it was one thing to draw the short straw and end up a tranny. it's another to be an actual drooling fucking retard needs a support worker or something giga autist who still relies on my mother to schedule my basic appointments. i feel so stupid and useless and incapable. i just want to work a normal job and get a normal place and eat normal food like a normal person but there are a hundred billion bizarre restrictions on my behavior and im completely incapable of handling any adversity or anything outside my comfort zone without having a breakdown. i scream and cry over minor inconveniences and am completely stuck in my life and lack any will or ability to improve my circumstances. my mother hates me for being this way and resents me for depending on her and failing to become self sufficient like she is. my friends pity me and try to baby me into improving my life. why do i have to be broken? i never asked to be born, why did you put me here just so i could be like this and you could hate me for it? i hate life i hate this species it's just a horrible evil cancer that produces endless suffering and i'm just another vector of the disease.
>>43042831are you the same anon who posted the blues clues aspie art the other week? ive been trying to find it again but havent had any lucksorry btw hope that things improve for you
>>43043485no sorry
>>43042831Dang i feel sorry for you. My cousin has fetal alcohol syndrome and is the same as you. He looks normal. But he cant do basic tasks like work ovens, he cant figure out how schedules work. But he's conscious of his inability to do all these things and it makes him extremely upset he can't have a house, car, job of his own.I do have a solution though. If you pass and are short, you can be my tpuppygirl. I'll cook for you, I'm a great meal maker, all I ask is you clean the house and take care of our garden. You'll wear a puppy collar at all times, being pampered during the weekdays, and during the weekends you'll live most of the time under my desk huffing my sweaty balls with your face smooshed up against my crotch for hours on end. Then when I'm pent up enough I'll tug your leash, pulling you over to the bed side, carrying you and laying you on your stomach to be smacked around, fucked like a doll while you whimper and bite a pillow like the pillow princess you are. Thats your ticket out of the hell you live in. Complete submission.
>>43043672>If you pass and are short:( im never getting out
>>43043749There are these things I know. And I'm looking for others to see what it is worth.In my experience it will lead to improvements. Nothing dark, risky. However too unknown for the value it has proven to me. If you would reply (...)Maybe we could discuss it. So you can see.
>>43043895this sounds schizo i dont like schizo things they stress me out
>>43042831Are you actually drooling though
>>43043940sometimes when i sleep.. but not really a lot it just kind of rolls off the tongue
>>43043950I do that too. I don't think that's what's meant by drooling retard though.
>>43043935JAH ! But no not schizo not what I have experienced.As far as I see the sialorrhea is one of the lighter things that would restore.
>>43043935I would want to know you in a peaceful way. Also it is long stories. I understand what you mean. Neither was I applying it within a week.I think just talk a bit here now.Also I wouldn't just dump certain things about it.
>>43043976its just a term drooling is not my problem being a retard is my problem like i said
>>43044033>>43043895Why are you pretending to be me >>43043672
>>43044088O no anon I'm not pretending to be youhoe ! :3
>>43044088Can't say anything anywhere.So far this site isn't that bad. And this board is somehow more (...) how to say as some others. I mean it is quite international. It is somewhat out burning if there is something you just want to talk about.
>>43044159Lifestorm, Teddyboy. Is this you? PAS?Ring a bell?
>>43044368ehhhh-No