How can I want to be a woman, yet for it to feel so *so* very wrong?I'm genuinely loosing my mind daily over not being a woman, and the thought of having to live my life as a man makes me want to rip my skin off, but ever since I've started hrt, I can't help but constantly feel like I'm making a massive mistake and that I'll one day come to regret it all, develop reverse dysphoria, and detransition. This feeling is particularly strong whenever I see men who are completely comfortable just existing as men, since it always reminds me that there's no real reason for me to hate it. It just makes me feel like I've somehow missed the memo for how to be like them, even if I feel genuine repulsion at the thought for some reason.There's also the fact that I can't envision how I'll manage to transition in the first place, since I'm completely soulless and can't imagine ever having the grace and kindness of a woman, so it really makes it feel like a suicide mission instead of chasing my dream.Is this just severe imposter syndrome, or am I genuinely just insane? What am I even supposed to do to sort out these feelings?
>>43095067Nah man, you've gotta detrans. That's not imposter syndrome, it's reverse dysphoria
>>43095788Aw hell nawh
