>Transition didn't work24/7 dysphoria>Passing doesn't helpConstant comparison to women in the real world still makes you feel like a hulking monster>Repping doesn't workEven worse agony desu>Copes don't work"i felt the same way too until i became confident magically one day! no i won't explain how. Just love yourself hon! t. 5'8"."no you look like you just have a genetic disorder lol""Even if you pass you still get misgendered so it's fine if it happens sometimes">Trans people are horrible to you"Why did you even transition? You are horrible optics for me"."Peg me mommy">Chasers are horrible to you"Why did you even transition? You could have so many bitches""Peg me mommy">Transphobes use you as a scary boogieman"HULKING TRANNY uses WOMENS RESTROOM while being 200lbs and 6'7" this is RAPE"(50% of trannies will agree with that)>Any sort of "maxxing" doesn't work"Just fatmaxx hon. Just anamaxx hon. Just surgerymaxx hon. Just makeupmaxx hon".>T4T doesn't workOh you thought you were going to be the "little" one?>St4t doesn't workYour boyfriend is still a man and will still leave you for a short cis girl that makes him feel bigger.Everyone just thinks you're a pedophile anyway.(Remember hon: big people are adults and monsters, little people are innocent children!! You will never be innocent.)>Every trans girl with a loving boyfriend ever is always 5'6"Trans and taller than men? Might as well be celibate.>Maladaptive daydreaming doesn't helpNow you are even more desperate to feel something impossible>Self fetishization doesn't helpDoesn't work if you're not actually into it>Pitybaiting doesn't helpJust makes you want to kill yourself more>Self pity doesn't helpJust makes you want to kill yourself moreSo, I have decided that after I have fulfilled my current responsibilities and obligations to others, I will stop putting up with this. No more I'm done.This decision has brought me more peace than any other cope I have tried.
>>43051262Well. How tall are you?
>>43051262Wheelchairmaxx
>>43051356196cm>>43051361AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHH HOW ORIGINAL.IVE NEVER HEARD THIS BEFORE!! EVER!!>TRAIN TRACKS>TRAIN TRACKS>TRAIN TRACKS>WHEELCHAIR>TRAIN TRACKS>YOU'LL BE A REAL WOMAN IF YOU GIVE UP YOUR ABILITY TO WALK>WHEELCHAIR
>>43051382wait maybe if I'm going to kill myself I should try that actually. might as well... hm.I read a story of a heighthon who hurt her legs and had to use a wheelchair once and she was sad when she was walking again because she became tall again.
>>43051382Yea you should rope or blast test. Me and my bro top twinks and trannies and set height max to 5’8. Lots do it
>>43051382>196cmYeah I'd say that's sort of bad. I'd honestly be willing to date someone like you, if we otherwise got along well. I don't think you should give up hope regarding dating, or life in general, nona.t. cisles top
>>43051262So real. There was no point in me detrooning either since its exactly the same and men treat me even worse.
>>43051262i feel almost all of this and im only 6'. i wish i could say something to help you keep going despite it all but i genuinely dont know. if its worth anything youre a lot stronger than i am (100% i wouldve roped at your height) and infinitely stronger than the 5'6 transmaxxer types who just saw it as a convenient way to get sex and any reasonable person would respect you more as a person for it
i’m a 5’5” cis man and i like tall girls a lot… and i dont want to bottom chase or anything
>>43051483Thanks. I don't think I personally should date anyone, but that's nice that some people don't consider it as much.>>43051584I don't think it's worth detrooning over. I don't see any point in suffering extra for no reason.>>43051639>i wish i could say something to help you keep going despite it all but i genuinely dont know.yeah i always wanted to make it so I could show other trans girls it could be done and there is hope for us.now i feel guilty for trying to talk down suicidal heighthons because i know they are right. there is no answer in life.>if its worth anything youre a lot stronger than i am (100% i wouldve roped at your height) well maybe next time don't say that. :(
>>43051382my aunt is unironically 6'5. do with this information what you will.
I like tall women
>>43051765I'm 100% aware that tall cis women exist. But the combination of my transness, the specific height dysphoria I experience (separate from my general gender dysphoria), and some traumatizing experiences I've had because of my height... all of that together drives my complex towards being trapped in this body (and social category). It's not *just* that I don't think I can pass.I am curious though;Does she get misgendered ever?Is she married?Is she straight or gay (if you know)?How does she feel about her height?If she is insecure do you know how she copes (probably unrealistic ask idk how close you are)What is her personality like?
>>43051262i feel you anon196cm is hard, sorry to hear that.>"i felt the same way too until i became confident magically one day!"i wonted to write that but its not really true. rn im not suicidal but am sure at some point in the future i will be again.Best hope for dating i guss is looking for a t4t relationship with a trans person that top. i know a nb forme my lokal community that a t4t and only tops.but yeah i have looking for a men willing to date me.t. 190cm
>>43051262Ok just find a tall guy like me to marry. Or get height shortening surgery Why complain when there are things you can do? Every trans girl gets surgery of some sort if you're not doing that to be your best self why post here to complain?
if you cant successfully cope with it but also dont want to die for whatever reason i think some form of wheelchairmaxxing (trading bodily integrity and maybe mobility for height) is unironically your best bet
>>43052098There are guys willing to date you like >>43051666 but you ignore them. Why act all sad if you're being picky and only going for the top 20% of men to date?
>>43052190>he doesnt even say top 1%this is how you know your life is over as a heighthon
>>43051891>Does she get misgendered ever?not to my knowledge no>Is she married?yes 2 kids too>Is she straight or gay (if you know)?straight>How does she feel about her height?cant rly answer this one im not that close to her desu>If she is insecure do you know how she copes (probably unrealistic ask idk how close you are)yeah sorry idk this one. i dont think she cares that much.all of our family is super tall. my dad is 6'6 and my mom is tall for being an asian.>What is her personality like?shes really tough. i dont wanna dox but shes a bit famous and when she was younger she was very strong and muscular. i remember my dad said when u hugged her it felt like a bear huggin you.i dont have any comforting words for you nona. but killin urself is an incredibely shortsighted idea. to limit urself to all that is available in the world bc of ur height seems very dumb. and the idea that no one would be compatable relationship wise with u is also very stupid.
>>43052190>>43051666>>43051784>>43051784>>43051483it's not about dating.
>>43051262I'm 6'1 and i genuinely think that if people didn't consciously focus on height that much or if height was a taboo topic, the world would be a better place. The cope is to believe that being tall does not define you as a person and anyone who thinks otherwise is just being fake and superficial. Not all of us can be pretty, some of us will stay ugly forever and that's just how it is, the best thing you can do for yourself is to avoid people and environments who value stuff like height too much. The truth of the matter is, everyone is being fake and superficial, including you and me, but some people are way more than others. There are people who know that people like you are way more valuable and interesting that someone who has been living their life on easy mode. Finding a bf who genuinely loves you and doesn't say weird fetishistic stuff won't be easy, but it's still something worth pursuing. Indulging in bitterhonnery surely will only make things worse.
>>43052270TRVKE this is what nobody gets about the true heighthon struggle>um but there are some people who dont think youre repulsive? what are you complaining about??thats not the issue the issue is that i have to bend my neck to talk to the average human and narrowly miss doorways and ceiling fans
I know just how u feel, I'm 5'11"
>>43052244>straight married with kids.Oh wow that's nice!>shes really tough. i dont wanna dox but shes a bit famous and when she was younger she was very strong and muscular. i remember my dad said when u hugged her it felt like a bear huggin you.ah. yes that would be the issue then...i can't get my insides to fit my outsides that way unfortunatelyThank you for your answer to all of my questions btw!>but killin urself is an incredibely shortsighted idea.It's not something I am doing rashly, I have to finish obligations to friends/family/coworkers first, that would not be fair to them. It will probably be in several months or so. I have felt this way for years now though and I know that this is the right decision. It's just not worth it.I might delay to try self amputation first >>43052182But yes I am looking far in the future, and I understand what that holds for me. This is what will fix it :)>>43052270It's part of it.>>43052154Oh of course, yes, shortening surgery. You are so smart thank you. This is all my fault for not doing this sooner. I just booked a flight to turkey, they doctors said they could maybe they could take my 196 down to 193. I can't wait.
>>43052418im not even the op nor tall but kys vro
>>43052432I really want to rope but am terrified of hell, beyond rationale. Like I could genocide etc and if I live in my mind be in better place
>>43051262Idk if this help, but to me the idea of a tall person wanting their cute and soft side to be seen is pretty cute and endearing.I know most people won't see you like this, but if you get to know your people. I think they will as well.
>>43052626Stfu dnrd thread
>>43051262>>Self fetishization doesn't help>Doesn't work if you're not actually into itu should try.... harder. it's so g o o d to just let the world crush u insward. o.ofeel your body stretch outward. the claustrophobia. ur back hurts so much from smal things. ur aching it hurts it's nice.laying on your bed. and you see ur feet off the edge below you. and u scootch. Up. and hit ur head on the bedframe. mmmmmfhhjfdhk too much of you exists. ur not supposed to be here. e v e r y w h e r e.it feels so nice that you can't stop crying. no one can save you.>>43052371hhh.. it's like ur not human yeah ? like they didn't design it for u. ur alone and alien and stretched. and they don't think ur like them. either ,,, they thnk ur scary. mean. harsh. looking..ur so gooey though. u want to be safe. and then they see your insdie and it's "ODD" to them. out of place:::::>>43052626odd to them. ur discomfort. with your asymmetry ...> Why are you so Gentle as a Huge person. cute <3 the pain.>i expected you to be TOUGH and ROUGH.many will still hrut you like you are tough and rough. it's perfectttt.soft and byg are antonyms and you're stuck this way forever 9///9>>43052583but imag ine how b i g our boides will be ...
>>43051382>196cmthat's hot but i'm just a subby twink so definitely not what you would want lol
>>43052809Hey OP this guy is a sub and ur height gave him fantasies. Just thought you should know haha
>>43052942wouldn't really call it a fantasy, i've been around a lot of tall girl and i think it's cool
>>43051262shut up sorrel, you look so pathetic your obviously a sub
>>43052764now this is the type of schitzo shit that I come her for
>>43053138>sorrel??
>>43053390sorry I suspected this thread was made by pup amaro / sorrel
you need a theyfab or cis f gf
>>43053515how would that help?>>43053444oh okay i don't know who that is
>>43051382i won't even copepost that sucks for your situation. i do genuinely think there is a guy who would love you, but it is a tough situation nonethelesst. chaser
oh my fucking god I have a doppleganger out there somewhere. and yeah it fucking sucks. you cant even complain about it without everyone misunderstanding the issue and thinking you are a retard. Normal people typically want more "attention" from other people (seriously. notice how inevitable it is for normies to accuse anyone different or weird of doing it for attention; they literally cant conceive of wanting to be noticed less)I think the fundamentally pain of it is that your height makes people project all these ideas onto you; that you are a natural leader, that you are arrogant, that you like being tall. People instinctively simp for you or feel threatened by you, and feel the need to take you down a peg and remind you that you're just as worthless as everyone else. Its just the endless simping gets cloying and the people who wanna knock you down don't seem to realize they are the 26th person to have the idea this week.However; and this will sound insane... but the only thing i've ever found to help is to arrogancemaxx extremely hard and internalize that you really are fundamentally better than all the normal people and that you have been marked for a greater purpose. That isn't to say be openly arrogant and obnoxious. But instead to have the sort of easy benevolence of a royal among peasants.
>>43051262Just move to Eastern Europe and gain weight
>>43052418This but in the other direction. I am a moid and I wish I was a 6’5 werewolf rapist monster of a man but instead I am a 5’11 king of the manlets. Feelsbadman. I just want to be such a gigantic massive man that I could pick literally anything up and rape it without difficulty.
>>43051584hey there buddy, your head is leaking
>>43052154>shortening surgeryhow the actual fuck do you think that works? Long body short legs, the proportions of a dwarf but 6'1? They cut parts of your spine out or something?
>>43052764im trying to agpmaxx and goon to this but i keep crying is that normal
>>43051262no you won't pussy
kek rip heighthons