I (boy + faggot) am so desperately in love with my best friend but he has a girlfriend and it’s the healthiest and most loving relationship ever it makes me wanna rope that I’ll never have him he’s everything to me
>>43084172same except im a tranny
>>43084172same but the boy is also my older brother so it causes me even more anguish
same, im a tranny, and two of my friends are now dating eachother, and its very loving and healthy i like am happy for my one friend that she could find such a mentally stable prosperous tranny and i feel shame knowing i am a worthless retard in comparison. i initially crushed heavily on my friend, and then what really made it desperate is we hung out irl once and like i swear i felt a spark when our eyes first met which has only happened to me 3 times in my life, so i find it hard to not wonder what it could be like if we dated. but lately im such a loser i know if we were dating she'd be leaving me about now since i'm at rock bottom, and i'm glad theres no pressure on me to keep her happy. if anything their relationship is one of the only joyous things in my miserable tranny life that gives me hope maybe ill find someone
>>43084172if you are a boy why did you post a crying girl
>>43084172same except not same but kind of similar but not really
>>43084172sabotage the relationship
same except im trooning and he's dating a man... hsts is a hard life
>>43084172Lem Billings moder
>>43084172>it’s the healthiest and most loving relationshipthat should be enough for you, if he's really your friend. i was in love with a man who told me he was going to marry this woman he didn't love because he felt like it was time for him to settle down and have kids. that was devastating. i ghosted after he told me that. we'd know each other for over a decade
>>43084603you did the right thing
>>43084637if he had told me he loved her when i asked, it would've been a totally different story. but it was like he was lording her anatomy and, like, the obtainment of a life milestone, a woman and hypothetical children as property, over me. and then there was a night we got really drunk and he touched me in an lewd manner, rubbing my tummy as he stared into my eyes and told me goodnight. he stared into my eyes for way too long, and he left his hand there, for way too long, way too low on my abdomen. and then he went and fucked her while i cried alone on his couch all night. it's still quite upsetting to think about, as you can probably tell. i still miss him
>>43084768damn... i hope you find you meet someone who treats you right
>>43085345i have, thanks. the OP just triggered me a little. sorry for the blogpost lol. i hope u do 2
>>43084172Tranny in love with her best friend but he told me recently he was uncomfortable with how much I was touching him (which totally fair yeah I was drunk but should have laid off) so I’ll be blowing my brains out after he says no when I confess to him next weekNot really of course more than anything I want him to be happy and I want to be his friend more than I would want to be his girlfriend if it meant not losing him this shit just sucks I want to make him as happy as he makes me but that’s probably not what he wants so I just have to learn to live with it. Still makes me want to curl up and cry until I die though
>>43084603Yeah, I’m trying to remind myself that friendship is a love of its own, and that it has just as great a value. If I’m really his friend, I should ultimately be happy and supportive of him even if it means not behind his romantic partner. It’s a really tough pill to swallow (I’m currently choking on it and trying to force myself not to vomit) but it ultimately will make me happier than torturing myself daily over things that won’t happen.
