Prior to transitioning I never gave my genitals a second thought. They're now making me feel uneasy each time I'm reminded of them.What gives? Did I somehow psyop myself into genital dysphoria, or was I just really good at repping?
It was probably the brain fog, your brain tends to repress negative emotions if they've been there for too long so you end up forgetting about it. I had a history of mental illness that, once treated, "worsened" my gender dysphoria (it became more noticeable because I had a better headspace to think about it)
>>43058370Guess I'm fucked either way
>>43058501Funnily enough, you're getting better. Don't give up
>>43058504That's kinda hard to believe currently
>>43058323You definitely psyopped yourself. Otherwise you would've had horrible dysphoria from the moment you learned that women have different reproductive organs
>>43058858Hope the psyop isn't permanent then
I don't want to have genital dysphoria, maybe I shouldn't transition
>>43059900You either have it, or you don't. This should be a factor when considering transition
>>43058323Same. Apparently it's not too uncommon for dysphoria to change when it's being actively addressed
Bump
>>43058370also dissociation depersonalization derealization etc>>43058323idk its kinda numb now, not numb numb but like unnoticable like a ghost, since its always small i dont like notice it swinging around. so when i do notice its extra jarring.
>>43062935>also dissociation depersonalization derealization etcI still feel basically the same though in that regard. Still barely human and very detached
