i dont know what little hope i was clinging onto but the world as it is now is just too fucked and im too much of a genetic failure to live a "normal life" (not that i really want to either)i used to be really suicidal but weirdly that's not really the case anymore, i just fantasize about showing my oppressors true terror before going out myself
>>43042192have you considered getting hard into body modding instead
>>43042192a thread had to die for this...why can't you just grab an ar-15, liek a normal psycho tranny?
if you made a slug crawl across the head of a magic wand how do you think it would feel?
>>43042192>i just fantasize about showing my oppressors true terror before going out myselfstop this immediately! its terrible for the soul, life sucks but you are rewarded for suffering, dont throw your suffering on to those who cause you to suffer!
>>43042938Dear Ms Sage,I may not be the OP, but I really do not care for your opinion. Why should the unfortunate be damned to unquestioned worldly suffering without even the reprieve of their own vengeance fantasies? I really can think of nothing more cruel than to not only strip a person of worldly joys, but also their means to extract some meagre pleasure from their deprivation. One wonders what cruelty motivates you in this fashion. Have you been somehow deeply hurt by an irredeemable loser in this life?Kind regards,Mrs Noko
>>43043005Dear Mrs Noko,Cruelty only begets more cruelty. We are mercilessly subjected to cruelty, it at times seems inescapable which it very well may be. indulging in cruelty even merely as fantasy does not give reprieve from suffering, in fact it only intensives it. the only thing that can soothe this suffering is remaining kind in a cruel world, remaining unchanged by it. vengeance does not free one from the cruelty they have suffered. vengeance not only inflicts cruelty on those who have been cruel to you but inflicts cruelty on those around you, those who suffer with you. retaliation gives cruelty more ammunition, more fuel. you can not abolish cruelty through its own means. to reject cruelty is to be free. to be cruel is to die, to love is to live.Best wishes,Ms. Sage
>>43042192oh no poor mr. snail ;_;
>>43043342Dear Ms Sage,Thank you for your timely and considered reply, however I fear you are utterly blind to all sense on this matter. The intensifications of cruelty absolutely do not solve the intrinsic problem of cruelty, but tragically that remains an intractable problem unless you happen to be a woman of biblical proportions, which seems unlikely given your foolishness.Cruelty, my dear, comes in waves. Certainly those who stand in their way may find themselves sodden, and we pray not drowned, but the real manner of interest lies in the shaping of these waves. If one creates the right kind of splash in the right kind of place, one can make waves of their own against the forces against them. If nothing else even the crudest splash in return does dampen the oncoming torrent a little. You speak of freedom, but my darling I assure you that on this earth you will find no such thing in the hearts of others. One way or another, you will be forever shackled to their love.Respectfully,Mrs Noko
>>43043005>>43043342now kiss >~<
>>43043567Dear Mrs Noko,This position is certainly understandable and perhaps I am a little naive and idealistic in my thinking but I still find issue with the sentiment expressed in Op's writing. There are perhaps times where fighting back is necessary, but it is still incredibly tragic. The manner in which things are done is immeasurably important especially when you find yourself as a member of a downtrodden group. You do not have to sink to the level of blind sadism of those who persecute you. I still believe it is best to rid oneself of cruel impulses. statements like Op's are unproductive and dare is say self destructive. One gets nothing from harming oneself in pursuit of revenge and something tells me that more often then not this type of retaliation or even speaking of this type of retaliation ends up pushing change further away from the outcome you want to see, harming those who suffer alongside you. a splash in the right place may slow the wave but a splash in the wrong place will only make it stronger and its hard to know which place is which. Sincerely,Ms Sage
>>43043764Dear Ms Sage,I fear your soul is as dry as your vagina. Perhaps you could do with a chaser? In any case, blind I may be, but I am far from senseless. Nothingness you may find can at times be helpful, think of it as a means of experiencing calm that's a little less barren. I find that even in the cold walk home thereafter, the memory of throwing muddy water in my opponents faces has a way of bringing warmth to my chest. Maybe a change is what you need.Regards,Mrs Noko
>>43043005>>43043342>>43043567>>43043764>>43043835and here we see homoeroticism being displayed in its rawest most crudest of formsif i had even the slightest amount of artistic ability i would draw what i envision the two of you look like making out and fucking
>>43042192Please reconsider, we really don't need the bad fucking optics right now of another nut job shooter.
>>43042192your actual oppressors have million dollar security details, and you giving them a propaganda victory by snapping is exactly what they want