AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHA I NEVER GOT TO HAVE A YOUTH I SHOULD HAVE BLOWN MY LIFE UP AND SAID FUCK YOU MOM AND LIVED IN A FLOPHOUSE WITH OTHER TRANNIES AND TAKEN DRUGS AND GONE TO PARTIES BUT I WAS TOO MUCH OF A COWARD AND NOW I'M 30 AND A VIRGIN REPPER AND ITS ALL OVER TOO BAD TOO FUCKING LATE FOR ME ALL FOR NAUGHT ALL FOR NAUGHT ALL FOR NAUGHT AHHAHAHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH
doesnt a hard life make you strongyou sound like a pussy
>>43060092It doesn't matter as much as you think rn
i lold
>>43060092yeah me too. i was gonna get emancipated at 15 instead i got soulcrushed and stayed. ended up at community college and didnt even get a driver license till 22 didnt move out till 25. huge fuckup
>>43060092Relatable, im about to turn 25, finally started E half a year ago, tho im annoyingly still unsure if its a good idea.And i desperately wish i had tronned out earlier and went outside and done stuff when i was younger.Instead i consciously repped for 7 years, maybe even 10, and was a complete shutin just on my PC 24/7 basically since i turned 15 or so, didnt even make any online friends :c.My current cope is just to keep trooning, because sometimes it does make me happier, and because otherwise i might regret not doing it now when im 30+. Just as i now regret not doing it when i was 20 or 18 or even 22 or 23.Also ig ill try to actually go outside more and do things. Its hard but ive made minor inroads now, idk maybe its the trooning out and estrogen finally giving me a modicum of confidence and drive to do things, or im just older now idk.
>>43060092I suggest you do the same i think.You regret not doing those things, now, at 30. Do you think you wont regret not doing what you can of it now when you are 35 or 40?You probably will. So idk, try to make the best of it ig. Ik its like stereotypical and stuff but i genuinely dont know anything better either and this kinda shit has been on my mind for like 7 years now like i said before.
>>43060092do you like animation memes
I don't understand why trannies are so uniquely hung up on bott getting the childhood they wanted. I was a closeted faggot for decades, ended up marrying a woman and didn't even kiss a guy til I was 34. It wasn't ideal but I'm happy now and I don't spend my time pining over what could have been. Maybe man up op?
>>43063400because trannies usually their bodies and entire lives ruined by the closet instead of just wasting some time before becoming a silver fox
>>43063400yeah except lots of gay men stay closeted for decades and absolutely do regret that
>>43063262i like relevant hazbin hotel images to a post
ts frying me for some reason
>>43060092fuck you for not living in the present and doing something about it.
>>43060092me but I'm 23
>>43060092Still repping at 21yo 95lbs 5'6 height
>>43065614we need to strap you down and inject you with E asap
>>43065631Not happening.
>>43060092it's never too late to stop being a coward
>>43066780It's never too late but you never get back the lost time
I'm coming up to 31 in April. I'm terrified. I thought this would go away but it's getting worse and worse. I feel lost.
>>43060092least mentally ill tranny on this board right now fr
>>43063400cause they want to be the YoungGirl(technical term)
>>43063400Almost like being gay is a different thing. Besides there are indeed gay people who lament the experiences they couldn't have due to being closeted, specially the ones who came out in their 30s or older
>least whiny and narcissistic millenial
ngl i feel the same, i wish i was brave enough to go out as a teen instead of being a coward neet. i repped till 25, and i go out more now and had some good times at least, and my life is still equally miserable
>>4306955825 too but fag not a trannyI do not understand why I turned out to be such a pathetic weak coward afraid of life itself. My environment is no excuse, I am just a subhuman freak thing, it's me, it's all meAnd it sucks. It just really really sucks, man
>>43070284Not 25 but will turn 25 soon and tranner, but yeah relatable. Now that im kinda out to people around me it turns out they are all 100% fine with it, family, friends. everyone.Ive also lived in a big lgbt friendly city for over 5 years now.So my environment really shouldnt have done this to me. I also sometimes feel weirdly subhuman because of it.It feels like im not cut out for this "life" thing sometimes and it also makes me feel subhuman sometimes.There were no hurdles at all basically and i still managed to almost completely isolate myself and deny myself my desires for 13 to 7 years...Perhaps even to the point of still occasionally doubting if i actually have them, or if im just so fucked in the head i dont actually know what i want or am and just stuck with tranny stuff because im that easy to manipulate lol.
>>43060092>I should have gotten buttfucked by dozens of men, that would have fixed everything I'm not sure it would.
>>43063400>>43064711>>43067816Nah Im almost 30 and Ill happily rep the gay thoughts until I die
I am 30 and feel similarly. I'm very bitter about wasting my youth. The bitterness has given me drive suddenly, and I am returning to my goal weight, doing a lot of skincare, and am looking better. I have devoted myself intensely to this, and it's working rapidly. The next step is finding a bf or gf that is also bitter, (or else just insane), and wants to live an exciting life to make up for it. I think the only cope is doing wild shit to make up for lost youth. Chasing limit experiences.
>>43060092As someone who lived in a flophouse its not good. Everyone is immature or evil or oding in the crawlspace under the stairs. Its what made me hate commies
>>43063400i’ve had these thoughts since at least middle school when i started puberty, i could’ve been a woman by now, but i have a fused androgenized skeleton & sound like fucking nick offerMAN, i fucked up so bad & now i’m never going to be happy
