after 5 years of repping i decided to finally give up on the whole idea, and now i am even more excruciatingly depressed than ever. huh
>>43052907Who?
>>43052907What’s the point of repping if your life is buns anyway
Cares
>>43052911>>43052931haha wasnt sequential
the psych i got assigned to me at 22 for gender dysphoria convinced me to rep for 5 years and now ive still started hrt at 27 not committing the first time was the biggest mistake of my life
>>43052960nearly my same deal, egg cracked at 23 but couldnt come out for Reasons and now im 28, sounds like i could just an hero
>>43052907The bends?
>>43052988>>43052960maybe you should have diy'd dummies>>43052943dishonor on my famiry ;(
>>43053078if diy costs more than 200 a month i cant hack it
>>43053101Bruh that shit is like a hundred bucks for a year’s supply
>>43053116mmm yummy placebo rat poison in collectable amine box
>>43053101well you could have at least got some cypro and a little bit of e to keep from dying. Besides once you tell ur doctor you DIY they fast track you to legit hrt. I bought cypro from QHI when I was 15 with my Christmas money lol
>>43052907what does give up the idea mean?
>>43052907That's better than having unfamiliar breasts and an corrupted sense of self
>>43052907have you tried drinking?it helps me cope with being trapped in repperhell until I finally work up the courage to kms
