037773
;)))

uncgen

>>43037678
Post feet

>>43037988
You're 35

>>43036608
just don’t give your info out on discord

where is our star?

>>43036491
Hmmm ok

I miss mtfg

>>43039040
it was a different era. threads used to get made when the 150 image bump limit was reached. now it's ai slop, chasers, stalkers, newfags and chuds

>>43037988
20 is young. YOUNG !!!

I hate being a twinkhon so much bros

>>43039937
Hi, are you skinny or fat and can I put my penis inside of you? I'm a man and my penis is big.

>>43040141
Guys like you are half the reason why I hate it

>>43040177
Okay but does that mean yes or no?

>>43040234
it means yes, she just won't be able to admit it

>>43040234
>>43040244
Hard to say honestly. I don't care about dick size that much. Are you cute?

I’m 1.79 m tall, with a 38 cm shoulder width, a 64 cm waist, and 80 cm hips. Do these proportions seem okay, and is transitioning something I should look into?

>>43040309
Yeah I guess, I just want to stick my dick in your bussy mostly though

>>43040412
many such cases

>>43034841
Sorry I am really picky about who I add these days because so many people add and then have nothing interesting to say / can’t hold a convo

Put your sissy panties on and shake that ass you dumb bitch

>>43041654
is this the real maiq???

>>43041922
That’s right, denizen

>>43041932
pls piss on me!!

>>43041943
Sigh get in the tub

>>43016754
>Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
>pastebin not found
lol

>>43042341
All those links are from like 10 years ago, umaru posts them as a bit

>>43042004
room for one more?

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is it normal to struggle with self doubt prior to a major surgery like an orchi
like I've been on hrt for like 13 years but having an orchi takes away the chance of detransing, and while I don't want to do that I am sympathetic to radical feminist viewpoints on transgenderism and I feel like getting the surgery is tacitly or implicitly condoning all of the ways transgenderism is harming women, plus I feel like I should just accept my sex and not mutilate it
that said, I would like to take less meds and an orchi does that, plus I know that it doesn't make me a woman or anything but I still hate giving money to people who butcher the uninformed or easily manipulated. what if I'm just like this because of grooming. what if I'll regret it when I wake up what if my dysphoria is a result of sexual abuse and it's not real trannyism, just something that's been touted as a way to magically feel comfortable with your body for those who don't
I want it but I also don't, I feel conflicted but the only reasons I have to not want it are moral whereas the reasons I do want it are practical but again those practical reasons may be the result of just abuse and shouldn't I pursue therapy rather than mutilation
I'm just afraid I'm making the wrong choice by doing this even though it's what I want, it will mean no more spiro and no more spiro side effects, I'll have less of a physical mass downstairs, etc and that's great
but it'll also mean I'm wholly dependent on the pharmaceutical industry for the rest of my life and I'm implicitly condoning and enabling widespread misogyny and exploitation
:(

Question in regards to health-
1 ) I've been on a dose of .13 mL of estrogen mono for 8 months now and it seems like I am being adversely affected recently. I had a day where I felt abnormally tired, so injected a little more E in line with my 5 day cycle (~.15mL)
2) Last night my heart was racing so fast I couldn't go to sleep even though I was getting physically exhausted from it beating so much and it was 2-3 AM. I was very panicked.
I keep having moments where all energy just starts to drop in my body, like I'll just be sitting and all of a sudden I feel like I have low blood pressure and get a bit clammy feeling.
3) I've been completely unmonitored and I want to know what level of concern I should have. There shouldn't(?) be any cardiac risk with me, (perhaps infection risk, I skip using an alcohol wipe) but I want to know if this is worth looking into urgently.

>>43044319
please don't overthink this. a castrated man is still a man so the terfs won't mind.

>>43044319
you don't care about all women and their experiences spooge stop the cope

>>43044648
that's what I was thinking

>>43044695
care to extrapolate?

>>43044319
Hello laguna

>>43044585
do you drink, smoke, or consume lots of caffeine? how is your diet? history of anxiety?

>>43044716
You don't have a shred of empathy

>>43045033
I don't smoke, I do take energy drinks sometimes. My diet is about as healthy as you can get. I sometimes have anxiety but I don't recall any time when it's drained me so much (but it's possibly amplifying things)

>>43016754
Comparing yourself to ciswomen is just like the best way to self-punish right? I should be more logical, and just compare myself to other trannies my age. I think people think I pass better than I do because I am less sexually dimorphic than other amabs from various races, but compared to women of my own kind, I look like a fucking ogre. I could maybe be on the level of some white women though.

>>43046512
it's over

>>43046530
unrionically the men of my ethnic group look like pooners, but the women of my ethnic group look like hyperfem disney princesses.

>>43046581
ok
I assume you're some kind of asian
regardless of race, amabs will always be recognizable as such, so don't stress over it

>>43046594
truth gonna have to go back to femboy coping for my own sanity

Applying for new jobs, do I disclose I am a troon or no? Like should I just apply with my deadname and present wholly as male, then show up in a few months on my first day girlmoded and request all my shit be changed? What’s going to minimize the chances of getting rejected?

please mtfg, live

does being 4chan brained mean that I would pass better than /r/translater hons, or is it over regardless of specific mental illness affiliation

it's over if it's over, but if it's NOT over then it's not over. read that 3 times.

>>43047047
I feel like showing up in girlmode later is safer and youll be more likely to get the job but it still seems kind of unsafe and unnecessary, why not just boymode for your job?

the SI is strong with this one

>>43047809
I just don’t want to boymode period. I’ve spent my life up until this point hiding, I don’t think I can really take it any longer. New city, new job, may as well use this as the point to burn the bridge so I can’t back down. Maybe it’s a terrible idea, idk. I just want to begin again.

how was YOUR self acceptance as hon journey like?

>>43047800
any benefit that being on this board conferred over hons has long since ceased many years ago

>>43047994
When was there ever a benefit from this board? It's biggest contribution has been to create terminally brainwormed permaboymoders

>>43048057
yeh before it started producing boymoders, ppl said and did different things, hence different results
the near obsessive level of trying to pass and find ways to pass better (which was opposite to hons) no longer pervades this board

>>43048108
i feel like the neuroticism wrapped back around to blackpill nihilism where it's irreparably over unless you passed pre-anything and start before 14

>>43048108
guess that was before even my time. i fell for the boymoder meme in 2019 and am still not fully recovered

>>43048115
kind of slippery slope, but ppl still thought they could pass by putting on a beanie over scruffy hair, and then got told no and what to do instead
now it seems anons think the beanie problem and its derivatives are genetic and want to wallow forever
now ppl say 'honfidence' when somebody tries to pass and put themselves out there, we've entered an actual opposites bizarro timeline lmao
>>43048125
yeh, it was probably already too late for a lot of ppl by then
I've posted before about how it's important that when u make physiological changes, that they're associated w/ making behavioral changes
trying to get out of 'boymoder' lifestyle will just be less effective the longer ppl leave it, but they say u need to do it until somehow u 'fail' at it, which is more likely to sabotage ppl longterm
anyways the idea that posting here is better than being a hon comes from an older era

there's like 4 people that know that i exist and two of them are parents of mine ):

>>43048297
time to go outside and increase that number

just go outside hon!

>>43048317
I'm a hon and I go outside all the time

just don’t be MENTALLY ILL HON !!

>>43048372
gotta start somewhere. or keep sneeding forever, not my problem

i'm not seething i'm patiently waiting on mtfg for my soulmate to appear

I am basically at the point that I have to accept the middle-point if it's impossible for me to get all the way to passing. It's quite sad, but not as sad as non-hrt repping. I am a step above a twink in masculine apperance, so I call myself a pretty boy, basically someone right at the cut-off for attracting women. Body is too masculine, and face just a smidge too masculine. Whatever I take it month by month, so we'll see how my body changes, but I don't have any hope I'll ever pass. If I had a twink body I would have hope, but I think the reason I pulled women ever in my life is because I didn't have a twink body, but a twinkish face.

did trans pipo like the ending of chainsaw man?

Also I don't know if I'm deranged but I take my estrogen shots, and I pretty much have no expectation that it will actual change anything except for softer less oily skin, and gyno. It's going to be really funny if in 2 or 3 years there is a real difference, and I spent this whole time telling myself this was utterly pointless and hrt doesn't work.

>>43048560
not into fotm slop, so I didn't even know it ended

i feel so fucking bad

chainsaw man is better than frieren
frieren is milquetoast and amazes people because the mc looks like a child and the so called great animation is mid same as the music. The entire thing is emotionally retarded child reminisces about a dude who was just an average good guy after she receives her autism diagnosis

>>43048949
what's wrong?

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recommend me a show that isn't about men w/ chainsaws tbqh

>>43049376
chain'tsaw man

>>43016754
I want to kms. This estrogen is doing stuff with me but i will never be happy or a girl

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>>43049401

>>43048993
everything

I ran spiro for 8 months can I drop off and mono 6mg EV now?
I hate how dumb and depressed I feel on spiro

>>43048558
forget passing
embrace whatever is left
history has had real feminine men and whatnot
there's always something to be had, fuck femoids

>>43049376
resident evil: infinite darkness?
I actually havent watched it
but once I finish nemisis, cv, outbreak, and the cgi films
its top on my list of shows rn

>>43049550
oh, isn't that like a game tho? do I need to know the story to understand it?

>>43049376
girls last tour

>>43046254
I experienced some terrible anxiety episodes when I first started hrt, it got better post orchi. so much of it is mental and being able to process emotions that were locked away can have strange effects. also, someone in your family may be poisoning you.

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>>43049597
yeah re is a game series
but infinite darkness is a tv show that takes place in the same cannon with the same characters
infinite darkness alongside degeration, damnation, and vendetta are all animated films(and one show)
you don't really need to be a privvy to all the lore
but the basuc cire of it all is
>evil company creates zombies while trying to engineer monsters to use as weapons
>outbreak of zombie virus consumes an entire city after aformentioned corp send a deathsquad to steal their own employees research and it goes wrong
>total apocolypse avoided by megaton fuel air explosion over said city
>zombie outbreak company goes bankrupt and the writers have to find increasingly more conveluted ways to explain why people are still creating and unleashing zombies and monsters
boom
thats like the plot of three entire videogames
lore is constantly being retconned with the new games tho so it genuinely does not matter
the new plot is still fluid changing and the old plot basically still applies
the only other thing anybody *really* needs to know is that claire redfield is the coolest
and before racoon city got the big fireball she and her older brother chris had matching biker jackets
its very cute and wholesome

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After one year sober, I'm back to drinking regularly. Fuck my stupid twinkhon life

>>43049740
Oh thats a good one. I really enjoyed it when i watched through it

>>43049815
stop it

>>43049871
They should invent an alcohol that's good for you. I want to enjoy drinking without the knowledge that each sip is ruining my body

I have been on HRT for 6 months, breasts have grown to 34B, got fatter too. Nipples increased in size but there are no bud and kinda flat. Is it common?

>>43049376
kaze to ki no uta
it's an ova but still pretty good, you miss a lot of stuff from the manga tho
what stuff do you like

What is a sneedhon?

>>43049895
yeh ig it's different for everyone tbqh
>>43049740
okay I'll try that ty!
>>43049811
ok... I hope it's not too scary tho...
>>43049963
ohh okay I'll watch it ty <3

>>43049885
there's non alcoholic wine.
>>43049981
if you have to ask it's over

>>43050227
why would anyone drink wine if it didn't get them drunk

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>>43050227
>it's over

so so so over

billions must troon

hey...you...

out there in the cold
Getting lonely, getting old
Can you feel me?

if I get tested and turns out I'm XXY, does that mean I was born to be a FAIRY FEMME BOI?

>>43050926
It means insurance won't cover any of your surgeries

it was nice when i started losing weight but im not fat anymore and im still losing weight and im still not hungry
did i do a fucky wucky of sorts

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(You) don't like real girls

i liked you

It's so sad seeing hot people in old movies and realizing they're now either decrepit ghouls or even dead and rotting. I hope we find a cure for aging soon, it's beneath human dignity

>>43049885
Alcohol is benefit if you drink moderately, about 1 can per day. It also reduce some risk of HRT like bone density or diabete. Not recommend if you have liver problem though.

>>43050944
I want to remain a femboy cos I suck dicks and I don't wanna larp as a real girl with pronouns
I'm just super curious about having XXY cos I have all of the physical visible symptoms lmao

>>43051215
I mean beer

>>43051215
First time I hear about hrt increasing risk of diabetes, or alcohol decreasing it

>>43051215
>moderately
I can down half a litre/day straight from the bottle
vodka I mean
I have to keep myself away from that stuff

>>43051218
I have a smol pp too

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first time doing my makeup, any tips?

i used hair mousse for the first time and now my hair is all sticky and solid eeuuuggghhhhhh why did i do thissss

>>43052366
pretty good for a 40yo dad

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>>43052540

>>43052366
You look like my grandma

>>43052562
it does look well applied though

>>43051848
noice
I crossdress and put my vibrator between my thighs
I coom in 1 minute and it keeps my dick skin from wearing out from manual masturbation
next step is going on HRT to fill out and make my tops coom harder by being squishier and cuter

>>43052366
passoid tier, really
jaw is a bit broad for full passoid but let's not torture ourselves with such thoughts
it's good! you got lucky with the midface and lips and eyes and brows, get your brows done by a salon bitch or someone
it will make a hell of a lot of difference, take it from me

I wish I could be a passoid instead of lateshit chopped haghon

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was doing lewd chats with some1 to promote my fansly to him and he sent me t4t porn that made me so jealous it killed my mood and i cant stop thinking about how badly i want to be looking like that and doing that

>>43053112
The main thing I feel when I see pretty, passing trannies is envy and sadness. I wish I could be happy for them but I'm also a soulhon I guess

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thank you all, even if facetious
i start HRT once my script is filled

>>43052540
i am 38, so that was pretty damn close, no kids
>>43052596
i'll take it
>>43052617
i try my best, had trouble with the eyeliner and mascara and concealing the facial hair
>>43052998
passoid! sheit you just made me blush
yes my eyebrows need to be done for sure
my family always says i look like my oldest sister, which idk if a compliment to me or an insult to her

here is a pic from this morning with no makeup for comparison

Hey is there like a guide for how to grow tits? I saw a really in depth guide on here a while back (it was a comment not a screenshot) that seemed really well researched and she even talked about how to cycle the hormones to get maximum growth, diet, plus weightlifting for hgh etc does anyone know what I’m talking about?

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>>43053174
eat, cut balls off, progesterone, boob job

>>43053212
What if you’ve done all that normal stuff already? Like there are girls who will do what you describe and end up with AA cups and girls who will do the exact same
thing and end up with like, Zs. Where does the difference lie? I know it’s genetics, but what specific hormone/proteins FROM said genes? This post I’m talking abt claimed to know all of that stuff.

>>43053212
traditionally wearing a low cut top with a pushup does make boobs look bigger

>>43053212
post face lol

is this just success-bias or whatever its called but why are like 3/4th of the hopium transtimelines slop i consume such good transitions. should i just have faith? still feels like lying to myself to have faith

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>>43053270
if they figured that out then cis women would take them, but maybe IGF-1?
>>43053273
nice try

>>43053212
getting fat makes the size of your boobs irrelevant

>>43053550
by eat I mean don't be anorexic

>>43053170
yeah damned good effort lmao
feels so surreal seeing people use makeup to this extent
I always fuck it up so I just stopped trying and I rely on skincare shit like AHA BHA etc
good thing I just wanna fem the fuck out to make my tops harder, I'd never pass for shit at 6ft

>>43053170
1000 lard stare

fresh worms for the brain tbqh
>>43054775
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