are you a victim of sexual abuse, /tttt/?
>got your penis
>>43046121no
>>43046121Yeah but I already knew I was trans when it happened
rape isn't a real thing
>>43046121Yes, and also reddit was molested too. And that shit fucks a nigger up btw. I was molested by a woman when I was 8 or 9 and that loss of agency coloured my relationship with women for the next 30 years, and still impacts me today.
>>43046411>molested by a womanthats gay
>>43046398not for trannies
>>43046411>molested by a womanhot
>>43046425not for anyoneunwanted sex isn't that bad
Closest I got was their was a literally mentally retarded flasher that flashed people near my highschool but no one really cared and people would just chase him and beat the shit out of him whenever he was spotted someone smashed a brick into his head when he was laying on the ground after he got bashed and half killed him and he had to go in ambulance because he was having a seizure and no one ever saw him again. the cops didn't really give a shit about him either when the school rang them and apparently they'd just arrest him and beat the fuck out of him and let him go.
>>43046121when i was in around 2nd grade a boy in 8th grade sa’d me multiple times before he graduated
>>43046566what made you like it so much?
>>43046121Surely this doesn't count as CSA, I'd feel I was stealing valour
>>43046121i would have sex with older people for money from ages 11-14 but idk if that really counts since i was the one initiating it
>>43046121Never. If I was I would milk the shit out of it for sympathy, bringing it up literally whenever I can to justify being a terrible person.I question whether rape would seriously emotionally affect me or not.
Yeah but then I saw the shit people on this site say and I realized it wasnt all that bad relatively speaking.
>>43046841that doesn't count and I bet you liked it
>>43046896not really. they smelled bad
>>43046909you wouldn't have done it if you didn't want grown up cock
When I was in 5th grade an older boy in middle school made me top him and make out and told me if I ever told anyone I'd get in trouble, he did this for 2 months.
>>43046925Young love is so pure <3
>>43046925how in the hell did you even end up in that situation in the first place wtf
>>43046964Nah, I was probably like 10, he was 14. Didn't even know what I was doing. Someone caught us, don't know what happened to him but my dad spanked TF out of me. Luckily other people at my school didn't find out so I dated women through HS, started dating trans women after.
>>43046970I went to a daycare and it had a lot of space, he would sneak me in a closet. I've only ever told 2 different people IRL about this.
>>43046121like 50% molested. had to get a catheter put in me when i was younger for some test and i didn't understand why it was happening. i had to be held down and i was screaming and crying. they obviously were not molesting me but little anon didn't know that. caused me some hang ups probably but everything's cool now i think. i've still got bad whitecoat syndrome though.
>>43046121yes, I think it started when I was like 3 years old. Later found out that the kid who did it was also getting molested by his friend’s dad. I guess I’m one of the lucky ones because I don’t really give a shit, like it sucks that happened but it doesn’t bother me emotionally.
>>43046121Yeah when I was little (like between 6 and 8) my older cousin would expose himself to me and I remember once he jerked off onto me and it got on my shirt. He told me it was water so I tried tasting it
I was out in a position where I had no choice but to suck a guy off once, but I'm sure whatever went on in op's pic was bad too
>>43046828I mean, it's literally non-consensual and unnecessary genital touching. Like washing or wiping a babies ass isn't CSA, for obvious reasons, but if a child is getting regularly groped, even if it isn't explicitly "intentionally sexual", that's just sexual assault. When this happens to adults, we immediately understand it to be sexual assault.>>43046841It still counts. How much it affected you and such, up for you to work out, but yeah those adults were taking advantage of you sexually.>>43047159I have some experiences that I think are similar:a) being anaesthetized for dental surgery at about 3-4 years old. Not sexual or molestation, of course, but being forcibly drugged for medical reasons did wack my brain up. I'm still scared of seeking medical treatment if I think it might result in surgery or anaesthetic - which is becoming more of a problem, because I am in increasingly urgent need for more dental surgery.b) my mother forcibly trying to get me to pull my foreskin back during a bath so she could wash it. I would've been about 5? 6, maybe? I remember it well - in hindsight, there was nothing sexual about her intentions or the situation, but as you said, little anon didn't know that. I just knew someone was touching me intimately in a way I didn't want to be touched.First one isn't molestation at all, but I think gives a point of contrast about how non-sexual or even actually medically necessary things can still deeply fuck a kid up in ways that resemble sexual trauma.>>43046140lmao
>>43046448Tales from West Virginia
>>43046841how did you meet all these pedos
>>43046121I sucked my friends dick when I was 11. When I was 13 my 10 year older cousin would kiss and cuddle me, made me touch his penis and told me he to put it in my mouth and ass although I didn't let him in part because I was scared we would get caught.
>>43046121I was groomed online as teen if that counts
>>43046121Never, I don't think I even experienced being sexualized until after I transitioned (and I'm ftm, so apparently that's rare)
My mum would always slap my butt despite me telling her it made me uncomfortable
>>43046121If we use technical definitions, almost everyone has been molested in some way at some point. It's such a universal experience that it's pointless to attach special meaning to it or explain things about your life, unless it was a very severe case
>>43046121Nope.
I think if I had been molested by a nice older woman in her 30s I would have turned out normal but I wasn't hot enough so instead I'm a porn addicted anxious avoidant AGP creep who can't decide if he likes men or women. Maybe I like men because I can't get women? Maybe I pretend to like women because I'm autohomophobic? Where was the pervy cougar teacher when I was in high school.
>>43046121I am not no. I turned out weird all on my own.
>>43046121yeah
>>43047759>I think gives a point of contrast about how non-sexual or even actually medically necessary things can still deeply fuck a kid up in ways that resemble sexual trauma.that's a good point. i wonder if there is a solution to such things. how do you minimize the undeniable effect these necessary actions have on children? makes me want to ask a child psychologist about it to see what the current consensus is. a related topic: it kind of reminds me of dreams that feature sexual assault. i've had dreams before where i am assaulted (almost always by medical professionals kek) and i wake up feeling scared and, arguably, i am traumatized. nobody is to blame for the trauma but it still felt "real". eventually i forget about it, but for that day i feel sad. i wonder if there is someone who has regular dreams about rape and gets seriously traumatized by it. i wonder what can be done, especially, if someone's dreams feature a person they know irl who hasn't done anything to them. is their fear "real"? is their possible subsequent aversion to the person raping them in their dream "real"? how is stuff like that dealt with?
>am i a VICTIM? i cant tell if i am a VICTIM? please tell me what to feel so i can redeem VICTIM POINTS if i have a valid VICTIM CLAIM. If you tell me i am VICTIM i will be sad, otherwise i will just move on to the next thing. please i have been looking for VICTIMHOOD EXCUSE to excuse all of my personal failures. thank you. - Lily
>>43049243This but unironically :)
