>been torturing myself over not getting on HRT for years>finally get on it like a month ago>just yesterday find out I have some gyno>immediately horrified and scared>decide to not continueNow I don't know what to do, I wanted to put some effort into sort of being a girl or fem given I'm a man so I could be androgynous, whenever I try to fix this every other trans girl is like "ugghhhh I want that why tf is it always the ones who dont want it" or "just accept you're going to get boobs you fagit!" It's starting to feel more and more like we're people that do not have what's figured out for them in their time. I'm over it, but don't have anywhere else to go because I was already extremely unhappy with myself as a man.
>>43043213 If you don't feel comfortable or the drugs make you feel uncomfortable, then don't take them and just feminization yourself. Let's be honest, most transgender women, have had some type of plastic surgery, most just take HRT for one year to get breast fat to get implants. You can do workouts to change your body, and face exercises to build muscles in parts of your face. At one point in time male feminine was a lifestyle and not a mental illness. Understand what people who where neets did for insurance, SSI and welfare. The crack down on transgender happened for a reason. There are safe ways to be a male feminine without HRT.
>>43043316No that's also bullshit, testosterone eventually takes over and ruins any chance of "femininity" a man could have after 40, I'm not enduring that but I'm also not continuing to put myself in a bad place by being trans.
Space out the dosage, rely a bit more on AAs and less on E. Do blood tests and keep levels optimal so you don't fuck up your bones.Been doing that for 12 years and it's going fine.Over 2/3 of users of estrogen get tits smaller than the smallest cup.>just accept you're going to get boobs you fagit!If even the slightest booba gets you to spiral out, then I'm sorry for you.If you're a bit more realistic (smaller than the smallest cup is barely gyno that nobody notices), then you do what I do and progress with the things you want.>>43043316>There are safe ways to be a male feminine without HRT.Nonsense.Zero guys my age (37) have smooth skin the way I have and zero guys my age keep a clean face by shaving 3 times a year lol. And zero guys my age can even conceptualize having hair like mine.
>>43043213>over not getting on HRT for yearsstop reading here, anon, wtf? if you are not on hrt, everything just gets worse and worse over time, testosterone is too aggressive and the only thing you are going to achieve by not being on hrt, is become every year, every month, every week and day, more and more masculine
>>43043213>whenever I try to fix this every other trans girl is like "ugghhhh I want that why tf is it always the ones who dont want it"i dont understand this part
>>43043809not OPI understand that part. It's a joke of the universe that hrt femboys eventually end up more passoid than trannies who actively want that result.
>>43043824the boob growth?
>>43043843Nowadays they envy my boobs too, yes.But in the past (when I kept the boobs at bay with lower dosage and ralox) they'd envy my hair, my skin, my clothing style, my fem voice, my mannerisms, etc. And when I offered to tell them how they can copy all of that, they called me a faggot and a fetishist and refused to listen.Welp, what can I say. I didn't choose to be a "luckshit". I didn't even want to larp as a foid. But ended up so because the alternative was to stop and age like my older brothers (eeww!)
>>43043913at first i thought "why would they envy a femboy" but then i thought of all the cis women who have and realized it's actually fembrained to the parts calling you a faggot and fetishist are awful though
