how to cope if i built an entire career out of larping as a trans woman online? only some of my exes, my girlfriend and her friends knows that im a cis woman larping online, its gotten to the point where people want to come visit me but i lied about where im from to avoid doxxing and i lied about who i am, i made an entire community making yt videos and using someone else's pictures (with their consent) so i can larp as a trans woman, it was never about the money it was about fitting in but as the channel started growing its literally my only source of income now. i cant keep the charade going forever, i dont want to leave my community with a tarnished reputation but at the same time i dont want to give up on something thats working just fine but this has stressed me out so much i probably lost 5 years off my life expectancy, i literally wake up panicking every day thinking that it will be the last day i get to have a community, what the fuck do i do
>>43037838The easiest thing to do now would to just be to dip. Yes it would be bad to leave your community and it would feel awful, but dont you finally want peace of mind? And its not even that bad in your case cuz you didnt use your own photos and im assuming you didnt use your real voice but its okay if you did, not often is there a doxxing brigade trying to track you down
>>43037838Are u that hoi4 youtuber lol
>>43037838>the channel started growing its literally my only source of income now.why do people act stupid like they can't make another job?
>>43038042i was unemployed before and im still unemployed now the youtube money is just nice to have but i dont need it to live or anything
>>43038126>im unemployed>I'm making money off YouTube>I don't need moneythen just walk away from the channel and never upload again simple as
