im really about to commit social suicide because i want to be a girl? and im expected to believe im not insane for doing this, and that this will help my mental health long term?
>>43086282You can't use that picture yet, you have to be on hrt awkwardly boymoding for at least two years first. Stolen valor!!!
>>43086282I wish I never came out and just hrtrepped
>>43086307im using it in prophetic future tense
>>43086282read nietzsche, I'm being unironic and I'm not saying this as some repressoid masculinity larp, reading nietzsche has helped me immensely in understanding why I pursue transition even though it's 'rationally' a terrible idea
>>43086325>future tense*perfect tensesorry im tarded
>>43086326sorry not happening nietzsche is malebrained and satanic
>>43086352>christoidngmi
>>43086352sorry but you will be malebrained forever. its a symptom of a male childhood. The best you can do is mask and pretend not to be male brained
>>43086462this is the issue i was almost exclusively friends with girls until middle school and then had exclusively male friends. my gender socialization was entirely fucked and it broke my brain.
>>43086282uh
>>43086282>and im expected to believe im not insane for doing thisScience is on YOUR SIDE. Think for a bit about what you want, you are living as your true self
>>43086282have you had gender dysphoria since you were reasonably young? yes or nodoes your gender and body cause you distress, and why?are you sure this is not a sexual thing and its about feeling correct in your body?are you being honest with yourself? yes/no
>>43086282If you hate your life so much, do it!
>>43087644i would prefer to ruin my life slowly rather than blowing it up all at once
>>43086282If you boymode first and just transition when you can pass better then its not so bad. Most people will expect it after seeing u have long hair and boobs but no one is going to want to bring it up
>>43086282You're not expected to do anything, just know that you are having these thoughts because you *really were* born a woman with a man's body and you really cannot live a happy and self-actualized life pretending to be a manAlso, that most people will be more supportive than you suspectThere is a massive pile of propaganda out there designed to tell YOU not to transitionIt is bullshitI thought the same thing for years but like, you either do it now or you do it 5 years later and it's always better to pick now
>>43088901im 21, have a massive caveman brow ridge, huge chin, broad shoulders, and small hips. the only thing i got going for me is being 5'6. im not passing without tens of thousands dollars of surgery.
>>43088923dont really feel like a woman tho, and idk if i ever have. i just hate being male thats about it.
>>43088953People also perpetually manmode. The question is are you okey internally with how you feel full of testosterone or is it unbearable enough to give up ur dick and ball girth/sex drive/fertility
>>43088966How are you supposed to know how being a woman is really supposed to feelIf you want to be a girl that's a very strong sign that you are and you should pursue treatment sooner rather than laterI was afflicted with deeprepper brainworms for like 5-10 years and I resent that it took me this longI am much happier now than I was then.
>>43086282>commit social suicide because i want to be a girlWell, I don't know about you, but I never had anything to lose. I was faggy and despised by society since the day I was born..despite only liking women, I was given the full force of homophobia my entire life, because I am small with feminine facial structure and a girly voice. I never gained any benefits from being a "man" to begin with so like wtf am I socially suiciding? The answer is nothing. If anything I make a lot more sense as a woman/tranny than I ever did as a man. And I hated being a man anyway so like wtf?? Why would I not troon out. I should have trooned out sooner but I was deep drowning in repression.
>>43086282>im really about to commit social suicide because i want to be a girl? and im expected to believe im not insane for doing this, and that this will help my mental health long term?REAL
>>43089036i've been pretty good at bottling the innate fagginess up my whole life then i let it out and everyone looks at me funny >>43089039thank you for getting it nona
>>43086309>I wish I never came out and just hrtreppedYeah that is pretty stupid. You shouldn't reveal your "gender". If you look the part they will treat you accordingly. But on the bright side, someone might learn from reading about your experience.
same. if i just hrt repped i'd still have a place to live, still have a job, still have old friends. now im a lonely destitute unemployed tranny that nobody wants to associate with
>>43086282hmm
>>43086282every time i see this pic i think of voicegen girl who said she looks like this and i think in my head "cute"
