I'm Ftm but I an very scared I am not actuallt transgender. what if im lying to myself and manipulated myself into thinking I was? mentally when I think about myself I am a boy, online I am a boy, but in my daily life I haven't even tried to transition. I blame it on my parents who'd kick me out if I came out but is that just an excuse? if I woke up tommorow as a boy, I'd still be suicidal and hate my life. why would i transition if I plan to die soon? other trans people say that if they could live as themselves they'd be happy, but I know either way I'm still going to be depressed. sure, I'd much prefer if I could magically turn into a real boy, or at least start testosterone, but it's not going to fix me. and it would be so much easier to live life as a girl and not have to deal with my parents... I could pass as a Ltb maybe if I went full woman mode.. and then maybe someone will love me, but I'd hate myself even more. that's not me.
life will be miserable for a while but one day you'll be free to do what you wantjust cope how you can but I don't recommend throwing your life away just to feel trutrans
>>43082440Oh my gosh anon that's so scary and you really have a thoughtful outlook on this and seems like you are really weighed down by all of this concern. Maybe your best course of action at this point is to add me on Discord so I can eventually convince you to meet me in real life where I will force you to wear stupid, uncomfortable latex outfits and puppy masks during sex and keep you under my bed and in my closet until I want to selfishly use your body for my own perverted reasons. A sensible decision I would say
>>43082440Hi I would really really reccomend you dont try to rep and get into a relationship if u are dysphoric as it will make u miserable AndI would sayStart hrt as soon as you possibly can, even though I still get misgendered it has made me so much more confident Repressing dysphoria is the devil I tried to do it on and off for years and it never workedJust be you <3 Kevin spencer is coolDisabled Kevin
>>43082440id say just get over it and keep pooning but ur name is sixkpervmilkchqn so it might be over already
>>43082440>Scared I'm not really transYou have imposter syndrome. It's curious that you have it about being trans when trans is just a maladaptive fantasy with self harm aspects.
>>43083051>It's curious that you have it about being transevery trans person ever goes through a period like this it's not curious at all
