Repressor here. I want to transition but I cant visualise how i could ever look cis/passing. ive tried makeup and looked fucking hideous and society isnt kind enough to be a walking joke of a hon and i don't want to sacrifice my career and financial security by looking like some joke of a hon. What makes you "take the plunge" on transition without knowing if you're going to pass or not? or do you folks just not care if you pass and feel happy being visually trans?
>>43091614Im sorta like you and tbqh im still gonna go through with it because even if i don’t end up passing i’ll still feel better mentally than if i weren’t on e but besides that you don’t really know how you’ll look even if you could visualize it you could end up completely different so i wouldn’t worry too much just get on e and maximize your transition by eating well working out and just generally treating your body well taking care of yourself mentally too and in a year or 2 you could just be passing i’ve heard the sentiment of transition being a marathon and it’s for sure true
>>43091614I took the plunge because i couldnt live the rest of my life masculinizing. I had unbearable dysphoria every day.I knew i wouldnt pass (turns out i was kinda wrong about that tho) and i effortmaxxed as hard as i could for 5y.It feels like i can breathe now. I’m so glad i chose this. Even if i was a weird hon for a time
>>43092104>effortmaxxed as hard as i could for 5y.What did you do
>>43091614I took yhe pluge because I just thought fuck it why not but then I stopped because I realized I would prefer life being a cis male.
>>43092481>but then I stoppedafter how long?
>>430925112 years
>>43092610and how long have you been detrans and how comfy are you with your choice?
>>43092632Idk like 5-6 years. comfort: 7-8 out of 10.
>>43092678not op, but how did you know that transition wasn't right for you?
>>43092729Didnt like what came with it, and realized i couldn't be happy as troon and what I wanted was actual change of sex and to be cis, but that's not possible, and I realized I rather be cis man rather than a troon.
