>you waited and masculinized for 8 years?>heres your 2mg tablets, hon
>>43082516didn't know people like that actually existed, like 8 fucking years?
>>43082516>>43082557I repped until 25 so yeah I fucked up too
>>43082516im convinced people who put up with this and don't diy arent trans. there is no way you could be ok with turning into a man for 8 years if you really had dysphoria.
>>43082643so I'm >>43082588I'm 33 now but way back in my day when I was 17/18 I found this site called susansplace and I convinced myself I would look like that if I had transitioned and then I continued to cope into my 20s thinking I would always look like a man in a dress I was drinking a lot and doing dumb shit that could've killed me I was at my wits end at 25 and decided I don't care if I don't look like a woman I'm going to kill myself if I don't try and while life isn't great it's better to each their own thoughAlso I didn't know how to diy back when I was younger this place didn't exist and I guess 420chan had /cd/ but I didn't use 420chan so I don't think diy was an option until I was like 22ish and had convinced myself there was no point
i use 2mg tablets but i take 4 a day so 8mg a day + anti androgen that’s not a hondose right? obviously ik 2mg daily would be so if that’s what this person is prescribed then rip
>>43082703check ur levels sucka>>43082688yea thats repping tho. Im talking about people who know they are trans and then put up with the docs gatekeeping hrt for years. I hear of this mostly in the UK.
>>43082774yeah probably smart to just check them lol idk i’ve just went by i see stuff happening so it’s probably working but probably should blood test sometime.. haven’t been to a doctor in a few years desu lol
>>43082643If you don't grow up in an environment where various drugs are available then you probably don't even realize there's a black market or grey market out there for anythingI repped until 28 because I didn't know DIY existed, like, as a concept. I didn't fathom it and I didn't realize it
>>43082688That place ruined me.>Found DIY at 14 and lurked around Susan’s Place.>They were talking about how male bones are set at 15>Memed into repping for 8 years and cracked at second puberty.>Memed again by Doc because I was coping as NB I.e 2 mg E and 25 bica for 6 years>Manmoder forevermore.I don’t know if it was my fault tat I failed at this point. It is too late for me even if I moved to 4 mg a few months ago.
>>43083037it is your fault because you should have diy'd at 14>>43082958you are retarded
>>43082516humiliaton ritual
>>43082516This makes me profoundly sad. Like puts a damper on my whole day. What the fuck.
>>43082516You realize this is because HRT can give you cancer so they give you liability proof doses, right?
>>43083060You sound like all the other zoomers who have no empathy for the lack of HRT and DIY knowledge in the 90s and 00sWe were told trannies were just a pile of surgeries you got and I didn't even know HRT was the important part of it until 2015 or so
>>43083185Why wasn't knowing about the surgeries enough for you?
>>43083204NTA but I used to think being a tranny meant you just wanna cut your dick off
>>43083204When you do research and get bad info that says the best options for trans women are SRS and hair transplants that you get when you're 35, you tend to give upAlso since I thought they were just one-and-done surgeries there was no urgency to do anything when young, unlike if I knew about HRT
>>43083227And that wasn't enough for you?>>43083229But why didn't you want to do those things when you heard of them? Why was hrt the thing you really wanted?
>>43083242Nah, it put me off
>>43083261But why? It would have brought your body closer to a woman's too, just in a different way
>>43083266I don't careEmulating a woman is irrelevant to me, I want to fit my own ideal of beautyLosing my dick would make me more dysphoric if anything
>>43082703Oral or sublingual
>>43083242In the 90s, according to TV, movies, and common jokes, being a tranny meant being a hulking transvestite with no body changes other than you got your dick chopped offThen you were harassed by the public and forced to live with other dick chopees onlyI never saw a passing trans woman until I was about 23 or 24
>>43083297I'm not trying to mess with you. I'm asking because I'm similar and trying to understand myself. I knew that surgery existed many years before I knew about hrt, but it never even made me consider transition. Yet the instant I knew about hormones, I knew I needed them. Losing my dick would be nice now, but somehow the thought of it did nothing to make me realize I'm trans when clearly it did for so many people in older generations
>>43083185I find that hard to believe. this board started in 2013. HRTgen couldn't have been far after that. traps were doing hrt on 420chan well before that
>>43083350First time I saw passing trans women was in trap threads on /b/ and I assumed they were just young and naturally feminine and would all get norwood reaper'd and a beer belly within 5 years
>>43083392the boobs didnt give it away?
>>43083426I assumed they were bolt ons. I didn't know what hormones were and they could make you grow boobs and all the other things
>>43083366Im with the other anon, I didn't know what HRT was and thought they were just young and skinny and that it would age away>>43083426I stuffed a bra when crossdressing as a teen, so I figured that's what they did too
>>43082557I repressed from age 6 to age 39sometimes it's just not safe to be yourself
zoomzooms really out here saying "it's your fault for getting bad info and not knowing things & not knowing you don't know what you don't know"
>>43083465ok not knowing about hrt I can forgive, but brown nosing doctors for 8 years to get hrt while you go bald is 100% your own fault.who the FUCK says "oh shit im trans" then does zero research and just blindly trusts doctors. 100% retardation
>>43083499Probably most trans people honestly. In more normie trans spaces, most people are afraid of diy or at least don't trust it
>>43083535which brings me back to my point in>>43082643you should be willing to try anything. you should be willing to do dangerous shit just for a small chance to be a little more fem. if someone is scared of diy because it might be impure, and so they are ok with just masculinizing, they are not trutrans
>>43083554lowkenuinely agree. ive been around long enough to remember when injecting alcohol into your balls was a common thing to do when hrt wasn't available. maybe some people just don't have that dog in them
