>>43036568
I had a brief tradwifey fem phase where I had a superiority complex but now I'm back to being a manmoder

Also I think I'm more into the idea of a straight relationship than anything else. Dating a woman makes me feel like a guy and there is one woman I feel like I should just be a guy for but other times I crave being the girl for a guy.

>>43036568
i think im a groomer

>>43038732
you think?!

>>43036568
I jerk off constantly and every day to pictures of a trip from here. I'm not saying who she is but she's pretty new, love her.

>>43036568
My greatest desire is to find a sad lonely boymoder and turn her in a beautiful girlmoding woman. She'll be fully transitioned with SRS. We can finally marry and live the rests of our lives together.

Yes, I'm cringe I know. I hate myself for these thoughts.

>>43038747
Can you say how many letters their trip has mayhaps

>>43036568
i post my nude here all the time but no one knows its me
if people knew it was me their reaction would be completely different which only makes it hotter when they compliment my body

>>43038764
I think it makes it quite obvious haha but it's 9 letters.

Trans women are delusional homophobic gay men who are the #1 contributors to the toxic anti-gay social climate we all live in everywhere.
I wish there were actual gay men here and not just homophobes larping as women!

>>43038754
No this is based. I have these thoughts sometimes and it's how I'd rep I think.

>>43038754
SAMEEEEE

>>43038776
Lol I guessed correctly before you even revealed who it was
Ive only seen their face pics idk

>>43036568
i have a crush on my coworker, I dont know if he's gay but i made a mistake and freaked out about it once and he rested his hand on the small of my back in a way that didn't feel very straight.
i hardly even work with him so there's really no point even thinking about it but i think everything about him is beautiful, he's handsome and masculine but so sweet, such a soft voice too, id do anything.

>>43038783
she has posted a couple lewds. Everytime I see her in hornygen is a blessing.

...LARPing as a girl online because its the first time in a long time ive gotten even a sliver of love or affection or warmth geg
People want to talk to me and look at me
In my heart of hearts Ik im not a girl though
</3

>>43036568
I had sexual experimentation as a 7 year old with someone 1.4x my age

>>43038830
Also I have autism i cant really even wrap my brain around why being perceived as a woman makes people want to be my friend or give me sexual attention it feels really strange, as in I dont understand why I would be put on a pedestal just for being a girl?

>>43038745
idk i think i groomed somebody without meaning to or knowing what i was doing. im sorry

>>43038896
how do you do that without meaning to

>>43036568
I would like to kiss other cute guys and get my butt stuffed, but have yet to do either. If you’re there god, please get me laid

>>43038924
nta, but probably as in they weren't thinking consciously "yesss, i'm tricking this person into [whatever inappropriate sex shit]" and instead was just... being inappropriate with someone they shouldn't have been, without really thinking about it too much

intent doesn't mean much, grooming is grooming, but i think a lot of people who do shitty things aren't like moustache twirling villains. they're just doing whatever in the moment, and then after a bit of time and self reflection they realise how fucked it was. that, or they live in perpetual denial because fully accepting how fucked it was can be pretty ego-destroying, especially for big things like grooming or sexual assault or whatever. most people think of themselves of being incapable of doing the big fucked things in our society - that often includes the people that actually end up doing those big fucked things.

again, intent doesn't count for much on the scale of the big societal no-nos, but i think it's a more productive way to understand how and why people do shitty things.

>>43038776
>>43038783
who

I will always love you

>>43039096
failmoder

Nothing here sin in that sense. It's sin it has not been established and in the right way.
Nothing meant against the law here.
What if lgbt simply isn't really real?

>>43039110
has she posted photos here? I've only seen her hands lol

>>43039110
LOL I was wrong, I thought you were referring to pennybruh

>>43039158
I'm this anon >>43038747 >>43039157
and yeah I was referring to pennybruh. I didn't know failmoder posted pictures.

>>43038747
O really?
Well fuk dat
Justly so

>>43036568
i avoid people i find aesthetically unattractive. it applies to women to, even though im straight.
i have a gut instinct against having sex with a guy who isnt white or east asian.

t. failmale boymoder

>>43039201
Saame about the whites and Asians

I've fantasized about being raped by an older man since I was 7.

>>43036568
I think I just wanted to be a tiny boywife rather than a woman but both are equally unattainable due to my linebacker build.

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>>43036568
i love shota
i goon to shota
i think they're really cute
i'm neutral on loli
i'm not a pedophile

I (manmoder) cut myself for no other reason than that I think it's a feminine thing to do

>>43036568
I am a 6’6” monstrously ugly nigger hon. I have a thing for hollowing out uptight little white faggots and trannies. You better hide your lily white fannies if you skinny bitches don’t wanna get gaped

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>>43036568
I probably suffer from Peter Pan Syndrome rather than GD. I had early puberty at 9 and grew a moustache and felt disgusted, I was forbidden from shaving it in my household. I deeply resented that I couldn’t have been pretty just once in my life.

I was already forced into manhood when I was not ready and that manifested into looking at TG comics/manga/fiction by the time I was 10. I subconsciously associated not being an adult with being a girl. My teen years was worsened by seeing boys who were popular musicians being still pretty despite being older than me when I am already disgusting. My fantasies got worse as the resentment developed into androphilic hate boner that remains to this day.
I stumbled DIY hrt at 14 and wanted to do it, but was meme by Susan’s Place hons who were talking about male bones already growing by 15.
Eventually by 21, I developed second puberty I.e signs of torso/back hair, even worse facial hair on my cheek. I spent a shit ton on laser hair removal and electrolysis. At 22, I saw signs of MPB and gave into Trannyism and diy until I found a doc.
After 8 years of manmoding with 7 of them being hondosed of 2mg of e/day, I think I’m ok being a regular young looking guy instead of the hairy bald man I was supposed to become. Yet, often I yearn for more and go into a personal crash out.
I could have been a normal straight cis man if I had a regular puberty at 12/13.

I still masturbate to my ex that i edated a while ago. It was the first and only time someone was sexually attracted to me and I know it’s important to move on but sexting him made me feel beautiful for the first time. I miss him a lot. God if we ever met irl I would taste every inch of his body.

>>43039237
No you aren't

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>>43036568
my conservative christian parents dont know i smoke, take hormones, and let an evil moid rape and abuse me as he pleases

>>43040975
How can I contact them?

>>43040548
The fuck you say to me, faggot? You finna get gaped??

>>43041116
you cant theyre not real this post isnt real either none of these are
the internet isnt real and nor is the reality you live in
all of the people ideas and concepts youve known thus far are a figment of your imagination !!!!!!
this is a dream and you need to wake up !!!!!!!!!
wake up anon !!!!!!!!!!!!

i've been with my bf for 8 months and have been happy for the most part, however i'm starting to feel like he's afraid to be committed to me at all. i don't expect a marriage proposal or anything, but he hasn't even told me he loves me after i've been saying it to him for months now.
he expressed that he didn't know if he wanted to be with me due to me being depressed and burnt out for the past 6 months still after getting laid off. i haven't been toxic or made it al his problem, but it's been really hard finding a job and i've been too depressed and burnt out to function normally until very recently. i'm trying to be patient because he has some trauma due to his last partner passing away in a really awful way (this was 7 years ago) but im starting to feel like i need to stand up for myself more because honestly i'm feeling unloved and insecure in the relationship. he won't commit in any meaningfuly way, won't tell me he loves me, and never makes me feel like i'm special to him. he says nice things that he likes about me sometimes, but whenever i express that i feel like he doesn't affirm his happiness in our relationship enough he blames me for not being able to be earnest consistently (this i think is overblown on his part)
idk im just sad and feel like i want more out of a relationship than sex, dates, and a guy that tells me the things he likes about me but doesn't make me feel loved at the same time.

>>43040548
I can smell your white bussy through the screen, so whatch ur cute little mouth, faggot

>>43036568
I just realized that I don't know if I could ever comfortably say "I love you" to anyone except if I was a guy saying that to a girl. I'm a bi tranny.

im not that gay

>>43039108
I will always love you too

You lost
Time for you to come clean

>>43036568
I humiliate people for not having a penis

>>43036568
ive been masturbating anally ever since i was like 14 but despite that i never came from it. sometimes i doubt i even have a prostate

>>43040975
If this is who I think it is, I really hope you're doing well

>>43036568
My life is stagnating, I'm an academic failure, my transition is stalling and seems to be going nowhere, and I can't seem to motivate myself enough to get a job to at least rid myself of these fibrous filth all over me.

>>43042616
Me either desu and I started earlier at 9.

>>43036568
i raped my cousin and i liked it. and its okay, cuz i envied her and kinda liked her.

>>43042763
......nine? where did you get lube at 9 years old lol

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>>43042635
who r u

>>43042766
not really like it, its just my self hatred.

>>43038754
don't be ashamed of it, you could rape, beat and degrade said boymoder and nobody would care and it wouldn't be a human rights violation since the boymoder isn't human. also, she would probably like it since noone loved her.

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>>43039168
Uh okay lmao

>>43036568
I've been abusing my prescription benzos for a few days and I ran out so I'm fucked for the rest of the month

I fantasize about being someone's toilet someday

>>43042766
Based
I would like to get raped by my cousin desu that sounds hot

>>43042772
Bold of you to assume I used legitimate lube and not just dry or any bottle of slippery seeming toiletries common in a bathroom sometimes to unpleasant results....

I still miss you. Every single fucking day.

life is fucking me over these days

>>43043790
real

>>43043771
i dont know i should be surprised i never thought of that as a child or horrified that you actually went through with it

>>43043819
Honestly it still kind of surprises how much of degenerate I was as a kid. It wasn't like I was molested or anything else correlated with behavior like that either.

Just a born buttslut I guess....

im so very sorry i dont hate you i just dont like being with you partly because you annoy me partly because i feel inferior to you i think youre so diligent towards me and in comparison i see myself so useless and ungrateful and it makes me feel so fucking awful and subhuman and when i think about it it makes mde die inside wnad i wish i were alone i wish i could live insidae a cave or a mointain or something just waay from everyonee isolatesd never having to interact with anyone ever again and never fucking u p any interaction and being safe and not being a nuisance to anyone im so so so so disgusting a m sorry i wish it could just end or that i could start all over agians

this isnt directe d to anyone who uses 4chan btw don worry its not (you)

i gave up on everything a long time ago, so long i barely remember now. but i've never been able to come back and i've been living as a corpse for most of my life. i was hoping transition would help me live again but it's just made brought into sharper focus how i've ruined my body and brain so badly. the only thing left to do is kill myself but im too lazy and scared to
i dont know what to do

I'm sad that my mentally ill friend went no contact

>>43044579
many such cases

>>43044586
:(

>>43044579
i did this to so many people i've just given up and have stopped talking to people except for 1 very close friend
im so sorry to everyone i did this to

>>43044599
. >>43044586

I detranstioned out of fear of losing an ex and then cheated on her with mutiple guys

it genuenly frustrates me how every other trans girl seems to be either evil or incompetent like Im tired you met someone like yai another tranny and they turn out a rapist pedo or a pathetic loser who is happy just self loathing and it makes me think terrible thjings like 'maybe we deserve the bad rep' and its terrivle and like I wish this was just a 'oh too much internet issue' but it even happens with irls I dont fucking know d I am so unhopeful of the future latelt

particularly sad thread

>>43045299
i dont care how long its been or that im the one that cut her off ill always keep looking for her everytime these pop up

>>43045329
Sounds insane. Move on.

>>43039039
Its only really grooming if its a minor involved. That's 98% of it, if anything you manipulated somebody (if they aren't a minor). I used to say one of my ex's groomed me to get on estrogen, but in reality it was just manipulation.

>>43045335
never <3

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Am a honest to hate Mexicans, Indians, and Women. It's only towards very specific subgroups, Career Hungry indians, Ghetto Hispanics, Hispanic women. 90% of is just trauma, since I was bullied by Ghetto Hispanics when I was in high school. I live in a predominately Hispanic area. I started hating Hispanic women in high school since they would target me, since my parents would tell everyone in town that I had autism. My mother was very emotionally abusive who would always make me do loyalty tests. I remember when I was in my junior year were I realized I found most women disgusting, and I only like older women.

The same thing with Indians except in college and university, since they would use me for answers and help all the time. I ended up getting caught helping one of them cheat, and I turned it on him since I thought he was genuinely needing extra help. Then it turned to over exposure in my major and career to Indians. I find a good majority of them scammers and scumbags.

The funny thing is like most Hispanics who are hardworking and good people, but I wouldn't date or marry them. I think the same for Indians as well, since I met a couple of good eggs who actually like what they do. I would most likely never hire or associate myself with one unless they treated me nicely and don't seem like grifters.

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>>43036568
I want to steal breast milk from the hospital so I can enjoy it in the fetal position, wrapped in a blanket, with audio of my mom saying 'I love you' in the background. >:3

>>43036568
You can still be young and feel "I can die happy" resonating with you

>>43036568
HRTrepping feels often tempting because recognizing myself as a woman is painful due to the lost time I'll never get back and all the drama involved in being a tranny, but repping without HRT was so miserable that I can't go back to that

>>43036568
sometimes I have this dream where my penis is tucked between my legs and starts spontaneously leaking all ovr my butt and thighs

My girlfriend barely wants to be touched lately because she's having PTSD nightmares about being raped. Normally I would brush it off, but my sex drive has been really high, and I can't stop thinking about cheating on her.

I'm going to become a women because I miss the male attention I got when I was younger, and this is the easiest way for me to get it back

>>43036568
im excited about hrt weakening body hair because then i can cut my thighs instead of just the arms.

>>43044229
My little frankfurter

>>43041185
You gonna do nothing looll(ㆁωㆁ)

>>43038830
>>43038861
>Also I have autism i cant really even wrap my brain around why being perceived as a woman makes people want to be my friend or give me sexual attention it feels really strange, as in I dont understand why I would be put on a pedestal just for being a girl?
I am mildly non-nonautism, and a heterofag, and behave differently with a person if I perceive them as a man vs as a woman, so maybe my rationalizations will be of use.
For example, someone being silly:
>if child/animal and retarded: adorable, protect and cherish (dad reflex)
>if woman and retarded: adorable, protect and cherish and make gf (husband reflex)
>if man: funny, hang out with or whatever (bro reflex)

>>43041234
Hahah

>>43041192
Ugh? No I'm definitely telling you on your parents. What you're doing isn't right. So, can you please give me their email so I can contact them?

>>43044599
I did this to a friend and I hope she's doing well. She's such a kind soul, she didn't deserve it or the shit I'd throw at her. Maybe one day if I get my shit together, I can reach out, to at least let her know what happened. I hope she's doing well in the meantime.

im a mtf and occasionally i fantasize about watching my boyfriend have sex with cis women

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>>43048943
why r u so obsessed with getting their contact
ik my dad is hot but hes mine u cant have him

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Back when I was in a poly relationship I had this FWB that was an absolute freak. One time I was hanging with one of my boyfriends and the FWB hit me up asking if I was available. When I told him no I was with a friend he asked "is he gay too" and basically offered to come by and have a 3sum with us. I wanted to spend time with my bf so I said no and he kept pushing. Eventually I stopped responding
In hindsight, it probably would've been a ton of fun but I couldn't abide the disrespect of a boundary to that degree. I don't interact with either that bf or that fwb anymore so whatever
But part of me wishes that I gave up that self respect for that experience

>>43036568
I was.......very sneedy as a babytran ;-;

>>43048988
I recently lost my virginity to my trans roommate and her gf. They occasionally invite me in the bedroom for threesomes. It's nice obviously but there isn't really a romantic attachment on my part, we kinda just suck each other off and fuck for a while, talk a little, then I leave the room. If I had my own partner I think I'd also rather spend time with them, so can't blame you. Sorry your relationship didn't work out tho :(

Hii, first time posting here. I've completely neglected, or rather given up on my transition for the 2 years I've been on HRT. I know nothing about hair styling, makeup, clothing and such. I'm lazy, supremely incompetent, and give up at the first hurdle, as I have done with shaving, voice training, learning makeup and others. My days are spent browsing the internet or playing video games, even showering or brushing my teeth feels like a huge effort.

I saw a gorgeous girl on YT and it sent me down a spiral of self-hatred and suicidal ideation. I would cry so hard in bed... and the despair I felt was like hell, the only way to alleviate the pain was being asleep. These past few days I felt no hunger and could barely eat anything because of the pain in my heart. I would fantasize about being blind or living among wild animals so I would never ever see a girl again.

I've got no job, no friends, no passions, no convictions, and I never felt the love of a man... I feel like a husk of a human being. I've always had an IMMENSE fear of posting anything on the internet (it usually takes me half an hour to write a YT comment lol), as my paranoid brain thinks everyone is going to ruthlessly scrutinize every word I say, and also due to my perfectionism? In any case I am happy to let this all out :). My first laser session is on Friday, hopefully I can start climbing out of this hole I dug for myself.

>>43045329
Same desu, but in my case she cut me off.

>>43049557
^-^

>>43048979
I just want your parents to be made aware of what you're doing. It's my duty as a Christian to help.

>>43036568
I feel like my attraction to men is completely gone and now I'm just this stupid fucking gynephile and I hate it I hate it so much I don't know what happened to the little faggot I used to be

>>43036568
I feel good in a non sexual when some people emasculate me because it’s the only time when I don’t get treated like a man I.e “pretty, fag, boy, bitch”. Though I always feel guilty about it afterwards.
T.Manmoder

>>43049712
kys

>>43042787
Guess you aren't the person I'm thinking of. but on the offchance you are, it's E.

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>>43051859
you shouldnt waste your energy wishing well for those who thought nothing of rejecting your kindness and affection towards them just to discard you without a single care about how it might have made you feel
youre a good person
quite possibly one of the only ones i have ever met.
someone like you is far too perfect to live in a rotten world like this where the only thing anyone cares about is themselves
if any good at all could have come from what i did, i hope i was able to prove to be a lesson to you so that you may be better at protecting yourself the next time something evil makes its way into your life again
stay safe, e
-t ^^

One of my regrets is not being good enough for you when we met. I wish I had been a better version of myself then.

>>43036568
i crave to be bend over by a tall dom trans woman to a point i kind of feel bad about it

>>43036568
I havent talked to my mom in 15 years but she is still recommended to me as a friend on Facebook all the time so I can't forget her face.

>>43048918
THASS IT YOU LIL CRACKER ASS SLUT, IMA GET IN MUH LINCOLN WITH THE SPINNERS, AN IMA GUN RIP YOUR ASSHOLE LIKE AN OL PAIR A FISHNETS. IMA GUN TEAR OUT YO WEAVE AN SNAP ALL YO ACRYLIC NAILS OFF. YO FAGGOT BOIFRIEN AINT GONNA RECKOGNIZE YO FACE OR YO BUSSY AFFER IM DONE WIT YOU. DEY BOTH GONNA LOOK LIKE HAMBURGER MEAT AFFER IM FINISHED, YOU LIL WHITE WHORE

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>>43036568
last night i masturbated with just my nipples for 2 hours and now they are sore and kinda raw :/

I deeply want to love a trans girl but I fear I shouldn't

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>>43036568
> Be mtf boymoder
> Completely friendless, spend all day in my room and watch YouTube, ect...
> Very depressed but we ball (Would probably kms in a couple months)
> Meet girl who lives next door through uni stuff
> Hit it off, she's amazing in every way
> She introduces me to her friends, and I integrate well
> Start dating in January
> Ghosts me on valentines day
> Breaks up with me 3 days after valentines, then proceeds to start dating another guy a week after
> Learn from mutual friends that she also actually cheated on me with others WHILE we were dating too
> Fml
> Can't hate her because i owe her for pulling me out of a depression pit and giving me actual friends
> This ^ leads to very complicated feelings towards her, + i'm not fully over her
> Fml x2
> Because of our shared friends, she sometimes comes over to my place when i'm hosting parties and shit
> COMPLETELY UNPROMPTED every time we are in a room together she always gets very touchy with me
> E.g. petting my head, giving me back rubs, setting her chin on my head (While im sitting and she's standing), ect...
> These actions are very much not helping my confusion and feelings towards her.
> Today I literally saved her from getting fired by phoning her to wake up on time to show up to her shift. (She was already late)

Is this woman legitimately evil and trying to torture me or am I just the universes biggest clown anons?

I uh fucked a papaya.
bought a papaya
cut the end of it
Surprisingly hard to fit my penis into it. And it felt good for a bit. Then came the complications. The feeling was just okay.
There was so many seeds that got everywhere. Thankfully I had a towel set up. Only saving grace was I came inside it and the shot of me pulling it off and the cum leaking from it was insane.

Still kinda regret recording it. Never posted. Probably never will.

t.tranner

I love dogs. They wont cheat. they love you always. They are warm. they are loyal. They are hairy. They protect you. And they dont speak. They are simple minded creatures who I envy.

People kill dogs. Eat them. All of which are valid. What im doing is a lot more reasonable. Sure its not as good as a human. But its not an awful choice.
I love dogs. I used to be so so afraid of them. But now I dont fear them. I love them. I dont do anything too crazy. The dog makes the choice.

>>43057441
Why would you do that though nona?

>>43057474
I seen a video. Of a Trans woman fucking a papaya, a pumpkin, And various other fruits and i wanted to see if it felt good.

>>43057508
Given the opportunity, would you do it again nona?

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>>43036568
I hate when my girlfriend acts submissive and tells me she wants me to take advantage of her. I hate when she makes me get her off by telling her AGP shit about being a dog until she finishes. I hate how I’ve never actually had an orgasm at the hands of someone else- I just get “overstimulated” (really just annoyed/disgusted.)
I hate how she told me she is a “top” only to instantly tell me she was a “bottom” the moment we met. I hate top/bottom dichotomies. I hate how it feels like every thing she does with me is not because she enjoys it, but a transaction that she can cash in later to push me to engage with something she likes later. (She doesn’t really like big spooning me, she just does that so i big spoon her later and call her a good dog or some shit)
I hate how she pushes these boundaries even though I’ve said i don’t like it. No i dont want to take advantage of you and rape you and kidnap you and cut you. Please for the love of God stop calling me your fucking dom. I already said no.
I hate how she freaks out after the fact that she did something wrong so i have to comfort her.
I hate how she talks about kinks and sex so much. I hate how ive come to despise even my own kinks because it’s so. much. always. I dread every morning waking up next to her because I have to get her off.
And unrelated i fucking hate Anal. It’s so disgusting. Even when it’s not painful it feels so gross.
I fucking hate having sex… but I want to be wanted so bad. I hate myself for not being able to say no and lying to her and then resenting her for something i agreed to.
Im so so jealous of the assumed roles a cishet woman gets to have in a relationship
>assumed to be not that into sex and (hopefully) has her no listened to
>unquestionably the small spoon. And the big spoon actually likes holding you
>99.9% of the time assumed to be a ““sub/bottom”” Otherwise would make the man uncomfortable
I hate being a transbian

t.t4transbi

>>43057555
Ehhhh, I dont think so. Maybe another fuckable fruit. Maybe even a donut. a really sticky glazed donut like 4 of them perfectly placed into a cup and then filling it with whip cream for lubricant. Then when your done eat.

>>43057563
Million dollar question is nona, is your gf a tranny or a cissy?

>>43057563
this made me really sad and scared
you clearly hate her

I worry that nobody will see me as a woman. Even if I put in all the steps. Call me basic for this, but it eats away at me quite a lot and I don't know how to ignore it.

I know I'm way cuter than you expected me to be so now here is the part where you should be all over me and trying to get closer again.. so why in the heck are you not doing that. Get to it, girl.

>>43057563
Break up with her, for the good of everyone involved

This could be our opportunity to become more intimate with each other, but you're playing games

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Not only did this cut into my flesh, it also poisoned me. You are not responsible for what I do. But you are responsible for what you did. Take responsibility. And change. It is all I ever wished for. But I know I will never get it from you. Or anyone. I will keep this wound open, even if it kills me. At least I'll feel something. It'll change me. I can hope at least. Maybe I'll be able to cope with this world eventually. I wish I could be as unhinged all the time as when I am drunk. It's the only time I can really let myself feel things and express them without my mind getting in the way. When you mentioned hoping to watch me play that game, I stopped my current playthrough, because I really wanted to do it together. I wanted to do so many things we'll never get to do. I still wish you had actually gotten to know me and that I would have gotten to know you. I know I don't really mean anything to you. But you meant a lot to me and you are the reason I'm in therapy again. I hope it changes me. I still hope we'll talk again. I wish I could have said something. I have so much more to say to you.

Mom, dad,
Life has been harsh to both of you. I didn't arrive at an opportune moment, you did the best you could at the moment, and I understand it.
Still, I can't help but think about what it would be like if you liked a little more, if you had a bit more of sympathy for me.
My relationship with both of you had always been pure formalities, and you made me know that since I was a child. I tried my best, avoided causing problems, avoided asking for help, avoided asking for gifts or affection. Tried my best to teach myself everything I needed to know, and tried my best to prevent my mistakes from affecting you when I made them. I tried my best to not be a burden, but I still exist, and it seems that this is already a burden for both of you.

I've been a good person, I work since I was fifteen, finished highschool, do it on my own, never told you about my problems to not trouble you. I'm trying so hard to get a nice word from you, a thank you, or anything at all,
But all I find is total indifference.

I don't hate you, I can't hate you, I can only ask myself "why?", and it seems I'll never get an answer.
I love you.

>>43058553
I hope they show you a little more love, or you can find it somewhere else. Sounds like you’ve tried hard and aren’t asking for much <3

>>43057473
Humans are nebulous and hypocritical in their views. Don't abuse and you'll be fine, respect dogs too.

>>43057473
>>43058587

And here I thought “screwed the pooch” was just a colorful turn of phrase. Y’all must go through a lot of peanut butter

>>43036568
I want to be an angel like really like angels studying how to help people and stuff

>>43058553
You can't make people change, especially not your parents. Don't chase their approval, you can't. Try to be happy enough with yourself you don't need their words. But even so you love them, what a curse

>>43058236
No I'm not.

>>43058628
Do… Do you wanna play games?? I’ve got Chutes and Ladders, Chinese Checkers, and Monopoly

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>>43051859
i also dont know an e by memory

>>43036568
I want the weight on my chest ngl

>>43058839
>tfw I will never have a cute transgirl sitting on my chest
Why even live

>>43057441
Um why not scoop out the seeds first? I would have assumed this yields better results

>>43058849
You could probably have a not so cute one sitting your chest if you drop your standards. They need lovin’ just as much

>>43036568
i honestly dont view a lot of transgenders as their preferred sex, they simply don't act like it whatsoever.
t. evil passoid girlmoder

>>43058914
Kek it’s crazy how nasty you trannies are to each other. You make real girls seem like nice supportive team players in comparison

>>43058914
bvsed + wifeable

>>43058914
I'm not evil it's just true!

>>43036568
I used to think being trans was valid, but I'm not convinced anymore.

>>43058807
retard

>>43058603
You never needed peanutbutter thats a myth.

My dog specifically likes my cocoa butter or Shea butter lotion which he licks off my feet and legs. Its actually very relaxing.

I have a confession. I fucking hate white people. Specifically white men. They are savage racists and rapists and hurt everyone. But at the same time I feel these weird fantasies where I want to be enslaved and fucked by the white man. And he cums deep into my butt while calling me slurs. Then he makes me his slave wife.

Hopefully these feelings are only temporary.

>>43036568
i gooned to my feet pics a couple of times :/

>>43052129
oh hey T.
Yeah I guess I ought to feel mad about that (or at least people usually do) but I don't really. I don't really understand why you're calling yourself evil here (on the contrary, I thought you were quite nice to me and very willing to put up with me). You even sent me a nice gift when you really didn't have to!
I'm very far from being a perfect person I think, but I'm glad I was able to make a good impression on you.
You're in my prayers, for what it's worth. And if you ever want to be friends again we can (though I'm aware this is probably a dead letter atp).
-E.

>>43036568
I accidentally killed a pedophile when I was a teenager.

>>43060327
>They are savage racists and rapists and hurt everyone.
So... just men in general then.

I had another dream about you again. We fucked in front of your husband and it was the hottest shit ever. I hate that I still love you even you helped me do this to myself....

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>>43059670
i have the dph brain damage i am now retard

>>43059983
Gross dude :s quit fucking your dog

>>43060511
a lot of things have changed since we last spoke mostly for the better but some for the worse
im not the same person you knew before and i wont try and pretend to be if thats okay
if youre fine with that i have some stuff to do today but if u give me a bit of time ill add u later (ill wait for your response)
i suppose ill have some serious explaining to do though ^^;;
-t

>>43060503
your own feet pics?

>>43061136
okay

I know it's already over and I'm just prolonging the inevitable because I'm afraid of admitting it was never going to work out

>>43061666
please don't say that

i still miss u
sorry for betraying ur trust

>>43063437
I forgib.

>>43063437
youre the worst person ive ever met and i eagerly await the day you finally recieve divine judgement for all your sins and burn in a lake of fire for eternity

>>43063473
sorry

>>43060751
gross? How is it gross. Any grosser than a human

>>43063739
You will never convince a normal to accept you, don't bother. They're more concerned with sucking themselves off and moral grandstanding than trying to understand other human beings or consider that certain things really aren't harmful and some laws are just based on ick.

>>43063739
you have sex with your dog?

>>43063761
same thing was said by the person who brought aids upon the human race

I feel like my chance for happiness and fulfillment was lost forever

>>43063864
And by your parents who brought you upon the human race

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>>43063739
white woman spotted

>>43061666
me too anon

>>43036568
i used to be unhinged and drop shrooms constantly and not sleep for days and think about eco terror 24/7 but now im a pharma dependent tranny so im good and sane now and im glad i didnt fuck my life up by accident
ted k really shouldve trooned out instead of being a pussy about it

>>43063866
Howzat?

>>43057586
>t.t4transbi

I want to get topped and dominated by a trans woman and make her feel loved and powerful but don’t want to come off as a chaser sadge
>t. Borderline twink

>>43064834
Keep it up. As a Vers Tranner you are definitely sought after.

>>43065030
You think so? Feels like my pursuits end in nothing normally
I’d be happy to add you as well if you’d think I’m sought after :)

>>43036568
Saying "I'm a biological woman" as a trans woman

i'm bisexual and have more gay-experience than straight ones. Being that I'm a guy, I know what makes "me" feel good and this translates well to making other guys feel good. I really don't know how to make women feel good, i've had very limited experiences with them and I don't think I've ever managed to make a girl orgasm.

>>43063739
You fucked your dog didn't you..

>>43065357
They totally did.

So did this other anon >>43063761

Trust a confession thread on here to get two dog fuckers to step forward lol.

>>43065099
If this anon or anyone else interested comes around I have to log off the thread but my discord is Anonmosity if you’d like to talk

>>43065458
Can you blame them? Women choose the bear.

>>43049378
please stay safe nona good luck on the laser <3

>>43036568
i think im a bad influence and encourage my crush to be chubby
but they're so cute ><

I wish I could have a transbian gf and be angels together

>>43066198
me too nona

>>43063018
why

>>43066335
Hi

>>43036568
Trying to date women has become so mentally exhausting I'm seriously considering trying to date a mentally ill trans girl just for some affection or maybe at least a good head session. My trust being absolutely shot doesn't help me though.

>>43066561
You sound like the LAST person who should ever try dating a transgirl.
Transgirls are unstable, volatile. To balance that, you need to be stable, nonreactive.
You're not ready.

>>43066572
I agree with you for the most part, I just feel like they might actually put in some effort since a good amount/most tend to be desperate. Is it so bad to ask for some effort?

>>43066561
Leave the mentally ill ones for the transbians.

>>43066561
Umm… have you noticed how many threads here are trans girls contemplating roping because they’re so unhappy? I don’t know what makes you think dating one would be simpler and more relaxed than dating a cis girl

>>43066561
>>43066632
you'll have a harder time trying to date trans girls then you do women, please for the sake of you and everyone else, dont do it.

>most tend to be desperate
not a good thing, you'll just end up being more mentally ill and she leaves you in under a year

>>43066654
exactly what I mean

>>43066654
>have you noticed how many threads here are trans girls contemplating roping because they’re so unhappy?
I mean, to be fair I contemplate it myself but my personal beliefs prevent it.
>I don’t know what makes you think dating one would be simpler and more relaxed than dating a cis girl
Truthfully I don't think it would be any easier, it's more just trying to attempt something new since the other is just that god awful at this point. Maybe get lucky and find a soft spoken one.

i still miss you daily and i wish we understood ourselves better when we met. but you also made me understand myself a lot better. sorry but also i wish you had said sorry too

>>43066641
>Leave the mentally ill ones for the transbians.
They're technically all mentally ill so that doesn't narrow anything down.

>>43036568
Looks like I'm officially depressed. I failed myself so much for so long and everything is so pointless

>>43066697
>you'll have a harder time trying to date trans girls then you do women
I know considering if that was a path I did go down I would be extremely picky. I say consider but highly doubt I ever would, more just venting my frustration with modern dating standards.
> you'll just end up being more mentally ill
Gotta hit rock bottom every so often so you have no where to go but up right? (I joke)

>>43066737
For what it's worth, I know it's way too late, but I'm sorry. You deserved better from me than how it all shook out.

>>43066783
>more just venting my frustration with modern dating standards.
I feel you, my last attempt at dating a girl was so bad I turned full blown shut in, she was never even my girlfriend only took her out for a date one time.

>>43066572
I read this kind of stuff all the time and meanwhile here I am totally the opposite of that and my trans bestie is super chill as well. I think it's just the people y'all are attracting as far as I can tell.

>"As the exception, I don't believe the rule exists."
Wow Kate, that's great.

>>43066901
That's not what I'm saying at all but okay! I'm just saying it's a harmful stereotype and my experience doesn't match that. There are unstable trans people just like there are unstable any other type of person.

>>43066422
hi hru nona!!

>>43066908
I don't think it's unreasonable to suggest the ratios are greater.
But since you wanted to offer that anon encouragement, why not remove the risk factor and ask him out yourself, or hook him up with your friend?

>>43066892
Fair enough- but do you want to date a chaser with admitted poor metal health who’s trying his luck with trans girls because things didn’t work out with cis ones? It seems like you’d be the one inviting volatility into a happy life in that case

>>43066922
>>43066927
Oh, no, I don't want that anon dating trans women any more than you do, just for different reasons. That anon sounds like a misogynist with bad reasons for wanting to be with a trans woman. I'm just offering a different perspective from the typical "Trans women are all neurotic" narrative you see here all the time.

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>>43036568
Im gonna let a hung methhead tranny nut inside me tomorrow idc

Well Kate, what can I say? I'm real happy for you, but this isn't about you, and stereotypes exist for a reason. I know it would be great if the world could fit in your little box with you, but it doesn't. So, have a nice night.

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>>43067010
>and stereotypes exist for a reason
Terrible argument in favor of bigotry. I don't know why you feel so attacked by me chiming in that we're not all super neurotic and unstable. It wasn't my intention to attack anyone.

Idk why but when im gooning i always recall my memories of middleschool and highschool and the years I spent fantasizing about them instead of learning in class. Now I'm an adult and it feels wrong. Its like im stuck. So I have to use porn.

I cant goon with just my imagination. Because if I do I feel gross.

Anyone else have this problem? I like adult women

>>43066965
>I'm just offering a different perspective from the typical "Trans women are all neurotic" narrative you see here all the time.

That’s honestly good to be reminded of. I didn’t really have that stereotype in my head until I started coming to this board recently. The trans people I’ve known in person have all been pretty normal functional adults. I think sudden exposure to a bunch more trans people I don’t know venting in often extreme language has thrown me off a bit.

i had to wear a diaper to bed until i was 15 because my body just did not wake up to pee ever and i pissed myself almost every night kinda embarrassing desu

>>43067260
same anon
until 17...

>>43067260
Lol what a fucking loser you pissed yourself? little chud need his diapey? Give bro a binky and a bib next. Lol imagine going to a sleepover and you pissed yourself again. God I know you have a fetish for this now. I bet your little cock gets hard from this shit.

>>43067271
im sorry anon its not very fun especially with rude parents even though i could do literally nothing i pretty much just got told by a doctor when i was like 10 that it would go away when i was around 15 and sure enough it took that long

>>43067271
Lol you too? dude this shit cant be real. God I want to makeout with you two losers.

>>43061517
yes :)

>>43036568
>let that weight off your chest...
*drops boobs*
there you go

>>43067314
my parents werent abusive but they were really really really dumb and mean, definitely not fun. hugs
>>43067358
lol

>>43036568
i hate how easy i am. all it took for me to fall for a guy was him giving me constant attention for 2 days

>>43057600
I asked her not to drive high last yesterday because I didn’t want her to hurt herself. This is after we agreed she wouldn’t drive inebriated again after she almost drunk drove off the road. My voice must have sounded sad/unhappy. She told me she was leaving the call to go cry. I could only calm her by telling her i wasnt disappointed or upset and didn’t really care.
I feel so lonely next to her.
Today I don’t feel hate towards her, only anger at myself for getting in this situation.

>>43058004
She would khs. She has all but told me she wants to marry me and I’m the only reason she is alive.

Every time we talk my heart races with anxiety. Every time we hang up i feel relief. My body tenses up when she makes me touch her at home and when she gropes me in public.

>>43067936
Why does this only happen with man lovers? People who like women tend to be much more secure than this

>>43049378
i feel the same way, i hope ill get out of this hole one day. goodluck nona

>>43068395
i mean no one ever really liked me so this guy randomly being very openly attracted to me fried my brain

I feel myself becoming a gooner and it makes me feel disgusted and hate myself. Its nothing crazy, in fact its only really drawn or ai porn, but i still dont like that I jerk off at all.

>>43036568
I don't feel like I'm the best candidate for feminine presentation, but I give into its irresistable draw, and it is sexual. It leads to a lot of hiding. Openness is what is right...

my life is falling apart and i don't really see it getting better. ive let down everyone in my life for the last time. all i have behind me is mistakes and misguided hope. from here on out I either kms or get a lot worse in all senses of the word. probably everyone involved w me will end up gossiping about how much of a mess I am.

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>>43036568
I don’t think I’m ever gonna speak to you again, if you’re lurking on here for whatever reason go away

I don’t know if I’ll be capable of being just friends. He brought me so much joy and I don’t want to lose that, I don’t want to stop hanging out and going to events and throwing parties and just bumming around town. But I don’t know if I can keep looking at him knowing he’ll never look at me the same. I can’t keep staring at him from across the party and knowing he’s going home with someone else. He’s the only thing in years that has made the endless, monotonous grey skies break with blues and purples and all the colors I love. I must choose between always standing two steps aside from him but suffering and alive again at the same time, or alone and back out into the cold apathy. I don’t know which is worse.

My boyfriend (both cismoids) has played around with drag and cross dressing and I want to fuck him in women's clothes but I'm way too embarrassed to ask

>>43068780
And what makes it all the worse is I know how much it would hurt him if I went away. He’d lose someone always there for him. Someone he could call up any hour for help and would be there. Someone he could hit up any day of the week and try something new with him. Someone always there with a joke or to listen to his. God only knows how much I’d hurt him if I cut him off. And I want nothing less in the world than to hurt him.
So I suppose I’ll take my joy with my pain. I’ll live two steps aside from him. It might hurt, but the same sparks that singe my skin give me light and make me feel warmth. The hole in my heart will never close, it’s a bullshit lie that time heals all wounds. But I’ll grow so much that it won’t seem as big. Grow to be more like him, I hope. To be more spontaneous. To do the things I like when I want. To be adventurous and curious and beautiful. Maybe then it won’t hurt so much, and I can accept that friendship is just as valuable, that it’s a different kind of love, and that it’s enough.

>>43036568
I dated married woman for 3 years. Since I was 16.

>>43068784
Umm… that seems like you should just ask him? If he’s already cross dressing for his own enjoyment I imagine he’d be happy to do it for your’s too. This feels even more straightforward than asking an SO to accommodate a kink they’ve never explored themselves

>>43069638
He's never done it around me, like he played around with a drag persona in private and showed me a couple of pics
But yeah this is obviously not an outlandish thing to have to discuss in just bitchmade

>>43068384
Jeez anon that sounds rough. I don’t think that arrangement is going to be tenable long term. I think you need to either get your partner to commit to a plan to make tangible changes, or just figure out an exit strategy for yourself.

>>43069651
Fair enough. I don’t think he would’ve shared the pictures with you if he was only comfortable doing it exclusively in private for himself. Maybe try asking him more about what why he’s playing with drag and how it makes him feel. Just get a conversation going, and then express support and how you’re into it.

>>43069755
I will seriously consider this sensible advice, ty anon

>>43039168
and here I got my hopes up

>>43040975
Hot af ngl

>>43045526
Woman r fucking scary

>>43069790
Np, gl!

>>43069816
getting knocked out and fucked when ur mad and dont want it>>>>

>>43036568
When I was small I used to ask my brother to pee together with me, even back then I was sitting when I was peeing so he just watched me pee, then we switched and he peed while I was watching
>t.ranny

>>43070298
when i was like 7 or 8 after getting my first physical where the doctor touched my balls i went home and took turns doing the same with my brother and my dad caught us and beat the shit out of me
>t. ranny x2

>>43036568
I'm actually bisexual. I prefer penis to vagina but I lie about because people would treat me like a pervert if they knew I was trans AND bisexual.

its been a month since u ghosted me,, i still think about you a lot,, and the things you said to me that night, how i would be dependent on you and how i need someone else to be complete. nobody has ever understood me that much before. you were perfect, you are perfect. i would give anything to have you back. i would ruin my life for you. i know that i am a terrible person, and you deserve someone sooo much better, and i deserve what you did to me, but that doesnt make it hurt any less

I'm a bisexual trans guy and I am extremely attracted to trans women, but I avoid acting on this attraction. I don't flirt with trans women or seek them out romantically. I am tall, bear sort of build, bearded, I pass very well, I blend in with other guys, but I feel like I'm not masculine enough to be with a girl because I have a lot of feminine interests & am pursuing a career full of women and gay guys. The roles I picture in a relationship are not very traditional and I'm afraid that a trans woman would feel uncomfortable or invalidated by that. I'd love to be with a creative trans woman & just be in our own little world making beautiful things for and with each other. I really like the idea of my girlfriend being my muse for my creative pursuits, sewing things for her and doing her hair and makeup, going somewhere pretty for a photoshoot. I want a girlfriend who is also my girl-friend. I can't pinpoint what makes me so insecure about it as there are probably a lot of different moving parts at play. A big part of it is probably the idea of being perceived as a pervert/freak and of being rejected for not being masculine enough personality-wise. A smaller part of it is not fitting into an easily digestible category. Another possibility is that I am overthinking The Fuck out of this and it really isn't that deep and I'm just afraid of talking to women. Not much of a confession sorry I never cupped my brother's balls post-physical but idk where to go with this feeling

>>43042766
Well did she like it?

>>43036568
no

>>43076373
My unsolicited advice, I recommend finding someone you love and respect and going from there rather than fantasizing about this whole romantic scenario and trying to make it real.

I still miss him constantly
It still fucks me up that he threw me away like that like none of it meant anything
I know we weren't right for each other all things considered
But I still can't get fully over it

i have videos of people from this board pooping saved on my computer

I will never ever forgive myself for being a man. I will never ever ever forgive God for making me a man. why why why would you do this to me. Im sorry for whatever I did in my past life please let me wake up as a woman please please please please please please please. im sorry for being a pervert and a weirdo, and a retard just let me have this one thing please please.

wasted GET

>>43036568
i cheated on my ex because he didnt text me fast enough not only did i have sex with a really hot guy i also have 2 sugur daddies who spoil me i broke up the ex but i still have my money makers

being told I'm right by a professional doesn't make me feel any better or make this easier it just makes me feel even more sad and full of despair

I resent my ex for the way she talks about things now that I’m transitioning. The way she uses her ciswoman experiences and sort of trivializes my issues. Like I know she doesn’t mean it maliciously, but it’s that sort of oblivious unintended sort of transphobic stuff normies say that they don’t get. And how she tells me to handle romantic pursuits is especially frustrating, acting like she’s never been afraid of rejection or waiting for someone else to make the first move. When she tells me “life’s not a telenovela” I’m like no shit, that doesn’t mean it’s irrational to feel a lot of anxiety about potentially tanking a years long friendship and friend group. You’re a woman, clearly you should understand yearning and shit.

>>43036568
i simultaneously wished i was a girl as early as i can remember and am faketrans

I'm gonna tell her that she needs to decide whether or not she'd like to be with me because I need to find my person to grow old with and if it's not her then I'll have to focus on finding someone else. I wish it would be her tho so I haven't done it yet. She's playing games.

sometimes when i see mustache guys I think "ahh those were the days" because I used to have a 20's mustache and I kind of miss the look but i know if i detransitioned for it i would want to eat gun more than usual

>>43079914
maybe for halloween it would be fun

I started going on a death spiral about all the reasons why I should kill myself and I only calmed down once I referred to myself by female pronouns but that was immediately spiked by feeling how fucking neanderthanian my brow ridge was without touching it. Maybe I'm just sleep deprived and trying to justify my transition because I have BPD and absolutely no sense of self and becoming a woman is just another way to fill the void and try to obsess over something exciting. I don't know what do you guys think? I'm still not convinced I actually have dysphoria.

ive been thinking about breaking up with my gf because im always taking care of her and she doesnt want to do anything to improve. the breaking point was when i had to go to urgent care and she asked me if she had to go. i said no its ok but i was just in a lot of pain and didnt want to have to deal with her groaning or anything. i really wish she just...went with me. i drove myself and waited in a room for 2 hours just to be told to take ibuprofen and antibiotics. went home couldnt sleep cause the pain was unbearable and just drained it myself. went out to get stuff for post drain. in hindsight i shouldve just drained it myself in the firstplace but i was scared. i was scared and alone and i felt really bad that night.

i had this other tgirl start messaging me recently and she sent me a vid of her raising her shirt and showing off her belly. i told her off on it but not before i jacked off to her. im horrible. i dont know what im doing anymore.

i think my gfs picked up that im not happy. she hasnt eaten in 2 days. im tired. im doing assesments in the interview process for a new job i really need. i cannot go to her place. it takes me 1.5 hrs just to go to hers. and i go there...every time...i love her but im tired...i need to be cared for too

>>43080283
you need to let her know she isn't doing enough for you. not coming to hospital with you or at least helping you afterwards is unacceptable. she needs to know that and do better, and if she can't then you need to break up

>>43080292
i know..im going with her to see this band she likes tomorrow. ill talk with her then. fuck. i cant even do this assesment right, ive just been crying looking at this framed art print she got me for christmas. i love her so much but i hurt so much. i know she has a lot of issues...she has adhd depression possible schizophrenia attachment issues an eating disorder. she had a rough childhood and she lives alone. i try and be supportive and understanding but i really do need to see her trying also. and i need to be cared for too sometimes. weve been dating 7 months now and shes asked what i thought about moving in together. i honestly dont want to. fuck.

>>43080355
say all that, be delicate but clear about what you need. emphasize that you just need to see her making the effort and that you want things to work out, but things need to change. i hope it works out anon

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>>43080408
i hope things work out too, i. i want a life for us so bad. thank you anon

im an ugly man, my life sucks, my cat is the only positive thing in it. im a pathetic loser who should rope

>>43056914
Sounds quite she was in the wrong.

Also we need Boymoder parties

>>43036568
I got mad and did something terrible that has directly impacted a lot of trans rights in the US.

I was on E for two years and no matter what I did I never came close to passing. I was gate kept and treated like dog shit in trans circles and by the trans community as a whole. I even got an Orchi trying to get some changes and nothing.

Someone who doesn't feel the warmth of their village will burn it down to feel that warmth or so I've heard.

Attempting to transition destroyed my life but I take great joy in knowing I've directly caused great harm right back and I hope this shit all becomes federally illegal and all the young passoid fucks and privileged stuck up cunts who won the genetics lottery all get rounded up imprisoned Vcoded and die in an ICE camp.

Couldn't happen to a nicer group of assholes.

>>43080662
Dang, what’d you do?

>>43080882
She’s Lia Thomas.

>>43080662
It's okay Ma'am. I forgive you. I would do the same in your shoes and I'm sorry you had to deal with all these cunty bitches who can't understand how lucky we have it.

>>43044229
why don't you dump them?

I think my stepfather molested and or abused as a kid but all I can remember as a kid was him ordering me to do stuff like twirl for no reason at all and get mad at me over stuff. If I told my mother she would kill herself, but I can't really say I remember much and it's all foggy. I have wondered if its worth trying to bring up the memories via hypnotherapy but I'm post SRS and quire happy with my body not to mention the whole mother issue so at this point it just seems counterproductive to do.

ive been saying a lot of hateful things about trannies on here because i am one and i'm feeling rejected by society which has hurt my self esteem

>>43080662
>Someone who doesn't feel the warmth of their village will burn it down to feel that warmth or so I've heard.


It is true that we create our biggest demons.

>>43080662
Fake and gay but you should paint your walls a new shade of brainmatter regardless

>>43036581
Trannies and poonies are mostly straight and the whole trans thing is just a phase they go through while trying to figure out their identity.

i'm a naturally pretty girl and the attention i get from well-adjusted cishet guys is stopping me from pooning and i don't feel ashamed

>>43083905
that can NOT be worth it.

t. ex 6'5 gigachad

i'm a naturally handsome guy and the sexual harassment i get from mentally unstable wombyn is convincing me to troon out and i feel ashamed