With every fiber of my being….I despise the fact I wasted so much energy caring for people who did not deserve my time. I hope that one day all those who have betrayed my constant kindness remember when they are alone and cornered by the weight and results of their disloyal actions and behavior what they threw away. I specifically hope one person specifically who masks their putrid and disgusting truths behind a mirage of phony innocence has the most painful of endings. I am finally free of the weight of caring for all of those who abused my sincerity and kindness. Though I may forgive them my forgiveness means nothing unless they repent and change and choose to change. I am no longer going to waste my energy and time fighting and defending with all my heart and soul for those who are so quick to betray my unconditional love and affection. I hope the fifteen minutes of fame are worth it.Yours truly.- The one who tried,
To all the people I abused, I forgive you.
>>43039743based
>>43039706is that moira?she looks hot
>>43039706How does this view help:Anger is not to outward but to cut the ropes around you that bind you (...)I can say more.I wonder what happened.
>>43039743op hereLMAO >>43040033honestly just want move on from my savior complex because i have tried that for a decade to no avail and also give them a lesson without being completely awful about it and poetically its hard enough being mentally ill and also transbut to carry the world on my shoulders just to feel like a used up whore is too muchi have no desire for relationships now as wellin fact i lust for something the flesh has yet to ever provide me
>>43040115There is reason this is a hopeless world. I mean evil. It can't work out to no one.Claims to valuable desinterested they ward things off. But if not in a right path and balance...A riddle: to go where one wants without this what ik keeping down. It seeps in, however one must go there to knock on the door.(this is an experiment but might as well...)
>>43040115Is there some sort of safe space some where, while some form of disbalance may have existed. There could be something with itAlso, right to be enormously pragmatic, realistic and that you would say savior complexI somehow understand this. The situation.But if correctly balanced being a savior still wards certain things off. It's a longer story I think. Because something mechanical, it is how it should be and therefor is. If this is what you would practically find analyzing things
>>43040115It's quite rare someone, me would be so realistic pragmatic about it. I don't know where someone is in facts and actual circumstances.But to say savior complex. There could even be a supernatural touch to it.But that is a much longer story. Something with finding a true path of peace. Or at least realistically speaking, say being a savior still has business-like aspects. All in all longer story. In fact a longer story to make this work. But somewhere analyzing realistically. While also it's what everyone just want reading this thread. In this specific manner.
