>early 20s>repper/hrt repper>anxious >always been a little faggy and pathetic >nerdy and isolated throughout teen years>to afraid of judgment to ever fully allow yourself to be feminine >malebrained >brief tranny arch during covid >repression as soon as lock down ends>tranny thoughts have come back/worsened recently
>>43078669correct up to malebrained
>>43078669I’m ftm
>>43078745do you feel some sort of disconnection from womanhood or like a feeling that you could never be excepted as a women for like some social reason like other than physical appearance?thats really what i meant but it couldn't think of a way to make it concise so i just put malebrained
>>43078753but fit the description in reverse? or are you just replying to reply
>>43078767I don't really believe in 'womanhood' as a concept, or at least i don't understand it as a concept, so I can't really say i feel a disconnect from it.While i have some internal doubts of 'you will never be a woman no matter what', who doesn't tbhon. It's not something that really plays a part of my life, partly because I'm one of those very rare trannies that actually has some self confidence.i just call myself malebrained because i have typical male hobbies and mannerisms lolOh and i'm 18, not 20, should have also mentioned that
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>>43078669uh